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Yeah I'm listening to this again (below) It's a 45 minute meditation talk by Chunyi Lin qigong master. This is free to listen to if you register for the international guild membership. Some of their links were hacked by viruses but the international guild membership link is good. https://www.sfqguild.com/ to quote the details for you all. You might not even have to register. Chunyi Lin in this talk focuses on the Emptiness even beyond the heart love -- for the first time that I've noticed. http://fulllotusqigong.blogspot.com/2012/10/chunyi-lins-new-international-guild.html I blogged on this when I first heard it: But in 1999 at the Level 3 qigong retreat I saw Chunyi Lin in full lotus meditation create multiple "yin spirits" out of the top of his head. I saw them and I didn't say anything but then he said someone saw them so he explained they were just going out to heal people. So basically he was in full lotus meditation but out of the top of his head I saw a yellow light shaped like a human form out of his head and then it would break off and then the yellow shaped human light would float out across the room out towards the students meditating. My energy was very pure when I saw this -- I had been meditating constantly after activating the pre-natal chi and then doing a 8 day fast on just half glass of water. So anyway as soon as one yellow spirit shaped like a human formed and broke off his skull and then floated out then another one would form. So this spirit energy can maintain his body -- but outside of his body -- at a distance. I think this can over-ride the physical heart. For example Chunyi Lin has said about creating matter inside other people's bodies to help them heal -- like to create a sac to contain internal bleeding, etc. Or consider "bilocation" or the "yang spirit" -- I asked Chunyi Lin if he had made a "yang spirit" and he said he was told by others they saw his physical body outside when he had been inside his house meditating. So if you read the biography of H.W.L. Poonja -- by David Godman -- Nothing Ever Happened -- he discusses the same thing but only the bilocation was multiple bodies at the same time! So if a person can create multiple yin spirits that are existing at the same time -- then they should also be able to create multiple yang physical bodies at the same time. This is indeed taught as the final stage in the book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality." Poonjaji was the main student of Ramana Maharshi who had stopped his heart for over 10 minutes when he achieved eternal liberation by "cutting the knot." Chunyi Lin: https://www.sfqguild.com/video-archive/ Local Meeting - Saturday, August 11, 2012 Part I St. Thomas University, St. Paul, MN USA Healing from the Heart - Message

Yeah back in 2000 I made a pamphlet about qigong and spiritual paranormal training. I reported how Ramana Maharshi said he achieved "eternal liberation" only after his heart stopped for over ten minutes, thereby "cutting the knot" of his mind -- so he "killed" his mind permanently and after that every thought of his ego emptied out into formless consciousness of the spirit Emptiness. Anyway qigong master Chunyi Lin read my pamphlet and then the next class he joked how he had never killed himself while doing his qigong meditation and he looked at me while making this joke. Anyway that was in 2000 but then if you do the free register for the international qigong guild through http://springforestqigong.com/events you then can access the videos of the guild meetings and the one before last qigong master Chunyi Lin talks about recently he noticed his heart had stopped -- and yet he kept on doing things -- he was active -- for I think an hour or so -- and then finally his heart started up again. He said he had never experienced that before and he doesn't recommend it but anyway..... if you consider quantum biology from Dr. Mae-Wan Ho she says how the heart is actually based on quantum coherent entangled biophotons - which is the spirit soul energy. So this is beyond the "chaotic" science of heart rhythms which is supposedly the latest science. Yeah so then some people were claiming that if you survive your heart stopping for over ten minutes then you have achieved eternal liberation -- I would said that definitely some of the NDErs come back to life permanently plugged into spiritual energy so that they disrupt electrical devices, etc. and have blissful healing energy. Anyway still Ch'an Master Nan, Huai-chin said that emptying out the ego or the seventh level of consciousness is relatively easy compared to the first five levels of consciousness of the body to achieve the "supreme complete enlightenment" for all eight levels of consciousness of the universe. Yeah he just died after getting pneumonia and he had lots of students that he was teaching -- too much teaching and not enough meditation in solitude to build up his energy. So the paradox is the more power you have the less ego a person can have.

yeah instead of meditating in silence in my room with my family hassling me -- claiming I'm asleep and being lazy - I'm gonna play music loud enough to keep them quiet. haha. Thus far I was limited by a broken c.d. player but at least the radio works.... anything. Of course I used Megan Biesele's traditional Bushmen Trance music c.d. -- when I did my plant-based DMT full lotus 5 hour trip. Excellent rainbow astral vortex OHM heart holographic love huge internal orgasm kundalini third eye gun shot experience. Oh yeah it's Richard Katz on that Boiling Energy book. A great book -- he has a very excellent chapter in a book on Altered STates of Consciousness in psychology. I even photocopied it and kept it in my wallet for a while. http://www.culturalsurvival.org/publications/cultural-survival-quarterly/botswana/healing-makes-our-hearts-happy A follow up book and article by Katz and Biesele This was exactly my experience when I did my intensive qigong training at the end of 1999 and I saw dead spirits going to qigong master Chunyi Lin to get healed. I also smelled the rotten flesh and Chunyi Lin said qigong masters can smell cancer as rotten flesh -- it was from one man way in the front of the room in a big conference room. The smell was so bad ..anyway gotta go

