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kk, i think it is past energy you tap in, a dust. I have my sight ahead on new horizons, there i nothing.

if i give you a permission then i might not get rid of you anymore.

to refer that i don't subscribe to thinking and it will happen idea, so if you are stronger then i can't remove teh seal waht is placed by you.

i don't subscribe to that. Even in a dream i wished to fly but couldn't. There are more examples, like i tried to manifest money in a dream but couldn't. Something stronger is in play.

yep, that is one of the reason with the permission thing is its like a seal, only you can destroy it if you are stronger etc.

if i say Hi! that is already a invitation for attention. So it is dangerous to do it. any word is an message. So i read the overall tone, and get a sense if it is an attack or follow me to a dark bit etc.

hey that "very easy to notice" is a praise for me.

its ok, i read the underling tones.

But i don't get it why you need ask permission from others? why not start influence and implant your Way without asking?

very good that i have! Well sometimes i think you try to show me my place where i belong to, but end up praising me instead.

also i got just dejavu

sry its "using" Doer as when you use permission, letting me know before you do something. That is a doer. hey i have sensational activity all the time. The bliss wave i get from attacking is basically physical strong in brain. And add here random pleasure waves. The suffering feelings come and go too, some are pretty sick. Anxiety is a awesome thing, you need it. The piss water is basically anxiety. also i listen music, and constantly change my focus, i mediate all the time, thinking. So you can't find me in space and time or how the heck you could find me,...with what signal..

i know a lot tho, because i don't share my knowledge.

one point is that there is no doer. So the asking permission thing is a no no. If i know in advance i go hyper aware and heartbeat, anxiety kicks in. So nothing comes through that ahteist state. i afraid you are suing sensual warm energy as base, so its also no no.

hmm i think its i need have it through the hand and fingers and then it will reach to my head. Otherwords is that i see the urge and i attack(its not attack actually but some sort of logic i use a wording, well for many here it is gibberish). As i said before i don't believe in direct through space transmissions. There needs to be a pathway or some sort of sigil etc, a medium. So i don't know what medium you use. So its a scary to me.

Jeff, about better than sex thing. Attacking/insulting, poking, anger are better than that. ---- if i see opportunity to attack, i do use that opportunity and ..there rises lot of bliss, waves strike the brain, feels good.

the lucid dream is the thinker is not you, as when in lucid dream then i do what the thinker is wishing. It is like mirror to waking realm. Lucid dreams i am talking about 30 seconds max in length So i basically come aware moments before i enter the female. and sometimes i just get to know new feeling. Also some lucid dream is just to show new quality of it. I have tried to hold on to lucid dream, that it will be longer, so i saw dream fade and fade, and i finally see it fades into the forehead in front of me little bit above eyes.

I think maybe if the lucid dream is the 4 jhana realms with form? sry desire realm maybe, because jhana realm is free from sexuality. idk, just guessing

i can see if someone is following less straight line than me. So it is about me, i use myself as a reference. And i see wrongly sometimes, like i am being attacked. Sry.

forget that, it was impulsive thought.

maybe you are right. so in order to tell the magnitude of the xp related to three variants, mundane desire realm, lucid dream world, and bodyless dreamless state. i need share what i can do with my mind.

oops i know what happened, it is not a glitch when jeffs quote is in my post, tehn i go take the quote form there it leaves my name to quote.

Karen take my name away from that quote and replace with ordinary. I don't say such tone and thing.

talkking against me just you make my cultivation faster, but your own delusion grows. So i need to attack you. That is the problem attacking and insulting is not allowed here.

So there fore also i can tell, maybe it is wrong but if i look JEff your writing style i can cultivate leg channels. And these are hells. I assume you don't cultivate needs nor even care about it, also urges you don't see then. Therefore you are not far, and can't talk about hugging or stop fighting or anger is negative etc