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Why you refer using that point as a terrible idea?

I think literal fetters model criteria is possible. That means biological sensual urges are possible to overcome. And body of light.

discovery of that point and the possibility to not let semen out is great because while you hold it your body acts differently during the release than when you not hold it. And later you will hold that point all the time(not with leg or any other tool, but with the mind) and at certain times let the balls drop, relax. It also same with the holding eyes together as one all the time, at first they get separated but later they stay together and then sometimes you pull open again. There is lots of issues, i too have sometimes trouble even standing up and walking straight, also a period that waking up i have basically no energy to stand up. But have you noticed that sometimes there is a blackening of the mind and vision disappears and you start get the sensation of fainting, that's the thing you also overcome like you can by will push through it. Sicknesses, migraines, life goes downhill, anxieties, physical pains, stomach issues... Today i had a uncomfortable physical issue what woke me up. I have every day is a bad day. Even the good part of day, is too intense and i feel like shittyng my rectum empty every day because of excitement. But there is a nice side, discovering lots of things. Specially when the old issues are like nothing and controllable with mind.

by the way i get also punish others at some point. And that i call fun. The distinction between two is evident. Fun, satisfaction is gotten by evil means. It is quite backwards yes.

A situation comes where i get upset and defeated. Accompanied with difficult feelings.

its not a disagreement, it is a bad omen and darkness before upcoming trigger, conflict. It stands up there so long till i answer it, so i decide to meditate and get as best state possible before i answer so i get lighter punishment accordingly.

There is no other way than to reply to you sarcastically. It took me so long to just accept that i can't reply other way, feels like a big mountain what has to be shoveled but it is actually hollow. I think, It is personal to you and it coincidences with other persons personal feelings, so you make up a trend, so it is not objective universal phenomena but a trend because of delusions, you will see something shifting but you won't break a trend because you don't have objective understanding of a law what governs the shift. So even if there is a shift you can't break the habits because you don't see it because what you see is a trend or pattern, it consist. Nevertheless thanks to you, finally i was able to notice that sarcasm and could swallow it, otherwise my reply would have been raw and as always would have been lead to possible ban. So noticing that i can't reply to you without negation doesn't remove the negation. Other words simply if i feel i can't go pass you without punching you in the face, i need to cultivate mediate etc so long that the punching your face point will be gentle as possible but still works like punching in the face.

i need shift to specific part of mind what is clean of dust to imagine what you say, coming back of it i notice the dust, well i have the dust and pure plate. That process done i can do other things, basically reading what you said and then doing what i did is a process what is leading. Just take away appearances so what i mean to say is that i come aware of a process what is on already i will just take the reins for a while and notice experience some few things in order to fulfill my examination stage maybe i deserve to being upgraded(what i aim for).

Maybe irrelevant. Breath is vacuum with dust, it can be cultivated into more vacuum, less dust. Vacuum can be used to move substances(cultivated connotations, meanings, feelings), you can access belly through mouth using vacuum(for an example). Also you can switch the dominance by noticing the dormant or shadowy part. The sensual air must be put out, sucked away, get rid of by coming aware of the sense organ made object - for eye organ it is sight, where actually is no objects but the object is itself sight as surreal presentation. Sight is come aware if certain channel is put close or something within channel pushed forward. If want get know what is after the breath, then need know how to shut channels, you get assess to sexual organ. if start out, then it takes year or more to get down there. Because living through real life events while in order to get faster these processes done we need know feelings or what these are so can note these away and we won't participate those events instigated by those urges. Need cultivate situations and get the tastes, so getting the grosser tastes then can move into less gross equivalents and get pass those urges more cheaply and rapidly. Meanwhile also opening channels for to operate them what brings more discipline. So life situations come unsatisfactory because you get the taste in a short time and the mundane activity is still lasting and from there you can cultivate suffering or forbearance. Day mostly comes suffering and about getting fast as possible to empty and shut leaking channels and get to the lower centers to realese some taste of pleasure. That pleasure has a equivalent to sexual pleasure so you also can notice you can see pleasure in craving so eventually no need for having a gross forms because you can get pass these points with less dense forms. Just think about afterlife, what is the most useful things to when still being a live as a human.

when you want to write something you need background. there are things what already have a background and things what doesn't have background --- also things appear and disappear in successions. Also what you see or experience is not the truth or reality or existence what doesn't at some point cease to exist. It is possible to see the vehicle and where it is via backgrounds, and see the nonexistence what doesn't have material background - basically a certain influence of the sun disappears before the visuals of a sun disappears behind the clouds etc.

also we need see two times before to have a third as a objective knowledge.

