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Hi sagebrush, Your welcome is most welcoming - after aei's interesting cup of tea. Here is your 'joyful song'. It sure is a cup of joy. A joyful weekend - LimA

Hi thursday, Happy Saturday. This is taken from the above site: After a good cry, most people feel calmer and more resilient. So why do you end up - "mainly I feel exhausted"? Besides crying and laughing, what else do you do just as "hard"? Do you cry yourself to sleep? If so, do you have to change your pillow case everyday? I am confused. A great weekend. - LimA

Hi aei, Your cup of tea is very 'interesting'. But I will give it a miss before I: - go to bed. - sit for an examination. - go to dark places - trek in the jungle - xxx - yyy - zzz Thank you. -LimA

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Hi moment, Very good suggestion re a detailed journal. By putting pen to paper we can also be more reflective. Such a journal provides a framework for temporal comparison/progress. It will keep banana357 in good stead as he writes well and is re-collective. I kept one when I was at the nascent phase of my '100 days jing => chi => shen' journey. It gave me a feeling of good 'control' over the unknown. I was relaxed as I could free my mind - the faintest ink is stronger than the strongest memory. Yes. Try and differentiate the primaries from the secondaries. Prioritize the primaries. Balance the prioritized primaries by understanding their inter-connectivity. Step by step with caution. Great encouraging words. TDB will rise with you as a member. A great weekend. - LimA

Good morning Banana357, Let's cut to the chase. You are bright and breeze - made for greater things. Why are you 'coming back'? Have you thought of this - Kundalini is seeking you out not vice versa? If so, you patiently embrace 'K' like a novice? A nobody? Sex misunderstood = sadness? You have thought of sex as 'fulfilling' - so why are you sad? 'Don't know if this gets better' - sure it will but you... 'Prostitutes' are not for using. They are human beings in the first instance. Do you still visit them? If not, it is water under the bridge and shame had flowed on and washed... Great that you love the child! Whose the mother? 'There is a feeling of not being able to leave now' - what do you mean? Work on your mind. At one stage in my life I was told this - the mind is the biggest sex organ. Don't ask me why. Use your mind to work this out. It is 'waiting for me in this corner'. Don't keep your mind waiting. I know you will not. Why? You are bright and breezy! - LimA

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Again - buttons & bows, this time with hope.

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Hi Cistunac, Have you enough of the tears? Do you require more this year? - LimA

Get off my back!

Holy cow. (Going for breakfast. Good day.)

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A quiet night.

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Lot of tears? Started by Cistunac, September 28 2017 - LimA

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Hi Banana357, You seem to know yourself pretty well - but need to sort yourself out. For one who can write the way you do, I am sure you can help yourself. I went through a similar phase. I was logical and philosophical to my own detriment. But "thanks for that ... I just let go and then it happened" - it happened to me too. I am now hearing some similar bells ringing. You appeared to be destroying yourself; yet you are recreating yourself. Creative destruction? You are in the middle of a ying/yang limbo? Good for you. You are keeping track of your self. You are very insightful. A self acknowledging fighter. Have you self-determined if your Kundalini has awoken? You were into the conservation of sexual energy? Why? Again Kundalini. Develop your mind. Listen to your body. One step back, two steps forward. Be humble and helpful to others. Impermanence. Middle path. Laugh. Sunshine and rain. Experiential learning. No pain, no gain. Simplicity. Wu wei. .... Banana357 - you are apparently doing great. Carry on checking yourself. Be patient. Be a nobody. - LimA

Hi Dada-da I'm OK - You're OK (Thomas Anthony Harris) - LimA

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Hi Dada-da, Soul cleansing with tears. Yes with those very dear? No with those not so near? Not always with real fears. Listen well - not only hear. - LimA

Chinese cheers (yam seng).

Why not?

... and be cum a member.