SheepishLord

Recently I discovered that my right epididymis in my scrotal sack has an area that is very hard. I began to suspect that perhaps years of semen retention had formed a seminal stone. Maybe Dr. Lin was right that too much semen retention is the culprit. I began a program of massage, for as Tom Green used to sing: Feel your balls/squeeze your balls/so you don't get cancer (He is my age and had one of his nuts lopped off and Drew left him and his career fell apart.) The area is softening, but I decided to make use of my HMO and go see a Urologist... The doctor had my scrotum ultrasounded for a long time by this homophobic Russian technician who was apparently disturbed by my lack of shame. The good news is that my plumbing is perfect which surprised the urologist. He said he could feel what was like a cyst (which is what I felt also) but it turns out that is it just hard and he suggested I keep massaging it. In other words, the section of the epididymis that is hard is empty on the inside. There are no stones or buildup or cysts or anything--just am empty pipe that happens to be "hard" in that section. He has no clue how it could be hard if there is nothing there, so he says just forget about what can't be explained! Of course, I recognize it as sexual trauma--Reichian genital armouring, if you will, and eventually I will massage it away. Years of qi gong training have enlarged all the tubing, blood system and my testicles themselves due to the pressures and the consequence is that nothing can get stuck apparently. LOL! Now if only I can get my penis as enlarged as my power sack... So there you have it--even hardcore semen retention practiced with porn and girls doesn't create seminal stones. At least not for me. Dr. Lin is still right though--you should cum from time-to-time unless you want to be a monk.

Main thing is to be very cautious about quantity and concentration. Check the bottle and see if it is 70% or 90% DMSO and don't go by what is on the bottle. Bottle may say 99.9% DMSO but only 70% of the bottle is DMSO and the rest is water. That 70% DMSO will be 99.9% strength though. Get it? Be careful because if you use too much DMSO it will give you a chemical burn. The burn will heal but having your cock chemically burned is not the nicest thing you can do to your cock. It may take 20 seconds for the burn to occur. Go slow. DMSO will pull any substance it is mixed with into the body. Mix with LSD and water and squirt it onto people. They will start to trip! (Don't actually do this!)

Ah yes! The famous Thacker Formula! Castor oil , apple cider vinegar and DMSO (careful with the DMSO 'cause it BURNS).

Dude, that is the funniest shit I read all weekend. My experience is that porn is destructive only because it encourages the mind to dwell.

What are the best remedies for thinning hair? I use He Shou Wu internally and externally. Anybody got results with anything else? My hair doesn't seem like it is falling out nor receding anymore, yet I tend to see more of my scalp in general and it irks me. -Plato

The real problem with porn is that it damages your mind by lighting fires that cannot be put out. Porn shows you reality. The reality of the desire realm.

Ron, you pissed because I forgot the "umlaut?" LOL!!! Anyway, it turns out my barber is using thinning shears because in his own words: "I don't want you looking like a 70s porn star this year." I fuss over thinning hair because I am vain, BTW.

Ron, It is "Duetschland uber alles" thank you. Sean, SF Chinatown is really good. Never been to the Oakland one. BTW, junkies never lose hair. They always have a ton of it. Someone else (another junkie) explained it to me once. Everyone, I talked to some old folks yesterday and they asked me if my barber uses "thinning shear" and I said "yes." They told me not to allow this anymore and that thinning shears will eventually thin your hair to nothing. This makes sense because there is no receeding hairline nor bald spots and I drink a lot of He Shou Wu and use shampoo with herbs and my hair is never in the sink nor bathtub, yet there seems less and less of it. Use this as a reminder to talk to old folks--they have wisdom! Incidentally, Master Nan confirmed that Huang Jing is a super herb in line with He Shou Wu and that it re-grows hair. I take them both now. I got a box of He Shou Wu from the mountains in China and next I will be looking for mountain Huang Jing.

My progress with Scott Sonnon's "Freedom By Degree" course has prompted me to explore old topics I never completed. One of them is the reading of the book "The Aware Baby" which is the core of this website: http://www.awareparenting.com/ In the book one of the things discussed is the need for crying and how it is the trauma discharge mechanism of the human being but society has been taught to repress it. Of course, crying as a discharge mechanism is on a higher order then is a Reichian Orgasm but given that both mechanisms are so hard to access, we are stuck with such beautiful expedient means as FBD. 8) One thing that the book brought up for me is how my mom was in the hospital recently for a simple operation and as I sat there in her room I wanted to cry and cry but I repressed it. I do it quite often and it annoys me that I am such a faggot--not that I cry, but that I don't cry. I was wondering how I could absorb as much of the connection between me and my mom as she is getting older and won't be here forever and I complained to one of my friend's how I spend time with her and nothing comes out. My friend said that it is because I don't tell her how I feel about her and I would get annoyed at his comment because I didn't get how I should tell her how I feel. Then it dawned on me that the whole problem is that I didn't cry that day and create the space for communication to take place in the future. Too much pain from my childhood is in the way and it is all my fault because I didn't let it out when it came calling. Shame on me! I feel I missed my opportunity because I did. What a tragedy. Reading books like "The Aware Baby" and "Saharasia" and "Children in Armour" bring up the real root cause of suffering in this world. You know you are at the root because the answer to the question of "why" also contains the "how" to solve the problem. Assuming we are all strong enough. More on this topic later.

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I thought the bottom guy was Matt Furey.

How did you get your fonts to work out? I have read the FreeBSD handbook about 50 times, and tried every possible solution there but my Firefox fonts are so small I can't read them and generally the fonts look like shit and hurt my eyes. Otherwise, I got enlightenment to start automatically via XDM. Fucking fonts! Such a simple thing they could've worked out so I don't have to waste my time just being able to read my screen! :evil:

Time to get yo' GREEN CARDS!!! http://www.atozpassport.com/ Ron--I installed FreeBSD on my new UNIX box and I am in the process of configuring X. Developed a kick-ass Taoist wallpaper based on the results of Max's image search. Will put up a screenshot whenever it gets done and then I will have an RJ-approved and Taoist/anarchist OS. 8)

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All these asses is starting to make me crave anal sex! Here is a picture of a pretty girl's FACE that I pulled off a "Russian Bride" site. I mean, if you are going to wake up next to some chick every morning for the rest of your life you want to be able to wake up, look at her make-up free face and go "fuck yeah!" Then you've made the right decision.

...any of you know where I can get a big pic of that Taoist immortal with the big forehead? I want to make a wall paper for my new Linux box. I can't find one in Google. Tanx! 8)

Man, I just fucked my girlfriend for like mad long and I was all peacefull and shit and enjoying my cornbread and NOW I want to fucks again. Damn you nigga'!

All comments have been forwarded... ...but let me ask you this: The 2nd patriarch cut off his arm to present to the 1st. How did he know the 1st patriarch was worth cutting his arm off for? Answer: the 2nd patriarch did what Shakyamuni demanded of his disciples--to practice and verify the truth of what he taught. Why don't you go and practice and verify the validity of Bill's and Master Nan's teachings instead of obsessing on footnotes??? :roll:

I think it will help you a lot. The hardest thing with quitting smoking is that the smoke gets released from the tissues--sometimes for years after quitting, and the smell carries memories that encourage you to indulge them by lighting up once again. :cry:

Used the device for a year. So did Max. Awesome. Anyone who wants to learn to breathe from the tan tien should get it. Some guys really work with it and one guy on RMAX can hold his breath for like 10 minutes or something like that! :twisted:

Right on! :twisted:

http://www.malegspot.com/newmale.php Bought one and tried it the other night--HOLY SHIT!!!