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Yeah I blogged a review of that Sagan book: http://naturalresonancerevolution.blogspot.com/2010/08/samuel-sagans-esoterica-alchemy.html

http://openfocus.com/Complimentary.html Free introduction audio on Open Focus O.K. I'm listening to the Open Focus Practice 1 -- it's been 7:30 minutes and FINALLY we get to some practical information. He says to practice it 3 times a day. That's it. 7:30 minutes -- and 3 times of what? NOTHING -- he's told us nothing so far!! He just says over and over that we need to be in open focus but it's hard to talk about -- and we need to release stress. yadda yadda. Alright already -- get to the goods!! So? 8:41 -- "how to we bring about this open focus?" Answer: WE HAVE SOME TAPES that gives this information! Oh thanks for wasting my time! Why not just start out saying I'm not going to tell you something... O.K. so now he says "bring to bear a feeling of space between your eyes, feel, visualize, smell and taste and think about the space between your eyes. Space between your eyes? O.K. gee thanks! Now he says -- I know you CAN'T do that! Great. TELL US WHAT TO DO!! 10:26 -- and still NOTHING about what we SHOULD do -- just what we shouldn't do thus far.... Now he says both "imagine" and "feeling" -- the space between your eyes. So he says as an example -- can you imagine feeling the shape of your thumbs. O.K. whatever dude. Big deal -- get to the goods already! "Inside that shape you have a sense of presence of your thumb -- outside that shape what do you feel?" NOTHING -- that's right!! That's the feeling of space!! GEE thanks -- you can't feel space so that's what we should feel? No -- the answer is we should feel the CONTRAST between the thumbs and the NOT-thumbs.... OH BIG SECRET there -- 13 minutes and that was the big insight -- to feel the CONTRAST between NOTHING and your thumbs.... O.K. I got part two going -- he keeps going on about imagining space -- not trying -- just imagining with no effort. Then he goes back to what we shouldn't do - don't "grip" space -- just "imagine" space and since we can "imagine" space then we also become "aware" that we've been "gripping" our body parts. So then we release a lot of tension in this process of imagining space. Oooh big secret revealed! haha. 5 minutes in to part 2.... Still I'm sure it helps people who can't figure this out.

Here's Samuel Sagan's book on Awakening the Third Eye -- from his website as a pdf: http://www.clairvision.org/ckb/ckbe/ckbl/fol_0000_0001/cat_0000_0001/SaganATE.pdf Here's a podcast interview with Samuel Sagan: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-936127679824898471# He basically recommends the full time meditation retreat to really open up the third eye fully.

Yeah and then as the chi energy increases the normal breathing becomes more refined -- and less frequent. So then the breathing is through the electromagnetic pulsations. That's when the real kundalini energy kicks in -- or the prenatal chi energy -- to open up the third eye -- it then goes into nirvikalpa samadhi which is the astral travel level as a spacetime vortex. That's technically "real" meditation while the rest of the energy before that level is not yet real meditation - but in the modern world almost everyone falls back down out of "real" meditation because of "heroic overexuberance" to quote Master Nan, Huai-chin. Because the chi is so strong then you also have healing powers as telepathy, telekinesis and precognition and doing exoricisms and seeing dead spirits, etc. That's when the chi is converting into the shen energy. Anyway if you use the powers then an energy imbalance happens again which has to be reharmonized. But if you're around other people then they're going to want the chi energy -- or the chi energy will naturally flow into them. So then people need to go into isolation in a monastery or out into the country and be supervised by an energy master, etc. That's why to fully open the third eye is very rare in modern times.

Thanks for the correction SereneBlue -- I should have typed "fully opened" third eye -- what Gurdjieff calls a Number 5 person. I certainly still have body blockages as a Number 4 person -- with the third eye half open. haha.

