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So this is the feedback mechanism of why infants get permanent brain damage from the "cry it out" method. The infant hippocampus is still developing - that's why there is no sense of "self" yet because there are no permanent long term memories yet - the role of the hippocampus, along with turning off cortisol!! http://www.fi.edu/learn/brain/stress.html

Qigong master Chunyi Lin said I had an "enlightenment experience." I just trained real hard when I was 29 -- I did it to finish my masters degree at the U of MN - so no one could hassle me. haha. I had student monies so I could afford an organic vegan diet and then I read meditation books and then meditated at least four hours a day. I worked just on the weekends - and I didn't exercise that much. I had a car and I drove the Spring Forest Qigong classes or guild meetings - once a month. So I did that for six months - no t.v. - -just very little email - no internet otherwise - no socializing except one friend who was into meditation.... So yeah I got strong heat in the lower tan tien and the Level 3 class was a week away and I knew we learned fasting - so I figured I would jump ahead. I had read in the "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" book that when the lower tan tien really kicks in the heat then you can do the fasting. So I was not hungry and so I just switched to meditating at least six hours a day - and then as the week went on I just had half a glass of water - but then my channels kept opening up, the electromagnetic energy got stronger, and then first I felt my kidneys get real hot and then my thymus and then I started to feel the middle of my brain get hot. Then the top of my head got soft and was pulsating and the centers of my palms and feet were pulsating with electromagnetic energy. My breathing was minimal and I had water created internally in the center of my brain and it would just flow down into my throat. So I figured it was some sort of electryolysis process creating water so I didn't need to drink water. I needed less sleep as the week went on - five hours a night. Then when I went to the LEvel 3 retreat - it was a big conference room full of people but I could single out this dude near the front - I could smell him like he smelled like rotting flesh like death. Then he stood up and said he came up from Arizona to get special healing and then the qigong masters said that they can smell cancer like rotting flesh death smell so I figured I could smell his cancer. So then I went up to Chunyi - I never told him I had been fasting - but I just asked him: "What should I do?" He said: "Let me read your aura." Then he went into the Emptiness quick and came out and said: "Keep your mouth shut." I said - "You mean when I am meditating?" I realized I had been keeping it slightly open and so it was dry. He said yes and then he left the room as it was the break and I went to my sit to wait for the break to end. Suddenly the middle of my brain was ON FIRE and I realized that Chunyi was working to open up my third eye - the fire sensation was so strong I could not handle it. I just wanted it to end. haha. So then when Chunyi was in full lotus meditating I could see yellow forms shaped like humans forming out of the top of his head and one would form and then break off and then it would float out into the room to heal people. Then another one would form and break off, etc. and so he said someone could see this and so he explained they were his "yin spirits" going out to heal people. But then I saw yellow forms shaped like humans float into the room from outside - we were in a remote forest Christian retreat camp from like the 1950s - and so I didn't say anything again but Chunyi said someone could see this so he explained that they were dead people as spirits coming to him to get healed and that this happens to him regularly. I had just read about that in the biography of Phra Achran Mun, the most famous Thai Buddhist meditation master - and so I have not read of that since then - but that was corroboration of what Chunyi had said. So anyway I went to work that Monday and I explained to a coworker how I hadn't had any food for eight days and I felt awesome but then -- oh yeah then I was working alone in the backroom and this female manager came in - not my direct manager - but suddenly I had strong electromagnetic fields shooting out of the center of my brain! It was a field of electromagnetic energy and I could then sense her thoughts as telepathy. Then when her boss and my boss came into the room suddenly this female coworker manager said to our boss that she thought I should get promoted to be a manager. This was way out of the ordinary since I was not even qualified to be a manager as I was just an assistant administrative position but education wise I was over-qualified - I was the most educated person working there. haha. Anyway so yeah I went to lunch since I was working I figure I would break my fast - and so I had a vegan tofu greens soup -but it had sea salt in it and it tasted like complete POISON to me!! Then when I meditated in my room there was this spacetime vortex of the room spinning around me! That really freaked me out. When I came out of that meditation I felt like my mind and my body were really not the real me. So I threw out (recycled) my old journal of 500 pages - and I even threw out my Yan Xin meditation qigong cassette because I felt like I just didn't need it anymore. Oh yeah when I was hanging with my qigong friend - he was a friend from my