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@voidisyinyang I am looking for a Being named "Bar.... Di". Di as God, but starts with B. Something like "Bar" or "Ber" in the beginning. Most likely from Northern Schools... Have you heard anything in your books? gracias.... p.s. of course he is Immortal.

Q1: Have you ever had experience with being "attacked" by "well-meaning" strangers/family/lovers? How did you handle it? How did it make you feel? Q2: Have you ever "attacked" someone ( stranger/family/lover) to "make them sober"? How did it work for you? Did you "fixed" them? *Attack here is either verbal or emotional or passive-aggressive or whatever else way of communication, but not a physical assault. You should not physically harm anyone because you want "to make them sober". DISCUSS

Thanks Void. I am in a Master Gardeners Program and what you say about food stuff is 100% true. Even those people who are trained and would love to have farms are restricted by the current social set up. No access to land and ( in CA) huge battles for water rights... They told me not to do it but I still want to manifest cute little farm for my retirement somewhere around Monterey/Santa Cruz....

interesting conditioning patterning... so 1. you behave like sh%t to get attention 2. you want to be "loved and cared" 3. you are aware your behavior is not giving you #2. 4. you will "get high" from me "causing you feel shame that you are a bad person" ... do you think I will support such addiction? you get adrenaline rush and possibly some qi spikes if you any energy sensitive...qi junkie, huh.... Sifu told me not to hang out with those kinds... meow. bye

lolzies... I actually did feel your energy attempts... But as a "helpless" person you referred to me in another thread, I'd rather stay away from you. Why would you want to hang out with a crazy helpless delusional internet cat? Seems you and your crew have it all figured out... please don't side track my topic.

your language is foreign to me. I am not sure I understand your thought process. If you want to be evil - be it... if you want to be light - be it... here is your addiction ( internet radio said)... I find my kicks in different activities... bye

allinone, you had to say what I needed to hear and practice my skills so far.. as it was expected by the pattern for me to fight you back ( and trust me, this kitty can be very vicious), but Sifu had been tried to train me for awhile and I feel sometimes for him... Have you ever tried to train a cat in anything? Uhhhummmm... Thus, I see this forum as a litmus test and a training field. I was wondering why sometimes people "attack" me even if I am silently sitting in a corner. The pattern is usually like this : me, minding my own business, someone comes in and start attacking me, I read their energy field and find some shit they have and through it at them back such that they have almost no way to recover . It did cost me few very dear to me friendships. I guess those people wanted to make me "sober"... sigh... Sifu pointed it out and said why don't you just project unconditional love instead of doing the pattern which was written before you in humanity many eons ago? allinone, I see that you see that pattern in yourself as well. You are convinced that "attacking one to make them sober" is a way to "win". But if you look at history of humanity, any religious wars, you will see that it caused anything but "win" for anybody... But this is far enough from any human as very abstract ( unless you are in a midst of war in Africa right now)... So, why is this pattern in you? Where did you learn that first and thought it was acceptable? I believe we had spoken about your upbringings before and I will not touch it here. But perhaps an authority figure in your childhood wanted to make you "sober" with "attacks" and it had an impact on you? Perhaps this is the only way to deal with things which are "new and scary and foreign" to you ? And you grew up and simply following a pattern?... it took me some time to realize it for myself... so don't think anything special about your own stuff... it is a well documented thing about social imprinting patterns in childhood... the question is, can one be mature enough to see it in yourself and consciously rewire it to "non-violent communication" ( aka heart-mind level). purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

started new topic on your subject. As it is hijacking this one... Look forward to discussion.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cats_and_the_Internet

hm... you are learning so fast... I am impressed... /************/ yes, I agree with you. However, for an average "plugged in" human, the experiences usually result in a psychosis. Thus, I find it helpful to read books written by people who "have been there done that". I read a lot of books and my qigong/energy/yoga collection library is rather extensive. JAJ was brought up for whatever reason. I am going to a conference at the end of the month, where I am looking forward to hear Livia Kohn speaking. If JAJ is making you have such reaction, you are the one who should sit with it. If you have adverse reaction to Livia, you should sit with it as well. As those people most likely not even know you exist... /**********/ 1. Define "Normal". I am water. I adapt. But I admit, talking with "normal" people about weather and small talk is not my first choice of entertainment. However, as a properly trained member of this society I am skilled at that as well. What small talk BS would you like to chat about? Traffic in Silicon Valley? Taxes? Trump? Republicans? Weather in Beijing? 2. "they will do what i do, attack you to make you sober." Funny you said that. "They" are not attacking me. What is "attacking" me is their thought forms and perceptions of their own limitations. What is attacking me is their fear to go and look "what's out there". I've been warned about that ( part of the job description I guess). Thus, I exist as internet cat on this forum which allows me to "express my opinions". Now, if you are arguing with an internet cat... One more thing for you to ponder about...

