EmeraldHead

I don't have much experience with a lot of stuff you've been saying but I like that statement. It reminds me of a exercise William Walker Atkinson has to increase WILL. Not willpower directly but rather WILL itself. It's kind of like feeding the spirit inside the body with chi to awaken it....assuming it is the WILL. It's more of a trick that comes easier in certain moods and for others than a meditation type exercise. Feel the spirit. That's it. The body then should feel like a piece of cloth. The spirit could be said to not feel but rather be percevied like a cloud or only slightly pressurised gas. Once good at it, it increases something that watches the mind. I would look in the distance at the sky with a few clouds here and there while keeping silent. Something behind the mind is watching and is aware. That's what it increases, and your continuity of thoughts, desire and will thorugh struggle is great, thus when forced with resistance your 'spirit' doesn't brake, and that's how it increases your willpower. While running/sprinting if I do this I run faster. and get the energy to do so. And it is a big chi eater overall. But most people on this forum shouldn't have a problem with that .

Mantra is supposed to cause concentration. Look at the example DSCB57 gave above.

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Mantra is concentration practice. To achieve enlightement you need insight practice. The author from personalpowermeditation website said in a comment once that he experienced some stages that by some schools (not all) is considered enlightement.

Maybe this will help? http://www.personalpowermeditation.com/basic-mindfulness-meditation/ follow along on the website, its a little jewel.

"Our cultivation is built in violence or in love. When we face the violence, how do we deal with it? " More specifically on life's opposition agaisnt cultivation, what I find works for me is that violence of the air element. CONTROL is its nature simplified in a word. The consciouss mind, concentration. For example you're rushing and you have to do this little thing that takes a few seconds to a minute. One man gets angry. Another turn to new age and oh have patience out of love. The cultivator realises he has a minute anyway. He lives in the present.

You need to get healthier/stronger imho. Your first point sounds pretty great except the bracket. Love is new age stuff, it's not very different then putting your intention on the hate you have for those parasites. Raise your vibration through increased chi. Work out, it clean the aura by releasing and producing new, fresh and strong chi in the aura. The second point if said in general is new age again. If you mean stop unnatural mental actions that may be caused by the parasites then yes. If you have something in your aura SU-REE-YA (like yeah) -E (as in Elephant) - EE will solar clean it (focus on vibrating the R, the russian/east european/dog-like R sound).

Yes, I mentioned it's very NOT good. Now in the evening I can still feel the loss of chi from my arm. Although I haven't been recharging and touching electronics most of the day. I'm curious if people like joeblast or others with lots of chi would generate more and if everyone generates a purple lighting/vapour.

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Hmmm, similar background here . My opinion is you messed up your vitality and yeah most likely your intestinal track got damaged while in that state of low vitality so IBS now...hence the reason for those quick non smelly farts. Is your breath hot/smell like fish or cheese or just smeel in general? I would say you can fix yourself in time...a few years is more than enough. First stay celibate, complete brahmacharya no excuses including mental. You need to gather chi, so earthing and sungazing will help as well. As for the wet dreams...they happen when you don't practice brahmacharya and start practicing just semen retention....to keep it short :| You need to start working out as much as possible, changing your lifestyle completly - no sitting down unless you eat or are at work, start stretching during the day every now and then having a very healthy including socially and mentally lifestylre as possible but keeep the brahmacharya mindset for a while at least...if you must sex, then reduce to 4-6 a year or something like that and with your woman only and no masturbation of any kind (http://selfdefinition.org/celibacy/gopal-krishna-collection/contents.htm). When you get urges do some pushups go for a sprint or do some intent visualisation, see your nervous system bright blue and strong like steeel, your will/attention/yi unshakeably strong and like that of a dragon, your skin unpiercable, your tendons a bit of a brownish orange carrot like feeling and immensly strong, etc. focus on this and the chi will go there and get used up, lowering your tension. AND MOST importantly start practicing thought control yoga as much as possible minimum 1 hour every single day. Do Absolutu's method if you have his reddit amas, or there is a channel dynamicmentalfitness, go on the fb group in the description and there is a quick start guide with 12 wonderful tehcniques or there are all kinds of concentration exercises over the internet or in yoga books like concnetrating on a clock hand...but those are usually inferior ones. T Lavon's and Absolutus are the ones that will cultivate your mind properly - yes drop the anapa, it's fluffy bunny compared to real mind cultivation, to keep it straightforward. You can heal yourself in no time. Theres a nice exercise called tower of light around occultists, its a quick 2minute and a nice one to do, I see it keeps your mind fresh...do it 2-3 times a day. And I repeat you can heal yourself. As for your "lost my dan tien" It starts as a energetic ball, then gets very hot, etc. but a true dan tien is a physically solid thing. You never had one...just some energy down there. If you start doing the thought control practice properly don't move energy there, if you still wish to build it, other join LMP or just leave your yi there...but there will no need for that to rebuild yourself. my 2 cents, take what you will out of it.

