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So Hun and Po -- yeah I'm recording Paranormal Witness marathon on SciFi today -- I missed the first half of it but I've never seen this show before - it's dramatic recreations of "eyewitness accounts" of paranormal activity. They actually interview the eyewitness so it seems credible (unless the eyewitnesses are actual actors also). haha. Anyway it's very much like the NDE show I love - "I Survived: Beyond and Back" - forgot about that - if there's been a new series or not. It's produced out of New Zealand though. Anyway so this how so far has had a couple who messed with a Ouja board and called on any spirit to manifestion - a friendly one - but instead some psycho spirit attached to the lady and began attacking the family and doing poltergeists. So the third show on now is this kid who was in jail but then got furlow for his Grandpa's funeral but his grandpa was evil and abused the kid and the kid hated the grandpa and then he got out of jail -- wait now he is going back -- anyway he was staying at a friend's house but this spirit was attacking the house and family with poltergeists and physical abuse. Not sure why he's back in jail - was that whole house stay his attempt to escape jail? He saids he has the power inside him to make it rain! He caused a poltergeist in the house with rain inexplicably falling from the ceiling and walls - and the landlord and his wife even were called over to see it. Anyway so it appears he is possessed by his grandfather's dead spirit - the show is not over. The first episode I saw was this UFO sighted by several different police departments -- and the thing shot off at incredible speed - sounds like the UFO that I saw - the big black triangle equilateral with no fuselage - but none of the cops saw the craft to make out a shape - just the bizarre lights. Anyway so the local military air base denied any activity but of course they would be the main suspects. O.K. so yeah as Gurdjieff says a person needs to create an astral body otherwise when they did they don't actually have an astral body. Instead they have a ghost spirit that stays close to Earth - I have seen these spirits of dead people. So actually when we are alive - without spiritual training - we are actually also already like ghosts or dead people - in a trance state - since ghosts are controlled by their lower emotional attachments - the shen spirit energy is still controlled by the kundalini energy as unconscious attachments. So we live in a lower frequency, lower dimensional dream state that is more materialistic and therefore inherently more destructive - hence all the violence on Earth, etc. I mean violence has a role in balancing life on Earth with predators being fewer in number as the top of the pyramid but then killing off the sick and elderly so that the masses maintain healthier populations without wiping out the plant sources of food. Yeah but what is happening with humans is way beyond our natural role as predators in the Natural balance of life. So Gurdjieff said how the dominant life force on Earth has to first help the Moon grow spiritually before the Earth itself can evolve to become more like a Sun. Life on Earth is governed by the Moon energy -- it is psychic but powered from the emotional energy - it is this yin chi energy -- so there is always shen energy within the jing energy and so there is yin jing energy and yang jing energy. The yang jing is the yin chi energy. Yeah it takes a lot of jing energy to get to the Solar chi energy -- the prenatal vitality -- the shen within the jing energy to fully open up as the kundalini energy. This only happens through the source of the I-thought as the Emptiness meditation -- what I call the female formless awareness. Modern humans - including females - do not live in harmony with ecology because modern humans rely on technology as the answer -- the technofeminism - and so there is a separation of heaven and earth. So modern human culture is all based on male ejaculation and so females are trained to try to get a male to ejaculate and that is supposed to be the secret to love for the female. It sounds crude to say but this is reflected subconsciously also through the technological agenda as just being phallic power. So in feminism it is taught that the emotional energy and sexual energy is