Hi Raul, first of all, I have the same opinion as Andy. Your worries could’ve drained you more than the ejaculations, and you might’ve built yourself a strong belief that your body will be energy deficit after ejaculation.
But since you’ve found your way, congratulation, you might be on your path to non-ejaculatory orgasm (there are some topics here about whole-body orgasm , also soul orgasm, the search is your friend!)