Colonel Goji

Thanks, I thought videos couldn't show in threads like this, but they can!

I use to be fascinated with psychedelics as a teenager. Which eventually led me to discovering the musical act known as Shpongle. Their music was so groovy when I first started listening to them like 10 years ago. But after having abandoned my interest in psychedelics and having become more aware of things in general, I can now see the energy and twisted powers certain musicians have, as if they are acting on behalf of The Dark Side as I like to call it, one with the eyes to see will notice something is not quite the same with certain musicians, take for instance The Grateful Dead. Talk about that Dark Side stuff. Well it turns out Raja Ram & Simon Posford may not be human after all. I'm thinking interdimensional demons that have taken human form who like to warp minds. I don't listen to these types of music anymore, it's way more powerful and deep than a naive listener can even imagine...

I don't mean to be so dreary. I wish you all peace, happiness, and long life. May Kuan Yin watch over you all. Namo Guan Shi Yin Pu Sa

I'm the great Leviathan, insatiable colossus Titanic engulfer of lives, I reward you, absorb you I'm the monstrous mouth that hungers for your awe Immense construction of lies. I own you, disown you I am life. I'm death. You empower me I'm a mammoth king evoked, conjured by your dreams Summoned by your fears. You need me, you feed me I'm the imposing giant. Infallible dictator My rules apply to all. You'll heed me, bleed for me I am life. I'm death. I decide your fate You empower me. You'd even kill for me Guzzling down your dreams - the tears of unheard pleas I drink, Imbibe with such delight the fear that floods your temporal shell Raging red rivers and streams - the kingdom of my shadow Where dread of man in endless night revives my every cell To those who doubt - your wounds will never heal To those who question my creation - I'm not real I am pain. I am grief. I'm the things you fear I'm the lie whispered into your ear I'm the great Leviathan. I'm dominance and greed You imagined me, so I was conceived I am life. I'm death. You belong to me Call me what I am. I am colossus (Jk, I'm not colossus, colossus is birth and death, the very cycle I'm trying to escape ASAP! As I would encourage all weary travellers to try and do quickly!)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DctQTDm-HdU

I'm not a fan of the sax, but she makes me appreciate it, oh so much.

Omg, thanks so much for introducing me to Fuzzbox! Love it! This is what I'm listening to, trying to dissect its' meaning while reading the lyrics, Reaching for the inner bright, the very essence-sun of my dreaming bliss Guided by a fear blinded outside all shades of the perfect black The scattered jigsaw of my redemption laid out before my eyes Each piece as amorphous as the other - Each piece in its lack of shape a lie Me - the paragon of fear, an immobile skein of tangled nerves exposed Hastily clawing my way into the darkest of my inner scenes of torture I stay my breath to escape this slavery I stay my breath to re-awake and face it encore The struggle to free myself of restraints, becomes my very shackles It's my dark little secret that I listen to this kind of music. Lol, my friends and loved ones have no idea I have a taste for such things.

Air as in inhalants like nitrous, food as in overeating, and water as in liquid pcp. Ok, I can understand your addictions if you translate the slang.

Why not take a step outside time for a moment, and enjoy an interesting little comic, lol song is just for fun: http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dmt/dmt_comic1.pdf Or for those of more Buddhist oriented minds, a video on consciousness by a very insightful Theravādan Ajahn: Were those passages from the Shurangama Sutra Vmarco? Going to read that someday, not quite prepared for those profound teachings yet in my cultivation, still a few attachments that need to be let go of hehe! Don't want to get confused reading such lofty teachings if one is not ready...

I would say most karate schools in the area where I'm from are not completely genuine, in fact most are mainly concerned with making a profit, teaching flashy moves and supposedly teaching self discipline and other fine qualities of character. Actually there is one decent karate school in the closest major city to here, but other than that it's all McDojos and Blackbelt Factories. If you can find a good karate school by all means get into it. I think the important thing with any martial art is that you find a genuine teacher who is most concerned with passing on the philosophy and cultivating oneself in all aspects of being a person, not just physical stuff, and is not just out for a profit. Might I recommend the book Beyond the Known, http://www.amazon.com/Beyond-Known-Ultimate-Martial-Classics/dp/0804834652?

I don't mean to be judgemental, but if for some reason I needed healing (I am a blessed to have a wonderful Master to look out for me thankfully!) I would not let this man put his hands near me: Edit: Everyone is entitled to an opinion, and after reading through his website, I stand by my 'judgement', lol.

Pai Canyon would be a cool one, but I doubt I'll ever go to Thailand. Just stumbled across an article the other day, I guess it may be the narrowest trail in the world. Actually if the girl on the right was the tour guide, I think I would have to go to Thailand to hike it!

Are you interested in Buddhism? Taoism? Meditation? To become conscious I would start with some kind of meditation. Finding a Teacher or Master is also an option. I'm afraid I don't have the answers you seek.

While walking, smile. Focus the the thoughts on the breath.