Nungali

I have to confess .... I spent a large part of my life giving a fuck . I gave them here, I gave them there . I would like to take this opportunity to thank all those women who .......

A lawn Ferrari - No more ; mix measure mix, set choke and throttle ... Pull - brrrmmmm pull - bbblt ..... pull - bltttttt ... PULL ! - bbblllttttt .... BASTARD ! ... now; hold switch on with thumb , pull trigger .... VrrrrOOOOOM ! ... love it !

What type ; Stellar, super massive or minature (or even extremal ) : A Reissner-Nordström black hole or a Schwarzschild black hole ? Or even a charged black hole ( in that case you would have two event horizons ) ?

Wait ! ... a Hippie organisation ! ..... that was called 'The System ' ? ! Organisation ? .... The system ??? Ohhhh Man .... .... that's heavy man .

Damn frustrating that ! And with all the new wacko stuff around nowadays ( flat earth, etc ) - backfire effect is strong , its easy to become part of 'The Conspiracy' if you offer any info to the contrary . They have constructed a complex maze of cop outs and evasions and other imagined scenarios to counter any 'rational assault' . Its a kind of 'mass psychosis' .

Well, yeah ! I didnt mention that as, I guess it seemed obvious . Gotta have a 'fight club', in some form . Mine is nicer than that ... we use wooden weapons and actually try NOT TO hurt each other .... badly . Sometimes shit happens , but the best cred goes to he (or her) that can pull off a deadly technique, and in the flurry and speed of action, can stop it, just at the point of impact . - thats control .... thats a man being in control of himself and the forces that often rule him . Thats the 'king' part of the 'equation' . besides ..... it fun

YOU need to make the action plan . The 4 fold scheme (and others) are just maps ... the 'wiring diagram'. Well adjusted ? Hmmmm , maybe not for some views of how I should operate in society. But well adjusted to life and my self and situation. I gauge that by a variety of means . I have come to feel a deep and abiding happiness, fulfilment, satisfaction, and appreciation and thankfullness, mostly in that I have got the simple and great things I wanted out of life. And that is there in the background through hard times suffering pain etc . ie, not just dependent on having a good 'situation' . But I did get a 'head start' in life. . Some of that I dont 'get' ( lobotomising the feminising view of society - Awakening and Surrender into deathlessnes ??? ) and some I do ( being lead by life, taking opportunities, learning what can be learnt ) . I think, that if what I learnt and practised DID NOT lead to practical things , it would have been a waste of time , and I would not be where I am today .

The 'way of men' is some kind of military death cult ? Or is that a pic of 'who we have been' . I am " at odds with the over-regulated, over-civilized, politically correct modern world." yet I am certainly not suffering " the silent, stifling rage of men everywhere. " Here is an interesting four fold map ; https://www.artofmanliness.com/articles/king-warrior-magician-lover-introduction/ There is also a 7 phase model for the 'New Aeon Man' ( a bit more obscure and magical ) ; the 7 heads as an angel, a saint, a poet, an adulterous woman, a man of valour, a satyr and a lion serpent . Then there is the whole (mostly unknown and defunct .... 'on the outer' in 'western society' ) initiation system , which used to ( and still does, in some cases) teach people how to become men , and be initiated into the various stages of manhood. A very essential social principle - people without it tend to be 'lost' and rather FUed .. and that has a greater reflection in societies where these processes have been lost . regarding this ; " What is masculinity? Ask ten men and you'll get ten vague, conflicting answers ." I was attending a 'men's group' ... what a load of mixed up, lost and conflictual rubbish they were talking , or it was just 'tragic' ... poor lost souls ! After a while I felt to ask the group a question ... there where about 30 of them. " Who here , solely in their own terms of reference and understandings, feel they have been through some experience, or series of experiences that led them to think they had come into manhood ... had 'become a man' ." Less than half put their hands up. So I asked another question. " For those that didnt put up their hand, how many of you , again in their own terms of reference and understandings, have their own understanding or even definition of what it means to be a man ." A few put up their hands . About half of the group of men, didnt even know, even in their own terms and definitions, what it meant to them, to be man . Tragic and sad . Our society has lost a LOT ! I am so glad and grateful to my peers, my western initiatory school and my indigenous shamanic teachers that helped me navigate through it all and come to realisation and success . ( I remember talking to the 'guys' around the fire one night , and one of them was talking ... incredulous, confused and amazed ; " Them white fellahs, at that group thing I went to, they all talking about, why we here , what's the meaning of life ... whats the meaning of MY life one wanted to know, why am I here " (he was speaking about their collective and individual enquiries ) .... how can a feller get on - or a group of them , get on, or even do anything, if they dont even know why they are here or what the purpose of it all is ? How can they have a good society, and even feel good and happy in themselves if they dont know that ? " He turned to me and made the question less general and rhetorical ; " Well .... how can they get on ( function) like that ... how ? " Me; " Well , obviously , they cant ! Nor can their society . " - a general shaking of heads and uncomprehension all round . Then another piped up " Every one knew what I was here for and what my meaning was and what I was here to do , BEFORE I was born . " .... a general nod of agreement all round .