Here is just something randomly pop-up on internet search. I bolded thing about "Old Chinese Man". I have "seen" few "Old Chinese Man". They looked differently. Two times I was looking at the wall with my eyes open and I saw them. Although the very last one was not really Chinese, but more of a Mongolian looks. I called him Kublai Khan:) ( or on a second thought maybe he telepathically told me his name?) However, I have seen "Yellow Emperor". At least that was the vision of an "Old Chinese Man" matched to internet search. I am not sure I had "human" communications with them though. I cannot say we spoke about the weather and who won World Series this year... Anybody else seen "Old Chinese Man"?

try it at the temple with puja and tsok.... i.e. prostrations first, then puja ( chanting), then tsok ( food offerings)... I guess you do it at the retreats ( not sure about day-to-day opportunity to do it)... but it's energetically awesome...

Kitty has been listening for 2 hours already... Lotsa stuff join

HH DL looked very good. In fact, I wonder at some point if it was really him or somebody else. There was just something different in him even compared to San Diego talk. He looked "rounder and healthier", so perhaps his doctors did their job well. He was not doing ( looking) well in the past few years. link is : facebook -> dala lama (?)

so... since I have no experience with Meow Pai and the likes, however, I see a lot of similarities in the systems and I have a strong suspicion that at the certain level they are all the same in Daoist's school. Some lock their students for 90 days into darkness, some "speedlight" it to the point of "insanity" and if one passes, well, next level in video game had been achieved... I would like to hear more personal stories about the phrase above... Feel free to use "my friend once told me" vs "one time I did XYZ and I know if I tell you , you will think I am officially crazy..." I would like to move beyond creating fire, moving objects and other "circus" stuff... I am particularly interested in "dark" stuff. ( as I mentioned before my Sifu warned me about "tuff stuff coming", but I guess my naivette is not comprehending the "heaviness" of it). Sometimes it is EXTREMELY shitty. Like "kill me now" shitty. discuss... p.s. the quote is from the threat about you know what, but I am afraid it will be banned soon. However, would like to discuss this topic in detail without attachment to any lineage.

https://www.scribd.com/doc/33061982/How-to-Diagnose-and-Support-Kundalini-Awakening this is a good summary ( In case you don't read shivasamhita in sanscrit) good luck to all who are in this stuff... year 4 for me...

1. Qi moves faster than thought. You are "cooking" yourself. Try to put your intention in LD ASAP and keep it there for as long as you can. ( to bring energy down from the head). 2. JAJ Vol 2, ch 18. Mental Dao Yin page 474 and further. ( on theory and practice) p 489 Obstacles in Mental Concentration: p.s. hope you are not having one of those...

what about spiritual bypassing to feel "peaches and cream" all the time yet making zero real progress? in my research so far, first three years of "cupcakes and unicorns" seems to be a norm, but after that it seems ( different research sources), there is a big huge fat surprise... ( like go and deal with your sh&t ( from all lifetimes) without too much of pixie cupcakes...)

isn't it like a once in a thousand years deal? It's not that she does not want to feed you with peaches. It's agricultural restrictions of farming in High Mountains of the North China for Mediterranean climate plants....

hm... I got a box of fresh California peaches this morning. I poured some tea into tea cups I bought in Beijing and put 5 peaches on a plate. so symbolic you posted it today... perhaps peaches are... puuurrrrrr

Please do not "play" with JAJ ( lineage) teachings without qualified teacher. I think it is safer for you to think it is a "New Age BS" vs figuring out "omg, this is real". Books are written very well and are very detailed. p.s. Mudfoot, so you are now my maid? Why don't you start with cleaning your attic? I sense you have some unsolved issues. Ain't giving you a psychic reading though, you gotta earn it.

yep

what carpet???

hey Void, whatdayathink? Does he qualify as Immortal ( Celestial Master)? Seems legit ( and sexually cute, as seems he teaches that kind of subject as well...)

OMG:O I am glad dream-boy Immortal is here to help ( us, Kalifornia Kats) https://www.spiritualselftransformation.com/blog/spiritual-transformation/consciousness-shift/geo-political-state-of-spirituality-2017/