allinone

you can't you lose your awareness fall asleep, maybe you aren't on the same earth anymore what you were before falling asleep.

You can take any object if you don't have a background then its nameless object. like if you count fingers, but if you don't have a background or a ground you can't count. So a flat earth needs have a ground. too in order to tell its flat. also even if earth is round it is still flat.

round, eye shape. Why you asking?

Yes. More issues followed. like toothache, i get disheartened by it because toothache is annoy thing, but i got that away, there is a way for it what to do if you know the feeling toothache at the end will give you when it peaks and you are tired from taking the pain. It also depends what side of the mouth the ache is etc. I just need to connect the feeling(not pain, but the feeling what is gotten at the end of the toothache) and where it leads to, this time it led to stomach, i reach there by riding the sensation. Not to mention tooth is still weird, but i know what to do so i am confident if the pain starts over. Secondly there after that comes another problem, and it is basically same awful and it is solved too, its i need to notice how small my world have come that its painful. So i desire to buy something, but i don't allow it because then i learn nothing, i basically got to know what i need to do. So issue solved i don't have the intense urge to buy, but i now if want can buy something. ah and one more i plugged out of visual cortex forehead area, don't know if that was it but i plugged out the plug from something what come from somewhere. (not sure about the order of things happened) Have done it before and also know at some point my entire reality will change again and taht is also some couple hour bad event. //tooth or those nerves still time to time seem hurt.

yes, the sensation is difficult. And only now i notice that the time will flow by very quick afterwards and nothing gets done hehe.

well today i felt bad, like its the day where i think i am having a death disease. Its stomach thingy i believe. This stage used to be awful, now i almost not even recon these stages as those. Started from dream state and all day some past stuff arising and stinging, and it burns./dream state i don't ntoice the stings and burns, but the theme carried over to waking state. //guess is that its hot is taken over by cold, since i feel cold winds. Also i think i need to visit toilet soon.

i was afraid to ask you that question, i don't know why. So i asked you that question to get over the fear.

why you need to write it?

if i try to think out something it is my stomach right now thinking. Brain is on standby. So i don't expect hat i will generate something constructive. Maybe i need to go and feed something to it. And water in mouth, glands working, so it could be the sign.

yes life is full of twists. And getting a mastery will get it enjoyable and look back of the hardships its kind fun place to be in. So i get it why earth is important and wanted place.

initially bad feeling, but i think its just fat on energy. So ty. substance is in throat, so if i would have been in rage i would have been spill it out into astral or some realm. Like how mastery of this reality comes. --- remember things you see insignificant could be massive instead if allow them open to you. So i don't reject that initially bad feeling but let it expand, its GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

Also you can have a organ what translates for you that information, so you don't have to "work".

depending on your capacity but you can read entire book with just reading the head line. Maybe even just looking the book and get information without opening it. If you take also into account how you got there or how did you got the book.

'forum rules' is a character. So here we reach to the point of a linear language vs idioms. What i have no idea about but its aliens.

there is a possibility that you have other things in mind and following forum rules are secondary importance. But if the same thing what get you banned is what gives you also freedom. Its pretty much impossible to not to get banned if you want to get free. Forum masters can't or or are too lazy to give the death experience. Basically a suspense or ban is the convenient way to do it.

Karen and other mods(people with power) you do excellent work. I get so much free experience that it would be sin not to mention it.

i think he is embedded in spiritual keywords, who ever search in internet will read some of the article written by him or about him.

but its about forum rules, so someone who fight toward change is to go against rules what govern it. That is also one of the reason why private forum doesn't work where you can mod it yourself, because that's not how you can defeat oneself. Do you start grasp about the motive?

also unban Void, banning someone when we all know what it is is unprecedented. Basically taking someone rights away to play a game where that option is part of the game. Really awesome game. eternal is not eternal what can be talked about.

No point doing abandoning. Just wait you will get Yin. I have the same issue like you. The idea is if you wait you get less yinYin, but more yangYin. If you going for yangYin, you need battle too, and this thread is example, so you have done nothing wrong.

Buddha Fire sermon everything burns.. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fire_Sermon

light is heat. So it makes sense, how things would start rise and go uphill. --- O.o yes, full circle done pretty much, i recovered my faith.

summary is math has already a answer. Just don't know how to reach there. physics has a way, but no answer. --- like two of them together and we get a system what runs downhill only by itself, so we still need life organ.

i don't hate physics like hate. There comes a scientist who discovered new force and you are wrong. Basically physics is done with a idea its already wrong and doesn't work. Just a way to explain nature, it will not create. ------ // will create more problems when new force is discovered, then the last problems will be sidekicks and forgotten. I think that is the direction or dimension what physics are. --- problems aren't forgotten they will form the dark matter. hehe

i think the idea is that there is a constant what doesn't change while other values will change. Its how i do math without understanding anything else. Just try all combinations and find the key. Math is perfect system. That's how i dislike physics so much and rather despise it, it sucks so bad. That same logic i use in meditation too. Just endless figuring out all variables till i find that host. Also basically the correct one basically screams that it is the main not a sidekick.