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immortality can learn everyone, just learning how to turn lifegiving energy into spirit, spirit does its thing and then you will return it back to the head or the source and acquire the knowledge, so it would become smarter and smarter everytime it returns. (not even sure if that means immortality) no idea when the powers will start to develope but one thing is sure(not really sure about that either) firstly the spirit does not know nothing. And what kind of powers, maybe it depends on the soul type? entertainer gets better jokes with every level up.

To this morning i had a different opinion about celibacy. I have had practiced celibacy about 4 years (not very stricktly i think). It does not replace anything, its for saving sexual energies what you can turn to chi and then rise these to the head and ingest the pill. After the process desires are gone, and the process starts after some time all over again. When you do celibate then after some time you have much energies and it will make you to do things what you normally not to. when your sexual desires are peaking then its a sign you are full(its also possible that sexual desire is not related to this) then induce vibrations by being aware as much(quantity) as you can and as much aware(quality) you can the energies are felt and seen when they rise to the head and then you can ingest the pill or medicine. i have read that when the energies are rising not to force them, can damage the spirit embryo or something(if i even remember correctly) but i forgot, i try to keep in mind that next time. The thing is that you don't want to force them anyway when they are rising to the head, just helping little bit first couple times its not plain and simple there are many things what have to be done first and seems to be not related to this at all. Specially first 3-4 times. for me life seem to be a energy harvester. The result is knowledge.

holy shit, i just read some stuff. I have broke only skandha of form. I thought i have more, but nope. I am glad because i got over of my illusion. Now back to practice. see you later edit: i don't know why i used foul language and the message itself, its repating time to time.

There are lots of pain accompanied with the progress. During the years there wasn't much painfree days only times when i make progress feels good two days or less, then mental pain returns. Thank you.

third eye. a) When I started out meditation, i had a body but no energies to work with. Conscentrating on the field in front of me activated something. b)I breath in then i started to feel subtle energies going to head, breath out, subtle energies going down. meanwhile i did lots of just sitting, i tryed to locate where my awareness is, its middle of the head. I recognize it this way: i used eye consciousness then i switched to hearing and back and i figured its in the middle. c) Then i trying to sense the energies, when i sense the energies my awareness is with it and now when you sense your field of awarenss its weight is into one side, only thing now to do is take that other side too into the awarness. Now i can start working with the field directly, left and right side is correctly taken into account not only one half like before. Just sitting method would have taken many times more time than using figuring out things and making them happen. Physical movements after opening 1st channel or just opening, is not so proficent than using the method i am now available to use after opening 1st. Physical movements are same thing what breathing is but not so powerful, i guess physical movements takes longer time because they are denser. I got at least one block by physical movement. I shaked my head from one side to another many times then later in the mediation i did eliminate block easy from the throat area. mental blocks: I have removed or shaked most of the mental blocks by contemplating, reading meaningful text, speaking with people- will let me notice my own rigid mindsets. But still my favorite is using effort, trying to figure out where the blocks are withing body by sensing energies, where its stronger and causing pressure(etc) i try to solve it, the pressures are there so long it get figured. Sometimes nothing seems to happen, then i force energies to start "vibrating", i have no idea how long i would have been stuck with thinking im mastered but gladly desided to sit prolonged sits and using more fuel vibrations started again. Third eye is my mind source. After every channel it gets more pure. Channel is whole body system, 1 layer within it all other layers with their blocks to be removed to be able open 2nd. Imho then, third eye is the mind, with awareness you choose to couple with body or just mind alone. It would be more proficent to cultivate awareness alone but at the beginning i don't know and have no access to this knowledge. and either im not pure or free enough to enter mind alone fully. Imho that would be 5th layer/channel(but not sure).

Greetings this week, meditation caused some unusual urge to burst out information, i am almost sober now from this. It happens time to time when progress is made, can't predict the outcome. I have kept an eye on this forum longer time, but decided to join in suddenly. I already managed to write second message thought it got lost or something, can ignore it. Thanks!