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Well, that's my point. If true immortality is very spiritual and esoteric, then Hathor has nothing to do with that, because she is neither spiritual nor esoteric. She is the goddess of things, for example makeup and beer. She was very fond of turquoise and other pretty stones like lapis. She was honored by getting really drunk and dancing around for a long time. And by the way, I don't understand why there is all this esoteric symbolism about the ankh. The ankh is OBVIOUSLY a sistrum, Hathor's sacred instrument. I mean exactly that too. For me the physical is the spiritual. Ipy came to me one time, although I thought it was Taweret. It was a difficult time for me, one of the most difficult times of my life, and Taweret came to me and said, "Take hope. Be patient, Hathor is helping you and you will come through this." That's why I follow Hathor. I didn't know who she was.

Mr. Brown, you are wrong about a lot of things. Female rewiring doesn't require acceptance of the masculine aspect internally. Externally yes--a woman has to admit to herself that yes, suddenly she really likes cock. I myself don't have any special sensation from the dip in front of the cervix, any more than any other part of my vagina. I know some women do. Of course, any part of my vagina is orgasmic, can trigger an orgasm, just like rubbing my nipples can trigger an orgasm. Or kissing. But in terms of the nervous system, the cul de sac does have special nerve endings that the front dip doesn't have. I don't care about clitoral stimulation during intercourse. Foreplay yes, but clitoral orgasms and vaginal orgasms are very different things, in fact at least in my case, stimulation of one can slow down the other type of orgasm.

I should mention I'm not a taoist. I like my passions and don't want to overcome my fears. I lost them for a while after the crown chakra orgasm that I had and I found it unpleasant. I know that signifies a low-level spirit, not very evolved or what have you, but there I am. I guess I need a few more lifetimes to get up to speed. Cameron flipped out after a Max seminar because he wasn't ready for it. I'm trying to explain that I'm not ready for it either, so my fear is a manifestation of prudence. The people who think you are charlatans are idiots, in my opinion. But I think wariness is understandable when dealing with a powerful master. Actually that star thing wasn't sarcastic. Red is Hathor's color and the five-pointed star is the star of Venus. I only started posting back here on taobums after that was your avatar--I really was afraid. But yes, you are right, the communist thing not a good look!

The only problem with that is that Hathor (Gold) doesn't bring immortality. Hmmmm...or maybe it does. Hathor is increased by consumption of omega-3 fatty acids. Scarab beetle paste that the ancient Egyptians used to eat, particularly women to help with fertility, is rich in omega-3 fatty acids. Omega-3 fatty acids help with fertility, female sexuality, and are positively correlated with longer life worldwide--the countries with the highest omega-3 fatty acid intakes have the longest-living populations. When the typical age of death was less than 40 years old, perhaps living until 90 would seem like immortality. But that's not the sort of immortality that taoists are chasing after, it's just good health. Now see, I disagree with that. Forcing things into some sort of artificial unity loses the particularity of the things.

Octaves and colors are manmade. There is no color division of the spectrum, it's arbitrary. Likewise with music. Chakras, yes, there is that. Although I'm used to thinking about boy chakras and girl chakras, so that makes twelve. But you are right, we each have seven.

A CDS orgasm is a cul de sac orgasm. There are basically two main types of vaginal orgasm, the G-spot orgasm caused by stimulation about two inches in, and the cul de sac orgasm that comes from, well, deep dicking. The cul de sac is the cul de sac, the top of the vagina up behind the cervix. Whan a man bottoms out during sex, he's hitting the cul de sac. I'm pretty fond of them, which is why I finally quit the measurection.com website. I'm ashamed of myself about that. I tell myself that it's not so bad because my vagina isn't all that deep, so six inches can hit it, but that doesn't excuse the fact that it still makes me a size queen. On the other hand, I do like G-spot orgasms and short cocks are the best at giving those. I'm a bad person.

You post a picture of Thoth! Not much of an insult.

See, that's the sort of silliness I'm talking about, creating an esoteric system built around the magic of the number seven. The reason seven was magic was because it was referring to the planets. It's not like eight that refers to the sexual chakras and union between a man and woman, that won't change, or five, the five-pointed star that Venus traces in the sky. Biology and astronomy have made those immutable. But seven has changed to thirteen, and now finally it's complete because there are only twelve signs of the zodiac and they now all have their proper rulers (Pluto-Charon double planet counts as one ruler). So the seven thing was only ever an interim number. And someone wasted a lot of time building up all those mystical sevenly correspondences--Balderdash!

I know, that's my point! All that time fooling around with quicksilver and chemical salts would have better served alchemists if they had cultivated their bodies. The really funny thing is Hathor's name was Gold. It was a common nickname for her. I suspect the alchemists were chasing after the wrong kind gold, fool's gold!

He is a very powerful taoist wizard, that I know. I generate too, you know, I'm female. Just because a person generates doesn't mean they can't take. I've been afraid of him ever since I first saw him in action in that video, but the fact that Taomeow went and benefitted from his seminar is going a long way to calm my fears. Let me explain about me, and perhaps that will make my fears less offensive to you. I have no boundaries and I surrender fully. For example, I am very easily hypnotized, so easily hypnotized that I go under watching movies with hypnosis scenes. My last radio interview, one of the men interviewing me made me orgasm, and he was just a shock jock sidekick. People who need my energy can pull it out of me, it pours out of me without any impedance. I think he is taking, and as strong as he is and as fluid as I am, it's just common sense for me to be scared of him. Certainly it is understandable that I ask someone I trust if he is taking or not. If Taomeow says he's not, I will believe her. Christ was a bodhisattva too, clearly you don't value them all that much. By the way, the fact that you have the good sense to like a red five-pointed star is also going a long way to making me trust you.