activist days and we had lived together and we both did music and we were in the local anarchist cafe - and so we were not talking about meditation and he was at the next table. But again I could feel electromagnetic energy shooting out of the center of my brain into him. I just sat there hoping he would not notice!! haha. Suddenly he cries out - "Hey what are you doing to me!" Yeah and that was the same day when I saw this female I knew and she was about 15 feet from me but when our eyes met suddenly I knew she had this orgasmic reaction to me - like a real orgasm - as I had the same experience internally and I knew somehow that she had the same thing. But it was so bizarre to me that my mind did not process it - -it just happened but I did not analyze the import of it. I think I was like - wow now I'm literally a chick magnet. haha. So yeah then I went to do my weekly healing practice on my mom and she just screamed bloody murder at me and so I ate a bunch of food - and anyway I healed her and she actually fell asleep -- but when I healed her I felt really strong electromagnetic energy going into her and pulling out her blockages. Well the days these things happened varied - I should have wrote it all down. I went to the Guild practice session that weekend after the Level 3 retreat. Jim Nance asked me to explain my fasting experience to our healing practice group and then this old lady asked me to do a healing on her. So she was sitting in a chair and I didn't touch her but I forgot not to pull the energy blockages out of the top center of the skull. So I did that by accident and I felt this heavy electromagnetic blob get pulled out of the top center of her skull. As soon as I felt it she immediately just bawled - even though she couldn't see what I was doing. She just kept bawling and she was bawling for at least 15 minutes and someone else had their arm around her. My local qigong friend was walking by as everyone was leaving and I said - you're not going to believe what just happened and then the lady walked past still bawling and someone with their arm around her. But then I saw her maybe a couple months later and she smiled at me as she knew I had just made an honest mistake. So my mom called me two weeks later to say she wanted another healing and that the healing I did was the "difference between night and day" and she no longer needed surgical stockings nor to keep her legs elevated all the time. So I said how I had stopped practicing since she had yelled at me so bad. Then she said I was just lazy. haha. Anyway I didn't realize I had done an exorcism of her liver blockage. So I told all this to Chunyi at the next Level 3 class I took - and he said I had an enlightenment experience. When I told him about how I had thrown away the Yan Xin meditation tape he said that my mind was confused. So then I kept wondering about the difference between consciousness and the Emptiness and it took me a few years to figure that it was due to the complementary opposites of reality. Consciousness is the light energy but Emptiness is not light - Emptiness is pure being as awareness but it's more like a spacetime vortex. But the reason they are not the same - consciousness will go into the Emptiness eternally - this is because of the yin-yang dynamics of reality. I go into this in more detail - about symmetric logic, etc. as I've mentioned. But anyway from my study of nondualism I had been thinking of the Emptiness as a static realm -- like once you achieve it then it is beyond good and evil - and beyond clean and dirty, etc. and so I had experienced the Emptiness but after that I didn't feel like I needed to keep purifying my energy. So was eating meat and then eating out of dumpsters for food and I went into the tantra practice as females were chasing after me. Like once I was in a bookstore and this female literally stalked me around the bookstore. haha. Anyway so that was my confusion - obviously you have to keep purifying your energy and keep storing it up and it wasn't until almost ten years later after I kept studying the book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" did I discover the reason why the room was spinning around me. So it says that there is dizziness if your spirit starts leaving your body before it is surrounded by enough chi energy. So you have to store your spirit in your lower tan tien to then encapsulate the spirit inside chi energy to power the spirit travel. So if only I had studied the book more at the time then I would have been prepared when it had happened. But that is a very intense book. Anyway so what happened is then I took another Level 3 class and Chunyi Lin put his finger to the center of my forehead and he shot this laser bliss into the center of my brain - and even though I had stopped practicing my energy channels had not fully closed up. So then I was super sensitive of energy - I could read people's energy through the walls in the other apartments - and it was not fun. So I kept moving and looking for a better place to practice meditation. By now I was done with graduate school so no school money and no car anymore and so I was exercising too much and eating not pure and then I moved nine times trying to find a pure place to meditate - no luck. Then anyway I wondered if the magnetic bliss in the center of my brain would go away and so I completely stopped practicing for a couple months and the magnetic bliss in the center of the brain was the same. So I figured it was permanent. That was back in 2001.

you need five posts to get to main forum - peace.