Interview with Elizabeth Marshall Thomas, Paula Gordon Show (Peterborough, New Hampshire, July 19, 2008). For example when the Bushmen Khoisan hunt and kill an animal then the animal can not be eaten the same night it is killed. Why? Because the spirit of the animal would then know why it was killed and the spirit of the animal would then tell the other animals that the humans were hunting them for food and so the other animals would flee. The Bushmen Khoisan males training to be healers have to be vegetarian with regular fasting because they are training to rely on the young females for their N/om energy. When the male healers tried to “hoard their N/um” to build up their power then the Khoisan feared these shamans, as reported in the Bushmen book Healing Makes Our Hearts Happy. This “hoarding of the N/um” was considered a big no-no so the females would throw water on the males to bring them out of spirit travel as the N/um was supposed to be freely shared. These master healers, based on the wrong philosophy of “hoarding their N/um,” or containing infinity through geometry, then increased their technical powers as alchemy and ritual sacrifice. The electromagnetic energy out of the pineal gland is what causes the male to give the female the climax whereas the electrochemical energy of the female is what powers the electromagnetic energy of the male – this was called collecting the N/um of young maidens in the Bushmen trance dance healing tradition (the dominant shamanic practice for 90% of human history, from 10,000 BCE to 90,000 BCE).

Yeah I was just cutting and pasting from my previous posts. "Staying power" is the secret to being a real man. That means the ability to give females orgasms at a distance for unlimited times -- say 40 orgasms in one session -- mutual climaxes through the internal vagus nerve connection to the reproductive organs. You can see this in action through Tantra Mongoose videos http://www.nityama.com/ But this is tantra which means it is still limited to the lower realm of form and the higher realm of bliss. The actual advanced training through nirvikalpa samadhi is detailed again in "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" - that's the advanced state where the prenatal vitality (the prana or qi energy) circulates in one direction while the spirit light energy circulates in the other direction. This goes into astral travel and holographic healing at a distance. Basically taking DMT plant medicine activates the vagus nerve for the biggest internal climax possible as kundalini energy -- of course this is taking the plant DMT while in full lotus yoga position. But that kundalini energy then directly opens up the heart energy via the pineal gland through the astral spirit energy -- the rainbow vortex. There is not the creation of the chi or prana energy through the DMT plant medicine unless the traditional celibacy training occurs - with the special fasting serotonin diet and avoidance of the opposite sex. Good luck grasshoppers -- this training is very difficult and real masters are very rare. That's why Jeffrey Kirpal misguides people with his incorrect analysis of Ramakrishna and Sri Aurobindo, etc. But Westerners want the fake teachings because it is easier on their egos, etc. So obviously I'm not trying to force anyone to do this training - it requires the proper environment away from pervs. For the real training you would not want to be posting online or watching t.v. or going to movies, etc. For the Bushmen the males went for a month in solitude while fasting and trance dancing when the males were in puberty so that their strongest life force energy is sublimated into the N/om energy as electromagnetic force for healing the females. So celibacy actually means the males have more and more internal climaxes -- this is called taking in the female N/om energy. So the younger females sing all night long to transmit their N/om energy into the males. All the females sing but the younger females have stronger N/om energy to transmit into the males and then the males have to transform that electrochemical emotional life force energy into electromagnetic healing energy which is then transmitted back to the females. So again 99% of modern males do not know how to make electromagnetic healing energy that activates the vagus nerves of females to give them climaxes at a distance. http://www.nityama.com/blog This shows it in action -- http://www.nityama.com/blog/table-sessions.html

Yeah I can clarify: But the first anthropology book on the Khoisan -- Elizabeth Marshall Thomas' Harmless People says there was no evidence for homosexuality. Another anthropology book says homosexuality was not allowed – but then qualifies that it might have existed. Again if there is no evidence for, and it is not allowed, then it didn't exist. The real reason, is, again, because of the training necessary to become a healer in Khoisan culture – the sublimation of sex energy! That's from Elizabeth Marshall Thomas' last book on the Khoisan – the Old Way. And from her first book – The Harmless People – the first on the Khoisan, after extensive anthropology work: What was the secret of males constantly being tempted but never gratified? Maybe they were gratified – through the internal climax! That's the secret – the vagus nerve – the Khoisan males go through a month long training to learn this secret. Again the separation of heaven and earth means as left-brain dominance increases right-hand destructive technology this works through the projection of repressed sex energy. So the sex energy is now projected as oppressive technology which is fetishized as sexuality. So there is a deepening of the separation of sex energy from the brain energy – with an emphasis on more and more sex as a disconnection from the brain activity. First there is a tightening in the belly – and after that most people pass out. But if you can continue in consciousness then the electrical sensations continue to build up until finally your heart rises above your head. In other words your spirit leaves out of your body. This N/om energy is then passed on to others as an electrical transmission and for the healing masters the N/om energy is seen as a light energy – a light that guides them to where to heal others – a light that is seen as a rope that is traveled on. Some energy masters will then travel in light spirit form nd right on animals – to transform into those animals. Other healing masters will travel into heaven to become the energy of a cloud. Dr. Bradford Keeney states that the greatest secret of the universe is that music is the link to God. Here is a new interview -- hour long with Dr. Gabor Mate who reveals this same male ejaculation dopamine addiction sex abuse epidemic as the true origins behind all other addictions and violent behavior. http://www.democracynow.org/2012/12/25/dr_gabor_mat_on_the_stress So again the San Bushmen original human culture for 90% of human history was totally focused on training the males to be "real men" -- to be able to sublimate and purify their energy internally. You can read the details of how to do this training by studying the book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" translated by Charles Luk: http://www.scribd.com/doc/34350503/Lu-K-Uan-Yu-Taoist-Yoga-Alchemy-and-Immortality That's the free scribd read but there's pdf downloads of the book for free also.

