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argh but the thing is i need to have a rejection in place. Basically hugger insulted me.

i melt heart directly. Its i started developed when someone hugged me and i felt my rejection and break it, let it happen. And yes, it is same as with insults. You win.

hey i had dejavu feeling.

I can manage no outbursts almost. Todays action here in this forum what i did(what is the scale of banworthiness 0-10?) i have no comments on emphaty. Sounds like a pathology! Mind calculates patterns, try to fit and find solutions. Discipline. To cultivate state while needs are screaming. To find a dose.

basically what you get some definition what rigba is, or self realization, for what, really? i want liberation from burden.

I insult to get started so the substance go into air and then work calming it down. And then learn. Technically alcohol is to break the ice. Its better to insult immediately than to work with alcohol to that state. I do a favor who ever my insult reaches. I know how it works, it works like a release, no need for long hours of grinding on some dopamine. --------- and maybe i am the ignorant here who hasn't discovered love and compassion. But so far its all been sensual based, i sure wan to know what it is on higher substance based and doesn't make me feel like i have lost something wich i need t ogrind my way back again to have another dose.

i think you have saved me from indefinite ban. Ty

So you have these privite JEffs and otehrs, and on the surface teh yband togehter and act like they have something.

ok, well what i want is to study the feelings. Basically yes perhaps it is cringe, but these emotions like ebmarrassment can be made ground or the air you breath. Its the best thing. But the banhammer is in the way. So my udnerstanding is teh spiritual communities are too immature and young for II type of emotions accepted.

If someone clearly is on a state and yelling at me all sorts of words and cursing etc, i know it will stop by itself. So the suspension or silence is coming if they manage to piss me off. But if there is mechanical system, rules then i don't learn and the other person don't learn what is biological impulss or drive to these outbursts.

earth is yours

We have a consort. Its your own mind. This war thing is to learn and study.

War to xenophobes. Rise and riot, revolt free.

i reform people around me without violating their free will. I am against banning, silencing. also i am xenophile.

so you actually take the time and check the facts and mold them to into structure what feels right to you?

another thing, you talk like ordinary person. Learn high language.

i was the bully, i got away with delusion with other thing. I didn't have to admit i am wrong, hmm maybe its all about me dunno, any way i got rid of something. maybe i have high level of narcissism.

by the way i learned something, so it was very useful to me. I played my part as a bully well, i noticed that i am a bully and see the feeling behind a evil grin. While when i started the convo here, i weren't aware i am a bully or instigator.

now our conversation end. results. you don't know about role play. I was play higher and stronger, but you didn't notice and you won't have a change to bow down to that energy. You won't recon that feeling, you look me down and dismissive while i play stronger and more smarter.

you don't have the quality to admit you are wrong.

i said that you think you are a master. Also you have done other mistakes already what speaks of your understanding.

So you say there isn't higher being, who is smarter and stronger and knows better than you. That is the difference. You think you are a master.

kk. lol

you and Jeff i assume don't udnerstand what is three part. The three parts make up the will of otehr person, and if you make a connection by your own will there is then the other is two and without the will to decide on its own part to quit, but you have full power.

There is high being, you get pass reproductive point as you are not a decisive part but a lower form so you can't initiate anything. So if you accept to help other person asking help, that is wrong, that's way the connection is like you are the high being.