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So doesn't Mo Pai also have 72 levels? Just a coincidence? Seems rather similar - focus on first filling up the lower tan tien. That is the standard internal alchemy practice as in "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality." So filling up the lower tan tien is the yin chi and then the yang chi combines with it to create the "thunder" - the prenatal vitality or shen energy.... It's all connected - I just finished the Profiles of Bushmen Healers book - the original alchemical training. haha. I highly recommend that book - lots on yang spirit transformation and on how kundalini is really spirit energy, etc. - well N/om is what they call it.

Well I have a permanent magnetic bliss in the center of my brain. When I use my intention then I can transmit energy out of the center of my brain. When I do this then the right vagus nerve begans pulsating and you can see my neck pulsating and this means the pineal gland is pulling up the lower body energy -- including the anaerobic bacteria also. So the brain leaches out the toxins also - which is why I had to use antiseptics all the time like vinegar or garlic, etc. Sex is dirty. haha. So basically I was reversing the normal subconscious process of desire in the mind as chi energy then going down through the medulla oblongata through the cerebospinal fluid to create the semen for ejaculation. I could literally just dry out my balls by flexing my pineal gland, pulling up the sex fluids, and then turning it into "yin chi" energy. The problem with this is it's called False Fire of the Heart - it's not real chi energy. It's still jing energy and so then it depletes the jing energy over time. So yeah in full lotus then the perineum takes in the female jing energy. Yeah I didn't do this just for sex energy but any lower emotional energy blockage. Like a couple years ago I fasted for 10 days and just lived off the lower emotional blockages. So I was converting jing to chi energy - taking in all the extra emotional blockages of the females and then transmitting chi energy back to them. Umm - yeah people were having exorcisms. But I did that when I healed them also - like I exorcised my mom's liver blockage and she was screaming bloody murder at me - that was from strong chi energy - but I had never seen that kind of anger from a person. Since I had been fasting for 8 days on just half a glass of water so my energy was really pure and then I'm just blasted with all this screaming. haha. So that was one of the main reasons I stopped practicing. Anyway so yeah I did clear out people's liver blockages by flexing my pineal gland and also lung sadness but the main thing was the sex energy -- and then after about 40 mutual climaxes then the heart chakra opens up. So I would be converting jing to chi -- then orgasm and then deeper orgasm by more jing to chi - and so slowly the chi energy builds up for both people. A Little About Sexual Tantra … http://www.meditationexpert.com/meditation-techniques/m_sexual_tantra.html As Bodri points out this is a very limited practice - you can do it for health healing and real love - and so yeah it is great in the sense that Western modern culture does not even know what real love is - that it is from the male chi energy going into the female and the female jing energy going into the male. And the energy cycling like that. So you can heal lower emotional blockages. Qigong master Chunyi Lin said he does not practice this since the energy he gets back is not nearly as much as he is giving out since it is jing energy being taken in and it takes a lot of jing energy to make chi energy. I just ate tons of meat by dumpster diving food for free. haha. Then I ate tons of garlic as antiseptic and then tons of greens to counteract the garlic. Yeah it was out of control - biking ten miles a day, reading a book in full lotus while having mutual orgasms in public - I did that for five years. I also used tea tree oil as antiseptic - but I overdosed on that a couple times - pretty scary as it overactivates your parasympathetic nervous system and then you can't breathe for a while. Actually that reminds me that the Bushmen relied also on "terpenes" as an antiseptic they used during their healing dances. So other terpenes I've used -- thymol from the wild bergamot growing in our field - umm.. has a couple names. thymol is in Thyme of course and it's used in mouthwash also. Vinegar is a better antiseptic than alcohol - ummm... anyway I'm not advocating this tantra practice but just saying I did do it. One of the craziest moments was when I was in full lotus in Taco Bell and this prostitute -- African-American - she is got her butt in my face -- doing a dance - there were two other females sitting together on the other side -- just in total shock. I'm just transmitting energy into the prostitute and we're having mutual climaxes. Then -- the pimp comes in all decked out in like purple felt hat with blue feather sticking out and fancy green suit - something wild like that and he's got a John customer with him - all AFrican-American. So then she points to me - this skinny white dude - and she says she doesn't need the customer since she's cumming already. She was laughing but then she went with the John. The two females on the other side of the Taco Bell were just looking at me like wtf and I just went back to reading my book like nothing ever happened. haha. But yeah I don't need to "flex" my pineal gland - I can feel if my energy is getting sucked out of me. Like I mentioned before - I was reading in a cafe maybe a month ago - and I was not in full lotus and not flexing my pineal gland. The young female - like young college age - she lingers in front of me with her backside facing me as she is "cleaning." I used to get that manuever all the time in fastfood restaurants - the female would linger in front of my both while she was mopping - with her backside to me. haha. Anyway so this time I'm just reading my book - not even looking at the female - I just notice she is doing this because all of sudden my eye balls are fluttering. I can feel the shen spirit biophotons shooting out of my eyes. The words of the pages are fluttering because the energy is going out of my eyes from my pineal gland. So she was sucking up my energy. I suppose at that point I could have stopped reading and then chanting japa in my mind to empty out my mind so that it then pulls my energy back into my brain - the lower body energy - and I suppose pulls her jing energy into my body also to make up for the energy loss.