A great example “form of the formless” in action from the Khoisan trance healing culture is when the cable t.v. travel host Andrew Zimmern visited a traditional Bushmen village of the Juntwazee (Zimmern's spelling) to join in their hunting/gathering cuisine. Zimmern got an experience, a rare moment shown on cable t.v., much more than he expected: Andrew Zimmern, The Bizarre Truth: how I walked out the door mouth first – and came back shaking my head (Random House, 2009), 234-5.

Oh yeah qigong master Jim Nance said I should visualize a sun in the center of my skull.

O.K. I just got my phone healing from Jim Nance. I asked him if he remembered me and he said he didn't. So I reminded him of how he met me in a restaurant to discuss me helping him write a memoir of his qigong training but how the spirits would not like it. He said yeah the timing wasn't right. He still didn't remember me so then I said that he had practiced early long distance healing on me and the center of my brain was on fire and this was when he was at the St. Louis Park center. He said -- oh you were the one that happened with. haha. O.K. so then shared about how he had asked me to talk about my week long fast and then how this older lady asked me to heal her but I forgot to not pull her energy blockages out of the top center of her skull and she immediately bawled because I had pulled her spirit out of her. I asked Jim if he had heard of this -- I said because everyone was leaving. He didn't say he heard of it. So then I said that if I eat sugar I get internal tingling and I smell and he said that he's just beginning to have that experience with food. He said the chi teaches us what to eat or not eat. He told me not to eat sugar. I said I don't but even if I have a banana I have to eat garlic or onions to counteract the internal tingling. He said: Hmm. Interesting. I said that I was friends with Jason and Naomi and that Jim had recently healed Jason of his foot. Jim remembered this and said -- oh yeah Jason was having trouble with his foot. I said that when I built up my energy people chased after me and so I sat in full lotus in public and I shared how when I was in BK this Native American man walked in and my liver got super hot and so I transmitted energy to him by flexing my pineal gland. I said I could feel how he had anger and how he even had wanted to attack me but then slowly my liver hottness went away. Then the man walked up to me and thanked me. I said how I was sitting in full lotus at work and this coworker walked in and that I was overwhelmed with sadness even though my coworker had no expression or didn't say anything. I blurted out -- "why are you so sad?" and he was shocked I knew how he felt and then I blurted out: You know smoking causes sadness. So then my coworker quit smoking and his sadness went away. I told Jim though that most of my experiences were from life force energy and people chasing after me and so I would transmit energy to them and after awhile this created love energy but then I learned this was "false fire of the heart." I said Chunyi Lin said that it was great I could give females bliss but that the energy would always be weak unless I store it up in my lower tan tien. So I stopped flexing my pineal gland. I asked Jim Nance what percentage my third eye was open but he said that my experiences were blocking my third eye. He said that I need to focus on establishing unconditional love as my personal teacher. He said that the less I think then the less my ego attaches to my experiences. He said the experiences are really nothing or something along those lines. I said that when we had met together he had hinted at me to get a different job and to practice in secret. He kind of laughed at this. I said that I know I need to meditate more but that I am focused on healing my family and any energy I build up gets used up right away. I said that I am eating meat to build up my jing energy but that my body is very sensitive to food and that I get a crap smell out of my brain. I reminded Jim that when we met at the restaurant he had to hold his hand over the top of his head to constantly pull the crap smell out of his brain. I said that it seems like to build up my jing energy I just need to meditate more. He asked me what I called about since our ten minutes was up and I said the main thing was I just wanted to get back in touch with him but also what percentage my third eye was open and also my left knee needed healing. He said: Let me work on your left knee. So I stopped talking for a bit and then he said -- o.k. try moving that around. I said it felt better. The energy transmission was not strong -- when I got the healing from Chunyi Lin I felt super strong laser energy deep in my heart. But the thing is I was just ranting to Jim because I was so excited to share with him my experiences of the last seven years. I said that I had even biked to Buddhist monasteries and that I was dumpster diving for food along the way. I said that I had quit my job because I smelled all the time. I said that at the 2000 Level 3 retreat I had seen dead spirits going to Chunyi Lin to get healed -- they floated into the room from outside and they were yellow lights shaped like humans. I said Chunyi Lin explained how that happens all the time. I said I had just read the biography of Thailand's move famous Buddhist monk and the same thing happened to him but I have not read about this since. I asked Jim if he also sees dead spirits like that. He said to be honest he just sees energy blockages and then he heals those blockages. I said yeah because the energy is all inter-related. He said to make sure to remember what he told me. I said that I will. I said it was great to check up with him again. I said that I have to meditate on the sly since it's considered lazy being in my room, etc. So I know that it requires having my own job, and my own place, etc. Jim Nance said that meditating in the city is "very difficult." So that was great confirmation from him about my experiences for the last seven years. haha. I knew that my ranting would risk me not getting a very strong phone healing but I just felt it necessary to share my information with Jim Nance just to bounce it off him.

