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choking is a very rare BDSM activity. There are much safer ways to restrict breathing. The other things you list are popular. In a forum where people talk about putting clove oil on their genitals, I think at least the masochistic part of BDSM is right at home here!

It's a path. My left hand path, which implies there is a right hand path. This one fits me, but by all means, take the other way if it makes you feel uncomfortable! The reason I started this thread wasn't to proselytize; just to be upfront about what I am and what I do. I'm not pretending to be something I'm not; I'm calling a spade a spade. Personally I think tulku might benefit from at least considering this path, but I would say for the majority of people the right hand path is a better way to go to achieve balance.

damn his book hit #161 on amazon, even though the whole recipe is online. Color me impressed! Not surprised that it's made out of pee. Of course the proof is in the pudding.

Hmm... I follow Thoth; I think it's about time I started taoism instead of just agreeing that it is correct.

I will watch that video tonight, thank you. Exactly my point, that knowledge is power.

There's a very simple way to destroy lust--just take that sharpened sword and do a little self-gelding. *dusts hands* Problem solved! I want to stress, in case LOL emoticon overlooked, that that was a joke.

Tulku, honey, I have been a member here for a long time. I did take a long break from here recently. People know I'm female. I am rather public, have been on television, etc. You are quite right that I am both vulgar and lower-plane. I have been very open about that from day one posting here. At least up in the General Discussion area, I believe that people of different paths are allowed to post. I should probably stay out of the taoist section, although I do consider myself a taoist. Also, I didn't say anything about being tortured, unless you consider wearing women's clothing to be a form of torture. And my point was that you might want to consider doing that consensually.

For the record, while choking is indeed a BDSM activity, although of course very dangerous and probably should never be done just for that reason, choking someone to death is not.

I enjoy being a mammal and would like to remain one. Including accepting death when my time comes. Circle of life and all that.

I haven't noticed anything like that. I do want to make clear that I do not have actual slaves (although there too I have had many volunteers). I am only dominant in the bedroom, and the most I would do outside of it is to request my partners to refrain from ejaculation for a while (a while being much less time than the nutty things done on this forum) and sometimes request dietary changes to improve their sexual health.

My sexuality permeates every part of my life. There is no distinct line between having sex and not having sex, so it would be difficult to even frame it. Why on earth would anyone want to be immortal though? That doesn't make any sense.

Is a student serving a master slave bondage? To temporarily put yourself in another's power and do difficult things can be a way to learn about yourself. You are already controlling your sexuality in an extreme way. I think, in your particular case, that you should temporarily give this control over to a beautiful woman with your best interests at heart. I think it would cause the sexual energy in you to jump higher in a healthy and loving way. My larger point is that lust and erotic love can both be used to progress spiritually. Both of these things are good when in the right context and in balance with the way.

I already have edited my posts.

But many people enjoy breath restriction; men and women alike. That isn't a sign of mental imbalance. And if you like that feeling of control, why not learn how to do it properly and then do it consensually and bring great happiness to your lover? If she's into that.

Don't ban tulku for this. I was provoking him to introspection. Of course I did not mean that he should be forced against his will to be bound, shackled and dressed as a sissy maid. That would defeat the purpose of it, the point being that it might do him some good to willingly undergo something like that.

http://www.ecstaticawareness.com/id13.html well, my avatar is witch, and indeed I am a witch. I am also a taoist and not interested in enlightenment, except that I want to flow like water, and be natural and spontaneous (although I do seem to have a couple of those siddhis you are so interested in). I am quite sure that my idea of enlightenment is different from yours. Are you tulku? Hmm...I consider it an honor for a man to wear women's clothing, and to be tied up and/or shackled and to serve a woman. On the other hand I knew quite well how you would take it. So in the interests of harmony I will edit my posts also, since the desired effect has already been achieved.

Namaste

seems rather closeminded to me. Being submissive is not an indication of mental imbalance, and neither is the enjoyment of painful sensations. but back to the divinity in women (and of course there is also divinity in men)

No, I think it is instructive. Maybe in response to another woman it would be inappropriate, but not to me. I am pushing his buttons to see what pops up. This is what pops up. Taoism isn't Christianity, where the dark must be purified out. Or maybe that's a Buddhist thing. There are many women who enjoy sadistic dominant men. If you are in balance, there is a place for you, even for this. Balance and finding the right place are my guides. But I do think you need to be able to see the divinity in women.

That's why I make sure to have several, and I am very open about what I am doing. And as I said, I'm not a hoarder. If a man has the capacity for receiving heart energy, I am very happy to pour back. I have an abundance of heart energy.

Not fiery, not at all. Except now Eris is a fire singleton in my chart. I am a wood snake and my natal Western astrology horoscope has a rather tight configuration, a yod, involving my eleventh house Capricorn Sun (earth and bossy), my eighth house Scorpio Neptune (eighth house is house of sex and controlling others and Neptune brings things up to a more esoteric level) and my third house Gemini Jupiter (making the whole thing really really powerful and making me on the playful side with it). In other words, I was born this way. With all the problems I was having with entities, I decided to go for it. Used to feel bad about being the way I am, but come to find out there's lots of men out there who want to be tapped, so I figure as long as I'm upfront about who I am and what I'm doing, where's the harm? Performing a public service, collecting up that unwanted. And that's why I'm good at spotting energy vamps--takes one to know one! But I think vamps are the opposite of fiery--we're HUNGRY.

I didn't believe about aliens until I read Leslie Kean's book. Damn convincing. Maybe disclosure will happen next month? That would be nice. I don't believe that cock and bull stuff from David Icke about Reptilians and all that. If nothing dramatic happens, I will just look silly, that's all. Wouldn't be the first time!

I see I was correct. -removed text- Internal alchemy based on hatred will hurt you in the end, honey. I think you need to work on girl issues first.

Well, Drew is also cuckoo. He's got too much energy above his neck. He wasn't so much interested in taking energy as in giving it. He was looking for a sixth chakra woman (to unload into). That can be as unwanted as a man trying to do some second chakra unloading! I shouldn't say it's only been looking here for me. I did touch Drew and also fiveelementtao, but the only one I tried to take from was Max, because he was being such a prat about his 100 days (which I think is insane). That was, um, a mistake. A really big mistake. I think because I went in with playful intentions, I didn't get a triple whammy. But just one whammy was enough, thank you very much!

Wasn't trying to teach you bedroom arts--my prejudice is that most women are naturally better at internal alchemy than almost all men. Very sexist, but I think our different wiring makes it easier for women. There are exceptions, but usually those exceptions have had many female teachers. I'd say the writer of The Jewel in the Lotus knows his stuff. He's a tantric yoga master rather than a taoist, but understands feminine energy flow. Qigong, on the other hand, is much more impersonal. Lots of high-level qigong classes out there--probably would work better to go to a high-level class where you can check out the energy of your fellow students in person. That way you can avoid the hypersexual, delusions of grandeur middle-aged taoists who want 22-year-olds (and boy are they out there). High-level qigong students probably either are already practicing internal alchemy or would be very open to learning about it.