On possession -- it depends how the issue is approached. The emptiness is an eternal transformation of energy -- so that there are energy blockages but those blockages occur in response to something -- and when the blockage is cleared out then the blockage is transformed into a learning tool, which in retrospect was seen as a means to improve oneself. So Chunyi Lin teaches, for example, that if a person has cancer to approach the cancer with kindness because in that state of loving kindness then the blockages are cleared out. The emptiness is impersonal and since we are all energy which is constantly transforming then who we are as individuals can be seen as an open process of energy transformation. Still the means to clear out energy blockages occurs through this resonance of complementary opposites -- the yin and yang working in harmony. From the emptiness then spirit is created as light energy -- but the process of emptiness is a process of spacetime travel as well. So when we resonate with the emptiness then we can change our past by clearing out blockages -- and we can also see the future. Still if a person has a dream which comes true in great detail three years later (as I did) then the question is -- what type of individual self do we have? Is our future predestined? Or can we, by building up our sense of individual self -- as will power -- thereby communicate with our deep desires in our heart, which are actually desires that need to be expressed in our future. For example every day we process information on the basis of light -- at the speed of light -- but all this information is subconscious for the most part. If we experience something through light which is emotionally significant then that experience gets stored in our body as an electrochemical energy imprint. But through meditation then that electrochemical storage of spirit light information can be reversed and the blockage cleared out -- by transmitting light back out of our bodies. In that sense time is also reversed because the stress or whatever energy blockage during the day is no longer stored in our bodies. Usually people clear out these blockages through their dreams -- but in the dream state the processing of emotions is done in an automatic fashion which just stores or imprints the emotion on our lower body. Meditation, on the other hand, will exorcise the emotional blockage so that our minds are peaceful. The electromagnetic essence in our body is our spirit energy but it is focused on the heart -- so that our soul is deep within the heart chakra and that's where the past life spirit information is stored. So an energy master can then read our past lives as well. But this karmic information is also impersonal in the sense that if we do the training of complementary opposites then we can also burn off the past live karma energy blockages. It would take a lot of meditation to do so though -- fasting in full lotus. As we purify the energy centers then the body is transformed more and more into light energy -- and as that light energy intensifies by building up then it can create more physical matter -- so that in the end a new physical body can be created. But even that ability to create a new "yang shen" body can still become a type of energy blockage if the mind is attached to the body. The more spiritual power a person has the more the person resonates with the emptiness as an impersonal process of eternal energy transformation. The more spirit light a person develops the more impersonal the person becomes because the practice relies on this impersonal process of complementary opposite resonance. Still our natural self is in an emotional state of peace and euphoria -- from the heart-mind bliss -- which happens when we harmonize the lower emotional energy to open up the heart and when we build up enough heart chi energy to open up the third eye. After that then the emotional blockages can be released or transmitted out of the body as light transmitted out of the third eye. Still there is also the taking in of the jing life force energy as well -- so that the energy is always transforming, only now as a "macrocosmic orbit" -- going out of the third eye and in through the perineum. This is a type of shamanism so that a person feels in tune with their environment -- and there's communication with the physical matter and other life forms are the person. That's why the "small universe" practice is the best to "build the foundation" to open the third eye since the small universe or microcosmic orbit transforms or harmonizes the energy by cycling it up the back and then down the front. Then the full lotus will do that harmonic complementary opposite transformation only as a larger cycle -- out of the "self" -- into other people and then other peoples' energy back into the "self." The full lotus harmonizes that larger cycle of energy transforming from shen into jing and then into chi and back into shen.

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Yeah the full lotus is by far the fastest and most efficient means to burn off sex fluids back into electrochemical jing energy as heat and then into chi as electromagnetic energy. So the question -- what to think about - the answer is nothing! The biggest problem in Western meditation is that it gets stuck in the conceptual realm of self-help theoretical b.s. -- stuck in the realm of words and thoughts!! If you can sit in full lotus for just one minute -- then what are you thinking about in that one minute? Problem not sex -- problem that it hurts like hell and you want it to be done with. The goal is to EMPTY OUT that thought of pain. The full lotus can be dangerous - you don't want to hurt yourself -- but at the same time as Chunyi Lin says about the full lotus: "There's good pain and there's bad pain." The reason the full lotus is good pain is because it's based on the inherent resonance of complementary opposites -- or as qigong master Effie P. Chow calls the full lotus: Five Points Facing Heaven. So again the full lotus will most effectively transform your energy up into the heavenly realm of the third eye. The Five Points being the two feet, the two hands and the head. When the legs are crossed then you're getting the yin-yang resonance just like connecting wires of a battery. The pressure on the bones creates ultrasound frequency which then ionizes your emotional or electrochemical energy. So your thoughts are a byproduct of emotional energy. This is why any obsessive thought is actually a possession of the spirit of the lower emotions. If a person thinks the same thought over and over -- be it a thought of anger, or a thought of sex -- then that person is literally possessed. So the full lotus will get rid of that thought -- replace it with the thought about the body pain. Now if the third eye is open then the body channels also have to be open. If the third eye is really open then you can sit in full lotus as long as you want -- if you can't sit in full lotus then the body channels are not open and the third eye is not open. Anyone who says otherwise is just using the conceptual realm to lie -- thoughts are more likely used for deception then they are for truth. So if you can double your time in full lotus to TWO MINUTES that's great progress. The work from there -- UNTIL your spiritual possession state is gone. The question is do you want to be free? Do you want to have a clear mind that is free to think whatever it wants without being controlled by the same thought over and over? The answer is the full lotus. But if the full lotus is too difficult then you need another practice of body transformation using complementary opposite resonance. So the standing active exercises of simple Tai Chi -- the yin and yang reversal of the upper and lower body and left and right hand exercises. Then there's the "small universe" exercise which is the 12 yin-yang notes or energy nodes along the outside of the body -- you can get the practice c.d. from http://springforestqigong.com Chunyi Lin told Jim Nance that if he wanted to be an energy master then he needed to sit in full lotus for two hours straight nonstop every night -- without missing a night.