I saw something really last night . Had someone do some cleaning in my room and it kinda ruined the axion boost. I measure the general axion level by putting my finger on the front of the generators and see how much reaction there is. I noticed it makes noise when I do, and I get shocked easily on the back side of it. However in some spots of the front part of the haxegon where the ions come out, it generates purple lighting, like proper lighting and if I keep finger in that good spot its a cotinuous lighting that I can see and hear. It saw it much better last night then this morning as it was dark and I could not only see the purple lighting but some purple cloud that was created inside the haxegon as well - which is AWESOME! The purple lighting looks exactly like in a videogame. I've had this for 2months, maybe more? And just noticed it. It's soo cool....but I notice it drains my chi somewhat...as if my chi reacts to th ions to create lighting. My phone doesn't do anything, no noise, no light. Same for other electrical appliances. 1 minute of playing with it and from the elbow down my arm felt as if I held a smartphone in my hand for an hour or two continuously - drained and just slightly disturbed chi flow basically.

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What even is Ho Tien? Low energy assets? Do you mean little chi? Try gathering some, working out, sleeping well, eating well, earthing, sungazing...

No one tried the merger? Hmmm...look up all 4 videos or so on it, fully. I haven't given the full instructions.

for long term work, lots of bridges and this

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There are a few videos entitled the tree treasuries. Look them up too...

Stand wherever, face whatever. Feel your astral body. Your mind clear; what would my astral body look if it was larger than the universe, engulf the universe with its size, OR say whatever. You will get an image. You HAVE to be F GENTLE with it. Now you're bigger than a house, than the city, country, half the globe, all the way till the universe is size of your dan tien. Once there you can extract some juice from it taking the place of your universe. Or continue. The prime creator is above. Take your sword fingers (the two fingers you would use to stop heart if you had to...) bring some light to forehead. UUUUURRRAAANNNUUUSSSS (the occult meaning of vibrating it). Symbol appears, it expands, and engulfs. Boom, you are somewhere. Your body of uranus SHOULD be there. IF it is not then: In the name of (uranus in this example) through the power of (uranus in this example) if you are not my uranian body I command thee to leave me and I call my body of uranus/uranian body to stand in front of me right now. Its here now. Turn to right 90degrees. Your body will stay to the left. Make a pentagram or the "master symbol" of bearheart, if you scroll you should see it drawn somewhere in the videos. WITH INTENTION, the shape itself is nothing but a shape after all. Now your sword in the middle and vibrate URANUS. That's one symbol done. Now from the middle of that symbol turn around another 90degrees so 180 from original faceup and draw a line from the middle of the first symbol to where the middle of the second would be. (YOU WILL DRAW A LINE CONNECTING ALL FOUR EVENTUALLY). Now lower right corner and begin another master symbol, then put your sword in the middle and charge it with the vibration of the sphere you're in. So, do 4 of those. If something was there, something bothers you: In the same of (uranus in this case) may this protect my body of uranus ONLY. Now scream, command, thunderly intent to go back to your normal astral realm. Once there with your sword collect the light of the prime creator you left at your forehead bring it down to your throat. Same thing vibrate PLUTO, the symbol with inversed 9 appears it exapnds, engulfs you, your plutonian body should be there. Make all 4 master symbols, connect and charge them with pluto then you can leave. Once you come back from pluto same thing, you move down to SOL at your solar plexus, LUNA(female) LUNAR (male) your genitals. Then down to your feet for earth. In earth vibrate nothing, your earth IS your physical body. Just do the 4 symbols but charge them with TERRA. Now attention to the astral body. Move that light of the prime creator down so it leaves your system. DONE Do this anyone, everyone, tell me how it goes. I tell you more then.

