Aetherous

I have no clue what you're talking about, man. There is a lot that makes no sense in your post, but I will just comment on this: who said qabalists know the future? Who said that all Jews are qabalists? What's the point of bringing up the holocaust when anything that has to do with Judaism is mentioned? It's been over for a long time, and isn't likely to ever happen again. So yeah. Cool song, though. Peace.

WTF does that mean?

Wow $26? That is very inexpensive.

Jing... Qi... Shen... Void! If I were you, I'd let it to its thing, then collect the energies at the dan tien.

Yep, they really can be more attractive.

Eh, Kate, not everyone agrees with those things. For instance, I prefer older women.

Kinesiologist, maybe? I hope they recommended a specific person for you to see...if not you should ask and get that person's card, so you know where to go. That would be your best bet, because you can't make progress with Taoist practices otherwise. I would also ask the person you're supposed to see what he/she thinks of the Stress Eraser device. Print out this page and show it to them... http://stresseraser.com/science-of-the-stresseraser/

I don't think you should ask for advice here, when you already had to go to the ER for breathing "calmly and naturally". If someone gives you bad advice, who knows what could happen. This should be something you discuss with your doctor, to find out why your breathing isn't working.

What did the doctors say was causing it?

Good idea, Freeform!

The past week I've been detoxing horribly, more than ever in my life, and have been extra magnetic. It's dying down now. Could also have been due to getting a tetanus vaccine when I didn't need it for another 8 years. Whoops.

I hope your day is better now.

It could be that the opposite of what you suspect happened. Because your channels were more closed and blocked, it previously felt like a lot of current was rushing through...but because you relaxed, they opened more and you experienced less resistance. With neigong you may find that you become really advanced, and then soon enough drop back down to a normal level where you don't feel much of anything. It's not that you've lost your energy, it's just that your body has adapted to it and rebalanced itself. Less resistance = greater flow and more refined qi. Just my view.

Ah yes, "the Goddess." I thought you were saying that in earlier times, only women became shamans.

No, witch...I mean if you're having suicidal feelings from the connection with your friend, then perhaps he is actually feeling the same. You should talk to him about it to ensure that he is fine.

Interesting...what are your sources for this? I am sincerely asking...not disagreeing.

People who are suicidal need to see a psychologist.

Sounds good man.

Drew, Electromagnetic healing won't cure negative self talk. Non, There is more negative self talk. And it's totally untrue.

Ya Mu, We could call that category, True Taoist.

Non, You don't have to be perfect...just work on those things mentioned, while being yourself. Notice that what you just said is mostly still negative self talk. I will show you... See that this is two negatives in one small sentence? You are assuming that you're "so different"...but this is false, and sets you up for failure. You are a person just like anyone else, so stop separating yourself. It's in the mind only. And you're also saying that it's hard...if you say it's hard then it will be, but if you say "I can make it easy" then it will get easier. Just do it, and "hard" or "easy" become meaningless. This doesn't matter. Repeating it and thinking it makes a difference for your future is setting yourself up to fail. Watch the 40 year old virgin...the guy never had a girlfriend, yet when he worked at it for real, he finally got one at 40 years old and had some good sex. Saying it makes it true. So stop saying it. If you go to a place with a bunch of strangers, like a cafe or whatever, then you're not alone. At the gym, you aren't alone. If you join some sort of club, and do things with people, you're even less alone...and you're on your way to making friends. You are expressing your doubt, that it's probably impossible to improve yourself while alone...if you start expressing that you can work on yourself, then it'll be easy. Nothing is impossible. Say it out loud that you can do it, and if you notice the doubtful thoughts happening, ignore them or tell that part of you to shut the hell up. It is guaranteed that if you honestly do everything I said, you will go on dates with girls. So do it. Because I'm here helping you with this issue, you are getting my energy. This is nothing magical or special, but it just so happens that I have extra to give and you are the recipient. Happy Holidays! Please put this to good use and don't waste it on more negative self talk. Change. If you have decided not to change and follow any advice, then let me know and I will stop helping...but if that's the case, just promise to see the psychologist soon.

Then you need to work on the other things I mentioned. Mainly, staying positive and NEVER talking yourself down. Never talk yourself down. Even if joking around...don't do it. But also getting in shape (having a six pack), and meeting with people often by having a hobby. And also seeing a psychologist. You can do it, man. Stop making excuses and schedule an appointment by tomorrow...it just takes like two minutes. This is the most important part. ... The reason why girls like jerks is because jerks don't talk themselves down. Because of this, they are able to accomplish things in life. It doesn't matter what they accomplish, it's just important that they're capable of it. If a man is incapable of accomplishing anything, then of course the girl sees no prospect in that. Non, you are capable of only saying positive things about yourself, changing yourself as you see fit, and accomplishing whatever you want in your life. Just do it. Also, it's not that girls are "unconscious". In saying that, you are setting yourself up to hate them just because you think they've all rejected you. Dangerous! Just recognize that they don't like to be with a totally negative person who has low self esteem, and little will to change themselves for the better. It's the same when reversed...if you are potentially dating a girl, yet all she does is lay in bed all day in her smelly pink pajamas, has greasy hair, is fat and won't give up her ice cream and McDonalds, watches "Legally Blonde" over and over, and constantly bitches to you about how much she sucks...well, man, you won't want to date her either!

I would bet the same thing for you, Non. If you want to know your deficiency and what to do about it, go see a TCM doctor, otherwise don't diagnose yourself! And unless you are really lucky, girls only like guys who are relatively positive and are able to take care of themselves. Every guy must work at it more or less, and it comes natural only to a small percentage. Get in shape and stay active, take care of your emotional well being by seeing a psychologist and taking up a hobby to meet like minded people, and ensure that you don't talk yourself down. Ever. Also, girls like guys that show they're interested, and who put forth an effort to get with the girl and make it work. If you aren't trying to date girls, that's really the main reason why it's not happening. Talking about how you're going to get STDs because you can only bang prostitutes, and being angry at the way girls are isn't going to get you anywhere good. Girls don't want to date guys that say those types of things, for good reason. Would you want to date a girl that talked like that, or would you want to date a girl that has her life in relative order and who is proactive?

I just want to say that I enjoy your posts, TzuJanLi. Very insightful and knowledgeable.

I'd put 20 bucks on it that you're not actually kidney yin deficient. Don't diagnose yourself...TCM is a very complex art that requires years of study. Go see a professional if you want to know. Nocturnal emission is good, sex is good, and masturbation is good. Have fun.