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you mean lucid dream?

And you did choose me as your hater? I hate you for that.

Black cat or any object can cause old memories to arise and then person does a physical movement, because he couldn't bear what he saw and if you are mystical or religious then you might do a whole ceremony afterwards. I follow dreams, they either are warning or telling what i did. They can warn me because i did a mistake and dreams know the future because of cause and effect of my mistake and play it to me via symbols. I see without causes and conditions therefore i need to interpret symbols(things what aren't what they appear to be therefore they are appearances or illusions). We don't know at first causes and conditions, you do find them by observing how things and events are interacting from both sides, once i find the relation then that will presented to me as oneness or one taste what i now can use as a reference point to locate "where i am" in a body, so i could then enlighten the mind in order to proceed to further tasks. When i see a tree then that is an appearance, but still an illusion despite its very real. Typically it presents as firewood and warmth or fruits depending on a tree what is seen then its a potential for killing and stealing and if i do it then i cultivate and pile up more that kind of energy eventually thinking that trees are only for firewood and fruits nothing else.

what you mean by coming one with the universe, is that like game player realizes that he is playing the game?

you needed 1st nana because its then you can do concentration practice on that void, awareness. technically also its om mantra, once you do it then there is something going down the throat but i think first you need to succeed on that concentration practice 1-8 levels there to unlock breath. You unlock breath so you could overcome anger. Its in tibetan or mahayana path at 2nd bhumi you master jhanas.

innate doesn't mean that its yours or belongs to you thus permanent, its more like means its old. Awareness is ability to make difference or discern. Innate is matter and awareness is mind. If then something makes sense to you and you can use it then you have knowledge. But that knowledge is still raw, it must be gotten second time.

heres an another example.(from wiki). https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synchronicity I wonder if its maybe causes and conditions are spread in many lifetimes, and due we don't change our fates much our lives are pretty much the same as prior ones. Like yesterday, tomorrow is likely the same. edit: also wondering if it were a Gnosis (Jhana ..) what happened there. Sure it was. (the icebreaking of intellectual resistance)

first nana in vipassana tradition. Namarupa. (just a guess, not expert) http://www.vipassanadhura.com/sixteen.html also use that knowledge as ground to reach or get second nana. So if you recognice it as a ground and use that for going further you can call it rigba.

Specially who talk about loving kindness, hugging, compassion etc are hard to resist not to bully them, they are like asking it themselves. Because it looks fake if you are not that what you preach or doing.

You think we have a choice, yes when i have a house i have choice to enter it either from a backside or front or through a window or blow a hole into a wall if i have bombs with me.

the things cease at first very easy but they rise again so when they rise then you are on a different point so these thoughts, feelings, insights are different. The gap between ceasing and rising again is really fast/or it hides well. So it takes a while to notice it and its no fun or easy, its a struggle.

Think about emptiness and everything dies. Or have you ever finished something you have started?think about that where everything is done. At least when i do it i end up in no-thoughts.

If you could manifest then how are you going to manifest a car? You must manifest all parts and then put them together using your imagination? Or just holding the car picture is enough? Or i could believe in the harmony and don't have to do any procedures, universe is taking care of me when i am playing computer games 24/7. I could have a car very easy, i need to walk around choose the best car on a parking lot and steal it. How deluded i need to be in order to actually do it. I might choose that path, seems legit. edit. Living in harmony is in the context of manifesting by will. Desire is in the context of "I want icecream".

self will be always there. Even tractor has its own feeling, it goes back all the way into your body and you could meditate on it then as pure signal or consciousness.

Same type of thing when you end up in jail and you were a policeman. You are in a place where you have disadvantage, its kind of impossible to forget or ignore your past when the persons you put there are there with you right now.