No - it's the same - I live with four females and they all suck up my energy. I get orgasmic sounds from the females - and also display behavior. Since I no longer "flex" my pineal gland then the female reactions are much much less because I'm not transmitting energy to give them what they want. haha. I used to do that and the females were much happier, relaxed, and also healthy and energized. As soon as I stopped then the females got cranky - "bitchy" - and sick. But I stopped right after the phone healing with Chunyi Lin. So now the females are forced to sublimate their energy since they can only get the energy from my indirectly -- not from my transmitting it to them. So if a perv gets their electromagnetic spirit pulled up from the lower sex center into their liver -then the perv gets angry! Because the perv is having their consciousness elevated to a higher frequency against their will - it is an exorcism. So if a perv can not get their lust fix then they try to get a "Rise" out of the person. It doesn't work well - in other words if you can get the male angry then it's a poor substitute to soak up the energy discharge. But only through meditation can that angry energy be converted into the internal climax energy. It has to be converted from the stress system to the relaxation system - the parasympathetic nervous system. So that is what I call the anger-fear-sex cycle. LIke the baboons studied by Sapolsky - the bored Alpha baboons intentionally beat up on the beta baboons because then the alpha baboons get a dopamine rise out of it - well where do they get that dopamine from? haha. So the thing is that the female orgasm converts dopamine to serotonin but what happens is that if the female is not getting enough orgasms then she is stuck in the dopamine cycle - just trying to get more dopamine fixes. Dopamine is what causes violence also. the testosterone turns into dopamine. So then you get all the sadomasochistic b.s. It all is based on male ejaculation addiction which is what our whole Western culture is based on going back to the Greek philosophers -- the older philosophers suck off the younger ones - literally suck off - to get the younger male energy. But the male ejaculation then puts the system back into the stress mode. So it is a positive feedback cycle and just gets stuck in dopamine - more stress - more violence dopamine - dopamine sex - more stress - more violence, etc. That basically sums up Western civilization right there and why it is destroying the planet. Modern humans are basically just chimpanzees or baboons. So when I was just outright giving the females orgasms then they were much happier and healthier but obviously that is totally taboo for modern society. haha. It's also dirty energy since it's not based on purifying the yin chi energy into yang chi energy through the solar heart energy. So Modern people are in total denial about this - it is instinctive psychophysiology we are talking about. It's why the Bushmen males practice Tshoma for their training - a month of solitude away from the females. Then when the third eye is open they can heal the females better.

