gentlewind

I'd like to add that I lack discipline, but being a hippy what else would you expect ! After opening my eyes I send Love-Light-Healing to various parts of the world. Also people, animals too. Mother Earth also. Even the Sun, Moon and Solar System. And all That Is. All politicians are sent Love-Light-Healing and Empathy. As are all police and military. If anyone would like to join a project of mine to join me in this, from the comfort of their own homes/or wherever they are please PM me. I've only begun this and have one other person on board. Thanks - even if you don't join !!! I was encouraged to do this during one of meditations. Namaste, gentlewind

I have regressed through meditation, went back to a life when I was a monk in the 15 or 1600's. It was a guided meditation. Can't remember which one but their are videos on You Tube which may be of help. Just come across this http://vividlife.me/ultimate/16332/uncovering-the-past-one-life-at-a-time/ Namaste, gentlewind

My condition, or conditions are perfect for me. No one else would benefit by stepping into my body, because it isn't meant for anyone else ! I have accepted the body I have and all that comes with it, my illnesses are my various teachers; I am learning, slowly, but I am learning! Having an ileo anal pouch(when I first did a Google search on this term I ended up with a page full of porn links ) is my hardest lesson. The 5 or 6 hours spent emptying the pouch is a tough endurance event, maybe its to teach me patience ! But, its catered for me to experience - although I would appreciate a break After my first operation(14 hrs) I had a temporary colostomy bag which was fun - I even called it Fred Stoma ! It was meant to be there for 3 months whilst I recovered from the operation, but due to the onset of renal failure an emergency operation was performed to evict Fred Stoma ! An interesting statistic from operation one is a weight loss of 42 lbs ! After the first operation I was in a chemical coma for two weeks, and then the fun began. When it came for me to try and go to the washroom on my own after weeks recovering I discovered I couldn't walk !!! I gently got myself to the edge of the bed then attempted to stand up - but fell straight to the floor ! So I had to learn to walk all over again ! The reason for this mishap was the duration of the operation with my legs being in straps for 14 hrs and had cut into my nerves. I have some real horror stories regarding my recovery when I went to the pits of hell ! The pain was constant, I really despaired and contemplated suicide. Serious contemplation. Only my daughter kept me from carrying out this act. She knows all about this very dark period, and I told her because she deserves to know how she helped me through my tough recuperation period. sree, having money is not necessarily a negative thing because we need money to negotiate our way through the current barbaric system. Money is so unnecessary, it really is ! It only serves a small percentage of the world's population. Discovering who you truly are whilst living a 'normal' life is the goal. Renouncing the material world only works if you enter a monestary or convent depending up your gender, because your needs are catered for within the walls of the aforementioned institutions. Also of benefit is finding a commune which is self sufficient. But, that was all part of your story, you had to do what you did. You did nothing wrong because you have learnt lessons from that experience. Life always presents you with the teachers and lessons you need - perfectly tailored for your needs ! You are where you are now because of what you have done in the past. Every situation, person, lesson and teacher has brought you to where you are now. Invisible helpers ! We all have them ! I'm not expecting you to believe me sree, hopefully you will experience it for yourself. I know for sure that I have not reached where I am now without the help of my Invisible Helpers, my Gran is one of them ! Some folk call their helpers angels or guardian angels, and thats fine too. I have experienced the guidance of my Invisible Helpers in certain situations, for example when I was given the news of my cancer in 2003. Another is when my Dad left his body, and my Mum. So for me I know I have a great team. Dogs ! My favorite animals ! I was blesssed to have a wonderful four legged friend by the name of Pippa, she journeyed with me for 16 years; and she had a pure soul, far outshining most humans I've encountered. Pippa was a four legged saint. She battled with cancer too, and my friend who a vet nurse gave her the injection which released her from her suffering. Pippa left her body whilst in my arms. I look forward to seeing her again. Also, she is a frequent visitor! Yes Pippa has been heard jumping off our bed when we were downstairs, and she came through during a ghost box session - even sniffing my daughters hair ! I used to be a paranormal investigator with my wife, so am well versed in things paranormal. Namaste, gentlewind