repressed by males and then this is projected as disharmony or oppressive energy towards females. This is very true but also the females then try to be like males - and this is technofeminism - why? Because since there are very few really enlightened males then the females never experience real love energy - so that the heart love is rarely really opened up. The heart energy is opened up by the sublimated male energy which is the opposite of the male ejaculation. The male needs to embrace the truth that Nature is female and so the male needs to learn to have the internal female orgasms - called an impersonal eroticism - and this enables the male to not need to ejaculate - and so this enables the energy to keep building up to then increase the number of female orgasms for the female also. The shen energy is a top down approach - it is indirect for the female - but the goal of the female is the internal orgasm. Even in male spirituality this role of the female orgasm is suppressed. As soon as I stopped "flexing" my pineal gland to transmit energy then the females not only got super cranky but they also got sick!! They got so sick and cranky that I got sick from them - they were dragging my energy down!! So trying to rely on male separation from females in order to build up the energy while refusing to transmitting energy to the females to give the females what they want and need - orgasms - then this forces the females to have to sublimate their energy on their own - to learn how to rely on the Female Formless Awareness - instead of relying on males to give them orgasms. Our culture does not understand the connection between orgasms and real heart love but it is through more and more female orgasms that the love energy increases. Instead our culture is based on male ejaculation as being the real goal - this is never directly stated but it is the focus of the culture being increasingly pornographic. So it is a sick evil culture since male ejaculation is based on increasing stress hormones - it is the psychophysiology of evil - this belief in infinite male ejaculation - which is a positive feedback cycle of using up the energy of Mother Nature -- raping and pillaging Nature and humanity as a whole. So the females go around trying to get males to ejaculate - thinking this is female liberation to have "better" male ejaculations by having better male sex - but actually the females are trying to be more like males by doing this!! So this energy is actually "yin chi" energy -- it is actually the ETHERIC travel - not real astral travel - it is still the HUN soul energy because it is still based on the lower emotions. I was told I would need to fully open up the 2nd chakra to move beyond this area - but that also requires fully opening up the third eye. It is very difficult since it requires a ton of jing energy to be stored up in order to fully open up the third eye. If you study the book Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality - it's all based on male celibacy. So any loss of energy means having to start over -- essentially. A certain threshold has to be obtained for a new trajectory - a quality change from the quantity change. It is explained by Chaos Theory - called a "bifurcation point" and that's why it's alchemical. Unless that amount of yin chi energy is built up internally in the lower tan tien then the "bifurcation point" is never achieved to start opening up the third eye through the real kundalini or yang chi energy. Yeah I achieved that level for just a few weeks - the energy was too strong -- people around me were freaking out - I was told I should have called Chunyi Lin. haha. I stopped practicing and then my energy channels closed up. But the main thing I noticed is that I had turned into a "chick magnet" and so after that whenever I tried to build up energy again then either the pervs or the females would chase after me. As I was told -- it is very difficult to train in the city. So there is the issue of "ghost pollution" and I would say this also possesses people to be stuck in their lower emotions - and so an exorcism is necessary. Like qigong master Jim Nance telling me about my dad - that was a type of exorcism of me. So modern humanity is essentially possessed by all the ghosts of all the wars, etc. and so there needs to be some sort of mass exorcism of life on Earth.

