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Starjumper, has his own way of doing things and ideas of how things should be done. His desire to be helpful can comes across as egotistical to some but in his heart he feels his judgement is sound and he is assisting just in helping others by distinguishing what is genuine or fraudulent. In his mind, the offer that you out to willingly teach Mo paid for free is an open invitation to everyone to learn, however your selection process kind of goes against the semantics of what you typed. Which for most people on here is something that says a person is up to something. So he's not a bad guy just making an effort in his own way to learn something and possibly pass onto to others in the future who ask about mo pai. My take on why starjumper can come across wrong to people. If I'm wrong my mistake.
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What is the difference between how you circulate generating that field, and how others either radiate or draw things in? It may he just as good, but for me it hasn't brought me what you have. An I want to develop that in myself, even though I don't know what it is or even if I can. It's almost a completeness. It's weird, I don't know if others sense what I'm sensing off you.
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I'm willing to start over. Your way seems to be different and more complete than what I did. Because I want to be of value somehow to someone other than my self. That's why I want to learn.
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Could you give advice on these practices then?and the next step afterwards? I've noticed it cleans the body's meridians and gives a stronger flow of chi, also altering the stored chi into I'm guessing what y'all call Jing, a type of power. But after that I've no clue what to do or how to continue. ok so first, I sat in sunlight an tried to distinguish solar qi which took a bit of time. then I would focus on that chi, breathing in from my nose down to a pulsating I sometimes felt in my stomach area that I think is my tantian. I added it for a while, intent on storing it in, an from time to time I would feel it rise up an seemingly out the top of my head. So I would fight to keep it down at first, then. Noticed overtime if I was firm with myself it would go down an that's when I began compacting the qi into my tantian for fear of losing what I developed. then one day, after living homeless an noticing the more I advanced in meditation the more people became overtly combative towards me, an aggressive without rational explanation. I would notice the more I would be tested in terms of dignity, an integrity, an even in staying nonviolent. So I decided it was time to move forward in my practice, so I compressed it an sent it down to my huiyin, during exhale while holding my tongue to the palate of my mouth. it felt like a spark ignited an shot up my spine, then there was some sort of light feeling that was fluid like, then dripped down my throat. It went to my heart an that's where it kind of stayed for a while. I moved what I could to my tantian. during the process there was like electric feeling and a dense blob like feeling that went thru me. It felt like the blob was at my under testicles area an just felt like it felt dense. eventually an energy worker helped remove that blobbish feeling from me. While the lightning feeling stayed an I would use to move small objects or during Reiki sessions to help heal people with issues. I'm sorry too. I really sense you have something to teach me. Your energy is different than a lot of people on here. You know how to reserve yourself an it doesn't dissipate radiating outwards but continues to cycle similar to a wheel through your being flowing and feeding into itself becoming stronger. I know you're not some Buddha or deity, but you've obtained something beyond what I know and I respect that. If you don't find me a worthy student, then maybe there's something in myself I do need to fix. Maybe you're right, it's a consistency of behavior on and offline. Anyhow, how do you circulate energy that way without radiating it? It's like a complete affect, a yin field. Will you teach me this?
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Oh I know I'm enlightened bro. Lol. But technique wise and continuing the system that's a different story. I've stated what I've done practice wise based on notes a friend gave me, an I've found mo pai similar to it. Enlightenment isn't the end all be all, it's like a disillusionment and a foreboding altering experience that takes one directly to the essence of their own existence an by extension the world and others essence. There are things that come and go. But thru enlightenment there's always a connection to the essence of things. Anyhow this is what Ive call enlightenment. It might differ from others views. I like how you say I left society, in a way enlightenment cuts you from social worry and frees you from all the pestering that happens, but at the same time we have to live in this world til we've cultivated enough for leaving it. That's where I'm at anyhow. Genuinely enjoying life be it 200 years or 20 minutes. P.s. I did have a time of immobility and hardship a bit ago, due to broken legs. Maybe that's what you're picking up.
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Online isn't the world around me. Just because I didn't discuss my personal life here doesn't mean I don't have one. I have referenced things though but yeah like I said only a handful know that I do anything because they do stuff too. We just don't tell anybody. Is that grounded for you, cause maybe I misrepresented myself due to cultural differences before by just talking bout mo pai directly without subtlety. I do that one.
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Well could you speak to the practices I described. Also unclear on your definition of grounded, please define what you're saying.
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I'm grounded, I just have gifts that be been with me my whole life. I speak freer online, but offline, I tend to not discuss this stuff unless the other person brings it up. An even then I'm Cautious cause it sounds crazy to most. I do have friends who are gifted or practitioners, but other than that we prefer our "secret" be kept to maintain a normal life.
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ok so first, I sat in sunlight an tried to distinguish solar qi which took a bit of time. then I would focus on that chi, breathing in from my nose down to a pulsating I sometimes felt in my stomach area that I think is my tantian. I added it for a while, intent on storing it in, an from time to time I would feel it rise up an seemingly out the top of my head. So I would fight to keep it down at first, then. Noticed overtime if I was firm with myself it would go down an that's when I began compacting the qi into my tantian for fear of losing what I developed. then one day, after living homeless an noticing the more I advanced in meditation the more people became overtly combative towards me, an aggressive without rational explanation. I would notice the more I would be tested in terms of dignity, an integrity, an even in staying nonviolent. So I decided it was time to move forward in my practice, so I compressed it an sent it down to my huiyin, during exhale while holding my tongue to the palate of my mouth. it felt like a spark ignited an shot up my spine, then there was some sort of light feeling that was fluid like, then dripped down my throat. It went to my heart an that's where it kind of stayed for a while. I moved what I could to my tantian. during the process there was like electric feeling and a dense blob like feeling that went thru me. It felt like the blob was at my under testicles area an just felt like it felt dense. eventually an energy worker helped remove that blobbish feeling from me. While the lightning/electric feeling stayed an I would use to move small objects or during Reiki sessions to help heal people with issues. When using reining after this, their muscles would twitch noticeably an they said it would almost burn, but in a good way. eventually i used it up somehow, an couldn't maintain it due to life circumstances at the time. An I've been hesitant to redo what I did because that dense energy was difficult get rid of. so yeah I'm interested in starting over the proper way
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I was serious, I still no reply.