Hi Mal -- I hope you enjoy taobums! Welcome.

The small universe is the "microcosmic orbit" practice -- on the "small universe" as the "microcosmic orbit" you can read Mantak Chia's Awakening Healing Energy Through the Tao" book -- freely available to read online....

Again the "small universe" exercise is key because if you just sublimate the jing energy that is not enough. There has to be purification or ionization of the jing energy -- this is done through brain concentration as the brain energy is electromagnetic -- and the brain concentration then opens up the heart chakra which is the "Big Accumulator" of chi energy from the jing energy. The emptiness means that the energy is always transforming and the energy can be accumulated -- but if you have extra energy then it will also naturally flow to people who need it. So to store up the energy is difficult -- but to open up the third eye you need to store up a lot of jing energy and also purify or ionize it into chi energy. That's why it's stated there should be three months without any lose of reproductive fluids so you can store up your jing energy. Now if there's an energy master with the fully open third eye then they can transmit the shen energy which is a laser energy -- so when you get the laser transmission then you see light -- your body fills with light energy. So with the third eye fully open the energy master can easily recharge their energy through the emptiness as the shen connection -- the shen energy is the most harmonized or purified -- and then shen is from storing up lots of chi energy. Finally if enough shen energy is stored up then you can transfer it back into the jing energy for the creation of a new physical body -- which is called the yang shen body instead of the yin shen spirit which is a light body.

Fasting in qigong is actually called "Energy feasting" -- it's very different than normal fasting. This fasting as energy feasting is detailed in the book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" (available online).... So you do the "small universe" meditation -- and then as the chi develops then the "prenatal chi" is activated which is the kundalini energy -- and so your lower tan tien gets really hot. The lower tan tien then fills with electromagnetic chi energy and you are not hungry. So if you're not hungry and full of energy -- then you don't eat. This means you continue to convert your jing electrochemical energy into chi energy and then the chi energy is converted into shen energy -- it's a harmonization process. As this progresses then the "immortal breathing" kicks in which is the "macrocosmic orbit" as a full kundalini awakening -- so the chi energy fills the body and the center of your hands and feet pulsate or breath with electromagnetic energy. The chi electromagnetic energy also breathes through the top of the skull which pulsates -- and so what happens is that there is an electrolysis which creates water in the third eye -- the electromagnetic energy converts the hydrogen and oxygen of the jing energy into water. The water then flows down from the third eye. So that's why the qigong masters can also go without water. I reached this stage -- it's called "achievement of cessation" in Theravada Buddhism -- and it enables you to get to the "Emptiness" in Taoism -- called the Dharmakaya in Buddhism. So there's a rapid conversion of the prenatal chi into the spirit shen energy which creates a spacetime vortex for a holographic astral travel experience -- so that you realize that you're neither your body nor your mind -- and you see your "Original Face" as an enlightenment experience. At that point you have to store the shen and chi energy in the lower tan tien -- you have to seek a pure environment for further training -- under the guidance of an energy master. The main guidance is to focus on the source of the emptiness -- if you rely on any kind of attachment to form at this stage it can create energy blockages. If there's astral travel too soon then it creates dizziness from the spacetime vortex. So more advanced levels of bigu or energy feasting is dangerous -- but also relies on converting your jing into chi energy. Western science has postulated that the gamma ray energy which has been documented in qigong masters is the key to how there's an alchemical fusion of neutrons and protons so that any nutrition needed can be created for digestion. I went 8 days on just half a glass of water but then after that I just ate whatever food since it was like coming back from the dead. haha.