yeah exactly because humanity as a whole has a lower frequency vibration so can not self-harmonize the emotional energy. The original human culture - the Bushmen from 100,000 BCE - all the males trained to be enlightened spiritual energy healers and so their culture was peaceful. The problem is psychophysiological - based on male ejaculation addiction - it is biological - not historical or cultural. The training requires a permanent psychophysiological transformation - preferably when the male is going through puberty. So yeah "law" and the rational mind repression of the left brain dominance addresses the symptoms without addressing the underlying cause which is a right brain dominance to get to the pineal gland heart connection as spirit light energy that guides morality. This is as Gurdjieff exposed also how modern humans are controlled by the Kundabuffer - the small of the lower back is tightened closed. So sitting in full lotus stretches out the small of the back so that the kundalini energy can be sublimated to be consciously aware. For example humanure composting. Money is from repressed anality - not knowing how to properly compost humanure. The misunderstanding of how Nature is in control by recycling and transforming energy all the time.

Man Ramana Maharshi is deep if you really study him.

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Yeah psychedelics like LSD -- I have not done LSD but I have done DMT which is actually much stronger - you can't move your body while on a strong DMT dose - but psychedelics full the body with serotonin. So yeah I tested DMT while in full lotus yoga position and the internal orgasm was so huge it felt like my tailbone was peeled back and upwards and then it shot into my brain and I literally heard a gun shot in my brain and then the pineal gland blasted open into the rainbow vortex for four hours. Then I heard a loud OHM sound from my heart. So Master Nan, Huai-chin says how this loud OHM sound from the heart is the conversion of jing to chi energy from the second chakra opening up. The thing is that the energy has to be stored in the lower tan tien. Controlling this energy is something to be learned and I am not good at this - like Chunyi Lin says he used to not be able to wear watches since they would always break. haha. But anyway you wrote: I have read Nothing Ever Happens by David Godman -- this is a paradox that kept me occupied for about six years!! So Chunyi Lin in the Level 3 class teaches the fundamental model of reality from the Tai Chi symbol - how the sine wave in the center of the circle is consciousness and the circle as Wu Chi is the Emptiness as the Universe. The two smaller circles are yin and yang. So my question was - why is "consciousness" different than "Emptiness"? As per nondualism I thought they are the same!! But the answer that took my several years to realize is that reality is inherently based on complementary opposites -- so the consciousness is light energy as spirit energy and the Emptiness is like the spacetime vortex but it is formless Being that can not be seen. The thing is that because reality is actually based on complementary opposites - yin and yang - these energies never stop transforming. Brahman-based nondualism emphasizes a "static" formlessness but Ramana Maharshi actually calls it a "three in one" unity. See Ramana Maharshi, Talks With Ramana Maharshi: On Realizing Abiding Peace and Happiness (Inner Directions; 2nd edition, August 1, 2000) “The satvic mind has to be admitted as a concession to argument. The satvic mind is in fact the Absolute consciousness. The object to be witnessed and the witness finally merge together and Absolute consciousness alone reigns supreme.” p. 77 So satvic is the light consciousness. But consider this misleading confusion!! “But the Self is beyond knowledge and ignorance. It is light itself.” P. 208 and “Nada, photisms, etc., imply the existence of triputi (the triads of