There is so many ways to breath that it is a hint that there is ideology or a view what dominates and governs how you breath. I don't concentrate on breath, specially it were painful, and breath mostly is inactive or held, there is movements between in and out breath and not letting all breath out or inhale full and sometimes just moving airless lungs. Using breath to access points in feeling body seeing forms arising and falling away etc. at some point there rises heart beats or pulsation then i deal with that, anyway i follow what dominates.

what is your definition of meditation? So you not wash your hands after taking a dump, because you think you are done? Getting bad news you get no contamination? So how much daily activities you do are meditateable what you don't meditate. there is main activity in mind anyway, there is extra effort needed to get into the eyes to see what your hands are doing or seeing you are sunbathing on a beach, it is channeled that you see yourself in a beach and it isn't the meditation end. There is no present moment, it is a blanket term for to point out in short what it feels like, but there is much more to it.

first turn is you just need be quiet and go do it.

at third turn its you are alone and your friends too get toxic towards you, unless they see the golden hue get attached to the riches.

there is three turns of the salter and at second turn its too salty and can't take it anymore and leave.

-------- Its a support, so in certain circumstances we need less food in other we need more, but we don't need food essentially. Also i still like to feed the billion+ inhabitants of a body.

i think it is good thinking. If i drink alcohol i waste three days. I may get insights while drunk and time after but these are fruits from past cultivation. If no retention of sensual energies while sober, then meditation is useless anyway because of habit of relaxing you channel sensual energies what does the same what alcohol does blocks you. Get affected then lose mind and have a urge what can't be avoided, will ignore all advice and just follow the urge. Meditation for me is i get to see the urge and defeat it. So abusing substances and no-retention while sober, is counterproductive. There is exception over time getting rid of urges can notice urges in more diciplineless environments, like being with sensual people you have more hard time stay sober.

my issue is i am a traitor. I told it so it makes my rants even.

OP, You speak from a point like you are being shot in a leg, walk now like a lame, can't take the suffering of being lame, and you want that others would connect to you and feel the disgust? ?

I wonder you really think that it won't occur again? but in a way that you can't predict or avoid it because its something you haven't noticed while being under the torment(action). The situation can be different but the feelings can be same, so the tormentous feelings you gonna feel again and again, perhaps produced by your own children to you, when they won't come home and not tell you where they go so you worry your eyes out. Right torment is pure action. Go through it enough times the "darkness suffering" will gladden up and you even can make fun of it, then more pain start again, more issues over things you don't understand, more pain. anyways, maybe you have some weird ideas what love is. Love is a feeling. Feeling is a sensation of space, it doesn't happen in any place, it is not personal nor it comes from somewhere. wife you have is appearance. There is countless copies, exactly same. lalalala I feel love pretty much every week, and on a different waifu. So not gonna fail on actually marry to someone to that feeling, i know ahead that i gonna cheat every other day. lalala

i'm alright, its a standard suggestion what i receive. But i am willingly develop suffering. I don't cure sicknesses. So where to get sicknesses? sickness is in me. So i will nudge it out and eradicate it, i can spot the substance*, then body goes into stress and sick, cold, pain, food doesn't taste... *that substance is the connotations without it the words doesn't have any meaning. So also in body if you remove the substance you life is empty, tasteless. It takes time to get new substance developed. .... In short i infect myself, by cultivating but what actually means i eradicate ignorance so that next rung what develops will sees more.

Ok, noted.

I think you don't see me as negative person. I mean why you should follow negative person advice?

--- wanted to experiment something, but that is too risky of getting banned.