Aletheia

Everyone is my friend. With just a few exceptions to the rule. Anyway it's true. With the exception of Christain mysticism it's pretty much a lemon of a religion and a cover for material riches, decadent power, paedophilia, hierarchy, killing women, priestly bureaucracy etc. Jesus may well have been an incarnation of the eternal logos, but that doesn't mean Jesus the historical figure was THE logos. The trance dance is an incarnation of the logos, same as Buddha Boy doing his meditation and even me when I healed my friend's leg. In that sense the logos is acoustic and mystical rather than visual and logical.

https://www.amazon.com/Disenchantment-World-Marcel-Gauchet/dp/0691029377

So perhaps if you go back and read what you wrote we'll see who called whom a fantasist first... So by your logic you can call me a fantasist even though it's completely off the mark, but when I explain your error to you and put things straight by calling you a fantasist I end up being the bad guy? The workings of the fantastical mind lol Obviously this conversion isn't going to move forward until you realise your error and come to your senses. And indeed I have no time for Bible scholars or the Christian religion in general. As history shows It's one the most murderous and intolerant regimes of all time. My friend says it's so awful it even managed to end it's own religion, now that's quite some feat!

https://www.amazon.com/Rage-Word-Gilgamesh-Akhenaten-Metaphysical/dp/0985480238/

The only fantasist here is you. And in case it's not obvious I didn't write what you quoted, it was written by a Joycean comparative mythology/media ecology scholar (the guy who wrote the footnotes for Joseph Campell's posthumous works). Not some constipated Bible academic. I have no time for those type of people!

I haven't read the PDF properly. But I'm sure the brain hemisphere's bit near the beginning is useful. I'm not saying the CIA has somehow managed to achieve a route into the highest types of spiritual awareness, although it would be funny if that were true, but I think some understanding of the hemisphere stuff is useful. Anyway, when I read things I always seem to not notice the useless information and just take what is useful. So even if the general consensus is this CIA stuff is second rate, fake or even complete nonsense it's not something that concerns me because I already learned something from the bits I read!

The Interiorization of God And the consequences of this new religion of the Word? When Moses comes down from his second encounter with Yahweh atop the mountain, the Bible says that his face was so radiant that nobody could bear to look at it and consequently that he had to wear a veil over his face for the rest of his life. (Exod. 34:33) He only took off the veil whenever he went inside the tabernacle to commune with his god. In other words, the encounter of Moses with Yahweh resulted in the complete erasure of his face. The face is an image, and, like the golden bull, it too must be destroyed in this new religion of aniconism. All surfaces, in fact, must be effaced in this new religion of the Word, in which humanity now hearkens to an invisible god whose voice is clearly audible in the mind. It is the interiorization of this voice, now, which begins to create, for the first time ever, the concept of the conscience. The god is to exist now not within the dark reaches of some interior sanctum of a forbidden temple, but rather inside the labyrinthine corridors of the human mind itself. Yahweh is a god of depths, not surfaces. In this respect, the Hebraic world view is precisely opposite to that of Akhenaten’s monotheism, which had been a religion only of surfaces shorn of depths. Thus, it is the memory and not the physical body which will serve henceforth as the new locus of the socius. The cosmos of laws and taboos and proscriptions, of which there are hundreds in the Mosaic revelation, is a cosmos that is not to be inscribed, as in most tribal societies, upon the physical body, but upon the memory via the instrument of writing in the new medium of the alphabet that Moses has invented for this purpose. It is the alphabet that will make possible the inscription of these laws upon the memory, for the breaking of the Laws, Moses demonstrates repeatedly, will be punishable by death. It is an internal world of memory and conscience, in other words, that Moses is bringing into being here. The alphabetic script and the Mosaic Laws which are communicated by means of it serve to inscribe the memory in a new and complex way: henceforth, the memory will be expanded via writing in such a manner that a new ethical cognitive space is brought into being internally within the devout human subject. The memory of the Israelite will become so overcoded with laws and rules of conduct, that conscience will sting him no matter what he does or where he goes. If he picks up sticks on the Sabbath, he will be stoned to death; if he steals, he will be maimed; if he practices divination, he will be executed, etc. This is partially the reason, then, for the dark, punishing aspects of Moses as a personality, for the severity of his punishments is part of the key to burning these laws into the memory like etheric tattoos.For instance, when the Hebrew men have been seduced by Moabite women, Moses orders the men to be publicly executed by hanging. (Num. 25:5) He then has all the Midianites put to death for helping to seduce the men of Israel, and when the Israelite soldiers return to camp with a line of women and children they have taken as prisoners of war, Moses tells them to kill all the male children and all those women who have given birth to them, leaving only the virgins, whom he turns over to his soldiers. And when it comes time to suppressing the insurrection of Korah and his 250 followers, Yahweh causes the ground to open up and swallow them all, and those who are not killed in the earthquake are then burnt to ashes by a fireball which he sends upon them. It is Rage, then, that serves as the engine for the burning and engraving of the Hebrew mind with laws and taboos, and which has the effect, in turn, of creating the new interior landscape of human conscience. And this is important in the evolution of human consciousness, because eventually the voice of the god will drop out and stop being heard altogether; but the interior voice will remain left behind as His trace, and this interior voice will become the source for the self-determining human personality that is capable of functioning on its own without the admonitions of a god there to remind him of what to do and when to do it.