cogniser, cognition and the cognized). The current resulting from investigation of Self is suddhatriputi or pure triad – that is to say, undifferentiated triad.” p. 275. So this "triad" is actually the Tai-Chi symbol. Yang is electromagnetic and yin is electrochemical and consciousness is shen or shakti as light energy. and the Emptiness: D: Maharshi: Are you conscious of a brotherhood of invisible rishis? M: If invisible, how to see them? D: In consciousness. M: There is nothing external in consciousness. D: Is there not the individuality? I fear to lose my individual being. Is there not in consciousness the consciousness of being human? M: Why fear to lose individuality? What is your state in dreamless sleep? Are you conscious of your individuality then? D: It is possible. M: But what is your experience? If individuality be there, would it be deep sleep?6 So the confusion is that people think the LIGHT is the EMPTINESS - but this is not quite true!!! "the whole sunlight will represent the Supreme Being." and D.: Should it be thought of as Self-Effulgent? M.: It transcends light and darkness. An individual (jiva) sees both. The Self enlightens the individual to see light and darkness. and "The intellect derives light from the Self (the Higher Power). How can the reflected and partial light of the intellect envisage the whole and the original Light?" and "To be full of light (tejomaya) is the aim." and "When the senses are merged in darkness it is deep sleep; when merged in light it is samadhi." and "Karpura arati is symbolic of the burning away of the mind by the light of illumination," and "The Self is the Heart. The Heart is selfluminous. Light arises from the Heart and reaches the brain, which is the seat of the mind. The world is seen with the mind, that is, by the reflected light of the Self. It is perceived with the aid of the mind. When the mind is illumined it is aware of the world. When it is not itself so illumined, it is not aware of the world. If the mind is turned in towards the source of light, objective knowledge ceases and Self alone shines forth as the Heart. The moon shines by the reflected light of the sun. When the sun has set, the moon is useful for revealing objects. When the sun has risen, no one needs the moon, although the pale disc of the moon is visible in the sky. So it is with the mind and the Heart. The mind is useful because of its reflected light." hence in Taoism - the Moon is the Psychic energy because it "reflects" the Sun as the Mind reflects the Self. So concentration of mind means it is not undulating -- concentration then leads to LIGHT as samadhi. But the Light is STILL not the EMPTINESS - the light is the Satva Mind as consciousness. O.K. that is the BRAHMAN definition of God based on symmetric closed logic that attempted to "contain" infinity within material reality - within the body as the heart center. I AM is actually the Tai Chi symbol which is not contained. "that" really refers to Formless Awareness - but I AM is really the Pythagorean Tetrad as 1:2:3:4. I-though is the One that is not a number - is it the light consciousness. 2:3 is yang as electromagnetic energy and 3:4 is the yin as electrochemical energy. It is NOT contained as "that" I AM - a closed circular tautology that became the "cipher" symmetric logic of Western math. Instead - that is why the world reappeared for Poonjaji - his Light energy is still his personal MIND consciousness that is always going into the Emptiness which is the formless female awareness - it is an eternal transformation process that never changes. So it's not a "static" realm of Being as Emptiness - instead it is always creating energy as light, chi, etc. The undifferentiated triad that Ramana Maharshi referred to is based on complementary opposites that inherently as asymmetric and so we always already exist within the Emptiness and so we are always already recreating energy as we go into the Emptiness eternally.