Dont do that . Use vitamin supplement MSM ! https://www.quora.com/What-can-you-cut-the-drug-ice-with-to-make-it-weigh-more

Great ! ... box is desk name plague and new contents make good super sized desktop business card holder .

Well ...... yeah ! It was pretty weird 4 hrs ago .

I thought that was ' gravity' ?

The question was a statement of presence , in the form of a question .

Anyway, in answer to your queries ... that 'Universe' is apparently at Disneyland ; ... apparently arses over there are getting bigger too https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/survivorsucks/fat-ass-people-ruining-disneyland-t19738.html

even this got smaller

You need to make the best of things . Just change your name to John (or Bill or whatever ) Toblerone ... Mr Toblerone . That way, when you apply for a desk job, you can say " Look, I even bought my own desk name plaque ... Think of the money you will save in not having to make one if you give me the job .

Yeah but look what it said ! ( I never bothered to read it until you mentioned it ) Seems in line with what I just wrote about niceness at the threat of gun fire ; " Occasionally my conscience will put a gun to my head to clean up bad attitude. "

Maybe some of us just CAN ' safely and openly be themselves ' . And the nice part is NOT faked at all . It might be a cultural problem in the USA though ? I have worked with a lot of Yanks like that, OVERLY fake nice and polite , but different under the skin when the pressure is on . They seemed a little shocked at some Aussies, who dont give a fuck about that ; not actually 'nice' and certainly not politely fake ' . Then again .... in USA you never know who has a handgun under their shirt .... so maybe fake niceness is a good idea ?

Unbeatable ? Only if you will NOT fight someone that CAN beat you from 2:30 .

Wow , what a statement after reading the above ! I guess you are referring to your PHYSICAL 'good health ' ? Osho ...... meh ! 'Osho products' . Just take 250 micros of pure white light LSD, 1/2 hour of hatha yoga, to get any kinks out , some time in pranayama to adjust the internal 'gas levels' and visualise going to your own autopsy . ( In my case the visualisation was helped by previously assisting in autopsy during my hospital work . At one stage an incision is made across the forehead and down the sides of the face and the forehead 'flap' is grabbed and pulled down, this exposes what is under the skin, and the face hangs down from the chin, upside down and inside out , with the eyes still in the eye sockets , it also makes a .... 'specific sound' when done . Seeing that happen to yourself is a very effect form of meditation for non attachment to the physical . )

.... but then again .... I dont have 'smelly flawed skin' .

That seems a type of 'competitive get what you want from other people' ..... mhe . I have got what I want .... what I really want and need ... from other sources , and I didnt have to be 'Mr Uniceguy' to get it . Getting what one wants via other people is like getting energy from others . Why would I want to do that ; get energy that is tainted by others, when I can gather my own from an untainted source.

Women have to attract men now ?

" So shalt thou gradually develop the powers of thy soul, and fit thyself to command the Spirits of the elements. For wert thou to summon the Gnomes to pander thine avarice, thou wouldst no longer command them, but they would command thee. Wouldst thou abuse the pure beings of the woods and mountains to fill thy coffers and satisfy thy hunger of Gold?... Know that with such desires thou canst but attract the Weak, not the Strong, and in that case the Weak will have power over thee. "