Aletheia

Okay well we'll see which side the admin comes down on. Because this is a very serious issue for me and I don't take too kindly to your not caring about my personal concerns. If the admin are happy to have people like you posting horrible unsympathetic replies in my threads requesting help then I don't want anything more to do with the place. It's that simple for me.

Thanks for the help. I'll read your post later, I'm not in the mood right now. I'm going to go and listen to some music!

I don't care how sorry you are or how much you want to try and make me feel bad. The truth is you're a Nietzschean pygmy standing at the end of the "genealogy of morality" rattling the husk of Christian ethics totally oblivious to how stupid you are. Moreover, you don't know anything about the subject at hand so you really shouldn't be commenting in this thread in the first place. What makes it worse for you is your condescending attitude which by rights you have not earned so just amplifies your ineptitude. I'm not here to socialise and if I were it wouldn't be with people like you. Go away and don't leave any petty remarks in my threads again. I don't want to be around anyone that thinks it's okay to talk and behave the way you have been in this thread. So as I said go away and don't reply to my posts again.

You're a clown and I'm not your friend. Don't post replies in my threads again.

ADMIN THESE ARE THE KINDS OF POSTS I WAS TALKING ABOUT. WHO IS THIS GUY AND WHY DOES HE THINK IT'S OKAY TO TALK TO ME THIS WAY? I'm not prepared to have idiots like this post replies like that to my posts. 9th GO FUCK YOURSELF AND DON'T REPLY IN MY THREADS AGAIN YOU FOOL. SERIOUSLY FUCK OFF. I'M NOT JOKING.

EDIT: I'm not replying any more in this thread. I have no time for disrespectful idiots.

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I'm going to start doing the small universe and some physical yoga to get my back straight because my posture is still pretty bad. And I'm going to get prepared for full lotus too. Once I get into full lotus than who knows what will happen! I'll add some physical yoga to my daily routine.

I can't find the link and I'm not going looking for a teacher either. If someone comes along, great. If not I'm sure I'll be fine. This problem right now is really minor and I've had minor problems in the past and got through them no problems.

I don't have money for a good teacher for a start and secondly I don't have the patience to sort through all the fakes. I'm not confident there are many people that know what they're doing. Actually I did see one I just remembered I'll see if I can find the link.

I'm going to try doing the small universe for my seated meditations. Because when I meditate I go between concentrating on the DT and breathing, a point somewhere in the distance and nothing. I find when I have nothing in my mind the energy is always strongest. But I'll try the small universe once or twice a week and see how that goes because I've never really done it.

It could be the moon though so in that case things will quieten down in the next day or two.

Okay but what about blocking the energy when you're out in public. There must be a way to close up the body. I can't just circulate the energy because it's in the head, not like pressure or anything like that but like magnetic fields that come out the head. I don't think it can really be stored in the Dan Tien. Maybe patting it done might work, I'm not sure. I mean I didn't go out to check so I don't really know. But I'm guessing there isn't a way to block the energy exchange when you're building it up and that's why these things are done in seclusion.

I read some of drew's alchemy and now I'm insane. I NEED HELP! HELP ME OBI-WAN KENOBI! lol

I shall present myself to the local lunatic asylum first thing in the morning! Hopefully they'll get me shipshape in no time...

Well that's why the training has to be done in seclusion away from females because otherwise they'll steal all the energy if you even see them. And the women have to train too, although I have no idea what they do. There's a big problem with Western culture, it has been the case for quite some time. Right now we've long passed through the horizon of stupidity. So there's not much that can be done tbh. You can't start a political campaign for the reintroduction of alchemy in Western society because really Plato knocked that on the head with his crazed exegesis of Parmenides!

Correct. I'm really talking about the Tao and internal alchemy. Plus I think we live in very strange times indeed, where anyone who does get anywhere near the truth has to suffer soviet style censorship so as not to rock the post-apocalyptic boat, that's set adrift on the sea of nihilism, too hard. People are so drunk and giddy on that stuff they really don't know whether they're coming or going lol. As I was saying earlier there's not too many of us real men still standing now.

Do you honestly think I'd have any energy if I tried making sense of that Taoist Yoga book? My problem is I have read drew's posts and now I've progressed so quickly and have so much energy I'm not sure what to do, hardly the greatest problem in the world. If there were more people with real energy I wouldn't be talking about drew all the time. But as things stand I'm not seeing many or any alternatives when it comes to learning about these things on the internet. I don't talk about drew because he has a lot of cool stories...

Anyway, I'm not going out now. I'm going to meditate instead and then make some tea!

drew is the only person on the forum that has real energy plus gives loads of useful help too. I don't think people realise that he's felt real qi for 20 years or however long its been and in all that time he's read book after book and tried out loads of different techniques etc. You see the funny thing is that when you feel energy you can actually see what works and what does not. The QF AND ALL THAT HORSE STANCE STUFF REALLY WORKS! Plus the moving of yin/yang and all the rest of it,

God is a footnote to Plato now apparently LOL.

So that's why drew's always calling everyone a pervert I suppose because everyone he encounters has lower emotional problems which he ends up having to deal with. Really drew is a bit of a saint doing all his healings. And what does he get in return? Bad energy and a whole load of abuse! Plus people say he's making it all up too. When in fact we're very lucky to have drew on the forum giving away all the stuff he knows about for free! Not that he's here atm because he's been banned lol. I know what it feels like too. See if you can spot my posts in this reddit thread - My posts are the 3 "removed" posts lol. Idiots!

I don't do the MCO and I wasn't really meditating at all really until the start of this month. That's why I was always saying I was a bit ahead of myself because no matter what I did I just kept on going through all the stages. When I opened the 3rd eye it was because I could always feel heat in the DT so I always had a feeling the heat was somehow coming from the laptop I'm always using. So I thought okay I'm going to put the computer down and meditate to see if I can feel the energy and my 3rd eye opened after about 30 seconds of meditation! Same thing happened with the kundalini awakening. I was just trying out reverse breathing for about 5 minutes after being celibate for 5 days and I got a lot of energy in the pelvic area. It went red hot, so I thought I'd try out the MCO and put some of the energy at the bottom of the back and then when I put it in my head it pretty much blew the top of my head off!