ah.... The term conspiracy comes from the Latin word conspirare used to describe the medieval ritual of secretly breathing together to bond the community to the land, as detailed by Ivan Illich: citing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfuY9t3VhCo That doc gives the structural genocidal sex abuse by the Church "moral leaders" of the West.

It's possible. The jing is definitely more easy for people to detect. The chi at first makes people a bit confused but yeah it's a delayed effect for it to then increase their jing. So for example I could take in a female's jing energy but at the same time increase her chi energy. So her voice would then go from being deeper and stronger to being more feminine as higher and weaker voice - but her emotional state is much more heart focused and blissed out since her chi energy is stronger. So then she will naturally deconvert that energy back to jing energy. It's kind of like a shen transmission - well actually the pineal gland energy is shen energy but it's just a matter of intensity - so it's biophoton energy. Umm..... yeah so I recommend if you can save up then get a phone healing from one of the Spring Forest Qigong masters -- call 952-593-5555. So that will be a Shen transmission and then you'll have experienced the laser holographic energy. So then shen is light energy but it then basically works its way to the lower centers to increase the jing energy so there is a nice burning bliss in the lower tan tien. Yeah for me - what happens is that unless there is eye contact then I can get away without the chi being noticed and so the pervs, etc. will not attempt to suck it off. But yeah like hand shaking - I can feel the energy vibration go from higher to lower - there's actually a buzzing sensation when it goes to someone with a low perv frequency. So the perv then will like put their other hand on me at the same time they shake my hand - basically groping me to get more energy. haha. It of course makes me steaming mad and then I have to recharge my energy -- but the thing is that it's not worth expressing anger about - since the energy is free -- it just needs to be recharged. So yeah I have had females pick up on my chi energy and then suddenly go - hey wait a minute - and then -- you know you can feel the cogs in their brain turning -- haha. So then they engage me in conversation about whatever stupid stuff they can think of - when the real reason is to suck off my energy. Actually for the perv -- it is a creepy evil sensation - like the perv is actually evil hypnosis - they "engage" you like in Star Wars when they tractor beam is pulling in the ship into the Death Star. haha. They "engage" to lower your frequency -- so they can use your energy for their own evil purposes. But evil is limited by its nature - it is also contained inside a greater good. So they "think" it's their secret means of increasing their power - and that they can hide their true evil intentions since it's their "private" thoughts. haha. But that's why Chunyi Lin just lets people take his energy since he recharges it from an infinite source and that is what forces the evil people to realize they are wrong. So yeah I think -- see the yin chi energy is what you are talking about. You have to fill up the yin chi energy in the lower tan tien before the prenatal vitality or yang chi energy as the real kundalini is activated. That's when the chi is converting to shen energy to open up the third eye. The orgasmic bliss at that level is way more deep and full body - but basically the tailbone is vibrating in bliss. You can reach this also from doing DMT with meditation -- umm..... but you gotta be careful of using syrian rue as an MAOI. haha. Maybe go with the Amazonian MAOI - the Caapi vine. Anyway yeah for me -- like the females flexing the back with a full body shudder as they shake off the stress when they orgasm - that is of course another type of female display behavior. haha. But it doesn't have to be like that - females are truly energy masters of the public orgasms -- with laser precision in how to soak up the male electromagnetic energy -- for example the breasts actually suck up the male electromagnetic energy to then achieve orgasm. Yeah I don't have any regrets about my dirty tantra practice but it is definitely not the way to build up energy -- as Taoist Yoga says -- it's like kicking a football over and over until it looses its air. The jing energy gets depleted unless the third eye is fully open then you can recharge the jing energy through your shen energy. I can take in jing energy like I said so that I am at least balancing the loss -- but it takes a lot of jing energy to create chi energy. You should be able to feel electromagnetic force inside your body - between your hands, for example. For me I always feel electromagnetic force in the center of my brain but that just means there is access to transmitting the astral energy. As Chunyi said he has met people with the third eye open but they use it too much so they are obese since their body is trying to compensate for loss of jing - they need to eat too much - or else they age early from loss of jing energy. But our culture requires that the men services the females. haha. Like in China in the 1980s the females were not supposed to initiate conversation with the males in public - I read this in a book by a female professor who went to China with her husband -- she wrote about her experiences. So obviously it's a culture based on repressing the females physically and emotionally - I mean probably not as much anymore as females are working for their "liberation." haha. I mean it's a long road back to the original human culture where the males were trained to open the third eye to send real love energy to the females. So that culture relied on males training in isolation away from the females but the males also focused on healing the females after the males did their training. But the male training went to the opposite extreme of trying to "contain" the female formless awareness as a contained infinity - inside the body - as an immortal individual which is not possible. That is the real origin of the male Solar priest religions like the Avatars: Buddha, Krishna, Jesus. So then technological civilizaton arose as a means for the female to protect themselves against this male materialistic culture - whether it's males going for materialistic immortality or just male ejaculation addiction as a materialistic mundane immortality. The Womb-Tomb as the Cosmic Mother is the only real truth that regenerates Nature. Nature is female -- nature almost always reproduces using parthogenesis -- mainly bacteria. For example for every one human cell there are ten bacteria.