I think: What you do for a living is a romance question. You afraid that the other person will dislike you when you tell that you don't have job or you are a janitor. But when you would be a businessman then you would feel comfortable because you know you are better than the other person. The energies what you desire are up but your reality(you are a lowlife) is down. Anyway if you wouldn't have that issue then you would have no problem with speaking with strangers or anyone else.

breathing seemingly stops because your consciousness or self isn't there anymore. Its like when your consciousness is in some place then it can result in all sorts of symptoms on skin, heart beat, the things you think. voice that speaks is in throat/mouth, then there is a music or thoughts what are heard in the background its in the ears. And your own thinking is the real or actual. Find the actual shut it down and then breath can go up from throat by single inbreath.

excellent way to bring energy down from the head. Very uncomfortable. once its down you won't have that issue anymore for a while till you are back up again.

Who knows where you are. In order to go through skandha there is several things to be done. Locating awareness field by removing the reflector there, it is the size of a needle head or small seed, so you could then enter the field and concentrate on the third eye/forehead to let the spirit water in(what flows down from top of the head), then you can access warm energy(in belly), what can feel embarrassing, there is different methods to awoke these energies, like hugging a person, but not every person do the effect, a person who wants to hug you but you don't really want then you decide to ignore the feelings and let it happen and you need to recognize the energies, technically 2 noble truth fulfilled too. There comes then visions, and you need to do some more things to go through 3rd skandha. But the point is that there is so many things that needs to be done, then learning to listen your own self is a good idea. The self travels in different worlds and it preaches the knowledge there you can learn it to hear it and recognize the knowledge beyond appearances and do the required things to go through different points. First the things happen automatically anyway, its like you can think how birds or animals survive in woods and humans get lost in woods so easy. Same way at first you do things right subconsciously. Thats why simple things like noting and vipassana works so well but they don't go beyond its limited. The energetical stuff what happens has no meaning there while actually in higher yanas they have.

You can take any technique, method, knowledge: but what is always the same is you there who is using them. If you start noting, watching nature then you skip the fundamental thing: that what you note is subordinate and the noter itself does not change. What is seen changes. So if you start doing concentration practice on object, you already fail. Buddha dharma is defeating wrong thinking by mere words. You do check out your own thinking by contemplating on it and trying to prove it wrong, there moments you think you defeated something then comes someone or something what proves you wrong. edit: thats some lower yana, there comes also dependent origination yana.

When you are sleepy then what causes you to wake up is some loud noise or whatever works to scare you up. So why not isn't it possible to wake up some other beings in you what isn't causing your heart race but activate sexual centers. Same with the thinking. The cause is in you and works as a trigger or birthplace for beings to arise. But when the cause is overwhelming then you become fettered and become animal or some other being. You get turned on by some unhealthy things but can't resist but you are still in human body so you have brains and morality what knows that these are unhealthy or wrong so you can start fighting back. With meditation you can remove fetters and things may become pretty violent at times in lower centers, worlds, there reformations aren't done very diplomatically. Its just a fantastic picture. You can think that you are dealing with electrical impulses hormones, cells..

Some can "ask" you to eat your own flesh. If you are heavily deluded at that moment you can take it as a nice and right thing to do. Thoughts coming in like kill that one or set something into fire or steal are pretty usual visitors.

When you hear a noise or any other sense organ you let thief in and if you let it to the mind you will make inevitable move. It can take some time, the thief travels through different places in your body and once it reaches out again then it will delude your mind and play with you and you don't even know it it does.

calm abiding+clear seeing+one activity in one selfless field. All stuff becomes by itself almost. Just sit down, then you start thinking how you should hold your eyes, where to focus them, how you should hold your mind, what you should look for inside the mind, what the concentration means, how long you should hold and on what point exactly. There is magic combination, found by trying out all possible variants. if you just doing noting/watching practice you won't get to central channel. Point is that you are already in central channel, but you never see the end and beginning when the entrance or change happens, you will bounce back before or lose conscious so you also need to cultivate discipline and penance if you fail and one day you can walk straight, the moment you realize how to walk straight you drop but then you saw it with your own eye without losing consciousness or looking somewhere else. So that means one point realized and the meaning of insight.

If i am in a driving car i don't witness the movement. But when i look outside the trees are moving, also hearing the engine sound. So the senses are not telling me wrong things but i have wrong idea about that motor is making sound and trees are moving. Also with the same logic if you see a river and see the water is flowing. Its not the river/water what is flowing.