The chi energy activates the female vagus nerve and so then the female goes into what primatologists call "female display behavior" -- the most common display behavior is "backside display" but there's also the "spread eagle" display and the "Baywatch Effect" - flexing out the breasts - and also direct eye contact and also mimicking masturbating and fellatio -- this is sticking the tongue into the side of the cheek as if the tongue was a penis (I know -- I was shocked when I first say this display done to me). Another is putting the hand in the jerking off gesture - like behind the back - or also there is actual female masturbation - this is by pumping the legs or even using the finger - in public. There there are the vocal gestures - orgasmic sounds being made - and then there's the arching of the back - and the shuddering. Then there's the verbal confirmation - "he's orgasmic" and "do you know what you're doing to me?" "I'm already cumming!" OH yeah females staring at my penis. Lap dancing to me while I'm in full lotus, etc. So when the female climaxes through visual display -- jumps in the air and yells out orgasmic cry - and the exact same time then ejaculation shoots up my back as an internal climax. I did this for five years and then I got a phone healing from qigong master Chunyi Lin who said "it's great you can give females bliss but until you store up your energy in your lower tan tien then your transmissions will always be weak." I knew that - my energy was much stronger back in 2000 when I did the intensive training. I began sitting in full lotus in public as self defense - I had girls hitting on me - like total strangers getting into my public space - staring into my eyes lasciviously - and the parents look on, like encouraging the girls to get as much as possible. haha.

Yeah even "Public" radio is completely corporate mind control. My sister was going to the airport so I rode along and she had the National Petroleum Radio news on. haha. That's what Greg Palast calls it. Sure enough - this news section (interview with Delta CEO) is underwrited by Delta airlines. This news section is underwriting by the national gas association or whatever - a story on fracking no less. This news section is sponsered by a gas refining association -- a story about how fossil fuels were unlimited. My sister just kept listening like it was the news. I was practically gagging trying not to say anything.

Sex is like old bubble gum - it just keeps sticking to you the more you try to take it away. So if you're trying to build up your energy then the flies will stick to you - they will seach you out and do whatever they can to take your energy from you. It is totally impersonally. I've had plenty of times where I am sitting in full lotus in public and then I feel my energy getting sucked out of me - but no female is in sight! Then I turn my head around - ah -- a female is behind me! haha. Or once I was in a Muslim restaurant in full lotus and I felt my energy get sucked out of me so I had an internal climax. Where was the female? It was room full of males! But wait! I was sitting next to the screened off "female" area of the restaurant and on the other side of the screen was a female in full regalia -- body all covered up. haha.

he shows them on youtube. Basically he stands there and then clenches his sphincter and PC muscle and compresses his dantien -- he does that while inhaling. That's his main schtick to "pack" the energy into the lower tan tien.

For advanced qi training there can be no sexual thoughts. But in the modern context most people can probably only practice tantra. As our energy builds up then we attract the complementary opposite type of energy - so the higher we go - the lower we attract. This means more serious blockages to be emptied out. I woke myself up from a dream of darkest import and then flexed the PC muscle while having a huge internal orgasm and then I went into full lotus to sublimate it. Then I slept for a bit but then went back into full lotus for part two which is to bring the energy down the front - through mind emptiness. But as Nan and Bodri state - if the mind was already dirtied by the thoughts then you can't really make chi energy from it. So to keep building up chi energy requires a pure environment - otherwise people around us are always sucking off or sapping our energy. I have been told this directly by a qigong master so it's not just my interpretation. As for the psychic mutual climaxes I have had verbal confirmation besides all the body language of orgasms. haha. I stopped "flexing" my pineal gland since it was draining my energy - besides it was just yin chi and made me smell like crap all the time. I still have to be very careful about my diet as Chunyi says for a qigong person food easily "goes to the head." Also I rarely ejaculate since my energy still just gets drained off as chi energy - so I burn off the sex fluids - but then the chi energy still gets suck up - so I am not building up my energy. The more you build up your energy then the more dangerous the training is to lose the alchemical pill through nocturnal emission - and also the more people around you will try to deconvert your chi energy back to the mundane level of their energy. But since I do outside manual labor then my diet is not pure enough. So as the practice advances it really is required to have a special environment to meditate - so that a pure ascetic diet can be maintained and also without being emotionally attacked by mundane people stuck in the sex-fear-anger cycle of life. This is best achieved by being a superhuman warrior to fight off the pervs, etc. haha. That's why qigong training was the focus only after becoming a kungfu master. But yeah this training is not much appreciated now in modern times as people rely on technology for their needs instead of on the timeless training of universal love energy. haha.