But the important thing about the Sinai Event is what it tells us about how this new god, this Hebrew god, was a very different god from all those who had gone before Him, for the Sinai Event is a coded memory of the origins of the alphabet, which it pictures Moses inventing at the top of the mountain, with Yahweh’s help. The god of the Hebrews is a god intimately connected with writing, particularly with the Hebrew alphabet. As Regis Debray points out, the essence of the Sinai revelation was that, from henceforth, “the meta is to be found in the mini,”47 meaning that god is no longer to be accessed in temples, megaliths and huge, monumental—and therefore immovable—constructions. He is a portable god—a god of nomads and wanderers--not tied to this or that location, and so the primary means of accessing him is through writing. Heremeneutics may have been an invention of the Protestants, but it is the Hebrews—and especially the later Pharisees--who invented the idea of the priest as a scholar, carefully scanning, from right to left, lines of Hebrew text written down upon scrolls, for clues to His inscrutable will. The Sinai Event preserves and compresses a memory of the invention of the alphabet, for the old theory that it was invented by Phoenicians in the fifteenth century BC seems to have been wrong. The earliest alphabetic inscriptions found anywhere in the world are termed Proto-Sinaitic, and they were scrawled by Canaanite workers on the walls of a mountain called the Serabit el Khedim in the Sinai peninsula in the eighteenth century BC. This was a turquoise mine that had been set up by the Egyptians of the Twelfth Dynasty, a mine which largely employed Canaanite workers who spoke a language called Old Hebrew. The thirty or so inscriptions found on the rocks and on some statues from a nearby temple to the goddess Hathor—the patron deity of turquoise—reveal that the alphabet was simply a transformation of certain Egyptian hieroglyphic signs. The word for “snake” in Egyptian, for instance, is written with a zig-zag shape of a cobra which these early Canaanites (from about 1800 BC) identified with their word for snake, nahash, which then became the letter ‘N.’ The letter ‘N’ is actually a stylized cobra.

The internal conscience concerning what one ought to do with seemingly transcendent laws goes back to Moses coming down Mt Sinai with his tablets! So really violence and the rage at the core of Western culture is just an effect of the phonetic alphabet because it disconnects us from everything truly essential and puts thinking into an abstract conceptual space divorced from nature.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mars_(chocolate_bar)#United_States Well I live in England and in any case I'd don't buy that kind of stuff. I'm staying at my mum's place atm and she buys all kinds of crap!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_medium_is_the_message The medium is the message. NOT THE CONTENT!

The phonetic alphabet is inherently left-hemisphere while Chinese script uses image-concepts which bias the right-hemisphere. However, electronic media and particularly the TV switches hemispheres back to the right. So now we have the internet which contains THESE left-hemispheric signs embedded within it. What a comedy LOL. Western science = phonetic alphabet So take a no smoking sign. It's a complete image-concept and contains no sound. That's an ideogram. Now read this - NO SMOKING - to read it biases the eye and it ONLY contains sound. It biases the eye/left-hemisphere and then you hear the sound internally "no smoking" there's no sound in ideograms just images! So Western metaphysics going all the way back to Plato is just an effect of the phonetic alphabet. Euclidean space, linear time, self-subsistent entities, one God, privileged binary oppositions i.e. Western ethics Good over Evil, Spirit/matter, Soul/body, Mind/matter = left-hemisphere bias. When Nietzsche said God is dead and promoted immoralism he was feeling the effects of the more right-brain electric media i.e. the telegraph! But is wasn't until TV and satellite and French post-modernism that things switched back to the right-hemisphere. But the problem is it's contained by the speed-of-light inside our technologies!

The left-hemisphere linear stuff he's talking about in the PDF is the monkey mind, the mystical side of the brain doesn't speak. It listens, but not always to the left-hemisphere! There's the environments we pass through too. Obviously otherwise advertising wouldn't work. Really the unconscious isn't really in our heads at all.

