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Hmmm the Divine? Well I was giving it to a sort of Chernabog fellow there for a while, when I was in between men I liked. The divine partner for a woman like me is a horned man, a ruddy man Crowley was afraid of Pan but Pan's a nice fit for women like me. Cernunnos, Baphomet--simply sweethearts. But men are better than the Divine, they embody the Divine and frankly are brighter. Chernabog is more of a grunter. Lovable, don't get me wrong, but hang it all, I like men. Define "eventually" Because I was that way for many years! Except for the hearing other people and the dead people visiting, because I had an entity who was very protective, so I got peace and quiet for a couple years, I could hear only him.

Quite simply, my brain is different. Physically different. I am confident of that now, because I accidentally reversed it using the Shakti helmet, and the first day after I did it (the effects gradually wear off over several days) I was back to being a normal woman. And the mindset was so different that the way I have been for the last seven years was absolutely incomprehensible to me. Not only that, I couldn't even understand why a woman would want to be the way I was. And this was my own self, with all my memories intact! I had gone through the actual experiences and I still couldn't comprehend it. The porn and all that are simply to trigger the experience. The experience itself I can't really explain. I know that now. You have to feel it to understand it. There's a blackness, a darkness, a connection to the earth. It's also a very animal feeling. And the outpouring of love is overwhelming, it's as substantial as a piece of furniture and quite fierce.

Well I can't do any of that! Actually right now I can't do anything, threw myself off balance with brain experiments, long story. But as of a couple weeks ago these were the things I could do: --spontaneously vaginally orgasmic, especially with male eye contact --receptive to other people's emotions, particularly during times of emotional distress. Sometimes people dying alone would show up, and I'd sit with them --having spiritual entities visit, i.e. thoughtforms. --having sex with spiritual entities visiting --giving guys boners and wet dreams --sixth chakra orgasms from men with strong sixth chakra power giving it to me (through the forehead, that is ) --healing through my hands, pulling the sickness into me and then sending it into the ground --I had a crown chakra orgasm once --the best thing, and VERY sexual, is my heart chakra ability. I ejaculate energy out of the center of my chest, very similar to a man's orgasm in the timing of the contractions, the involuntary nature of it (I reach a point of no return, etc.), the spent feeling afterwards, it drains all my kundalini energy. And it's really great. If I could only have one type of orgasm, it would be heart chakra orgasms, they're that good. The effect of dumping it into men with chest-to-chest contact--they become both more vulnerable and more, well, alpha male, hard to explain. Also they get emotionally attached, sort of underfoot, so I've been careful about that, don't want to hurt anybody. Also seems to have a healing effect. If they aren't kundalini active, it seems to set off the kundalini process, so I've also been careful about that, don't want to unbalance anyone or start something they aren't ready for. Dumping my heart energy out to someone remotely hasn't had the same effect. Healing energy, yes, alpha male, yes, emotionally attached to me, no. So that's good. I generally have to have a go-to guy, a sex object for this, to unload, otherwise the energy builds up in my chest and I get fratchety. Female blue balls. That's my bag of tricks. I don't circulate, except sending the energy up from my vagina to my heart. The sixth chakra and crown chakra experiences I've had were from men giving their forehead energy to me, so I skipped the circulation part.

Do you mean to say he's been unable to ejaculate for several months? My diet may help with that, it speeds up the ejaculation process in men. But if it's a spontaneous retention and circulation thing as you say, maybe he should leave it be. You should post this question as a new topic, because it's a question about men. Lots of knowledgeable folks on this board.

We can take this thread back, you know. The way I am is very different than most women. I guess that's what I was trying to say. I've totally changed. The way you are is the normal way. And from a taoist point of view you are absolutely correct, and this is a taoist board. Pregnancy IS very depleting, etc. But from a magical point of view, I'm a different sort of creature now. And it's not yang in the slightest, it's a deeply deeply feminine energy. It's just really strong, so that makes men my bitch. Strong energy is strong energy. Also I'm circulating backwards and upside down, so yes, I suppose I'm worse than baseline. Also I send all my energy out through my heart--another taoist no no, energy is for conservation.

Sixth chakra of course. PUA sixth chakra. But the key thing is first you need to find a woman who is spontaneously orgasmic Unless you're Drew Hempel, who seems to get off all and sundry. Ask him, he's the expert on it, not me. I'm the expert at giving women the ability to have one.

Actually semen is quite high in omega-3 fatty acids, as is breastmilk. The body considers it a valuable substance. Vegetable sources of omega-3 fatty acids are useless. EPA is required as a baseline, but the main omega-3 fatty acid required for women's libido is DHA. The ratio of conversion from ALA (found in plants) to DHA is like sixty to one, so you'd have to eat a bushel of that stuff to get the same effect. It's easiest to get DHA from animal sources, although there is one vegetarian supplement made from algae somehow, Omega-Zen.

Oh, good luck! You'll have to get my book then, maybe the appendices might help persuade her. Although fish oil is pretty popular now in nutritional circles, she might be open to it. Although probably not to the red meat thing. But if all you want to do is increase her libido so she wants to screw all the time, you don't need all the extra stuff in this thread, just the basics in the book. Don't need to be quite so...carnivorous just to simply get hornier. She's probably not going to open to the fatty red meat thing.