Yeah I read about that yesterday -- I was reading up on Jackie Chan. So apparently both Chan and Li tried to back out of the film at the last minute because it was a huge risk for both if the film was bad. So then the directors had to make sure the superstars had equal billing in everything. Then Jackie said that working with Jet Li was very easy as it was just like an old brother from the same martial arts school. http://www.whitetigerkungfu.com/index.htm I'm looking for third person testimonals about Grandmaster Doo Wai doing external qi healing, etc. Oh well -- this stuff is very rare on a high level - I have a blog post on it. I.e. other masters besides John Chang and why people think Chang is fake, etc. http://fulllotusqigong.blogspot.com/2012/11/abovetopsecret-takes-another-attempt-at.html

At first I was wondering why I had so much heat in my heart -- I'm not even in full lotus right now! haha. Then the strong magnetic bliss kicked in from the center of my brain - the pineal gland. It's pulling my spine straight as I sit with no chair back - just a stool. O.K. so then I remembered - oh yeah it's the full moon before the Solstice! Awesome.

Well it's pretty easy -- you just need to save up your life force energy. The progress in qigong is based on building up the jing energy and so the key is balancing the amount and type of food eaten, the amount of heat during sleep and in general, the amount of exercise, and most importantly the emotional information taken in during the day. The last part is very subtle -- I mean I can have someone touch me for less than a minute -- say shake my hand and hold my shoulder -- and their frequency vibration then needs to be exorcised since it will pull down my energy. Anyway so that's why Gary Clyman emphasizes personal body space as crucial to the practice, along with storing up the reproductive energy. O.K. so for full lotus -- Chunyi Lin says 20 minutes of full lotus meditation is worth 4 hours of any other type of meditation. But this is with the eyes closed -- focusing the energy internally - visualization, mantras, etc. to concentrate the mind. So I sit in full lotus for hours every day but I take breaks all the time and I am at the computer, etc. Actual meditation means focusing the mind which is much more challenging actually. So a 2 hour nonstop full lotus meditation session will "burn bad karma" as Yogananda stated -- full lotus burns bad karma. Chunyi Lin told Jim Nance to do 2 hour full lotus nonstop every day without missing a day. That seems simple at the face of it - -straight forward. But you have to have the priorities correct. For me -- I meditate on the sly since sitting in my room is considered being lazy or I get accused of sleeping, etc. haha. Sitting at the computer is great because I'm using technology so it appears I'm working or something. haha. People are really silly about that and people don't understand why meditation is helpful -- people don't understand alchemy or logical inference and what it does for energy, etc. Anyway someone asked Chunyi Lin on one of the free podcast calls - -just register for the international guild for free and there's monthly free podcast meditations with Q & A sessions -- you email in the question. It's awesome. Someone asked Chunyi Lin how to get past an hour in full lotus meditation - he said it's all in the mind. So the question is how to deal with the pain. Actually Chunyi Lin says there's "good pain" from the full lotus but Jim Nance says not to force it. Lesley Vincent said she did a long full lotus session and her whole lower body was numb. haha. The thing is that the energy is in the upper body with the lower body is numb and then it reverses and the lower body channels open up. There is increased internal bliss - the orgasmic internal bliss. I can actually track the vagus nerve stimulation. But this is all lower level stuff. Really you want the body filled with electromagnetic energy so you really don't feel your body any more and you can sit in ease in full lotus. When the third eye is fully open then in full lotus the whole room fills with light and you do astral travel by creating yin bodies, etc. This is what Chunyi Lin does - I have seen him create multiple yin bodies out of the top of his head - they break off and float out to the person they are going to heal. It's amazing. He explained that's what it is. So he does that while in full lotus. He also said in deep full lotus meditation in the mountains he levitated up nine feet - spiralling. So he went 2 months of non-stop full lotus without sleep in a cave in China and he said he wants to do a full year like that.