Well what I'm doing right now with my energy level is sitting in full lotus and then I "flex my third eye" -- which is hard to describe -- not sure how "I" do this. But I focus my intention on my third eye and then it starts pulsating -- the pineal gland. This then activates my vagus nerve on the right side of my neck -- so you can see my neck pulsating as the carotid artery and the vagus nerve are sending up energy from my lower body. So essentially I'm filling my brain with the jing energy -- which in the lower body is hormones and blood -- but in the brain it's the sacrocranial fluid. So the fluid creates a pressure along the outside of my brain -- in the cavity for the sacrocranial fluid -- and then through the brain stem the hormones -- mainly serotonin -- then go into the brain via the endothelial cells connecting with the carotid artery and the vagus nerve. So the jing energy then feeds the pineal gland -- where the jing energy is then transduced into the chi-shen energy as an electromagnetic bliss sensation. As the electromagnetic bliss sensation builds up then it spreads to the pituitary gland and also the center of the forehead -- and the energy is also shot out of the eyes and then the top of the head also starts pulsating. At this time the jing energy is also getting cleaned out -- which means any blockages I have in my body from food get leached out of my skull, via the sacrocranial fluid along the outside brain cavity. That's why for the full lotus third eye transmission you have to be running clean -- with an empty intestine and everything. Qigong masters do the modified bigu -- fasting for 24 hours once a week and then eat just one little veggie meal once a day the rest of the week. But to do that you also have to do a 4 hour nonstop full lotus session every night and also during the day continue meditating. I've instead been doing lots of heavy physical labor and I've been eating whatever food my dad buys -- so I use vinegar and alcohol as antiseptics against the sugar which is the main food blockage -- but also salt, meat. Food is pretty much an energy blockage unless it's on the modified bigu diet. I mean food is definitely a source of jing energy -- but it's an impure source of jing energy compared to the sex life force energy as jing energy. That's the great secret taboo of energy work -- Michael Winn gets into this when he describes how one of the energy yoga masters in Yogananda's lineage had to rely on young females to recharge his jing energy when he was older. So anyway the "inner smile" is actually because the inner ear for humans used to be the reptilian jaw of our ancestors -- when we were tree shrews. So our inner ear connects with the pineal gland so that when the brain stem energy activates the pineal gland and there's the third eye bliss -- this creates an "inner smile" of the former jaw bones for the early primates. And then the left brain vagus nerve connects down to the right side of the heart -- this is why in advaita vedanta mind yoga you focus your energy on the right side of the heart -- as mind yoga is left brain meditation, focusing the source of the I-thought as an inner listening of the "inner ear." But then the jing sensations are also the energy blockages of people around me -- so the chi energy shoots out of the pineal gland and then the jing energy goes in. If it's the female life force jing energy -- then this tantra dynamic creates mutual climaxes which go on and on -- and so the more chi energy I shoot into the females then the more I heal myself -- because at the same time I'm taking in the jing energy and harmonizing it through the full lotus vortex. So the heart chakra opens up and then the deeper blockages clear out and the channels open up more -- and the chi energy gets stronger since it's built from more pure jing energy, instead of food jing. And as the chi gets stronger then the shen energy gets stronger. At that point the tantra is too intense -- at least to be done in public -- and the shen energy starts to create astral travel with a spacetime vortex. So then at night the yin spirit does spacetime travel and the chi energy is strong -- so you have flying dreams, dreams in vivid color, and then precognitive dreams as well. Since I've been focusing on healing my parents -- old people have low jing energy. So again I've had to rely on food for jing energy but all these factors depend on the situation. Of course this is just the first Dhyana or samadhi level -- the realm of heavenly bliss which gets you to the lower level of the heavenly realm of form. So for the real meditation of nirvikalpa samadhi the chi energy is too strong for normal modern Western society -- unless you can have a practice space where people don't harass you about mediation, special diet, etc. That would mean charging money for energy healings so that you can have funds for a special practice place. I could have done that when I had first built up my energy levels but I just didn't want to commit to that type of situation. Instead I spent the past 10 years doing research on converting the energy dynamics back into Western science -- and then I did tantra meditation or "crazy zen" meditation -- the left-hand path so to speak aka "turning shit into gold!" haha.