Although my pain killers are good (yes H based!)they don't block all my pain, but I have learnt to tolerate the situation. Having an internal pouch is like having a nagging partner 24/7(not that my wife nags - she's a real angel!), even in my 9th year with the S Pouch I still find it frustrating! Alas, I must try and live in harmony with the pouch, I should look at it as my Teacher. Not wishing to be too graphic but the worst times are when I'm spending 5 hrs emptying the pouch every evening, this is on top of my 12-13 other trips to the bathroom! sree, I have never been money orientated - never! My brother(a former lawyer) spent 2 yrs in prison due to his obsession with money! For me, its never posed a problem. I have been well looked after by the unseen Light forces of the Universe, I've never really struggled(although I have experienced 'low' episodes in my life when I was homeless for a brief spell), always been treated well by Life. My encounters with cancer I viewed as lessons, and my first encounter eventually led to me meeting my wonderful wife some 7 months after my now ex wife leaving me(she couldn't cope with my illnesses). I have a great team of invisible helpers, and I thank them daily - I am eternally greatful. Plus I have my wife and daughter who make this ride truly amazing! Just 'be' Namaste, gentlewind

You know what sree, I, my consciousness feels great! The real me is rocking! As for my physical apparatus, well, its in poor shape as you know! As for the meds, I take heavy duty pain killers! The ride will be freaking amazing.............yeeeeee haaaaaaaw!!! Time for Bill Hicks...................................https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMUiwTubYu0 Namaste, gentlewind

found some seated tai chi videos so I can add another activity to the morning ritual! Ah, coffee. Often mused about removing it from my daily routine - and failed often! I enjoy, or rather my body enjoys the smell and taste of this wondrous concoction. I look at clouds* a lot(has my daughter worried!), so thats another morning ritual I do! Soon be exhausted! Namaste, gentlewind * I always check for signs of geo - engineering otherwise known as chemtrails. Been researching these poisonous streaks in our skies for years! I also photograph the Sun. I look for anomalous objects! Once when photographing the clouds I caught a UFO!

yes it is! It informs us of the infinite amount of possibilities which await us when we go bungy jumping Home! I'm planning some fun times, and organising my own funeral! No clergy - no religious clap trap - no black clothing alowed!!! Celebrate not grieve! Namaste, gentlewind

shared death experience https://www.youtube.com/watch_popup?v=lWjYjsh8i0w very interesting. Sadly when my Dad left his body none of his sons' where in the hospital room, but then I've been told that this is the way in certain cases as the soul about to depart would be in great distress if their loved ones were present. I would suggest it would depend on the spiritual evolution of those involved. My Mum also departed without any of her family near. Namaste, gentlewind

'I think that everything should be made available to everybody, and I mean LSD, cocaine, codeine, grass, opium, the works. Nothing on earth available to any man should be confiscated and made unlawful by other men in more seemingly powerful and advantageous positions. More often than not Democratic Law works to the advantage of the few even though the many have voted; this, of course, is because the few have told them how to vote. I grow tired of 18th century moralities in a 20th century space-atomic age. If I want to kill myself I feel that should be my business. If I go out and hold up gas stations at night to pay for my supply it is because the law inflates a very cheap thing into an escalated war against my nerves and my soul'. - Charles Bukowski.