Since you're young then NOW is the time!! It is a zillion times easier for you to build up chi energy than someone older. So you can do the work now with much less effort than someone older. As the chi builds up from standing active exercise then you can switch more to MCO. I would definitely do MCO now also if you can - just do more standing active exercise. So maybe do 1/2 hr of MCO or an hour. Like do two sets of two hour meditation. That's how I started out. So if you don't like meditation - then do 1 1/2 hr of standing active and then 1/2 hr of MCO. So again test by making the "chi ball" doing breathing of the universe exercise. As your electromagnetic energy builds up then work on getting into full lotus. 20 minutes of full lotus MCO equals four hours of any other type of "meditation." That's what qigong master chunyi Lin said and he did the Shaolin horse stance with thighs flat and arms outstretched - no moving - for 2 hrs nonstop every day for three months -- and that's how his third eye was fully opened. So then time is not the SAME - you have precognitive visions and you can also travel into the past to change other people's past energy!! So you experience time differently -- you ask about time - I'm just saying - that time is not what we think it is. haha. I'm going to meditate now.

you probably had successfully sublimated your energy. The feelings or sensations are always changing - if you feel coolness that probably means you got energy coming down the front channel -- the yin energy. You just keep practicing and then the heat in the lower tan tien will return. I would try doing two hours a day. Then to end it do the breathing of the universe exercise to see if you can start feeling electromagnetic sensation between your hands. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXwIRRTv7z4

you want to do slight reverse breathing but your mind controls your breath - so when the chi energy increases then less breathing is needed.

YOu only want an erection when you're not thinking about sex -- and so otherwise you need the left side vagus nerve to then bring the energy down to your heart and this only happens by mind emptiness - that's how the chi energy is created by purifying the energy. So the goal is not to get an erection. The goal is mind emptiness as the source of reality. It's a paradox -- the more you go into the Emptiness then the more powers you have. So if you want powers then you have to go into the Emptiness. First you need sublimation up to your brain via the cerebrospinal fluid. I rely on full lotus to do that. Can you sit in full lotus yet? Then your energy channels are not open enough yet. So more mind emptiness -- more meditation - active exercises, etc. until enough chi builds up to make your body more limber. The secret is the small of the back needs to open up - that's what full lotus does. That's how to sublimate your energy - you need to open up the small of the back - the lower back point.

Do horse stance with your thighs horizontal to the ground and your arms outstretched - don't move at all. If you can go 2 hours like that then do it everyday for three months. At the end of the training your third eye will be fully open and you can do long distance shen spirit healing - holographic reality.

http://springforestqigong.com teaches exactly what you want -- lots of amazing healing testimonials on their youtube channel. Self-learning materials from http://www.learningstrategies.com/Qigong/Home.asp

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right on. five posts you gotta make to get to the main forum.

http://journals.ametsoc.org/doi/abs/10.1175/JAS-D-12-0208.1?journalCode=atsc Zhou, Jiansong, Ka-Kit Tung, 2013: Deducing Multidecadal Anthropogenic Global Warming Trends Using Multiple Regression Analysis. J. Atmos. Sci., 70, 3–8. Deducing Multidecadal Anthropogenic Global Warming Trends Using Multiple Regression Analysis Jiansong Zhou and Ka-Kit TungDepartment of Applied Mathematics, University of Washington, Seattle, Washington

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