sagebrush

you are just as much the chain I have explored that not too sure I agree. maybe I need a revival and make intense pray and supplication. I am not sure I trust that offering of higher liberation.....the bible doesnt rule the land but these cosmic wayfarers are distressing its cruel. will it help if I soften my eyes and swoon in love. do I feel like love because of a sex drive or the feeling of something higher in my chest. I think things are fine and I guess I continue to just relax and see or go walk more or drink more water. well thats good I go to acupuncture to deal with most nagging issue. I was trying to distill my issue mostly feeling i am pressed between layers of peoples pages. like those anatomy books and not in control of me. somebody got a seed in here. maybe I am blocking your way on a spiritual battle. I love you but I dont. I run my mouth and regret it usually. these are just thoughts. I dont mean to offend. I am evaluating really whats happened or not I do see things from your much larger basis of education and lifes experience. but could I say for certain. no. doubt--mean something I can translate

I dont know FU and I really dont have amulet. I have a few really good snapshots and just mowing the lawn and maintaining some semblence ? of order. I dont know. I have a shit load of four and five leaf clovers my son found. I think I mentioned that? maybe I think meeting luck takes preparation and I think I just create what is necessary as I follow along my path as best I can negotiate. I am looking at you with much trepidation. movie or no movie. I am in the river of uncertainty,,,, as how life has been. I have maybe nature amulets. I find them as I go along mostly hearts. lots and lot of hearts. really cool baby turtle shell. I have the photo but lost actual shell in the shed. bout the size of nickel it looks scary on the underside. like a person like a wizard but I dont like that but its fascinating. I have small piece of turquoise as well. when times are real bad-- good and earthy and its love I see a significant amount of things people do not see. atleast I dont see anyone seeing like I do.. why am I lucky finding simple gifts from nature? I believe I try to work for the highest good.

i think this is on going in each second as the day unfolds. and what are peoples individual goals? speaking only for myself do I have the ability to honor myself with respect and why am I so hard on myself. this is my world view. how do I do this now? I take full responsibility for my life. on the business front I give my best and it shows. even if my life is down trodden and simple-- let me look outside again because the hawk did soar a little higher.

babyloan? babylon? mesopotamia my GOD oh yeah back to reality

yes possibly sabbe dhamma anatta good grief charlie brown time for chores

This Wednesdays meeting of the time travel club is postponed until last Tuesday.

Well this is side tracking from the vaccine but I will responds accordingly. I will do so in my PPD so as to not distract from the vaccine thread.

yeah me too.

yes I need to learn to use quotes better. I will get right on that. I have to take a little practice charm talisman over to my PPD. Please take a look

Nope. I do not trust the experts. I am a total skeptic. Nowhere in any post inside this vaccine thread did I state that I trust experts. So officially you are incorrect. I will not give you much more of my time and attention when it wont go anywhere productive.

I do not like you Nungali. My dentist wears a blue smock. we can safely assume the commercials are paid actors. The labels are not truly protecting consumers because a greater number of toothpaste labels contain Fluoride. and that is poison. Trust experts-----I dont think so. I do not TRUST you Nungali

well I am not trusted with groceries? I dont think so. It was a matter of a pick up delivery. Not shopping. I find it funny that I see him in the store. this is a documentary and I believe its credible sources. its not quack off the web. I watched many documentaries at a nutrition camp. Maybe What the Health or Forks over Knives could possibly be title.

If my neighbor did not trust me they would not be calling me to have me house sit. They know me very well and they trust me. How do you NOT SEE THIS? in my above posting? they call me to house sit from December to April every year. So I am not to be trusted to go buy groceries but I am trusted for years with key to the house. I dont know what you are saying about the smoking stuff. I saw a documentary and it was full of old advertising and these commercials were depicting that smoking this or that is the preferred choice by doctors and that it was healthy. I will try to locate the name of the documentary. the advertising must pre date the surgeon general warning. of course by now it is labeled on the packs of smokes. Same thing with USDA. the food pyramid. not healthy its not true. its financially backed by the cattle and dairy industry. essentially from what I understand. milk robs the body of calcium...but we are told milk does a body good.

People dont seem to understand what I am trying to say. It has nothing to do with courage. hurt their feelings? oh please.

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I am not suspicious of the vaccine. I never get the flu shot and I manage just fine. I am an advocate of the vaccines that are required by state law and attendance of public school and further immunizations like HPV for my young adult son. I guess when the time comes to make a decision I will choose. its never going to be a a full guarantee.

Well I have to disagree on that first sentence especially. We have to listen to real experts. Real experts years ago mentioned in tv advertising and magazines that smoking was healthy and that more doctors preferred whatever brand I cant remember from documentary I watched. I disagree with everyone is doing their best. I am not finger pointing at my neighbor but I was shocked to see him at the store today. I was house sitting for them and received a text they were returning early because coronavirus. eventually they texted again that they were visiting the daughter and she got the coronavirus. So they said to me they were coming home to quarantine for 12 days. Would get tested Monday or Tuesday. I offered to shop for them and drop grocery at the step. Then today I see the neighbor in the store. I dont think he was doing his best. Why do you suppose he did not take me up on my offer to pick up the groceries? wondering if I would take vaccine? Its not available at this moment to have to make the choice.

that looks like people playing a game with me. I want to only have a direct conversation with the woman I met in seattle. I dont want to communicate with her husband. I dont want to speak with recent hybrids. the wind blew long before I met this chaos. I want to use english and not listen inside my body. I want direct voice communication. I want you to hear me not listen to me

Conflict is draining-overall. What is most unappealing is to not get direct answers I want answers to... then up starts the merry go round-then it gets to no answers/response. I am no ones devi. and I am not going to be the bad guy here. I am not. I want direct conversation with you. and when I say you-you know who I mean. Its not the tell tale heart of Edgar Allen Poe. and I am going to life my life. apparently.

I am out of my depth to a degree I am smart enough to know it however---- who typed that cannot possibly know beyond their own knowing! that is a fact. all your teachers and your teachers teachers all the books--- there is way the hell more beyond your very own limited knowing.

sprach NIN too

I dont have pinworms. yes words mean suffering

this is the circus wheel... I dont need to clarify space--- tangential bullshit

wait- there was once a bee like feeling for days in my rectum. like almost unnoticeable until I sat down and noticed it do you think this is the bug that was going to crawl up my neck? i really figured it was frazzled rectal tissue. never happened again is this a little toy you need? I am serious

this is the circus wheel... I dont need to clarify space--- tangential bullshit