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Drama isn't allowed, what i mean the thing we did. Its easy to come and take a one part sentence out of it. It is hot topic nowadays, sentences taken out of context. Ok, for me too, its time to make a fire soon.

A situation where someone uses your pure part towel for dirty parts, comes to my mind reading what you said.

that refers to some effort demanding exercise, you know you need rest for a while. "... maintain a respectful demeanor. "

Usage of banhammer is deva-stating.

i alienate people till i am satisfied. I prefer that activity is not interpreted as poking and insults. .... forgot to say that with that response you alienate me pretty well. Specially i said things about being friendly. so i can't talk with you like i belong to the same pack or group with you. So we belong to different groups therefore if i use lecturelike manner then it feels insulty for you. .. nothing wrong what you do, its just rainy here instead of warm sunny weather. So i start alienate and i get once in a while a sunny day too.

can i point it out that this thread headline is inflammatory. "Is enlightenment really desirable?" you can read it in minds voice in different ways. Like its actually then not inflammatory, but is when read in a certain way.

I saw that post. It was funny.

warning slightly offtopic, so i use hidden function.

Its seem outwardly that it is trolling. Inwardly i see its i can't hear anything, a mess. Also i am like clued in one place. mere notice of that, i just pulled myself out of it. And clearity rises. First time did it, but brain tells i have done it before, but it counts to me as first.

Often i hear about being good person, what that is? My attention is fulfilled by seeing darkness. I saw it. yay How i know i am getting better, physical symptoms will go better.

Good point is to move back to inner sanctum. Got inspired. No need to join upper class. (actually i am looking for attention, and it will produce shame that i actually wrote this down to get attention) --> knowing that i don't feel shame. Why i wrote this is because i saw that i wrote this post to get attention, and out of fear someone can read it then i wrote a quick explanation. -- moral of story is shadow part arising. The person who reads it out might not understand or acknowledge it but will still play it out. So sentences can become triggering if it matches, so. Pages are full of triggers and if all could be banned because they offend there isn't noone here talking. --- (other moral of story is desires, when done the dark part the reason you have the desire, it is a failure, the dark part is to be disregarded and the good part what isn't fulfilled is to be filled with mind.) <--this suppsoed to be induce wrongness, confusion and heat.

So in your opinion i should make friends?

You seem know about impulsive decisions. So if you know that the act was done on temporal impulse then banning that person is like hitting the air with a fist. Its useless from start, the banning mentioning on me is a threat to instill fear, its liek a play for me so i play along.

and that's not allowed? --- i am finished conversations on this subject at least for today.

im looking forward to the sensitive nerve when stimulated and gives same reaction what i got today, can you point me to that direction instead. Well it took me multiple days so i have no information how that happen or what i exactly need to do, so can i get a FREE PASS. Im as lost as you guys are. And i don't think that lost kidds should play with banhammer.

Mentality that if you can't defeat them join them doesn't work with me. I speak and test all the time someone like Marblehead if he knows what i point at, till to the point he actually moves towards me with an effort, like today, it makes my blood boil, hand shake, mouth shake, and then i can start do what here people look as i offend(so i can't be offencive? and have to be always passive?) basically it is biological hand shake, elements reacted. So is that BAD? i am very easily readable person, so if i actually make a move it is so ideal that it is bannable?

if i get ban, i don't come back to this forum ever.

i don't have to remove video, you threaten not me but freedom of speech.

when your veins have limestone instead of iron.

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yeah i got released, i didn't knew i needed experience that experience, for a while i am feeling satisfied. I go do a fire, cya.

couple days i didn't answer your post, i cultivated lol, so today i answered. I got my result, and now maybe can relax and enjoy.

its not emotion, its when the mouth start shake, hands shake. I need that experience, it used to happen in gross situations, but i now can get it so peacefully.

my blood is boiling already from you saying that: