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The way you love your wife in your heart just radiates. I wish you a long and happy marriage.

Amazing. There's no word for the real self as I experience it, only descriptive and referencing words like me or I or mine. It looks like juanyuan is pointing to the real essential self beyond words an maintaining that consciousness by fighting his own ego with what appears to be nonsensical words an behavior. His struggle even reaches outside an helps someone have a realization of their own.

Why do I deserve it? Jonesboy your wife said she banned you for not taking her seriously once. I can see what she meant

Agree with almost everything you said. Except only those who live under the rules of what you give you get, actually happen. I don't live in that because I've evolved passed it, for better or worse. You did stop antagonizing for a while til you saw this opening to make a snide remark. Whether you took it serious or not, you've shown how petty you are, an that you were in essence affected. I understand cowardice, I'm still overcoming mine. I understand a bruised ego kiddo. It's okay,you'll get better by convincing yourself I'm a dumbness or something that makes you feel higher than me. Here's one, I'm poor. I completely understand that's the issue. See this thread is actually a strategy to get people defend her, so her ego will inflate an she can get off my ass. I spoke the truth, put it out there. But I knew it would be met with mockery, an supporters of Kar3n. I knew nothing would be done to fix the issues. In the end I made an effort, let you guys feed her ego, and got to enjoy the plan coming together nicely, I've had several realizations.

Just think this is amazing. It's very useful, especially in my current predicament.

Course in miracles is an excellent read.

People are responsible for their own actions. You hit someone, an whether th r y reflexively hit back or stand there dazed, they are responsible for their interaction with you. You didn't pm me to ask to remove your name, if it was an issue you know I would've done it. No one asked nicely either. I've nothing aggressive for Kar3n, even called off the weird protector spirits I've got when she crossed the line several times just brought to light something and I knew no one would help or much would be done about her behavior but I had to try. You know I tried to appeal my ban when I was banned by using the Contact us on the website, an in a message to me she said that the admin still hadn't contActed her bout my appeal, this is what I'm dealing with. Btw she asked to read me, I said no but felt someone doing it an my protector spirits went after whoever it was. I'm new to dealing with spirits in this way but I think I called them back an resealed them before anything was set in motion. Just in case tho, kar3n said she didn't read me, but I saw my protector spirits target, it was the girl in a picture standing by water, but she's older now. Weird world we live in. EG I agree that the backlighting and In fighting on this forum should stop,we're adults an people argue over their opinions and belief systems in here a lot, it makes it difficult to get the information needed at times. As for Kar3n doing a great job, she probably does splendid in all other aspects of this job, just in her dealings with me personally she's not done good work an I've called it out. EG, The moment I didn't see things your way you said I empty my cup. Didn't disagree an say your way was wrong, I just said it wAsn't for me an you refused to see the alternative. I saw an understand your views, I just knew it wasn't for me. I need Dr quit being your friend, you gave up on me bro. The powers that be aren't going to do anything to her, so don't worry. But calling people weenies is disrespectful, exactly the crap that goes on here. I mean if I call you jackass, I'm sure I'll get a warning or something. Even if it's playing around or making an example. Life is Cray cray sometimes. Oh and The oppression is bout the having to hold the tongue out of fear of attacks from others over viewpoints. I see the easy going an happy stuff, but if someone disagrees with something, an says it aloud they are jumped by a few members who tear at the person or their beliefs. That's the oppression I'm talking bout. Especially when staff is involved doing the oppressing. Would you guys talk to each other offline the same way you do to each other here? EG, you said my ettiquette is horrible, feel free look at posts from other people here. I've been asking for cleaning up an dignitytowards each other since I got here. Good luck getting people to be have better ettiquette here. By the way, when I said Earl Grey in another post you got uppity an didn't want me to reference you, that's not against terms of service or violation of privacy. Not even saying your offline name is a violation, especially since you never asked me to not tell anyone here. You got kar3n respect an got juice here on the board, I understand people with ur kind of influence. It doesn't last forever. Marblehead is probably right I should let things be, but in once saw someone getting mugged an immediately put my coat over my shoulder an walked the other way. They even called out to me for help. Since then I promised myself I would develop balls. So not backing down from this bullshyte is just one way I keep that promise.

The Jedi is kind a like a warrior monk mixed with mysticism an philosophy. An a lot of the jedi I've met are for the most part celibate only if their particular internal practices call for it. These guys I've met have 4 primary areas that are required of Jedi, Volunteering to help the community, physical exercising, philosophy, mysticism/energetic development. The no sex thing isn't an issue usually.

I was told to alter the post.because someone complained, I asked her to let another staff member discuss the issue with me. I said I wouldn't tear it til another staff member had spoke to me, (because of previously having been harrassed by Kar3n). She said to change it, I asked for proof of what I did wrong. She ignored me an gave me 5 minutes. I told her I didn't recognize her power over me personally. Then I knew her banning me was inevitable, and I put that matrix clip where Smith absorbs Neo in the message and waited for the ban to take affect. She then sent a message saying after she banned me saying how she wished she didn't have to ban me, an in essence saying i had forced her. I responded by saying, she 's an adult who makes her own choices and i didn't force her to ban me. I'm no victim, that accusation is to try to make this person. But I've read Kar3n other responsibilities to some other members and she demeans and puts their values and views down. Thelerner, im all for sticking by associates and people do need recognition for doing a good job. However when they disrespect others continually and get reported on for clearly disrespectful things they do, (not just to one person), and they continue on it's wrong. The fact is I've no power over the staff here, I've no say in how you run your private board, but I have a say in my life and the things that happen to me. I know you don't have to listen, you don't have to hear it, you might ignore or make fun of it, but for the spirit, for my self and others who have suffered this abuse of power, i haven't stayed quiet about this. I'm not a victim, I've chosen to speak up and that scares those who abuse their power. there's nothing wrong with speaking up when someone has attempted to do something wrong, it's a conscious beings right to state their boundaries and fight for them. They might even erase my messages and permaban me, but that's their karmic wrong doing. I will have this moment where I have spoken freely an without remorse for the good of the community.

There was a woman who taught me some meditation an developed her skills, she claimed that the original Jedi religion members who were with her all had developed skill sets abilities. They were using the tenants of the Jedi way of doing things toN pass on their skills and try to create a nonjudgemental unified system for people to begin to live their life by. Ellen taught me a lot, they even had contact with deities and probable capabilities. She took time off to take care of an illness an when she came back she found lots of the Jedi online communities had changed to be philosophical based an very few people had any capabilities whatsoever in terms of "the Force". I tried to look into it, but the philosophy aspect of the particular teacher overrode true development where I was learning. Though some people I know, some Jedi, are developed. They enjoy the fictional elements but understand that it was originated by combining essentially true elements from other religions, an were useful in establishing a code for helping a personal development an spiritual wellness. It works for some.

It shouldn't be a place where others are afraid to express themselves. That oppression is what I've tackled here since day one when I encountered it. Sometimes just because that's how it us, doesn't mean that's how it will stay. All it takes is someone in a position of authority to be brave enough to say or do something to change the way things are, an make a stand to alter the course of events. Hell I didn't know bout the people being oppressed here for mo pai practice. What I know is that standing up against oppression is something us humans do. Sometimes against the institutions we create. My spirit has been beaten enough and now it's time to fight back. So just cause they spit in my face, I wont ask for another, I won't lower my head. If a person just gives up, without the fight to live, then they're already dead.

Yes! Excellent use of science to explain things. It bridges that gap between abstract and physical sciences, very impressive

See what you did there, lol. But seriously please answer the question directly.

I still workmanlike help in understanding why ask if you could add willpower. I'm trying to intellectually see your perspective instead of relying on my other methods lol. Working my Brain, lol

Why did you ask me if you can add willpower to what I said? Do you have practical methods to cultivate willpower?

Why are you asking me if you can add willpower bro? I'm curious about the reason you've asked this question. Please directly give an answer.

I used to be that way, bout life being endless questions. I came to ask myself what I want out of this experience in life. Now life is bout experiences, instead of mental masturbation. Truth is most people never go beyond the intellectual ideas to experience life. Knowledge and wisdom are only burdens when people don't cultivate them with actions Bliss isn't ignorance , it's being caught in the Flow of things. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flow_(psychology) I'd like to add these are based on personal life experiences and may not be universal for others to live by.

Not everyone has karma, there's those free of it through enlightenment. What do you mean in any line of work, and your questions, please be direct because we often ask others to read between the lines but the answers are only in our mind, thereby making a person who seeks communication spend u told amounts of energy to decipher our messages. I kind of want to forego the educated guesswork and skip to directly comprehending, so please of you'll clarify and possibly elaborate on your questions and why you posted them, I'd appreciate it bro

Not sure i follow completely what you meant bout the article and advertising, but no harm, no foul. An it was so a great article, very helpful. thanks

Not sure what you're meaning by advertising, but yeah if you could clarify that via pm I appreciate it bud. Did I offend someone by suggesting something? I didn't mean to, have that person message me. Also Thanks for the article ill be glad to have it sent to my pm. I'm excited.

Would you send that article to me too Oak, I'd appreciate it. Louis, sometimes the best way to relax especially when you have tense areas is to just pay attention to them without trying to alter them in any way. It sounds weird and counter intuitive but it works sometimes. I no scientist so I don't know the reason, I've just found when I'm tense sometimes, especially in my shoulders, I just focus on them in an things start loosening up. Also since you're starting out, I highly recommend https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JX-RzuaQI78 one of the best exercises to learn regardless of style, it's a fundamental to every kind of cultivation and internal development I've been involved in. Plus it might help you with your other issues you are having difficulty with.

It's good to pay attention to the form, just try purposely alternating between what you know is wrong that flaccid an what you think is right, relaxed movement. You'll find that sweet spot where its almost effortless. I had the same difficulty but with experimentation I've found the proper personal Way. The theories are great but expectations get in the way sometimes. That's why I suggest you try a few exercises. Look at the tip of your finger where your hand meets the empty space. If you relax your eyes youll see a whitish or almost mirage like thing around your finger tip. If not your finger, trees have healthy chi usually so the top of them would do just find. Another good beginner tip that has develop Internal senses is to feel inside yourself if you're hungry, then feel his your back is feeling, then feel your breath in your mouth, then allow yourself to let yourself feel something outside of your body, a table, a plant, an animal. This develops internal and external capacity to sense Chi/Qi. This internal sense can be applied to Taichi an other martial arts. It's something many of us naturally do but was I was personally asked how I did it, so I broke it down to help others. After you see the glow and can sense things, it's time to combine them by seeing someone's glow/chi field, then sense inside of it. You'll get impressions and if you try to sense their memories you'll most likely pick things up from their subconscious, or their thoughts, emotions, or moods, if you try to see them you might get stuff from their atmosphere but it's best to get in and get out. I suggest this only for assisting others with healing or clearing negativity from their atmosphere, or reading them for their benefit. It works on video and YouTube videos too. The theory is because vids are links to certain points in time/space, an connection to that allows you to connect to the individual in their current state of being, or see into their energy levels at the time the video was played. I caution against using this on the deceased. You get bad smells and spirits following you a bit. Anyhow. Lots of information that I know will help you actualize the benefits of most any type of practice. Sensing chi by the way, you allow yourself to sense it but do not try to hold it with your senses. When peoplehold chi Minh city their senses, they are absorbing it. Sensing is about witnessing, discerning without judging. Hope it helped Louis