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you just need ask help for progression not from another human but from empty sky. asking will take intent away from below heart and bring it to head instead. for to have tangible sensation what is not from body is accessed with eyes through a imaginary space, you discover that space is empty but it has room, it is spatial this space also spreads to body and sensual organs. The sensation what you think is you, will become like a celestial body. Ah well its progressive, so whatever way to tell you, you won't quit it once you got it... Anyways, you tell me your age, so you imply you are too late for this activity, lots of younger people say the same thing that no time for this. You then add that you did those things in twenties. So that's clear sign you failed. So you switch over to Nietze?

you know what fantasy is? fairytails? God is there, use that imaginary but in fantasyland existing God to activate the fantasy into your mundane reality.

Ask higher source of God to activate you and send a mechanism what help you evolve.

Are you familiar with that book?

what about those who can channel Jesus and tell what Jesus thinks about it. also other sources like https://www.urantia.org/urantia-book/read-urantia-book-online --- ...an excerpt from that book

I tried to instigate you. But you read what i say is a story what you can just round it up and put away. So the other way is to insult you, scare you, cause pain etc, but you would even that take as normal part of life and never ask anything better instead you blame others of being pessimist or negative. Same way you think the body is yours that its they way it is. Eek nope.

life itself circles high and low. When you come aware then you mind is free but body isn't yet, so you can then cultivate withdrawal symptoms consciously since you need stop addiction in order to find the sensation in body and come aware of it. --- you just being ignorant and whatever you have read, it didn't made any sound in your brain.

Awareness is for to cash in what you have accumulated through cultivation. You won't come aware so easy, when not read about it or someone else point it out to you. Other words you need merit to come aware. when you come aware you won't fall back from that point, you turned permanently wood to ashes.

no, but it seem you don't know how to read. I could write a essay it still would mean only one thing. even if i would be in prison, then its just appearance. If someone spoke against me then its also appearance. you didn't say anything like it, but you write in a way that in air is a fat assumption that if it woul be true then its like i need help and whatever i speak comes from i have had some harsh punishments by other humans actions, haha ----------- Just laughing at taking conversation into mundane level in a spiritual forum so i get it why insults are not allowed because the yare viewed like i insult a real person on other side of computer.

don't you afraid you come scorpion at some point yourself and then see a person do the same to you too lets you fall, and don't even try to save you or worse aides your fall and calls police and also testifies against you in court so that you surely will be locked up somewhere.

Its what i think is that you cling to body. As that will cause you don't feel feelings as sensations. You might feel but you don't know to know theirs relevance and brain totally skip them. Suffering is that when you eventually reach that point then you will have a sensation what is same to crying, there biologically happen something, and eventually you don't have to have a real life event what makes you cry, nor seeing something in RL or TV what makes you cry. But you will get freedom from events what produce tears because you not cling to that function and knowledge arises instead. Something like that. Crying don't disappear but you know instantly the state when seeing or through other means. Also events can happen but you don't cling to it and fell to instincts for to body to make moves for you, instead you can be aware and do moves yourself and notice you can't really follow common sense all the time.

No i am not. Even the most gross ones possible to happen. I need to do a shame post. It can be with a deed or other type of acts. But then i need feel shame or disgust towards what i did and the urge to correct it or other words overwrite it with apology(it can be even seemingly dirtier deed but the connotation is still a try to erase). What i now know that i am not allowed to apology, instead i keep notice that urge coming up to my mind, then at some point i do automatically something contemptible but i then notice this erased the clinging to shame post. AND then i have able to have compassion to myself and have a softening cotton feeling from seeing how the bad things migrates from activity to activity. (yes i can't write, but its: shame post--> feel urge to apology--> not apology--> do a automatic dirtier deed and notice it---> see how the bad substance migrates and everyone has it---> feel relief, can feel cotton softness..instead of nightmare arisings of doing bad)

what ever, i hope aliens come and purge.

i need other person enter into greed mode and say something from that mode towards me. It will trigger me into talking about moral codex and human rights etc. Or i just look for fresh posts what have made some inappropriate claims and i then feel urge to correct it. Its like social service. If i see someone beats a lesser lifeform or there is unequality then i will act(at least feel urge to act)

Do you mean that it is hard to find these situations where i find someone to stomp on me? no it isn't hard if i do the prework all myself.

no, i am teaching myself to eat grass and once i have achieved that things get easy. But for now OMG, i have desire for milk.

but nevertheless you are a moderator.

I have seen it couple times. Tnx for the offer.

i am gradually shipping desire to suffering. Suffering is required to attract bully into contact with me. Bully will trample me till i get satisfied.

I saw flies stuck and i have the opportunity to save them. I for first reaction rejected it because it required effort. I saw that impulse of rejection, so after seeing that i have no choice but to save them. So i do effort to save them and it doesn't matter if i actually manage to save them but i need to complete the action otherwise i would end up being in debt and would carry that debt around me and the judge death will punish me.

ok. it reminds me to the point of intent. If you come aware of the possibility to save, then you need decide either you save it or not, so if you not save it then you just cultivated that kind of seed. In order to escape that situation is to solve the issue without choosing neither of the two options but suffer the consequence of not choosing.

i refer to the feeling i get when i realize "i am being seen on the level of feet". Other person uses my pure part towel for to purify his/her/it dirty parts. So feeling that feeling i need to make a action to defend my pride.