Because of my natal chart. My north node is in Gemini, in my second house. Very silly, I have proved to myself that astrology doesn't have practical applications, but I am still following it for the placebo effect, I suppose! Anyhow, Venus rules my second house, and I've been concentrating on that, because acting like a Gemini comes pretty easy to me, with my Gemini Jupiter third house singleton. The Egyptian Venus is Hathor, and I picked her because she's got an Aquarian flavor, and my Venus is 12th house Aquarius. She's very silly, so it's a good fit. Most Venus goddesses aren't wacky enough to be Aquarian. But I'm hoping to wrench my Gemini manifestations away from my emphasized third house back to the second house where I need to be. Thoth was a little off-putting to me at first, especially with all the Golden Dawn occult magick practices, but I think the way he was at first before the Greeks meddled with him, and then the British, I like him just fine. He's very Capricorny, and I have a Capricorn Mercury so that's a good fit too. Thinking about things, I think the Greeks and British overthought things. Too much ninth house stuff, where everything had to be stuffed into some intellectual overarching system. I think the Egyptians were much more practical. For example, I suspect the animal-headed gods things was a lot more straightforward and childlike than all those nutty alchemists thought. I think they refer to obvious simple things. For example, I follow Hathor. I can easily have hundreds of orgasms in a row, so there's that, but also the way my body is, I very easily lactate. I have to caution my men not to be too bitey and forceful with my nipples or it will cause me to make milk. And Hathor's a cow goddess. And Thoth, now, as an ibis, they are known for standing very still for long periods of time with their elbows sticking out. Maybe men who act like ibises incarnate Thoth? In other words, I think the Egyptians were talking about physical bodies, not spiritual concepts.

Over at thundersplace they do this sort of thing all the time, with no ill effects if men do it carefully. However I do think a lot of men over there do engage in the practice out of a sort of male anorexia, a body hatred, and also misogyny. But those attitudes weren't caused by the practice, it was the men's attitudes that caused the men to take up the practice. I think, as with most things, what you get from the practice depends in a large part on why you are doing it.

FASCINATING! So you are having the male equivalent of CDS orgasms! The Aneros gives the male equivalent of G-spot orgasms. To get them, I'm pretty sure you need strong PC muscles or it won't work. The device strengthens the muscles, and you have to go through an awakening process, just like a woman. My diet will help, particularly the high-dose fish oil.

Hmm...the "ancient Egyptian formula" says violets and musk. I'm guessing that's right, with storax thrown in for good measure--although maybe benzoin instead. Thank you! ooh, interesting, storax (liquidamber) and benzoin very different, according to catherine yronwode, and she would know. I guess I will buy the real deal.

Yes, it's an Egyptian incense that was also used as a medicine. It contains honey and raisins. Thoth told me it was time to show some love!

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xeno is lonesome. He has CCO's and wants to converse with other people who have had CCO's and maybe give tips for their practice. Instead he is met with people bristling at him. I think, although I'm not sure, that he concentrates on the seventh chakra instead of the sixth so it is harder for him to see things that are obvious to other people here, like that Max is filled with power. My two cents. He was the one who introduced me to this forum, I am grateful.

Yes, yes, yes--I could tell he was the real deal just watching that video of him. And he is very powerful, very strong. I find him frightening, but I'm a newbie at all this. Was he taking? That's the thing I'm curious about.

Hmmm... the reason I came here was because I had a CCO. I know you think I probably didn't have one, but I'm pretty sure I did. Maybe I'm an anomaly or maybe it's different for women, but having lots of physical orgasms helped me have one. The only types of orgasm that slowed down the sexual energy rising were G-spot ejaculation orgasms and heart chakra orgasms.

Weak minded!

Very interesting. I don't believe I posted that question here. It's been some years now that I have been looking. Well, I have a lot of raw energy, for obvious reasons. I have a master already, but he doesn't need my energy anymore, and I am mostly done with my own large task. I will join your matrix and hopefully help your master with his working.

Hurts like hell, though, the viciousness http://www.amazon.com/review/R1LQ1TB10WJ06...=cm_cr_rdp_perm I thought the lactation thing was just me, and it only happens with VERY bitey partners. I've had hundreds of other women on the diet and this is the first I've heard from someone else.

He makes perfect sense to me. Hmmm.... Froggie went a'courtin... mmm hmmm....

Yes, fish oil is an anticoagulant--that's why you must be careful with dosage at high amounts. As for what it does, here's an overview: http://www.oilofpisces.com That and of course the sexual effects. Sexually speaking it makes erectile tissue more rigid, libido higher, passions stronger, orgasms stronger and faster. Also some evidence to show it makes both conception and delivery easier and now it seems it might also help with milk supply.

I hope I'm misunderstanding you, xenolith. I bought that book, it came yesterday and I read it, finished this morning. It has quite simply changed my life.