sree, yes you are correct! I wish I'd have been in this frame of mind in 2003 when I was given the news of my bowel cancer. The doctor who informed me, a lovely man, has himself departed this dense plane of existence - his final battle was with bowel cancer. This doctor was a genuinely nice soul, very caring, and when the nurse told me of his about his battle I was upset and shocked. When he told me I smiled and said thanks! My brother went to pieces though, mainly because we'd seen our father suffer and die of cancer back in 2001, so this was a shock to him. I had to reassure those around me! Being a laid back hippy helps In 2003 I was not aware of the wonderful resources Mother Nature has, and so I was blind to the infinite variety of cancer cures; cannabis oil was the first one I researched - but only after my 2009 encounter with cancer! 2003 was when I was informed of my genetic illness, so 2003 was a bumper year for change! I am now wiser(or am I!) in 2013, and I question everythin - beginning with me! My wife fully understands and supports my decision. We are both wary of going to the white coats who claim to be doctors! Only as a last resort! sree, humor is my 'religion', and Laughter is my 'g_d' ! My Dad was a great teacher in the humor lineage ! I laugh at cancer and tell cancer jokes! I don't hate cancer, its there for a reason - because I am totally out of touch with who I truly am! Although I am trying to remedy this! If cancer calls again I'll welcome it, and then turn to Mother Nature. I would truly appreciate any suggestions regarding gentle(!!!) energy excersises as I am operating(!!!) in a vehicle which is not road worthy, and would like to remedy that if possible - and all things are possible! Comedy Interlude Bill Hicks - UFO's. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1MuT_KSOo4 Namaste, gentlewind

School days/daze! Brief thoughts on one of the three poisons. Infant and junior school was more fun filled and less serious than secondary school(11 - 16 for those not from England), where the art of bullying was developed into an art form, sadly. I remember one particular lad who was bullied more by the girls than the boys, he was a quiet boy who kept himself to himself. Whenever I came across him being bullied I would put a stop to it, and I'm hoping others did the same. School is a breeding ground for psychopaths. Its not education but indoctrination. I knew from day one not to take anything seriously, I knew from day one I was an enemy of the System. The bullying I encountered was verbal, unpleasant, and from one particular set of people; I endured this for two years. It did affect me. When it finally ceased I was relieved! Now suicides are commonplace at school, so things have got much, much worse. This is why I say that education is one of the three poisons. Its a breeding ground for psychopths to practise their dark arts. I advocate home schooling(the System doesn't like those who home school!) for the simple reason that you shouldn't send your children to be educated(indoctrinated) by the enemy! School 'teaches' children what to think not how to think. Major problem! Musical Interlude Namaste, gentlewind

I have watched this twice in 24 hrs !!! Its a brilliant presentation on so many different levels, from health to the paranormal - and much, much more! Beware of Dr Harry Oldfield's sense of humor - its crass, apart from one funny story! But, this I would say is a much watch presentation ! We can't wait any longer for other people to put this video up, it's too important. The conventional medical paradigm isn't working, we need a re-think - we need a new paradigm! The human energy field is REAL as is the energy field around all living things. Until we start to at least recognise who and what we are there can be little progress. This video is yet another step in the right direction. Also see our related videos on the Energy Body and Chi Energy. www.youtube.com/happyduckuk and www.happy-duck.co.uk With thanks to ObercronIII www.youtube.com/ObercronIII for the following blurb: If only all scientists were as open minded and as open hearted as Dr Harry Oldfield! With considerable joie de vivre and a fantastic playful sense of humour he unveils some of his amazing inventions and also talks about Electro Crystal therapy and the incredible properties of crystals. He goes on to detail how this technology could revolutionise both conventional and alternative healing and how he has used this technology in his own practice. There is some staggering photographic and video evidence demonstrating some of the technologies, particularly shocking is the Oldfield Camera Filter which using a normal camera appears to show ghosts or other wordly entities clearly in photographs! Truly amazing stuff! Harry, the author of 'Harry Oldfield's Invisible Universe' goes on to demonstrate how through various technologies he is able to reveal aspects of this previously unseen universe in all their glory! Three decades of research into this area and considerable practical application enable Harry to present some very convincing evidence that there is far more to the Universe than that which we currently experience with the 5 senses. This mind blowing presentation, filmed at the Glastonbury Symposium www.glastonburysymposium.co.uk is stacked with quality information. For more information on Harry and his work his website is: www.electrocrystal.com https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-W45AkDHnsQ Namaste, gentlewind

