I have been changing for months since around august time. I started to become ultra confident. for what ever reason only want to do good and help people who need it and advise people who do wrong to be better. I no long desire money or the need for people to like me, although people seem drawn to me. I started feeling a spiritual presence around me a few weeks ago so decided to go to a spiritual group last week. At which i was able to give a reading for somebody with out ever practicing or beleaving in that sort of thing. As i was leaving i lady in charge of the group said that she could see my spiritual guide. I knew i had a presence around me and i thought it was my grandfather but she saw Daode Tianzun. At home i began to communicate with my guide and he lead me to laozi and the more i read the more i realised i have always been this way deep down. Its been a very unusual and deeply satisfying few months. I feel i have been waiting all my life to have my eyes opened.