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Buddhist Exorcism Skills Request
Hancock replied to Hancock's topic in Esoteric and Occult Discussion
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Hi. I was just chilling. Relaxed. Then all of a sudden a total shutdown of my gifts, just a soft reset to being for lack of a better word, normal. It felt good to just not sense things other than what was in front of me. Like having the phone, tv, WiFi, etc cut off and you just are having me time. Or going to the woods for quite and stillness. Not sure why it happened but I already feel my gifts "coming back online" so to speak. Is there a way to purposely reset an turn this stuff on an off? I know it happened spontaneously but I wouldn't mind learning to do it purposely. I always feel "on", even when grounded. Thanks for your help.
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Buddhist Exorcism Skills Request
Hancock replied to Hancock's topic in Esoteric and Occult Discussion
Not for me, it was informative, helpful an I feel strangely alert an I'm pretty sure that's my new practices but could have to do with the eclipse. -
Never said wouldn't believe you. Most kooks want scientific explanations to appease their mind. I'm more practical, if it works it's solid. If it doesn't might recheck what I did wrong, or sometimes we are unable to do things others can for whatever reasons. On you assuming you owe me anything, you don't. I do appreciate your information an assistance you've given just by your choice of getting involved. It's astonishingly helpful. Kinda feel guided by something outside myself, in a direct an real way. You being a conduit of whatever that is, is how I see it. Either way Thanks P.s. Google offers knowledge, head stuff, people with experience an understanding offer wisdom. It's one of the reasons I'm here. Somethings are basic to some an alien to others. In brujeria there's psychic attacks, but it's called something else, usually has to do with ill intent being passed on to others thru heightened emotions, jealously , anger, etc can be projected an stuck in someone's spirits this causes issues an it has to be removed an the spirit of the person replenished. It's weird how these things are seen from different angles.
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Buddhist Exorcism Skills Request
Hancock replied to Hancock's topic in Esoteric and Occult Discussion
I just checked it, then came here an saw you recommend it. Great coincidence. -
That's craycray sounding, but I'm curious what does piss in Water do to them? What does a quarrel with someone have to do with spirits? Not being sarcastic just genuinely interested in the answers.
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Buddhist Exorcism Skills Request
Hancock replied to Hancock's topic in Esoteric and Occult Discussion
Much appreciated on suggesting that book. I'm however not in the situation to afford that at the moment, so I can afford say free advice, skills, techniques you are able to share. Other than that I usually rely on intuition. Feel free to pm me. -
Watch it live An nbc news live stream of the eclipse
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I understand that, I think it's just an healthy curiosity now. Something people tried making secret, then others claiming they'll teach it, just when I gave up on it - gotta say it's intriguing an had to check it out. But you're right, no one has taught me mo pai since I've asked here. I think it's time for turtle breathing, an maybe learning a turtle form.
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Dude I've got the power of a force...a speed force... ah just joshing ya. In 2006, I did during meditation feel a type of energy when I was meditating on the speed of the universe, on how things moved and were fast, the energy u was connected to during that meditation was good, light, and subtle, but also very fast moving. With the help of a Ms.Dietz, she did help me put together a system of reiki channeling this energy. I even Used comic book references in the system such as Saying Shazam and using the image of some strike of lightning or a lightning bolt. I asked her to keep me anonymous an to help spread the system. Well it's rare I still hear of it, but I do joke that learned to connect to the speed force thru meditation. Lightning Reiki an that meditation on speed was semi-inspired by experiences I was having at the time. People weren't seeing me move, an were shocked when I would show up behind them or ask them to excuse me as I made my way back. One instance in particular, I was showing my grandmother something online - I got up then went to the restroom, an came back an asked her about dinner she nearly had a heart attack saying she wasn't sure how I had moved so far so suddenly. Another instance was my little brother had gotten into my sword collection, he was swinging it around dangerously and refused to give it to my mother or me. So I relaxed, then exhaled and rushed him. My stepfather,mother,sister,.Brother all said it looked like I was a blackish shadow for a moment that rushed at my brother. An My brother himself said I looked like a monster for a moment. I've no clue if they were joshing me or my but I do know that speed disappeared after an encounter, though people still say I move extremely fast every once in a while. I hardly ever. Notice when it happens cause i let go of clocktime and just walk or move. So it's interesting.
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Boom where do we start
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Once upon a time, I, Chuang Chou, dreamt I was a butterfly, fluttering hither and thither, to all intents and purposes a butterfly. I was conscious only of my happiness as a butterfly, unaware that I was Chou. Soon I awaked, and there I was, veritably myself again. Now I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly, dreaming I am a man. Between a man and a butterfly there is necessarily a distinction. The transition is called the transformation of material things. As translated by Lin Yutang https://en.m.wikiquote.org/wiki/Zhuangzi On reading this, it struck me that what is the 'thing' passing between the man and the butterfly that he is regarding as himself. What are really?