Yeah I have a certificate in Conservation Biology and Sustainable Development from a college semester in Costa Rica. A third of my undergrad courses are in ecology. There's no point debating this -- Michael Soule, conservation biologist, demonstrated that "large mammals" have "stopped evolving." That was in the 1970s. It was mentioned previously about indicator species -- if it is lost then the whole ecosystem will also go down. http://www.geowords.org/ensci/08/08.htm So humans have stopped evolving -- ecologically. The rate of species extinction is faster than any of the previous mass extinctions in the billions of years of life on Earth. Basically it's like this: population growth of a species is exponential and then "carrying capacity" is achieved which then "overshoots" the environment causing the population to crash. Now what modern humans have done in the past 10,000 years (and keep in mind this was not the case for the San Bushmen original humans from 100,000 BCE who had a qigong healing culture as their defining practice).... So modern humans developed logarithmic math for logarithmic technological growth -- thereby taking exponential growth beyond just humans as a population but also including exponential growth of using natural resources and destroying the environment. This lecture proves this is true. Again this is not debatable - it is simple math. So watch the lecture and take it in. It might seem dated but Dr. Albert Bartlett has given this same lecture some 2000 times and he has an updated version from last year -- it's online. He is quite old but he has the latest data and it just confirms his previous research. So the fundamental math holds true - the details might change a little here and there but it doesn't change the accuracy of the math.

Wow glad you got discovered! Yeah what got me thinking about that skull cracked open experience is that in my post-masters qigong research I came across two medical books stating it's impossible to hold your breath till you pass out. The prefrontal cortex intention to hold the breath is over-ruled by the anterior cingulate gyrus. I read that and went -- well I disproved science in first grade! haha. Then my friend told me about anthropologist Sherry Ortner's book on the sherpas saying how they had to hold their breath till they passed out in order to get hired. I don't know -- Master Nan, Huai-chin says holding the breath is the wrong approach because actually it's the long exhale that builds up the energy. I know from my own training that actually when the chi energy builds up then it takes over as breathing -- also it creates water -- so the centers of the hands and feet and top of the skull literally pulsate with electromagnetic energy as a form of breathing. This is the "immortal" breathing but when I achieved that I didn't know what to do with it! If I had really studied the "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" better I would have known that the chi then pushes the shen so that as the shen goes down the front the chi goes up the back and vice versa. This is the real samadhi meditation -- also enables astral travel, etc. But most people do not get to this state in the modern world. So then when the room was spinning around me - that was astral travel kicking in but it was too early as I had not built up the chi enough to power the spirit better. Live and learn -- I suppose maybe if I reincarnate I might have a better shot. haha. I mean if I could score a well paying job and then practice on my own and then avoid all people sucking up my energy -- which would mean my family and no posting online, etc. Yeah I know it's harsh but that's just the reality because most Westerners are materialistic even if they go to church regularly, etc. I would be considered to be in a cult basically -- and then go to the week long Level 4 retreats plus get the private energy transmissions. I was thinking of applying to the U of MN as medical anthropology for a Ph.D. since I have a masters. But I would have to learn a language for the degree -- I suppose it would be Chinese. It would be intense as that language is so difficult to learn. Besides the cost would be overwhelming as going into debt. The most difficult part by far though would be avoiding my family. haha. I suppose if I was meditating six hours a day then I could rebuild my energy enough - but why risk it? I mean spending all that money just to get harrassed because people are against it. So a better choice is to try to find a monastery. I've tried this already -- either the monastery does not focus on meditation but rather religious education and literacy -- or else the meditation is based on a white rice diet that causes constipation in a culture where starvation is a real problem, etc. I mean I would feel too guilty as a messed up Westerner going to Thailand when their monasteries are already being over-run by unemployed thugs, etc. So then relying on charity also makes the monasteries controlled by a secular culture that does not appreciate real meditation training and also if the monastery does not have a real energy master then it limits the training. I could not find an energy master that compared to Chunyi Lin -- except Master Zhang of http://qigongmaster.com Chunyi Lin says he did the cave meditation with Master Zhang on the same mountain where Master Zhang teaches cave meditation - so I assume it's the same Master Zhang. Personally I think real meditation training is being lost as the real energy masters die off and the world becomes Westernized with the ecological and social injustice increasing. Compare that to 90% of the human history as the Bushmen culture were 90% of the males trained to be alchemical energy masters. So today is the exact opposite of that culture from 100,000 BCE.

Awesome!!! Yeah I shared the Jim Nance story on abovetopsecret then I got IP banned again. haha. http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread902374/pg3 They have paid moderators that weed out the radicals. Pretty funny for a "conspiracy" website.

Check out my friend's email to me about qigong master Jim Nance healing him! One time Jim Nance did long distance healing on me and the center of my brain was on fire!!!