Some females are experts at "soaking up" male energy -- these are the "man-eaters" -- the love 'em and leave 'em types. Camille Pagilia does a good job discussing this in her tome "Sexual Personae" -- about how the femme fatale opens up her fourth eye -- which is the pineal gland in her case, really the third eye. There's absolutely nothing wrong with females who chase after men when they're attracted to males -- but most males can not handle this. So just as I studied the Perv Attack from pervs -- I also studied the femme fatale. I've known about males who have commited suicide simply because they were in love with a female who was taunting the male but not aware that the male could not emotionally handle the female's sex energy. So the male thought he was in love -- in was just lust really ramped up. Essentially the broken heart energy is just the opposite of the love energy -- and the two go together -- so that when the love energy is really strong then physical separation from the lover will actually cause the sensation of a broken heart. But the third eye energy is actually beyond emotion -- the third eye naturally creates a heart love bliss euphoria -- but this natural "inner smile" of the third eye as bliss arises from the electromagnetic energy of the third eye. So the shen or light energy of the brain and then the chi electromagnetic energy is created from the heart energy when it gets real strong. In tantra this opening of the female 4th Eye as the femme fatale happens when the female chases down enough male sex energy -- so that the female keeps having climax after climax. Most females are not able to do this but there's a few "alpha females" very adept at "loving and leaving" the males. So when the 4th Eye of the Femme Fatale opens it means the female can be seemingly cold as ice -- without any emotion -- in fact the female has transcended emotion by opening up the third eye energy of the brain. Dopamine addiction is the most common problem in civilization -- it means being addicted to achieving a linear goal. Normally dopamine addiction is from males being workaholics because when you're getting a job done they you get a dopamine buzz. But dopamine addiction also happens from gambling, from caffeine, from salt, from sugar -- so any kind of card games -- even scrabble puzzles -- but also sex creates a dopamine addiction as well. But there's two kinds of dopamine circuits in the brain -- there's the limbic brain dopamine which is pure instinctual emotion -- and then there's the prefrontal dopamine circuit which can use rational analysis to thereby control and guide the dopamine rush for intentional goals -- working and solving problems for civilization. The thing is that when the male has the external ejaculation then this burns up the dopamine -- but the internal female climax using the serotonin and dopamine and testosterone -- can keep building up to activate the oxytocin of the heart emotion. So for both the male and female the initial sex energy is the parasympathetic -- relaxation -- energy -- and so the dopamine and serotonin build up. At the climax for both the male and female there is a release of testosterone -- only for the internal climax this testosterone stays in the relaxation parasympathetic nervous system whereas right when the male was the external ejaculation then it triggers the stress system as a "flight" reaction. This is why males sleep after sex -- and the external ejaculation drains the male of energy -- and the female can just keep feeding of the males energy and then the male just gets burned out. Females live seven years longer than males on average. Most males are emotionally retarded because the male has been too stressed out from too much dopamine burn out -- overuse of the fight or flight reaction.

Yeah the third eye is in the center of the brain -- the pineal gland. Chunyi Lin says to find the location of the third eye take your ears and fold the top of your ears towards their centers -- so their folded in half lengthwise -- and that point in the center of the ears, when then projected into the brain in the midpoint of the brain from front to back -- that's the location of the third eye. haha. So I would just focus on lots of "small universe" exercise -- again the Level 1 meditation c.d. is what I used and what I recommend -- http://springforestqigong.com -- it's $11 -- but there's also a c.d. that's just the small universe exercise for a longer time. Then when the channels open up more and the energy is stronger then you'll get more third eye energy.

Podcast interview: http://www.cjad.com/player/player?mediapath=&type=mp3&fi=files%2Fmedia%2F86%2FT%20S%20with%20Author%20William%20Bengston%20-%20Tue%20Apr%2013%2C%202010.mp3&nid=1115205& Dr. William Bengston is using mice to use his "hands on healing" to cure cancer.... studies down in the lab of skeptics!! http://www.bengstonresearch.com/ He's going to be on http://www.coasttocoastam.com/show/2010/08/12 on Thursday -- should be cool. I had emailed them to recommend they have Chunyi Lin on coasttocoastam -- so this is a similar topic at least! http://energycurebengston.blogspot.com/ Bengston's article in Edge Science: http://www.scientificexploration.org/edgescience/edgescience_02.pdf Here's Dr. William Bengston on Oprah Radio http://www.oprah.com/oprahradio/Energy-Healing-Audio Oh here's the actual peer-reviewed research paper: http://www.fourmilab.ch/documents/gtpp/Documents/jse_14_3_bengston.pdf

