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you enforce my point what i want to make so tnx i don't have subtle energy visions, that what you talk about is for me just raising my head and seeing others and then able to listen them. The energy system or the substance what runs in me(in my body), what i feel is the result of cultivation. That substance is my eyes, they reveal for me things what are hidden. If i don't feel the substance, i then know what to do, i need to cultivate to get it out to get things moving. Well i am blind tho then. My physical eyes see physical things. So opening the heart would mean for me a physical change. There doesn't exist astral realm for me. I cultivate physical realm in order to get the physical substance i feel it in me. ---------- knowing what hugging means, due experience from physical reality, i can have the feeling, movement etc in my mind so i know what it is and also can therefore affect my body accordingly. I can see the descriptions of opening heart consists physicality and therefore physical laws apply, but its only on imagination, so from this point is where you have a dark thick wall in front of you and in short your opening heart is on different universe and your physical actual reality is in other.

i agree, i still figuring out how to open the heart so that it won't shut down anymore. Does that mean that there is one long heart beat, that actually means the physical heart doesn't beat anymore but is sucking in and out without pause or disconnection edit: from the mind so the both sides are connected forming wholesome circuit.

Aggregates and jhanas are one and the same. 5th is consciousness is objectless jhana. Awareness is objectless but it doesn't stand on its own, it is dependent on world, since it comes from there, so if your object disappears then also your awareness so as long you have awareness you need to work with it so that it will descend three types of sensations and then goes out to the world, to complete a full circle. there is three types of sensations before you enter the world. The awareness we come aware is the point you can decide start save some karma and that karma will be the cause of appearing in world. Once it is in world you will be feeling suffering of daily activities or things you must do, all sorts of bad things crop up and how well or fast you deal with them is how fast you discover the medicine, that medicine is with you. Whatever its the earth circle and all beings on it adjust with the changes. Earth itself destroyes, completes your threekaya so you will start fresh again. I think you start over again with not much different karma you always have had.

when you refer that sense of self doesn't change and the explanations and examples. you can see that when you talk about the sense of self that its unchanging you look at it in your mind, it is an object derived, risen from silence or black substance, deep ocean. Basically then when you focus on silence it will cut the life force from sense consciousness and then you start hearing pleas, urges and now may read wrongly into what is discipline, its not to cut of the nourishment but to hear the urges and notice the source of these urges and its to use all means not to indulge before you have seen at least something.

if ask "who i am" its for to cancel your sense-consciousness and object contact made reality. You find yourself just in body and silence. Silence is place where your sense consciousness originate(rising). You can switch between ear and eye consciousness there is you see you need use intent for that and that intent has a feeling or taste. Once you get pass that you cultivate next type of sensation where your eyes move and are open, intent is in the eyes "wtf, holy .." sensation. Next head moves.. "piss at the tip of the urethra" type of sensation after intent related sensations are sublimated into field, this field what makes your openings(like mouth, eyes) congeal.

who knows what meta you have attached to that call.

awareness is just an add or blanket word if you are looking at space/scenery, you can look in like a forward movement to nothing particular(through the object or what is back of the trees)) into the scenery and to look at the objects(like trees etc) there you then move backward(towards you or the starting point) with your gaze. your thinking mind is not part of it, it is other consciousness and can do same, you can focus on thinking as space and then focus on objects(thoughts). also there is substance when you look at the scenery and the objects then you can do one more move you can force the eye to change dominance, change which one of the eye gets the substance or life. These are channels you can purify any time. You need to know what is permanent sensation..what stays and what goes away, disappears. Booth impr..and perm..sensation are there you need to know what one is host. Once you know who is host, you need cultivate it because you can't yet grasp it. But one day you can and that is your objectless Yo.. ..............its actually more things to do before, after, in between, but its to show not all paths lead to same results. So one mans awareness can be much more different than other persons understanding of it. edit: you can't reach there with noting practice or vippassana, since these are pretty much "wait and see" and change. This lower rung gets solved by itself while focusing on higher rung. to add one pointer is you yourself open up a point and can get sick, you need to know that that sickenss is not healed by ordinary way.

at some point things aren't muddled, you see things as they are, if i could see pain as what it is it is no pain anymore.

Sutras is easy, the headline is for the highest level knowers then as you go on to the first sentences it starts elaborate and goes on and on till the less knowledgeable get it too. So there is also Sutra levels as they elaborate each other. Some Sutras are allencompassing that even 4 lines will explain entire Sutra and at the same time can be explained infinetly. basically you need remember only one 4 line gatha and you potentially know everything. There is one Samadhi what cultivates all qualities at the same time. (ask professional Buddhists, i am not buddhist)

i can't vizualize too from scratch, there is no third eye. i evoke real thing what i have seen or dreamed before, so if i want to image red pall then i need to remember where(place) i have seen it before and take it from there. maybe there is other possibilities but currently at this moment don't know, as seen the knowledge is also remembered trying to squeeze it out.

sry guys im offtopic, i appology 10x so it should be enough for at least 3 bad words.

forgiveness doesn't exist objectively. Its a dharma, it is one word, it is coexistent, that means it arises when conditions are met i don't know what forgiveness is, so you can talk about it many pages but i still not get it.

nope, how you separate that the bad feeling in you is really a bad? edit: better to say its not possible to separate you have to cultivate and see by experience so you have no choice that to be stupid and just accept that you are one. Can i say pls realize that you are utterly ...

how familiar are you with Sutras? suffering has to be developed.

when you realize that its ugliness dirtiness to what we are sensually attracted to then there is so much things to adhere. Hell yeah.

christianity is brought in and spread by crusaders; native songs, myths are banned. So yes if you mention Jesus name it evokes hate. Christiantiy will be destroyed by primordial darkness/ignorance. And by now already believers are gossiping and dancing, basically the way to pass time in churches, church meaning is just a house. Its science what saves. But then again peeps uses fruits of science, these dam. sons of crusaders, invaders and colonists.

the episode got over. Since i know it was temporal no feelings of embarrassment what was being said during it. I hope who ever participated had fun.

US + EU

your country president is Donald Trump. His wife is from a different country.

Yes. If you have loans to pay, no shyt is given, don't care if you lose your home but you have to be ready to defend your country. That the thing why no point build any economy but just exist and die. Because government politics is war oriented. The main point what war minded people say is, will you watch without doing anything when your people is killed.

the air(substance) rising from belly and the essence mind grasps to world will come together and then fly away. A food for gods heaven. respectively your fields will yield more.

ah no worries. Banning is like a experience of sentence to prison. Prisons lighter form is to serve time in army what every youngster male has to do. So getting ban from a forum is a learning experience of being separated. Later if i born in heaven then i can notice the differences and can stay there longer.

Why can't keep things professional. In spirutal forums it should be obvious that calling other names is normal and see what happens next so to learn. Specially if there is suffering states and often uncontrollable ones, it seem logical to ban or separate who are in those states. But then we don't see the full range of experiences in written way in other to evoke sensations of same kind so could then also recognize them more in real life situations. it would be a win in a long run. But its a private forum, so well do as you please.

just keep attacking that state what is occasionally a definition who i am. Will result in ban, but there comes others like me in hordes.

i am on a state tho, it is pleasant inside, and when to look others they feel like stuck in objects or activities so its seem right to distract them by calling names and when they don't listen then it is causing pain. The problem is at both sides the same. Currently it pisses me off that i haven't yet started to have fun for myself but instead i explain here things. So the compassion or good side, i think i am good here if i call others names and insult them. Pretty state to be in.