yeah of course. See all these threads about dating and relationships -- it's ALL based on defining humans by language and the normal senses of perception. But psychophysiologically it is electromagnetic energy that triggers the female orgasm so if a male builds up his chi energy then the female responds instinctively and basically goes into heat. If the chi energy is strong enough then there is a psychic mutual climax. Now some will be creeped out by this and want to censor it, etc. as always happens when I mention it. haha. Just because the psychic mutual climax happens it does not mean I think it is ideal - I'm just saying when a man trains around females then it inherently has to be a tantra situation because the female being more yin - more based in the parasympathetic energy system - will suck up the chi energy to trigger more internal climaxes. So the problem with this is the male can never store up enough energy to really open up the third eye to do deeper healing with stronger power. Tantra is stuck to emptying out the realm of desire and emptying out the lower realm of form. So Tantra is great for healing lower emotional energy because the internal orgasms empty out the negative emotions and also tantra is great for converting jing to chi energy since the more mutual climaxes that happen between a female and a male doing internal orgasms (like a female) then the stronger the heart center opens up as electromagnetic love energy. But to really build chi energy it has to be based on emptiness and so internal orgasms are still stuck to the lower emotional energy of the heart as overexcitement or love passion. There has to be a deeper slower breathing of the lungs to convert sadness to courage which then converts the heart love to compassion. In a tantra situation this requires the female to also empty out her love emotions from excitement erotic passion into a deeper compassion beyond any feeling of lust and sex. This is difficult because it requires the female to go beyond the normal emotions and well the female is based on having babies - psychophysiologically. Anyway so that's why it's easier for a male to train with other males -- preferably energy masters of course. This is why traditionally the male trains in qigong only after being a kungfu master because it requires the male to physically be able to create a safe space for himself without being emotional harrassed by idiots who are stuck in the materialistic lower emotional realm - not focused on the Emptiness. Or in the caste system the Emptiness meditation by the males was done by the intellectual priests while being protected by the warrior caste maintaining the caste system of gender relations and purity, etc. But of course this leads to a hierarchical system of strong exclusion based on heredity, race, etc. So you can see how this issue of training turned into the deepest most codified stratification of humanity on Earth - the Indian caste system with all the subcastes, etc. Professor Bruce Lincoln has done fascinating research on the caste system. http://www.academicroom.com/bookreview/classifying-universe-ancient-indian-varna-system-and-origins-caste-0 All for what - with the goal of creating real fully enlightened yoga masters but this system obviously got corrupted. Yeah so obviously what you experienced was what primatologists call female display behavior and I can only assure you that I have experienced - in general public -- basically everything from extreme lap dancing with the female backside literally a few inches from my face while I was in full lotus -- to breast displays -- and navel displays -- spread eagle displays - leg pumping - masturbation -- all the sounds of orgasm -- a female even playing pornography to me. haha. Verbal confirmation by strangers of having orgasms from me, etc. O.K. so yeah full on tantra for five years - in public. But yeah I have always been secretly religious and so you have reminded me of my previous days of females doing display behavior to me - long before I practiced qigong but just because I sublimated my energy. So in the Western tradition without yoga this sublimation process is not very successful. St. Francis Assisi would have his monks jump into an ice cold stream in order to sublimate the energy. haha. I think Gary Clyman recommends cold showers to trap the chi into the inner core of the body. Anyway I relied on full lotus to sublimate the energy but that is not the same as purifying the energy. Purifying the energy is the mind celibacy which means not even talking or writing about this subject. haha. I realize obviously you are learning how to best deal with your physical situation as am I - but the only real answer is more meditation in silence. Purification requires silence. But yeah it was not until 10 years after my initial training that I finally studied Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality for the details on False Fire of the Heart. http://fulllotusqigong.blogspot.com/2012/08/the-sufi-way-of-blame-heyoka-tricksters.html Yeah I blogged on this as The Sufi Way of Blame, Heyoka Tricksters and the Heart's False Fire Taoist YOga: Alchemy and Immortality: So how can you or I train seriously? When I trained seriously and I left my meditation room and I went to a local cafe and then this female I knew saw me and when our eyes looking into each other from a distance of about 20 feet suddenly I knew she had an orgasmic reaction to me. That was the first time I could sense this and so I could not even mentally acknowledge or process what I had perceived through direct perception of the third eye pineal gland. So that was 2000 -- the end of 2000 -- and then in 2007 this female lept into the air after she did a "backside display" to me in full lotus - she lept into the air and yelled at the same time that I had internal climax up my spine - and so the energy had shot out of my eyes into her backside and even the next day she was still giddy and she pushed her coworker aside from the register so she could serve me. So that was the first time I discovered the psychic mutual climax in public - and it happened from female display behavior in reaction to me building up my energy. Gary Clyman says he avoided female contact for two years while he was doing his training.