The San tribe use the energy for healing but it can be used for remote viewing, astral travel and other such parapsychological activities once the 3rd eye is fully opened. I can feel the 3rd eye when I breath correctly and concentrate but it's not open properly atm.

The US Army/CIA Stargate Project, Kundalini Yoga, Taoist Yoga, San trance dancing etc all essential share common or similar ground so there's probably some useful information in that first PDF I posted.

The other day when I went out I purposely concentrated on the DT for the whole journey which lasted about 50 minutes and consisted of walking and sitting on a train and I could feel qi and warmth the whole time. Not really hot or anything like that but I was doing the right breathing and focus etc. It's only really been the past week when things have started to go downhill with diet and focus etc. Last night when I posted I'd eaten a mars bar lol.

Thanks, Brian. I know it's not worth saying it again but I really need to get my act together because I'm all over the place with this stuff atm. I wish there were a school I could just pick up and follow along that way things would be much easier and I don't want to sound like I'm complaining either because I know no one really gets a free ride with this kind of thing. So there you go!

For me it's the opposite of distraction because I can actually feel the warmth so I can concentrate there easily. Sometimes I've sat down to try and meditate and not really felt anything much other than a flicker of heat. When I concentrate on the LDT now I can feel the 3rd eye too but I don't think it's open much really. But I did notice the saliva in my mouth now tastes different since I can feel the 3rd eye. It tastes really GOOD! So I think that's the ambrosia of the gods. Maybe that's free energy time reversal and if I learn how to meditate for long periods I can go without food and water. But, I haven't tried it and I haven't been taking this stuff seriously enough. Drew deleted his blog too and I was thinking he might do that, that's kind of why I was saying I'm not a drew follower etc. I think it's more fun to be right about things and for everyone to think you're totally crazy rather than to be right and have people saying so. Anyway, he said he bought some land and a tent and was going to go and mediate! So there you have it. It's official I'm an immortal now

And there's the blood too which probably helps with food absorption. I honestly thought there'd be a set answer to this, but maybe not.

Oh right is it something to do with serotonin and the vagus nerve do you think? The food needs to be absorbed first or something perhaps. EDIT: Anyway, I know you guys know what the standard answer is to the question if there is one, or is there really no rule about this, or what? Right I just saw dwai's answer.

St Germain is actually still around. The guy (who happens to be an absolute genius) who introduced me to Drew Hempel also told me who St Germain is too. He knew instantly and said so straight away. I didn't believe him at first but after some searching around the internet I discovered a close associate of the guy my friend was claiming is St Germain had posted this video in her youtube playlist! Thereafter things began to fall into place and now I know for sure. St Germain is totally amazing and can talk for hours on any given topic. He knows it all! I don't think it's in the above video but he actually introduced Diana to Prince Charles!

The other day I meditated for about 20 minutes and the heat in the LDT took this route -- LDT>diaphragm>heart>diaphragm>LDT>diaphragm>heart etc. eventually they seems to merge together and then the heat dropped to the perineum and I did actually feel my body had become more supple after that happened. Then maybe the next day I felt heat in my forehead and thereafter it felt like a dent was forming there. Are there any references to that in neidan? I was thinking about maybe fasting and doing more meditation and perhaps using the computer less and also not reading any books while I try and focus more on meditating. Not totally sure though because I lack a great deal of theoretical knowledge.

The sound of Nature's alchemy - The wind and the rain accompanied by the atmospheric sound of rolling thunder which indicates the union of heaven and earth.

Thanks silent thunder. Personally I don't believe I'm getting energy stuck anywhere inappropriate. That's just what I think. I know some people think I could be heading for a psychotic breakdown though. But honestly generally I wouldn't say anything to people making such claims but when your specifically looking for help and people are posting unhelpful remarks sometimes I can't help myself. Anyway, was it geodao posting quotes of mine and trying to build up some story against what I'm saying or whatever he's trying to do? When I healed my friend's leg she said it had changed colour after I pulled energy out right at the beginning of the healing and when I looked at it I could see a blotchy white line running down the side of her leg where she was pointing while the rest of the leg was purple. After I healed her leg it was normal skin tone and red. So I said to her 2 or 3 times "LOOK AT YOUR LEG!" but she had her eyes shut at the time and was completely uninterested. Well, I'm pretty sure I actually saw her leg transforming before my eyes too. Anyway, now when I meditate I connect the 3rd eye with the LDT so they become one and then put my awareness elsewhere and get deeper into it. Yesterday I did a meditation with the Pink Moon and afterwards I didn't even bother to try and open my eyes while I was doing the tapping. I don't really know why my eyes stay shut, no doubt it's a sure sign I've fallen into the horrifying grip of complete madness! lol