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waht if i did? whats your point actually..

you tried to be funny? but its not far from truth, since you will be killed. (i see mods coming, so contemplating of deleting this comment)

when do you finish? and why you start... you must think of yourself as a sick being from start. If you think you are pure and healthy you would question why you need to do things.

knowing its correct pronounciation, i could knwo waht it means, without knowing chinese.

its possible that you are not male. At least not alpha. anyways responding like this way i do i get a release in throat area. Feels good. So i abuse it.

If you kill something it will have a o-gasm effect, elements liberate. Sexual release is killing. you are right no shame on killing or doing physical harm or pain etc. While feeling of shame is a o-gasm too, release of elements. Just put a picture together and write a nice Disney like essay what might show false IQ level.

Cool, i don't have to go outside and beat real people at least for today. It save me much time. So i can do something else instead, tnx!

i still needed to attack you, since the intent set me into roll, and i did all the talking, till i got next point of seeing my own limitation of knowledge and hazy point i made, i went away, thinking about it while cooking it made me restless, saw it that i am restless, i ate. And come back to forum and finally saw as a sensation what i didn't saw firstly, i think it was insight: Awareness with cognizance what is sense organ based and acknowledging is seeing as a substance or essence based. Anyways the insight is forgotten already but i saw it happen and it helped to get me next point. What i needed to see is that i was wrong and become restless and have urge to come back repair damage. Anyways i still think that attack or initiate rampage is unavoidable and you were just unfortunate target.

after eating my stomach full, i get now the meaning of acknowledgement what you wrote. with empty stomach i didn't.

ok here you apply certain logic what assumes there is good and bad. Basically a bad apple and good apple. Imo worms like apples what have gone bad. If you would be a worm you would think that apple is good, and for to be eaten.

ok, that's i thought pretty good. There is the mark of the beast. So you say perception, it is got to do something with eyes? eyes are connected to reproduction organ through a earthly female. So those beasts are the sons of earthly females, half gods and not pure anymore.

true essence is the mother, virgin birth. That result or son will ascend to heavens and then descend to save those who kept their religion or faith, devotees.

Might want to write keeping God in mind. Jesus is the son of God. You are not Jesus. God sent Jesus to salvage lambs. The "I am" Christ consciousness rises or appears to lambs, means Jesus comes save you.

you need put initial feeling from what you base definitions. Otherwise its just flag on a pole, it depends on me how i interpret, so its empty what you say.

Other words, don't aspire to become a lawmaker, since its going to be confusing to follow and understand.

What are you talking about? When i start read then i should get an idea either my own imaginary delusion or not. But for now it seem more like encyclopedia type of write up where i get interrupted by new word definitions so i am forced to learn again and again it will piss me off since i can't generate answer and from there read it again so that your text would support that answer but i can't find it so it will make me angry. So for now i have no response other than personal attacks.

There is certain ways to write, and you can't use no way. Even a peasant dung shoveling language has its way, you pretty much need to go live there by yourself to get a base and usually only others notice you have that. So imagine how long or waht way is needed to practice to notice yourself.

if problem with reading, then wait a time what has inner desire to accumulate information in a short time as much as possible, like binge. Or I force myself to read so i practice forcing myself to read.

Being materialist or not, you still could train yourself to notice phenomena.

what about pile ups, your body is just a pile up of dust elements making up layers of being, streams, winds etc. there is no soul, no self....but there actually is bc they are formed by piling up. And you not have to have much imagination to realize that there is no death or life just the pile up what formed later than your physical body and at some point will not be able to be suited to body anymore. While there is no death or life, it won't take away the existence or possibility of rebirth and karma. same way you can have immortality, but what isn't immortality like its finite or final, its a option what lasts very long.

..delited.

if that thought appeared to your mind, it happened. Second time to be precise now i get that from you. Its good news since i don't need your help anymore to have a third, i just can see your post and it will appear to me the sensation of you "gave up on me". --- also what is important is the location where that knowledge happen and situation- a spiritual forum on internet.

it was promising of you, i actually felt good, but its my fault of still clinging to goodness. So i remove good impression and then read the sentence. It requires me to do two steps whilst one is focus on emptiness, that means i need keep good feeling away from visual space when reading and do it so long that i get a other meaning to this sensation by arising sensation. --- but for now its just i don't feel anything after i emptied the feeling(that includes i actually saw and felt the change in space and also sensation in head, it felt nice[electrical] when i noticed i clung to goodness feeling what i got attached by first time reading your reply to me). That means no arising sensation will come now with this time, i assume since i don't feel urge to defeat you or make a opposite structure, like in game tetris. Right, i created that form with my first todays reply, that's why.

i need you to keep on protecting yourself and never let your guards down, so i can keep on trying it will piss me off and that's what i need experience.

i can cultivate other persons life more better. So i don't need to live myself but feed on other persons experiences. ok, you been pretty useful so far.