This has got a lot of PUA inside-info. I'm waiting for Joe to diss yoga somewhere in this podcast....

Yeah yesterday Qigong Master Jim Nance told me he healed this psychotic violent man who could not be treated at all - he was so violent he had to be chained face down to a bed. So someone told Jim Nance about the man and so Jim Nance did long distance healing and within two days the man was on meds, functioning.

http://whatreallyhappened.com/WRHARTICLES/fakealqaeda.php

http://concen.org/forum/thread-49377-post-259737.html#pid259737

male ejaculation sex is more of an economic exchange with females than spirituality.

http://truthbeknown.com has amazing expose research on the corrupt origins of Christianity - it's from the Solar ritual priests using mass ritual sacrifice. Astrotheology. The Christ Conspiracy book goes into it and then expanded with Suns of God to Buddhism and Krishna....

yeah five posts to get into the main forum. So I have been posting the qi-talks with Spring Forest Qigong Master Jim Nance..... http://fulllotusqigong.blogspot.com is my blog with the posts - just scroll down for video of his talks, etc.

Wow this reminds me when I listened to NPR yesterday - the mornings news was sponsored by a petroleum refinery and the news story was Charles Man saying that non-renewable resources are actually unlimited. Then the news was on fracking in Germany and guess what? sponsored by the natural gas industry. Then an interview with Delta airlines CEO - and the story was sponsored by Delta!! the next story as "news" was a promotional for Google. I was shocked that people accept that as "public" news!!?! http://www.cornerofberkshireandfairfax.ca/forum/general-discussion/non-renewable-resources-are-they-really-finite/25/?wap2 So here was have Charles Mann saying SOIL is a renewable resource. Yes it's NEEDS to be renewed. I practice humanure composting. Yes, Unconventional Fossil Fuels Are That Big of a Deal Here is a new story by Charles Mann -- http://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2013/05/yes-unconventional-fossil-fuels-are-that-big-of-a-deal/275616/ Hmm -- but the environmental costs? http://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2013/05/what-if-we-never-run-out-of-oil/309294/

So just got off the phone with Spring Forest Qigong Master Jim Nance. He told me an amazing story about the origins of his teaching career for 35 years. So I updated my blogpost - also a photo of Jim Nance doing Gymcraftics in 1961!!

Yeah after writing the above qigong master Jim Nance Qi-talk and our follow up conversation - it was 1 a.m. and I crashed asleep since I had spent the day doing physical labor. Anyway soon after I woke up with my body buzzing in electromagnetic bliss. It felt awesome. I realized that Spring Forest Qigong Master Jim Nance had probably been waiting for me to sleep so that my mind would not get in the away of the healing energy. haha.

Yeah one of the "terrorists" was Nigerian. Powerful protests here against U.S.-U.K. imperialism

Yeah fasting is the best in my opinion - fasting in full lotus. A few years ago I did a ten day fast in full lotus because someone had lied about me. haha. Then they claimed that me fasting was stressing them out too much and so making them smoke too much!! haha. That's how an exorcism works - the symptoms get worse before they get better. After that the person then tried to quit smoking!! They got to three months and then started up again. Why? Because a deep addiction like that is controlled by the 100 day GONG training!! But yeah when I fasted then it was threatened against me that the doctor would be called -- so then I would just go outside to do physical labor to prove I was healthy and strong. On the tenth day then I took my nephew on a hike through the forest and then took him up the ladder to the roof to see my small experimental roof garden. If fasting is done properly it is a very quick way to increase the chi energy. The strongest chi energy I ever had was after fasting for eight days on half a glass of water. But yeah normally when you fast you want to be meditating all the time for it to be an "energy feast."

Yeah I was working night shift and so no one was sucking up my energy and I biked to work in the winter in the middle of the night. I needed some quick food and so resorted to the junk food machine - a big metal box. I tried to put the quarters in but they stuck to the side and when I put my hand from them the quarters were rolling up the side - I could move them with my hand. So then I checked my hands by making a qi ball and sure enough I had strong qi energy pushing my hands apart. I had not even realized I had built up my qi but I did so since I had solitude. Soon after a female at work began stalking me. haha.

it was the female orgasmic sighing routine after a fake compliment to try to get me to lower my defenses. haha. I luckily picked up on it just from past experience and I immediately started chanting in my mind: "Ohm Mani Padme Hum" - I never said a word in response since I knew it would just be a means to suck up my energy - actually deconverting it from chi into sex fluids. So I just kept chanting that in my mind and then took a shower (which Robert Bruce says is a great way to do an exorcism). But anyway then I went into full lotus at the keyboard. I still need to correct some of the damage but actually I minimized the damage - I can feel my prostate has some stuck energy that still needs to be sublimated but no big deal. But yeah I was wondering -- WHY? Because I didn't think my jing energy was that strong - which would normally be the cause. haha. Females picking up I have a "load to blow" so to speak. But I had done physical labor all day and did not eat that much meat, etc. Anyway when I was in full lotus the middle of the brain magnetic bliss was stronger than normal and suddenly I realized - oh it must be the full moon! Checked the calendar - the third eye energy is strongest three days before the full moon - so pretty close to that.

You question reminds me of when this coworker emailed me -- her words were all nice and pleasant but the energy of her email was full of so much angry that I just sucked up her anger and then I fasted in full lotus for three days. On the third day I had this amazing internal orgasm since I had converted her negative emotional energy back into the relaxed parasympathetic nervous system to sublimate the internal kidney energy.