Three major poisons are:- politics - (poli)+tics = tics are not healthy(my attempt at humor!) education = indoctrination religion = mind control And what an excellent job the Parasites That Be have done! At an early age I knew that school was a place to survive and not allow the indoctrination penetrate me, I did a good job there! Not good enough though, but thats another story. I never liked religion, and although I fell into the born again christian trap when 18, I know why I did! Politics. Hmm, I once stood for election - just where was my mind then!!! I believe that our planet is being run by extremely negative beings, and they control the actors we know as politicians - they are no more than extremely well paid actors. The damage being done to Mother Earth is their way of terraforming the planet to sustain them, as they plan to eradicate much of the world's planet. This is being done through the poisoning of our water(fluoride), food(GMO's and additives etc) and the air we breathe(chemtrails); their are other health concerns too(cosmetics and clothing are others). But, like Stuart Wilde, I know that their is a Loving Source guiding this madhouse and the Parasites That Be will not succeed. Be brave! Be True! Be YOU! Stand out from the indoctrinated crowd! QUESTION EVERYTHING! and always practise your air guitar techniques Namaste, gentlewind

I agree with you! Plus I've heard some horror stories about mammograms. I believe if we can live a balanced and ethical life we can avoid serious(and none serious) illnesses. I have a genetic condition which puts me at risk of developing more cancers, however I've been cancer free since 2009. This is partly due to my attitude towards my condition and the Love of my beautiful wife - she is amazing! Also we are not meat eaters, which I know is contributing towards my good health(although I do have a variety of ongoing health issues especially in the Ear Nose and Throat department following my 2009 operation to remove a nasal tumor). I will be focusing on these health issues and applying healing, so this will be a very interesting journey. I have suffered from depression for 30 or so years, but since I have been exploring consciousness my bouts of depression have almost disappeared. I am myself considering my own forthcoming medical examinations as every year I undergo a Gastroscopy and Pouchoscopy to keep a check on the polyps I have in my stomach and duodenum and my S-Pouch(ileo anal pouch). Do I really want to put this rented vehicle through a series of unpleasant procedures? Easy answer is no! I've also decided if I encounter cancer again I will not be heading for the surgeon's knife, this time I will head towards Mother Nature. Cannabis Oil(please check 'Run From The Cure' by Rick Simpson on You Tube) will be my first option! Namaste, gentlewind

I used to work in Nuneaton! Still have friends there, and knew Birmingham quite well! I have also completed the Wolverhampton and Birmingham Marathon's! Maybe! Always open to possibilities Wayfarer! If your ever in Liverpool do let me know and your more than welcome to call and have a chat and a coffee! Namaste, gentlwind

First off sree - Grandma was a lady not to be messed with! She may visit you and give you a little smack ! Nan was a strict Catholic in her life on this planet, and no one risked her wrath! When she visited me she filled my bedroom up with a beautiful golden light! Back to 1983!!! First off, I have been an abductee from the age of 5. Although it is a slow process of recovering my memories, in time I'll piece the story of my abductions together; patience is the key. My conscious interest in alien life and UFO's began when I was 11 or 12. I saw my first UFO at this time, and ruled out the usual suspects because of the hap hazard way this UFO was moving! No plane or helicopter could have done these twists and turns! We lived near an airport so I was well versed in flying machines in 1972! So a little background flavor there!!! In 1983. I was in bed and had awoken to visit the bathroom, before I got up a figure began to materialize right in front of me - like a Star Trek scene. Little specks of light began forming from the base upwards until it revealed a 6 or 7 foot figure. Sadly this is all I remember, I am working on trying to retrieve more; but what I do know is whoever is responsible for these abductions they can manipulate time! They also have the ability to give me what I call 'screen dreams' to cover up what is happening, and I know when this is happening - 'they' don't like this! What they have done to remedy my ability to suss them out is to block out my dreams when I am being abducted - so I am trying to figure a way around this. Through research I have read about MILABS, Military Abductions(Military Industrial Complex working with, say the greys), who I believe are responsible for my current abductions. I have military connection, and my Dad and brother also did. Again through research I discovered the screen dream phenomena, and spooked 'them' out in mid screen dream by telling 'them' I knew what they were up to! I wake up with strange markings on my body, one such occasion was when I had what appeared to be the outline of some kind of light bulb on my back! Now unless I levitated to the bedroom light during the night how on earth can that be explained? Other markings include bruises and needle marks - often in triangular shapes. Last year my wife and I saw a huge UFO with flashing lights just vanish right before our eyes! We have also seen 3 UFO's within 45 minutes. I have a photo of a UFO(frisby shaped) taken in October 2011 at around 4pm, when I took the photo I was not aware of the UFO! My reason for the photograph was chemtrails! I'll try and post the photo up if possible. Namaste, gentlewind

sree, I see them as more than mere words of comfort, and are based on my Gran visiting me a few months after her departure from the physical realm and my NDE; then later on I encountered(1983)an off planet being, which endorsed my knowing of the eternalness of our being. I have encountered plenty of wonderful strangeness in my 50 odd(some very odd indeed) years and look forward to more wacky strangeness after leaving this physical madhouse! Namaste, gentlewind

My Belgian cousins went to Steiner schools and none have friends who are of color. Namaste, gentlewind

Welcome and warm blessings to you Fionn! I am also interested in energy and spirit work, so any suggestions are most warmly appreciated! I do healing work, guided by my unseen helpers, and they've introduced new techniques for me to try. Namaste, gentlewind

When my Dad was nearing the end of his journey due to triple cancer he asked me what I thought happens when you die. Based on my own Near Death Experience and seeing my Gran months after she'd left her physical body, I told him that we are met by those whom we loved in this life and previous lives. In my Dad's case I told him his Dad would be waiting for him, as my Dad idolised his father whom I never met. My Mum was too afraid to talk about death and always told me to 'shut up' whenever I brought the subject up! But when she was close to her exit we had a similar conversation! I speak openly with my daughter about death and am trying to help her overcome her fear of death! I have told her about my NDE and this has helped. I am ready to leave this world and return Home because it is created from Pure Love, obviously I hope I'm around for a few more years! When my time comes I'm going to spiritually bungy jumping Home! I'm going to research what Rudolf Steiner says about death and the transition, also Elizabeth Kubler Ross. All I can say is that I am mentally and spiritually prepared for Home Time! Namaste, gentlewind

Somedays I awake totally uninspired and its a struggle to leave the sanctuary of my bed! Somedays I awake inspired and its a joy to leave my bed! On awakening when inspired I have recently begun sending healing energy to various places around our troubled planet, and to people who I know who are suffering health problems. I have a specific practise for Mother Earth and the animal kingdoms. If I don't do it on awakening then its done at various times throughout the day or evening, time doesn't have any restrictions upon me - well it does when I have a medical appointment(and I have plenty of them!!!). Then its two mugs of coffee! Later on I drink herbal teas, my favorites being chamomile, lemon and ginger and peppermint. I meditate directly before going to sleep, and occasionally try to meditate during the day. I lack personal discipline! But, I am a more centered being since I began exploring my consciousness. I am practising being Love, and it is such a positive experience; and, when I screw up, I simply dust myself down and try again! Namaste, gentlewind

I have come across Stuart Wilde, and this particular interview fits in with the theme of the Archons and the Matrix. His encounters with the 'greys' and other inter dimensional visitors makes for interesting listening. I don't agree with all he says, but, their is enough in their which resonates with me. Namaste, gentlewind

HappySinner, a warm welcome! Namaste, gentlewind a hippy and a viking and over 50

great idea! good luck and shame we can't have one in Liverpool! whenever I want to attend something like this its never local! on one occasion I had to travel and stay overnight in London! oops! sorry this sounds like me moaning - apols! Namaste, gentlewind

everything outside of our Consciousness can be viewed as deception. the Truth lies within, beyond all the layers of conditioning. question everything. find the truth within - and yes, I'm trying!!! Namaste, gentlewind