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There is entity in texts. If it is translated then there is translators wall. If it is not a handwritten text from author itself then its digital wall. anyway there is one entity behind a wall. Innumerable walls but only one thing can be known and held. If you look for entity then you use other way to read than you would read ordinary way. Also contemplation is done that way, the information itself or the theme what you ponder over is not important, is secondary, what you need to see is a thing to arise. again what is it to with the OT. It seem the practices is done on a wall. And the entity is untouched inside, so you do nothing in that front. Edit: it arises; it does not have location what to look for directly, because it is not arisen yet.

you are noob.

when you focus your attention to reality, it is not really a reality, instead you shift your focus on left eye. From there you can shift to luminosity. that it feels tiring and exhausting is related to neck, throat, swallow. That is where also your food come in and if no food has come in you are doomed, so its specially important to make powerful friends and not show weakness. That said, in order to make your quests comfortable, then don't show how much you have but instead make yourself inferior. You will feel bad and under pressure but others will feel good. in awareness substance case, its originates from belly. This substance is needed to wake up from dream to waking life.

the Surangama Sutra with commentary included contains word "awareness" 30+ times for an example. the point is that the subject of birth and death is pretty common in scriptures. And transformation to other form of life after death. So to escape lower type of birth, realize the enlightened mind, practice is needed. The practice is gradual, paying off debts.. the desire to do evil is just covered, if you pay off little more debts it will not be "evil", same point is still gone through. Its the greed, ignorance, delusion what are poisoning mind and the producer of world and living beings.

There is being what is a destroyer, it comes anyway. But the popular sentiment is to fix things or maintain the existent system and goat it with pleasantness. edit: See you have to choose intentionally from what makes sense to you. Same is then with a practice, at some point you need to choose consciously what you follow then see yourself there is either countless options or no options at all. You will at some point ask help, basically it is a wish to die.

use brains that is not influenced by public opinion what sentiment is easily satisfied with "money". Just throw in more money if people start riot. It could be heavenly planet full of wise beings, but to access the consciousness what is not already directed is you need to deny all, whatever view it is. First round is rejection, it is wide known fact. Its the small fraction what is out of sync, any living system is auto correcting itself all the time.

being aware is forceful activity like the feeling of having to do the things you don't want to do. Its only the initial moments when awareness feels pleasant and great. Also any new activity we do feels great at first till it gets boring..or things we don't have done for a while then doing them again feels fresh. same with renouncing, doing things we get disappointed and renounce but after a while we get attracted again.

there is view where body is composite of different end points. So from one point to another you need to find the node from what the two points are originated. if you take body as one piece, you move massage the energy around the surface of it..that's a view too, but you won't cultivate internals, let alone getting assess to water pools, oceans and what's hidden there.

You need to open the second set of eyes. One eye is where dreams happen and other is in body, one rung lower than deepest bottom of the internal breath can reach. Eyes are used one at a time, only when polarity, dominance change there you will for a moment get to a equal state. That state also happens in other ways. The breath is when you breath out, breath stops, then the internal breath sinks. At the time of breathing out internal breath rises, when outbreath stops there is a change..anyway there are multiple things happening. With in breath too same way things happen internally. Both has to be cultivated to the point eventually you can do the next thing what comes discernible or available. LDT is ocean, there is something you need to get from that ocean, myths say. There is this essence of immortality, that you will live through the change. edit: with in breath the internal breath reaches to head. And the cultivation of that when noticed is pretty much done(possible must be noticed three times; at the third time you get it), you can start intuit the next thing what is done. also the breathing into LDT is for waking up something there. It comes a lot later after many things are done. And how its done is something is there already and stays there while you do your thing.

i have found the best thing to do is to play Satanist when talking with Christian believers.

pre traumatic state. edit: never mind..carry on.

I read that Brahman is entire Universe. Then read that for fire Brahman is wind(or was it vice versa, don't remember anymore..).

Cultivating awareness is you cultivate readiness. You must notice something what arises. Its one time thing. Cultivating readiness is you do it so long till you notice what you have to notice/realize- it gets you a result right away. Its in a moment of giving up you notice that you want to give up, see that moment and realize emptiness of your awareness, self. edit: Then you can cultivate that emptiness, it is without the tip, spear, spark, metallic, cold awareness. Like you said relax. Its the pretty opposite of being ready.

There is this wobble effect. That you find yourself on the other side of your own decision, so if you reject something then you will be also rejected someday. Whatever action comes back to you. But when you do a conscious act, or aware what you do, that action doesn't produce karma but still is karma. With that you set a condition for to pay off karma, it will also results in bad or good feeling but is reverse step. You are aware of condition and can learn. Learning means you can simulate reality without doing things for real. That is non-doing but still it is same as doing. But you can do things much faster than you would do everything for real.

From earth we see moon one side and the other side not, so we can assume it don't spin but its spinning and rotation around the earth are in almost sync. So imagine how many things we do without knowing how they work or what are the principles. Brahman is the first human being on earth. It receives its wisdom from sun. The sense-organ contact born "I" with reality is the lower class of humans and beings.

Dead frog legs start to twitch when put salt on them. Likewise potato can give out current what can be made into heat. Dead body has habits. It just doesn't have capacity to make a decision to go and drink water. So decisions, opinions are made if you are standing up and walking around. Its all substances with their conditions and how they react. Then also awareness, spirit and soul are substances. NB: and what most important is that it all can be mastered/liberated/enunciated. Jesus brought back dead body to life. Also specialists can bring back to life people from non breathing or heart failure. Guess there is a limit you can be brought back to life and normal without much damage to brain and organs. It seem Jesus was excellent specialist, he also made blind people to see again and people who can't walk, walk again. But there is also mentioned a conditions, not all can be helped..

your confusion will be easier to manage if you would learn tenets what apply to everything. If you read you need to breath into LDT, then how do you understand that it is LDT you breath into. What is the characteristics of bottom of a breath, it reaches to lower abdomen. That if you say you going to breath into LDT is same as you would say you going to pick your nose..completely random.

you going wrong direction to being awakened. The more awakened you are the more painful everything comes, you will have many times more frequently things arise, craving rises shortly after disappearing.

After the fact stuff, where the self is in. It is painful to read if you don't share the same view with the protagonist and pleasant if you do.

Spotless you are zero if it comes to alchemy. Because once you decide to begin with alchemy you start with learning.

also Hindu swamis knowledge, sushumna, ida and pingala stuff. It has its own ways to test your channels and ways, signs. Is simpler to grasp imho but results are same as Taoist Yoga or any inner alchemy, its universal knowledge. Also go for Buddhist, Bible and other mayor stuff. almost forgot that you have endless quotes from members own translations and awesome quotes from all sorts of texts.

https://www.amazon.com/Taoist-Yoga-Kuan-Charles-Luk/dp/0877280673 click look in.

Awareness is death. It is fear what brings you to the senses and clarity. Craving is in the object you have to get that entity back into you, send it to the belly to wait judgement day and whose name is not on a book of life, dies the second death.

Taoist Yoga first chapter is about "Fixing spirit in its original cavity". Read the preface, there are specific detailed instructions how to breath. you get pointers for what needs to arise and develop, when doing your practice.

To be blunt, you claim you can change bread to butter with your mind. And now you want to know stages of neidan. It just weird that you ask advice.