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if thats that energy, you are asking a question, while you should start actually telling things, doesn't matter if wrong or right, just share your thing. You will become depleted easy.

You have energy. You should then know what to do, my guess is its not that energy then. I would look for the energy what has its Way. That is purify your desires into a form, it knows where to go because it has that nature.

thinking of it longer here. need to master the physical sensation, that it won't heat up to the point of starting to water. Basically the ability to squeeze, and it is a hands related, guess jail and handcuffs, policeman are physical expressions of bad deed. like meat in a oven when to heat it starts to press water out. Old memories grilling you slowly.

brain ability. Its sees something and sets it in stone, then trigger it with something and then print new memory to it. Good thing is that the trigger can be a healthy thing instead of the memory participants. And things doesn't have to get physical anymore at some point. But weird is i have very old memory of handshake. I don't know the trigger to it. If i could know the trigger i think i could heal it that the memory loses its importance and disappears. edit: the idea triggered i just wrote it down without thinking...and ofcourse i just got DejaVu effect..

i say Oh-maaan, cringe; Facepalm, holy shiiiit; I am idiot, holy-coooow. remember the sensation, its the same as looking your old self on a video or a photo. Its a shame. Also looking other people doing embarrassing stuff what myself used to do. Or a social disadvantage in a situation or place, like dinner with classy high people, and i'm just a lousy nobody. It matters if i drive with a Golf and others have Maseratties and Ferraries, raises a question what the heck i am doing here, not'belonging here feeling. its just heat you can't take. What i have dooone, agaaain!! no-way edit: ups just saw not-reacting..well i focus on heat, the sensation of wanting to cringe etc. edit2: basically you want to have a context or explanation for the situation what caused the trauma, have a wisdom? like a healer, doctor examining and using thought to open up old wounds what have grown together wrongly to set them back together? The situations, memories are just memories, things you remember, if you want to remove them you need to commit another wrongdoing so you will see that instead, rinse and repeat endlessly.

there are results, and things what you don't have to repeat anymore the same way, they disappeared. There are new levels, like: when you get your movement above breath finally, you then can do something new with it what you couldn't before. Also you will stop acting upon bad desire,it will be replaced slightly lighter form and you will act upon that instead starting with unconscious level, till you play it through all variants till its conscious and disappears or replaces.. edit: eventually there is powers and happiness coming, no doubts about it. Just reason and be critical on your current system you do, does it bring results and tare these results giving you hope of achiving ultimate goals.

At the OT, you have to be happy or with "opened heart" to fell on it. A person with negativity like me, feels left out. Like someone who is unlucky or don't get it..don't resonate and have high vibes enough.. Or why put fetter model on the table on a casual thread meant for audience who are doing it for secondary importance.

What's the agenda here? Sorry but feels like a wolf telling to rabbits of going vegetarian. As if stomach will go empty wolf will go savage.

heart is an internal organ. If you feel bad or sick, that is the ground or equal level on what feelings of internal organs are. These feelings are not cured or fixed directly like you would try to heal them with diet, medicine, good wishes or forgiveness. And the feeling bad, is at first not its original place but above mouth that means the feeling bad at first is for all inversed, there has to be separated right from wrong..also you won't ingest anything nor use hands, legs, bodily movements, these are later and not done without conditions met first. Of course there is this thing of wishing good for someone, and its very good thing. But its not professional if there is no details like why and what for, when. If i wish good for everyone every time then soon none takes me seriously, so now we see a underlying hidden quality, that's what is not seen. Wishing love and happiness, when to do it then what you emanate or train is something else too, like throat muscles, you spit liquid from mouth with bacteria etc.

Three kayas? Head, torso, limbs. Truth body, Enjoyment body, Manifesting body.

Am i missing something important?

i agree with also your last post. Mystical and sacredness, these are feelings at the same high to any type of perversion, like win and loss originate from the same game.

if to practice only awareness, then there is a risk of becoming a ghost, not have name and title. And not able to go through the darkness. Need to wait another change to born as a human. Awareness is like a world, you are in it as a layer within and you can fully let go of the borders and feel like floating on water.

to nitpick on OP, then looking to the eyes is not a good thing to do, unless you want to become intimately aroused.

obviously i don't get the meme what is made with the picture. But if i see boobs i react, females own fault wearing a skirt or show cleavage. Adam apple will go down and up.

Why not tell that you want to be that statue there? Man acts unconsiously, then there must be high demand for that kind of actions.

There is yinyang. One is recessive and The One is dominating. it could be that the yang is recessive and Yin is dominating. If there is only one, then it has no name, if there come the other then the one gets a name.

I use thinking mind as much as possible, and if it moves inside, the new pattern looks delicious. The topic is a object of contemplation. After hours of thinking the mode changes into a different type and it looks like trolling, but it is not :=)

if to generalize the Jesus story, there were a traitor Judas. See the bible story as a base value is pretty straightforward. In order to save oneself you need to tell the truth, tell where Jesus is. Jesus knew it and didn't get angry on Judas. (bible knowers and interpreters correct me)

I saw an actor, it was so beautiful to my eyes that i felt no urges or anything but a very good feeling of fulfillment what i haven't experienced before. So i reason now that the signal got satisfied on eyes and no more needed. It was just perfect timing, a coincidence, so that could have been anyone else too. The feeling went away shortly and the point cleared from dust, it doesn't need to happen again same way. love is impermanent and often short lasting. End of essay. Thought, it triggered little obsession of i searched information who that were. same way, i see a perfect object to get angry or vent on, i use the opportunity.

it can be same, you need to stimulate that area for particles and mental image or scene rises for other kind of sensation. eyes can trigger the water flow, then that kind of process is not the particle and mental image. But still it is also not possible to avoid. the third thing the surge of energy, it happen in dream while lucid. So the regular ordinary O is there is a lucidness but it happens real quick. so if you celibate, then lucid dream happen with happy ending, while no fluids happen(or little). three processes. With ordinary human style you have three in succession in a very short time. If you follow natural path then these occur on different days, times, longer time, because there are other places and things to go through also what ordinary style will be not witnessed or experienced, because it is too fast. to sum it up, lucid dream is a important factor somehow. Also you can transmit "lucid dream" but it is ina shape of a information, it has movement in it or function, to other person.

you can make anything to be correct, there is no wrong views view. Or nothing needs to be repaired nor fixed. Anything can be made funny too, it depend show you look it.

it depends on a view you use. Its also nirvana is not a place nor location.

also the impermanence. Things appear from one hole, and disappear into another, while going through multiple existences.

there is this thing like fire exist all the time, everywhere, it needs conditions and we see it.