Careful what you wish for.... One time this guy at the gas station where I get gas, we got to talking and I told him about my book. He was all excited, you know, because his wife was never interested in sex. Like a month later he came up to me looking all wan and desperate and asked me if I knew anything to improve male potency. I posted my name and the name of my book in the very first post! The sneaky way to get your wife on my diet is to take over the cooking and food shopping. It's much more expensive to do it through food than supplements, but it can be done. The main thing is the omega-3 fatty acids. To get a lot of those in the diet all your meat needs to be free-range, if you know a hunter that might come in handy, and you should have salmon or other fatty fish twice a week. Don't go more, be careful of the EPA restrictions on fish-eating. The nice thing about taking fish oil is that the mercury is removed in the processing. You could persuade her to take fish oil for some other reason, like youthful skin or heart health, and just make sure you get a sneaky very high quality brand. The Zone Labs brand is good because the recommended dose on the label is enormously high, what I recommend, so she won't know she's doing anything unusual. It's also ultrarefined so not too many pills to take.

No, that's what it's like for me too! I've had guys give me an orgasm from a handshake. It makes the definition of sex really confusing when you come harder from eye contact than you did in ten years of bed-thumping screwing. I mean, I'm female so you can't really tell, I've gotten good at hiding when I'm having an orgasm.

Wow. You didn't think he was powerful? I am a pussy. By the way, when I said "boys' in this thread I wasn't meaning boys as opposed to men, but boys as opposed to girls. Also did not mean to denote "boys" as in "little", I meant "boys" as in "cute". As you pointed out. Oh hey, you don't think I'm going to prey on the ladies! I'm serious, I've lost my mojo. Read my recent practice journal. Nothing above the navel.

Actually, that's not true. The heart energy I've given men has ended up healing them over time, although not intentionally on my part. Not like healing with my hands, where I focus on the healing itself.

Oh dear Lord, Of course no fake cock is better than the real thing. I'm partial to jildos myself, those are my favorites in my box o'cocks. But no tongue or finger can give a clitoris the same super-intense stimulation as a good vibrator. You can feel the difference yourself, just hold the tip of the vibrator on your frenulum for five minutes. But it's not as good as the real thing because it happens too fast for real sexual arousal. On the other hand, for a once in a while thing, because otherwise she will get desensitized and not be able to orgasm from oral, etc. the Eroscillator is the thing if you want to give her nine intense clitoral orgasms in a row.

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For you there is a preliminary step. When I said getting a vibrator will force your body to have an orgasm--that's what you need to do first, force your body to have an orgasm. If you've tried vibrators before and they haven't worked, get this baby: http://www.eroscillator.com/ It is the jackhammer of vibrators, that thing could give a screaming orgasm to a mummy. If it's too pricey (it's very expensive), get a Hitachi Magic Wand.

Bother, so startled that I knew you that I didn't properly welcome you! Thank you for posting in my thread, and I would love to talk with you about a woman's way to raise kundalini. Obviously you are way ahead of me on this path, although I'm probably more on the darker side of things. But maybe not.

No, Max is really strong. He really scared me. And right now I'm not strong at all--lost all of my abilities completely.

go ooooon.... It was the yin imbalance itself that made me jump back, not anything from you. I am sportsmanlike, like I said I haven't tapped anybody on this board. I think I may have mentioned this but if not, consider buying your wife my book, or heck, my whole thing is on this board someplace. It's just that the book is written to be persuasive to the ladyfolk (although obviously not persuasive enough!) If she got similar abilities to mine she would be able to straighten out that yin problem of yours right away, no problem.

Jerk off videos are great too, and there's a ton of them EVERYPLACE online. Those are nice because they aren't the exhausted Viagraed porn cocks, they have lots of vim. But most women can't lie down and watch their computer screen; you can't do gyneflex exercises sitting up.

Yes, that's what Max did too, and his spirit fighting armor is a lot damn scarier than yours is! And him I really was trying to drain, so I suppose I deserved it. Man, I haven't tapped anybody on this board, although Lord knows it's been tempting. Just copping a feel is succubussing?

Wow, it IS a small world--I think I know who you are, now that I've seen your picture. Several years back when all of this started happening and I was kind of freaked, I was hunting around online, one of the reasons I ended up here. I joined a yahoo group, can't remember the name, I think it was a yahoo group, and described my experiences which were pretty much laughed at--which I can totally relate to! I mean, I laugh at me. I think you thought I was nutty, although when I told you about the weird electrical problems I keep having you said I might be onto something. The old IT guy here at work hated me, I kept busting his computers. Somebody said I was a Sheela Na Gig, and then I got a little alarmed because a couple guys wanted to pay me for my heart energy, to fly to me and get my heart energy, so I quit the group. Oh, I should also add that I think at the time I was trying to be mainstream and downplay the kundalini stuff because I was promoting my book, didn't want to freak anybody out. Another reason to keep the tantric stuff on the downlow. But now that I've been on Katie Morgan's show playing with a vulva puppet and orgasming on camera, there really isn't much mainstream conformity for me to lose, now is there! You had it rise in the mid-90's too? Also spontaneously? TOTALLY none of my business but do you have an Eris fire singleton in your astrological chart? That would mean the only fire planet in your chart is Eris, in other words none of your other planets are in Aries, Leo or Sagittarius.

That's not true--can't get more patriarchal and Christian than South American countries, and you try PUA down there and they will just laugh at you--amiright?

Oh the poor man! Well it sounds like it wasn't the porn itself that had anything to do with the process of his kundalini rising, just something that might have set off an energy surge. Am I right? He was already orbiting and meditating and so forth.

Also add hormonal birth control, antidepressants, and lots of caffeine and it's a wonder American women can orgasm at all.

Well yes, that I know--once a man knows how to send it up he can get turned on and send it up--hence Drew Hempel scoping the hotties at his local fastfood joints. But for men who aren't opened upstairs yet, watching a lot of porn isn't going to help the process!