SonOfTheGods

Drains your Jing - and that depends on how your personal body mechanics operate. Might be minor- or totally drain you. Experience is the only solution .

Boot in Safe Mode- it should reveal the third party culprits

Avoid those Porn sites! (Anyone wanting to remain celibate - here's a boost- no more porn viruses on the computer)

There is,.. "Eating to Live" But in the western world it has become "Living to Eat" - an overindulgent pass time

Be thankful OP that you don't have a nicotine/cigarette addiction (hopefully you don't)

When mine erupted- sure seems like an 'eruption" too..........this was before the Internet. There was just Gopi Krishna's book. I didn't believe that Kundalini was real- thought it was just allegory I had a hard time- walking through a room I felt the walls and ceiling, furniture Kriyas hit me so hard I flopped off the couch a few times. I had a low grade fever of 101 degrees for more than 6 months and lost about 20 pounds - constant heat, lights, sounds, voices, twitches, adrenal fatigue My heart would do crazy things- I had an EKG and it turned up "weird" not abnormal, but not normal either (it's fine now though) IMO- Leave Kundalini Alone! Internal Alchemy will tweak it at a comfortable and sustainable pace- where the Yang Yin channels will acclimate it in a safer manner when the body(s) are ready

Food intake is science. Unique for you- so YOU must design it, yourself. Look at all that thick muscle a Horse has- extremely powerful and agile- now examine the Horse's diet. Look at all that thick muscle a Gorilla has- extremely powerful and agile- now examine the Gorilla's diet. Look at all that thick muscle a Lion has- extremely powerful and agile- now examine the Lion's diet. To each, their own = Know Thyself

It's useless if you're looking for "mysteries/insights" of any kind.

"Turn on, tune in, drop out" is a counterculture-era phrase popularized by Timothy Leary in 1966

Ever scry the Enochian Aethrys?

You might like Kenneth Grant's books bro- deals a lot with Qlippoth, Abyss, etc

You're the "Adversary"- that's the whole point of the Abyss journey lol

Liber 231

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Healing Tao cautions http://thedaobums.com/topic/30784-healing-tao-cautions/

There are ways to do it Magickally, should you hit the end of the road in your search. Some allude to it as the Mauve Zone

You have a lot of hate - Ironically which stems from superstition You dodged right over my post- doesn't fit your paradigm hate I see

Once you're "Awake" - it doesn't really matter anymore

In 2005- a fragment of papyrus 115 was revealed, containing the earliest known version of that part of the Book of Revelation discussing the Number of the Beast. It gave the number as 616, suggesting that this may have been the original.

I will break it down into simple terminology. You are using "base energy" which is sexual- this uses up Jing. It isn't heart energy / Yellow Court and it isn't Higher Shen / spiritual energy (middle and upper tan tian) Tantric sex with a partner who can also put energy out and circulate wouldn't drain you- but college girls will drain you You do not have to orgasm to lose energy. This is why doing seminal retention INCORRECTLY will still leave you drained and injured. However, once you get expert enough to correctly do what you are seeking to do- there is a good chance you will no longer want to do this. When the Jing is in a higher "achieved" state- sexual hunger is limited.

Personally, I would advise doing more - you seem determined, 34 days celibate. Do more to enhance your gains - the energy is accumulating and it isn't being used to the potential you own now. The exercises you are doing are "preliminary warm ups" Get it flowing bro!

That seems reasonable. This place is HUGE

is a sign.

Who?? Do a taobum search on my name and it will lead you to all the relevant mopai threads. Anything else shouldn't be said on this introductory thread subforum brother (they're all watching!)