Well this girl in first grade had a crush on me because I used to puff out my chest walking around in class. She insisted my name spelled backwards was weird. So I had to ask the teacher just to make sure if this was true. Werd. Yeah so then something weird happened -- this girl -- I guess her mom and my mom and my oldest sister - they set up a date behind my back and I was forced to go on a date with this girl. Of course I was nice about it but I had all this pent up anger. I mean subconsciously. It took me years later to realize that when in first grade the boys had a contest who could hold their breath the longest while traversing the length of the school down the cement hallway to the bathroom at the end to wash our hands before we went to lunch.... well suffice it to say. I remember peeing at the urinal still holding my breath and looking around with pride as everyone else had basically forgotten the contest. I washed my hands still holding my breath. I got to where you turn the corner and then I woke up to my friend looking over me going: Drew are you o.k.? I had hit the two corner walls apparently and then the cement floor. The rumor was that the kids had to clean up my blood that I had left down the whole hallway -- and the nurses screamed at me to not hold my breath again. So for years I was afraid to swim underwater since I took their word literally. haha. My "Aim Sky High" bright orange school t-shirt was covered in blood. So I read years later that the first Western climb of Mt. Everest required the sherpas to hold their breath till they passed out in order for them to get hired to guide the trip - showing they had enough breath control. haha. I read Professor Michael Lesy's book on Heroes -- about how normal people do paranormal activities based on repressed emotional energy bursting out when it is needed - projected. It's a fascinating book. So then I realized that I had repressed anger about being treated like a piece of meat for someone else's lust -- even if it was first grade but still overseen by the older females handing me out. haha.

http://www.greatdrea...iangle-ufos.htm http://theobjectrepo...-or-theirs.html O.K. so I saw a big black triangle craft up close back in 1997. So then Agent K said he will post my sighting as an addenum to a new article he's working on. He's convinced they are of E.T. origin which I think is malarkey. haha. Also he sent me new info to me - I posted the link first -- turns out that Boeing has a secret big black triangle antigravity facility!! So I sent him the below: Go ahead and use my name. Also consider that UFO Hunters covered the big black triangle yet none of their witnesses actually saw the craft -- just the lights! I saw the craft itself -- up close. Previous to my sighting I had studied the UFO topic already a bit but I was still totally unaware of the big black triangle sightings. I had read two books by the Fortean investigator John Keel -- Operation Trojan Horse and Mothman Prophecies (which I know is not a UFO book) and I even attended a couple INFO (International Fortean Organization) conferences which featured a few UFO investigators. From the Fortean perspective these phenomenon -- if they are not military -- are some sort of holographic spirit energy that manifests physically. Of course if there are e.t.s this could also be how they travel, etc. People don't like to mix all this stuff together but I mentioned Nick Redfern before -- and he's been investigating this topic, attending many UFO conferences, etc. Redfern thinks that UFOs are some sort of "tulpa" phenomenon which is also what Vallee argues. Anyway to say that it doesn't make sense from a military perspective and therefore it's E.T.s -- I would be very careful about that line of thinking!! In fact people like Greg Bishop and Walter Bosley have documented that the military makes these "public" demonstrations of secret craft precisely to promote the belief in E.T.s. O.K. so for example I was watching the X-Files but I had no idea that the big black triangle had previously been featured on the X-files! That X-Files show had some collusion with the military I think -- there was some consulting going on from other sources I know. Something like the big black triangle has no reason to "hide" -- it can hide in broad daylight so to speak -- because it can just evade any jets and use whatever abilities to control people (lasers, etc.). But the CIA, etc. have blatantly promoted the belief in E.T.s as a cover for military craft. On the other hand even if this craft is military it is using technology that is so advanced that it most like taps into paranormal energies. As for believing in E.T.s -- I have yet to find any evidence for this. For example Robert Hastings claims about UFOs over nuke weapons have been debunked by Tim Hebert, James Carlson and even Hastings own "witnesses" - Eric Carlson and Walt Figel. There's a lot of fake UFO information out there so please be careful. All the science of biology states that so far only simple organic molecules are found in outerspace and that the conditions on Earth are actually very rare for life to evolve as it has done so. Also the means to travel from other star systems, etc. would have to be extraordinally mind boggling. Again if there are E.T.s -- for example math professor Ian Stewart has a book called Evolving the Alien -- cowritten with a biologist - and they state if there are E.T.s then they are like "Taoist hermits." It just so happens that I know astral spirits are real -- because I have trained with a real Taoist hermit. I sent this information to Ian Stewart but of course he's committed to quantum qubits creating telepathy, etc. -- and Ian Stewart doesn't believe in "natural" paranormal powers. Well I know for a fact that Ian Stewart is wrong about natural paranormal powers (which includes bilocation as physical manifestations) because I've done the training myself! So to believe that these craft can't be military because it "doesn't make sense" is precisely the absurdity of military propaganda. Nick Redfern has done tons of FOIA requests and sure enough such disinformation has even included holographic image projections -- or at least the plans for them. Even Operation Northwoods was the plan to shoot down a civilian plane and blame the deaths on Castro so that Cuba could be invaded. Already the CIA is proven to have tested biological weapons on citizens in the U.S. not to mention radiation tests on unsuspecting citizens. To say that because it doesn't make sense it can't be military is oxymoronic - like the old saying goes about "military intelligence." haha. Have you read the book "Stargate Conspiracy" by Prince and Picknett? The fact is the CIA has invested in Egyptology and the CIA is into paranormal and esoteric mysteries. Nick Redfern's recent book "Pyramids and the Pentagon" is another great overview of this. Military intelligence is deeply interested in New Age information and promotes New Age ideology as a cover-up and as a distraction from military secrets. So the belief in E.T.s is actually promoted by the CIA as military disinformation. I know some people think that these craft have to be E.T. aliens but considering how huge the military budget is and how much of that is "black" -- and also much disinformation propaganda is put out by the military -- and also how there is no real evidence for E.T.s -- I refuse to believe in something that goes against all evidence otherwise. I saw the craft and until I actually see aliens, etc. then the only option is that this is a military craft.

