Dissolution

Hi, does anyone know a place where a guru can awaken my kundalini via shaktipat? I had a kundalini experience before (I was doing vipassana) but the energy went dormant.

I've few questions regarding awakening. 1. what does it mean to awaken? 2. is awakening a permanent shift or does it come and go? 3. how would you describe awakening in terms of the senses, thoughts, emotions and sensations?

I'm doing Goenka style vipassana (which as I learned is qi gong) and I'm able to feel energy moving on the surface of my skin. The problem is, I can't penetrate the inside of my body with awareness. I want to dissolve blocks, but I feel that my body is just one big block. How do I go about this problem? Can you recommend any techniques to increase my perception? Interestingly, sometimes when I wake up during night, I feel vibratory balls of awareness in my body and I'm able to move them around and 'feel' dark areas and dissolve them. Unfortunately this last for short moments as I fall asleep again

Can you give an example?

I'm from Poland. Started meditating, went to 10 day Goenka retreat and was hooked. I realized today that Goenka's flavor of vipassana is very similar to Qi Gong, so naturally I decided to look for more information here My problem is that I can't feel energies inside the body. I can feel it on the surface, but can't penetrate deeper