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I have tinnitus and I feel qi at my bladder meridian a lot and as I was saying the other day I don't really feel anything in my sole points like I do the palms of my hands. Do you think all those things are connected? Because I was just looking at this page and it seems they are - http://www.tcmworld.org/what-is-tcm/the-five-major-organ-systems/kidney-health/ Would feeling qi heat at the bladder be connected to my tinnitus and not feeling my yongquan centres and if so what's the solution in your opinion? EDIT: I've actually always had tinnitus, so it's not a something that just occurred in the last few months. But it's only recently I've been able to feel qi and I do feel it in the bladder fairly often.

Now that I'm focusing on the LDT I can definitely feel it. Previously it was more like a nebulous misty heat without a centre and too close to the skin so I probably lost 95% of all my qi the past couple of months because I wasn't storing it. Also my back is much straighter now and even my head is too. I just did another 30 minutes and I also used the grounding mat both today and yesterday.

I seems to be in both. I'll look up a craniosacral osteopath anyway. Thanks for the help everyone (not talking to gendao here lol)

printfriendly.com I saw Drew asking about converting his "idiot's guide" into a PDF and I think if you go to that site above and input the blog url -- https://voidisyinyang.blogspot.com/2016/07/the-idiots-guide-to-taoist-alchemy.html -- it will give you a PDF link you can download. Is there a music mediation thread here? Because I think I need to find the right music to listen to while I do my meditations now I think.

Are people who meditate more likely to be conscious during a surgical aesthetic do you think?

I just did my first LDT meditation and did all that tapping stuff at the end too. I only did it for 30 minutes but I'd say it was really the first proper meditation I've done and I managed to focus the entire time somewhere between the 3rd eye and the LDT. So, I was thinking after I was saying I was totally confused yesterday that it was likely a good sign and it means I'm moving forward. Generally when I'm confused about something philosophical I just don't think about it and always the answer comes to you. So now I think I can start meditating for 1 hour and most likely 2 hours straight in the next few weeks. I looked up DMT and Sleep Paralysis because of what I was saying about my eyes not opening. Maybe there's better articles about but I didn't check - http://humansarefree.com/2015/04/astral-projection-101-dmt-sleep.html

I made Drew's "idiot guide" into an ebook the other day and that was free! So I'll see how I go with that first.

I've probably got loads of problems I have no clue about. Even when I'm trying to do moving yin and yang my head starts to fall every 5 seconds and I have to keep putting it straight again. I looked up that guy's books and they're too expensive for me to buy and I watched some of his videos and they look a bit weird to me. Not that I doubt his abilities. I am a bit suspicious of people selling this stuff though tbh. There's that one guy who sells his books for $200! AT THAT PRICE I HAD TO CHECK MY CALENDAR AND CHECK IT WASN'T CHRISTMAS ALREAY ONLY $200 WOW PUT ME DOWN FOR 3 COPIES!!!

I sometimes tap my head and tap my arms other than that no I'm not doing it as shown and I honestly still have big problems with horse stance too because it's the only time I don't feel qi. I can feel it when I seated, when I'm walking, running, with other people etc. But not in horse stance. I just feel energy in the palms of my hands during moving yin and yang. Other than that my mind is wrong, my breathing is wrong etc. So I don't think I'm even doing moving yin yang right anyway. When I do seated stuff I just feel the qi and start breathing wherever it is. My back is never straight and my head is bowed at roughly 50 degrees or more too. And then I open my eyes and take some deep breaths. I know that's wrong because when I open my eyes it's like waking up from a deep sleep even if I've only been doing it for 30/60 seconds. Sometimes my eyes don't even open properly right away and one of them might stay completely shut for a while! I opened my eyes the other day while I was breathing and it's like a totally different reality. A waking dream.

I got it from a SFQ, it's at the end of the moving yin and yang video. Apart from he rubbed his back too at one point and I didn't put that in the list.

Is what I wrote about closing a meditation okay? Brain, silent thunder, anyone? rub hands together rub face in circular motion up past the nose and round the outside of the face comb head with fingers from front to back cup hands and tap head from front to back massage ears from top to bottom caps hands and tap arms. first inside then outside tap chest from top to bottom then underarm area interlink fingers and massage stomach in clockwise direction move head from left to right in circular motion 6 times move head from right to left in circular motion 6 times then some bending back stuff! swing from side to side with elbows sticking out then stand up and down on your toes WHAT ABOUT HOW TO GET READY FOR A MEDITATION ARE THERE ANY VIDEOS OR ARTICLES ETC?

Haplessly throwing a charge of egoism my way then boneheadedly stampeding through a lingusitic wasteland laced full of autistic dogwhitles, mindless ocular baggage and a singular point-of-view makes me doubt you are what you think you are. No different to the "substantive" metaphysical lacuna found at the voidic heart of Cartesian epistemology really, with its miraculous (read ridiculous) thinking "I" severed from both body and world. I don't believe you can think outside your head is what I claiming.