Seth I use my beard to scare away pervs. http://fulllotusqigong.blogspot.com/2012/09/ecoterrorist.html

thanks!

Heads up that http://springforestqigong.com has a free international guild Q & A tomorrow night. You just register on the website for the international guild and then sign into http://springforestqigong/events and look for the practice sessions -- Jim Nance leads it tomorrow night. You can submit questions - he does a meditation also. Anyway it's all just building up the energy. If you're already demonstrating energy -- transmitting it -- then that prevents you from going to a deeper level. Me I live with four females so they suck up all the electromagnetic energy I can create -- or "jing" -- I mean the terminology is different. The question I asked is about the internal tingling I get from food and then the "food goes to my head" and I off-gas crap smell. So I need to build up my jing energy again -- that's why I stopped "Flexing" my pineal gland -- but it looks like I can only build it up from more meditation because if I try eating enough food to build up my energy -- then I smell. haha. My system has to be super pure. So I am still stuck in permanent meditation land - to be a master takes 6 hours of training a day - and Chunyi Lin says full lotus meditation is 20 minutes worth equaling four hours of any other type of meditation. What's the point of me even posting this when all the Western egos freak out and go -- you don't "need" full lotus meditation. Yeah I KNOW -- but if you can sit in full lotus meditation in ease then the ego is not lying to you. So many people practice but actually it's just all their imagination. haha. You can't "imagine" the full lotus -- you can't "fake" the full lotus. So if you're bending people over with Fa Jing -- you mean "no touch"? Again -- well on youtube there are "masters" of Fa Jing -- but it only works on their "students"! haha. So a person has to be very careful about just projecting their imagination -- it's amazing how easily others go along just because they're afraid they'll get beat up or the person will have a tantrum, etc. I'm not saying this is the case at all -- but just as an example. Mainly meditation is done in silence so posting on forums is the OPPOSITE of meditation - which is the irony of thetaobums or any other meditation forum. So when I'm at the computer I always sit in full lotus -- 90% of the time. Yesterday I had a rare day to meditation for several hours in full lotus. So I built up electromagnetic energy and so then it was immediately sucked up by the females needing it. haha. I mean literally if I sit in my room in full lotus building up electromagnetic energy then people start calling my name demanding my energy. haha. When I did my original training six hours a day when I was 29 -- I was not on the internet -- except email -- and I had very little social contacts. I had previously girlfriends as my main social contact and I broke it off with them. So then I was just reading meditation books and I worked on the weekends when hardly anyone was around. Then I had a car and school money so I could regularly get the energy transmissions from Chunyi Lin. So it all worked great but I was studying "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" but that book is very intense and I got to a point in my training but I had not studied the book well enough! haha. So anyway then I discovered Master Nan, Huai-chin and he says how almost all modern practitioners "fall back into worldliness" due to "heroic overexuberance." So again basically if you demonstrate the energy then that creates imbalances and energy loss and more meditation is needed. So Chunyi Lin said that when entering the advanced levels it's best to be in Nature and on retreat -- in solitude or with other practitioners and the energy master guiding the energy. Yeah it's tricky to balance it all out. A few years after I did my intensive training - I was still doing full lotus meditation as much as possible and then luckily I was working at nights and no one was around! So I was able to build up my energy -- without even realizing it. I went to buy a candy bar -- I know BAD -- but it was the middle of the winter and I had just biked to work so I really needed some calories even if empty. O.K. but the metal box that held the junk food -- well my quarters stuck to the box and were rolling UP the side of the box. So I'm all alone and going -- WTH!! So then I think well this metal box is magnetized but how? So then I go -- oh! So I make a "chi ball" putting my palms facing each other and sure enough I had strong electromagnetic fields pushing my hands apart!! So I had magnetized the box and caused the quarters to be magnetized, etc. Of course this energy did not last at all because soon after a female started stalking me at work. haha. I'm not joking either - I used to wait until like 2 a.m. and then I would go into work hoping I had the place to myself - and then she would show up to sit across from me. haha. Anyway that was part of my "O at a D" transmissions -- she was stressed out and so I would charge her up but again it made me smell like crap. Chunyi Lin said - yeah it's great I can give females bliss by flexing my pineal gland but unless I store up energy in my lower tan tien then the energy transmissions will always be weak. I knew this was true but whenever I try to store up my energy I get chased by pervs! haha. So I stopped "flexing" my pineal gland and my brain off-gassing crap smell got 50% better -- now it's just if I eat too much food too fast -- or if I have any sugar, etc. I get this internal tingling -- Chunyi Lin told me "not to worry about it." haha. But basically I am permanently in permanent meditation mode but I can't be since everyone around me is materialistic and thinks meditation is a waste of time and being lazy, etc. haha. So I eat a lot of food and then I do manual labor -- but then I smell like crap, etc. and I think - well it's everyone else's fault for not allowing me to meditate. Anyway so if you can already transmit external energy -- that is awesome!! I know for Chunyi Lin -- he relies on "third person" testimonials. So if you want to be a "master healer" it requires having other people document and sign to how they experienced your energy, etc. Since I was doing "O at a Ds" then that is obviously awkward as it's tantric love energy -- and not the type of thing people would want to admit to in public. So then people don't believe me if I talk about it - and that's fine with me because again I stopped "flexing" my pineal gland. haha. Jim Nance said he's seen people deplete their energy because they doing energy transmissions but they are not relying on calling on their master's energy to recharge themselves. I think this is what Jim Nance meant before when he said the spirits would not like it if he wrote a memoir of his training -- or also posting info on the internet, etc. Basically it takes pretty much 6 hours of meditation a day in order to transmit energy every day without depleting it. If you can get your energy strong enough to replace sleep with meditation then it's possible but right now my energy is not strong enough. I know where my energy was at and it was so amazing yet no one I knew could even fathom it. My friend who sat five feet from me and exclaimed: what are you doing to me! When my energy was its strongest he urged me to see him in an outdoor theatre performance. So I biked across town and I sat outside and I watched -- the whole time I thought - this is such a waste compared to sitting in my room and meditating with this amazing energy!! But people just have no conception of the power of meditation and so they don't respect it. haha. Chunyi Lin said I should have "called him" when my energy got to that level -- but I didn't have any extra money for a phone healing. At the time he was doing the healings out of his house. I didn't want to disturb him and i didn't feel worthy to need his personal guidance. Also I thought that any information I needed I would get just through the spiritual contact through meditation. haha. It wasn't tell years later that I finally found the passage in "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" that states dizziness is caused by the shen spirit leaving the body too early and so it needs to be stored back into the lower tan tien to build up the chi energy first. So when I had sat in full lotus the room was spinning around me! I needed to know what caused that and I was searching books - Sri Chimnoy said: "Oh that's just the cosmic energy." haha. For example Master Nan, Huai-chin says that as the energy gets advanced there will be precognition. I was already getting amazing precognition - and this blows the mind! I mean you experience something in "real" life that you ALREADY experienced in a dream or vision state as just as real. So I called it the "glitches in the matrix." Anyway when I read Master Nan, Huai-chin saying this precognition is normal -- he then states that it only works for little events and not like big prophecies for society, etc. Master Nan, Huai-chin says that this precognition is just normal and no big deal and to just ignore it basically. haha. So anyway obviously when the energy does get advanced then things get wild fast. I still have had telepathy -- and so from experience I realized that when I go to meditate in full lotus with the eyes closed -- then it's based on desire right. So whatever thought I have - if the emotional intensity is strong enough -- then sure enough the person who I am thinking about then contacts me. Now I am basically a hermit so no one contacts me normally. One person who contacted me -- I had not talked to them in 15 years and they were not a close friend. But I had seen them on an email list and so I thought - I didn't want to bother them with my strangeness -- so I thought that the person will have to contact me. So I did it as an experiment and I focused on it in my meditation - for them to contact me. The SAME day -- soon after my meditation - the person emailed me. It was really amazing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-A_nhDhzMs&feature=fvwrel This Adam Dream Healer is confirmed by qigong master Chunyi Lin as having his third eye fully opened..... long distance healing energy! Visualizing heat power!

Qigong master Effie P. Chow says Adam the Dream Healer is the real deal - fully opened third eye. Here he describes when he goes into trance to see lights -- he comes out having forgotten where he is....

Yeah the whole Full Moon Solstice energy thing.... Well check out this amazing research on how the American Indian Mound Builders also built the Stone Chambers of New England -- all aligned with Equinoxes and Solstices and as lunar eclipse calenders, etc. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELu9ARLo0jc The zinger is that there was a race of giants with double rows of teeth in the U.S.!! This dude, for the first time, has all the evidence on it -- he's done amazing research. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5eNjm4_moFE&feature=youtu.be Here's his 1 hr lecture.... 20 years of research! Jim Vieira.

thanks -- sorry I meant the above for the strong energy thread.