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What you did could mess up your sense of reality.... Do you do any chi kung or physical activity? This entity where is it located?

My futher research shows that wuji zhang zhuang is considered to be good for grounding. Not sure I can get a teacher, less who I can trust, I will be more careful when using the mantras. So far the mantras have caused vivid dreams, movie like dreams. (stimulated third eye) and a lot of talking in dreams (stimulated throat chakra, not experienced that much talking before) I guess over stimulation can be a problem..knowing one's limits is a solution.

What have you convinced you have an entity?

I think it is a problem when one tries to introduce a new consciousness into his world without being aware of himself as a whole. Wilhelm' should have done a lot of inner work but how? He was not probably aware of the necessity of that.

I cannot find dire example you refer to.in the web site. Can you give me a direct link? not to the general website. By the way, I tried the mantras... Water? What does it have to do with water? Should wuji zhang zuang suffice as grounding?

Can you be more specific that site does not seem to be well organized?

What is ego in your definition?

and what is your answer?

So far I having been reading theory. It is not clear for me how you move your consciousness to another time and back.

Let me ask back... how can this be good? Dissolving own personality? What should end up with? With a zombie?

According to the Magus of Strovolos ]people after death get into similar environment when they got accustomed to in their life.In the book about him (The Magus of Strovolos: The extraordinary World of a Spiritual Healer), he mentions one case when he visited somebody in a astral bar. He transported the guy into a nice green field with classical music in background. The guy was not interested. There can a copy of everything in the other dimension.

I read about a difference story.

A while ago I met somebody who told me that connecting opposites is somehow important. He did not explain in detail . As it was a basic knowledge in East. Which could be a way to progress? What could it mean? What opposites are connected? and where? and how? and why?

Is it like feeling her remotely?

Or an external point view... and where can you get it? For example... in the dreams... In dreams, one can see oneself externally. Then some look at the figures... and they recognise themselves and they say yes that is me.. that is how I behave.....

I had some bad experience with this. So I discontinued. It was ok for a while, then I started choking , couple of hours...after doing it ... I looked for errors in my exercises I found that maybe I did them too fast... Still, I had choking.. Note I know I have some blockages in my neck, it stirred them up as I see it. I need to add I experienced choking when I messaged my neck area on my foot when appying Chinese reflexology. So I know two methods that caused choking. Except that when I messaged the kidney area as well, choking tended to alleviate faster. It is also possible that other chi kong methods would have caused the same thing which include moving hands. My conclusion is if one has serious blockages this method can be too rough because Chi gets stuck.. Currently, I do Wuji Zhang Zhuang it looks gentle enough so far.. It may be also a promising tool to fix mishapps (Chi deviations).

Hi, A while ago, I followed a simple exercise. It consisted of watching the movement of my abdomen. As I did so, I felt something was spreading from the center of my chest. It was getting bigger and bigger as I continued concentrating. It was a pleasant fealing quite strong. It noticed it got strong as I breathed in.. and less when breathed out. Then I stopped and I did not wait spread through my whole body. I stopped when it covered half of my chest. When I stopped concentrating, it still persisted for half an hour at least and slowly got smaller and and disappeared. My question is... what did I encounter? Does anyone know? Is that good for something? I put in this topic... maybe tao people would know something too. I have not read about this anywhere. Ct

I would like to have a personal log.

\if you have a "resistance" somewhere, then opposite force is generated...

I think shadows may masquerade but It can be that we deny/ignore/bury/repress/forget the shadows...because it may not fit into the view the way of we would like to see ourselves. and there may be other reasons.. So the challenge is to overcome our denial...etc the wall we built between us and the shadow. Remember the wall in the movie Inception? And shadows can challenge our current often too perfect identity and comfort zone , ... No wonder one may not be eager to look at them.. The art may be how to approach them properly. It is good to know that our dim perception of the shadow may be not correct as we may not know deeply out shadows.

I think he might mean he finds opposite somewhere and connects them. It looks like an action or exercise which results in finding opposites and connecting. It looks like two steps in reality. He could also mean that one can find two sides of his personality and may try to connect them. E.g. you may have coward side and brave side. If you connect them, both may balance each other. You may also feel less tension... As opposites can move one in two opposite directions creating tension... Like opposite goals... You may know longer be irresponsibly brave, and maybe be less coward. The more opposite you find in yourself and more balanced you can become.. Could be a tool to reduce extreme behavours in yourself and getting closer to the middle way? Could be a way of expending your consciousness by holding two aspects in your mind at the same time? Nikolai keeps writing about "overcoming" opposites? Do you think it is the same as connecting them? So it could be about and exercise/meditation/technique one can use to reduce opposites?

Hi, Let me ask something. How did you make them conscious? Did you notice any inheritance of your personality from one life to another? I guess they influence your life now.. Do they influence each other? E.g. was broken drunk influence by Sumerian priest? Do you remember the between life area by any chance? And what do you mean they integrated? What difference does that make?

I just wonder if you see your role how you created this experience. How do you perceive it? Is it just happening to you? Or do you have some role in its existence? Couple other thoughts... Sometimes life is perceived as a car in dreams. It can be a good analogy for people life. So if your life is not going, your car stops... And then you can ask? Why did the car stop? Did it run out of fuel? Do you need to refuel? Are you aware of about the need to refuel? Recharge yourself? or do you just expect to keep going without that? Or do you keep pressing break that is why not going? Did you have an accident? Too many collisions with others or yourself? Are you aware of what is happening? About disconnectedness with world... I often wonder if the problems is not being to able to connect to others... Is the real problem of not being to connect to yourself? and should you be able to connect to youself more? Would you be more able to connect to others?

What causes the hard paralysis? How do you resolve it?

When you had communication with an animal.... What could did you learn about the animal? What are they aware of or interested in? About possession, do you see that kind of stuff frequently? How did you get the possessor out? What are golden orbs? "I have seen brilliant minds - sitting in a sand box - building castles - where nothing grows but illusion" Where were these minds again?