'The merger' exercise is more powerful than the lbrp, rose, middle pillar or anything like that I've done and lasts the longest. Unless you got a system where you are getting LOTS LOTS of chi then I would say do the merger daily till you find such a system. Do it for a week, I know the dude is a pain when he starts daydreaming on camera but his stuff is potent, or you will see for yourself how potent it is. That's why I was curious of chia astral works, I'm pretty sure its nothing compared to this. Actually I bet it's something like expand your body and eat the suns and stars (haha). Am I wrong?

I did uncle bearheart, exercise called "the merger" you wil find it on youtube.

Existence = Fire element = purpose, growth (to maturise), supporting its macrocosm where microcosm is fire and earth element is macrocosm

I've done some planetary practice in the past but not chia's. I don't seem to find a free pdf of his book on google. If you give me a copy I will give you a comment on it

Whuh what a hassle here It's okay joti, you don't have to clean little bs like this. I used to do this. Work out, you will be more focused. Randomer, I got curious and I thought about smelling the breeze on the ionizer again. I noticed the static on/around it reduced or maybe it dissipated in to the air? I wiped it with a very slightly wet shock last week some day, and then with a dry cloth. Unplugged it of course. I noticed since then I put my hand in the air around it there is less dust around. I assume it's because I cleaned most of it. Anyway I notice now there is much much less dust on it, when I put my finger close to it it doesn't make an electric noise and I touched it around here and there without getting a shock. When I first got it, I got a shock by touching it like that . Also I printed on a piece of paper for anyone to unplug it before touching it. The paper last week was sticking onto it, like super glue, but now today took it off to feel the heat of the ionizer and when to put it back it stays close to the ionizer but its falling down on the surface. In other words the static definitely reduced. I put my nose at the opening, less dust and same super fresh breeze as in the first day. This is normal right? Just happening because I cleaned the dust?

I got back into fasting recently, and so my body would get cold as it does in the beginning when resuming fasting after while. I was about 27h or more into the fast. I was outside earthing for a while. And I could not help but notice how the chi from the earth has a cooling effect. I noticed this but to a smaller degree even when earthing without fasting. I've had Randomer's ionizer almost non stop for a bit more than a week and I notice that the negative ions have a cooling effect on the air as well. We also know that earthing only gives negative ions. We also know that things like working out tend to increase yang chi (I hope I'm right on that ) and that it tends to warm the body/system. I haven't done my research on this yet, but I'm putting here maybe you guys know something already; Randomer already mentioned positive ions are used somehow, somewhere in the body, despite POSITIVE ion genrator being a very bad idea. SO, if you were following till now, could this suggest positive ions are or act as/stimulate yang chi and negative ions are or act as/stimulate yin chi?

I still got lots to learn but to me it sounds like you are unhealthy. And that the lsd messed you up somewhere...also sick after sex? You mentioned the LDT and MDT like you have them build in which case your health should be much better so Im concluding you havent them build and are just refering to the area where they will built. My opinion, stay celibate as much as possible, do some earthing (touching the earth) when you can, on a daily basis would be good, do some healing breaths where you breath in good wahtever you want, you charge the air and exhale unwanted stuff, qualities or physical conditions. Focus on it and after 5 breaths of this anyone feels something. Do as many as you feel it helps on a daily basis. And work out, exercise is the mother of health, maybe stick to calistenichs? You can also go in an empty field or when you're not surrounded by people and try to gather some chi with reiki in areas you may feel you lack.......lastly work on your astral body. Do this exercise, that this bearheart guy calls "the merger". Basically expand your astral body to engulf the universe, then take some energy from the prime creator and use that to open portals and travel to your planetary selves on the middle channell, there make a protection sign in the 4 directions to protect your bodies. Takes 5 min and I always feel a flow of pure power by the time Im on my lunar/yesod/4th, dont even need to finish. Its powerful, do it once-twice daily. Then spend 5 min to build an astral armor, thats something you 'just' do, let it be dont force it, its appearance or colour but the light should always be veeery strong https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdqCtpjY1fc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwZzjodYez8 Good luck, Im sure you can heal yourself !