LMFAO that's a pretty good quote. Well, my friend said when I pulled energy out of her leg it changed colour, so perhaps she has memory problems from taking all the drugs she takes. But it definitely happened. And she said what she mostly experienced was total cessation of pain and complete relaxation. She said she could feel heat too and she even asked me about that during the healing, but when I went back and asked her about it she said that was very much secondary. Actually when I went back I was telling my friends about O's at a D and explaining the workings of "sexual energy" and talking about perverts etc then the hyperrational guy whom I very briefly mentioned in my healing thread walked into the room and he said during the healing he got a big erection! I thought that was hysterical. They love it when I talk about philosophy. I was telling them that the healing shows some of the seemingly woo woo psychic phenomena occurrences in the world are actually real. I was walking them through how it works on a pretty fundamental level and how one has to acclimatise to differing states of space-time beyond the liminal zones of waking consciousness, beyond identification with the mind and even body etc. Anyway, after I wrote about what had happened I went and looked up how a legit healing is done because I had no idea it could be done with the palm of the hand until I did it myself and it turns out what I did is correct method. Probably that's why it worked so well. I don't know! However, as I was saying before I'm totally fine with carrying a charlatan label given to me by doubters. I think it's funny and in any case if I'd spent my life trying to live up to the expectations of others I wouldn't be where I'm at right now. So, Gendao let's hear about some of your high level abilities and the times you had to go looking for explanations for your own personal paranormal skills...

http://www.astonishinglegends.com/al-podcasts/2017/2/7/ep-58-the-count-of-saint-germain http://www.astonishinglegends.com/al-podcasts/2017/2/7/ep-59-the-count-of-saint-germain-part-2 http://www.astonishinglegends.com/al-podcasts/2017/2/7/ep-60-the-count-of-saint-germain-part-3

https://static1.squarespace.com/static/57eaab3659cc68cc4f3275a5/58adde416b8f5bad427ae209/58adde553e00be8ad43da197/1487789659263/PollakGermain.jpg “He was, perhaps, one of the greatest philosophers who ever lived. The friend of humanity, wishing for money only that he might give to the poor, a friend to animals, his heart was concerned only with the happiness of others.” — Prince Charles of Hesse-Cassel on the Count of Saint Germain

Breathing, state of mind, focus etc I think I've got. I don't even have to think about those things. It's the other things I'm wondering about along with the theory and how it all fits together that I struggle with I think.

Okay, I think at the end of the moving yin and yang exercise move hands together at the LDT, left hand closest to the body and breathe into the LDT. Then: rub hands together rub face in circular motion up past the nose and round the outside of the face comb head with fingers from front to back cup hands and tap head from front to back massage ears from top to bottom caps hands and tap arms. first inside then outside tap chest from top to bottom then underarm area interlink fingers and massage stomach in clockwise direction move head from left to right in circular motion 6 times move head from right to left in circular motion 6 times then some bending back stuff! swing from side to side with elbows sticking out then stand up and down on your toes. That seems like quite a lot! is there a short version, or what? I honestly don't believe I'll be doing that at the end of my meditations and I don't belief everyone else is doing it either. I suppose it's not too much and can be done quickly.

I thought Steiner was dead. Perhaps not... the mystery deepens!

What's a good way to finish a meditation? Like take some deep breaths into the LDT, then tap the arms, move head from side to side etc.?

Right so this is my daily routine: morning -- rubbing yongquan centres followed by moving yin and yang with some wim hof breathing. daytime -- breathing into the LDT for up to 20 minutes at a time. nighttime -- rubbing yongquan centres followed by moving yin and yang with some wim hof breathing, followed by LDT meditation. And I'll start going through TY book too.

I'm not saying you're wrong. But I think it's a physical problem. When I was about 10 a soccer goal crossbar fell on my head after I'd been swinging on it and I think it might have slightly crushed my skull or something. So that's why the pitch changes when I push my head. It was about 7" by 5" and solid wood, so pretty heavy kind of like having a small tree fall out the sky and hit you on the head!

It's high pitched, constant and changes pitch if I clench or widen my jaw. I have thought it could be that in the past. Not totally sure though. EDIT: It actually changes pitch if I push my head hard anywhere too lol.

I'm honestly totally confused now. I literally have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing. I saw Drew commented on his blog and I can't exactly remember what the comment said but it got me thinking about energy going up the spine. I know my governor channel is open but I don't really feel qi going up there. So I'm wondering if I should be practising the small universe. I suppose I can't really complain right now because I'm guessing I do have good potential for internal alchemy. It's just that what I know is pretty lacking and what I can do seems a bit all over the place regarding basic, medium and advanced abilities. I seem to have bits and pieces everywhere without being able to put it together right now. But it's not the greatest problem in the world. I'm sure I'll get my act together sooner rather than later I hope! I'm at least going to start by breathing in to the LDT for a change because I actually haven't been doing that so I guessing that's a bit of a problem. I'll do that and take it from there for the time being.

I found this from an old post - https://jaisivananda.blogspot.com/2012/01/mudra-cure-for-tinnitus.html So you push your middle finger into the palm of your hand at the base of the thumb for 45 minutes. I'll try and do that for the next few weeks plus also rub the yongquan centres at some point during the day and see how that goes and if it works I'll post back. I need to remember to do it though!

Well there are certainly a lot of pretenders out there. But there's only one St. Germain and I've seen him on the internet; if you look hard enough you might find him too!