Can you see the Tao? haha. Nope. My blog is http://naturalresonancerevolution.blogspot.com -- I'm a luddite which means I don't have a camera, don't know how to load photos, don't like photos, etc. I'm at my mom's computer now as I'm helping her out today -- in full lotus shooting chi energy up through the ceiling into her. haha. So I sit in full lotus on the sly -- that's why I post online because using a computer is considered to be a good thing these days. So I can be typing while at the same time I'm in full lotus transmitting energy into my parents. haha. The "small universe" is a great exercise at first but after the macrocosmic orbit stage is achieved -- the immortal breathing -- and the third eye opens up -- then you want a good environment, a more harmonized environment, since you're more aware of energy blockages around you. So Chunyi Lin says you want to be in a place that has foxes and deer, etc. -- which my dad's house has. So I'm glad I moved out of the city -- and now I focus on healing my parents and then I help them out with some labor. I'm clearing 10 acres of invasive buckthorn with a pick axe -- digging out tree roots and clearing the thicket, etc. Plus I planted a garden and chestnut trees. Last fall I shaved my head before I went into a Buddhist monastery. But the monk who lived there didn't practice full lotus and his electromagnetic essence was stuck in his lower chakra -- he was a perv! That was way too bad because most men are not pervs so to have a perv monk is very unfortunate. Of course none of the supporters and uses of that monastery -- which was just a house set up -- knew about this monk's real electromagnetic status. I had to fast when I moved in there because my diet had been real bad as I was working a part-time nonprofit environmentalist job and then just literally scavenging for food. So I was sitting in full lotus and fasting -- but I needed about three days before my energy system would be running clean. Didn't get a chance -- the monk was trying to suck off my energy and then the main layperson supporting the monastery told me that sitting in full lotus and fasting was not Buddhism. haha. So I just left the place -- in the middle of the night -- biking off into the cold rain. Anyway since then I haven't cut my hair -- so now my hair is getting long and shaggy. I like the wild look -- I don't shave but I do trim my beard. I'm 150 pounds and 5 feet 11 inches. I'm blondish-brown hair with green eyes and I've always had females pursuing me. Unfortunately my jing energy is weak because at the age of 2, before I can remember, my mom was drinking martinis in the kitchen and she says she saw me walk down the sidewalk out of view. She said that my two older sisters (age 4 and 6) were down at the neighbors so she figured they would watch after me. Anyway she says I returned home with a scratch on my shoulder and I told her that an animal had bit me. I don't remember any of this but the result was I got 24 rabies vaccines in my stomach. At the age of 12 I realized that my extremities were slightly out of proportion with the rest of my body -- I was something of a runt. haha. Mercury poisoning -- my symptoms matched it perfectly and there was a good chance the vaccine as a mercury perservative. Still I always was in the top of my class for grades and I was on the homecoming court in high school, etc. I then focused on environmental activism but in high school my focus was on music and philosophy. I played soccer growing up and I went fishing everyday. I grew up across from a lake and I had a nice big house and yard and lots of old trees -- but still I was right in the city of Minneapolis. My dad was a "power attorney" and had been the assistant attorney general in Minnesota. So he is far right wing while I'm far left wing. haha. In 1994 I was arrested protesting nuclear waste storage on the Mississippi river and then in 2000 I searched my dad's name online, discovering that his first big win as a lawyer was when he worked for the nuclear power company in 1971 -- right when I was conceived and being born. haha. So I continued on in activism -- went to Hampshire College my first year (in Amherst Massachusetts -- experimental activist school for rich kids -- no grades). I dropped out because it was too elitist and I then worked in Alaska for 6 months, living in the wild training sled dogs -- and working in the fish factory. I was just south of Denali. Then I went to University of Wisconsin Madison and I lived in a hippy commune cooperative house for 35 people -- and I did tons of populist radical activism. I got my degree and moved back to the Twin Cities, taking a night job working for a nonprofit relay service for the deaf community. I did more activism and my girlfriend went to Africa for the peace corps. I worked on an organic farm, then I visited her in Morocco for a month -- going to the oldest, most traditional village in Morocco. By now I was studying qigong but not meditating yet. I saw Effie P. Chow -- and I was doing tons of research. That's when I had the prophetic dream that came true 3 years later in great detail. I had written down that I thought the dream would come true -- of my activists friends on the roof of a house holding an activist banner to protect a wooded area -- and standing with Native Americans. So the dream was in 1995 and it came true in 1998 when I saw a photo of the exact same dream -- a photo from the newspaper. In 1997 I got into graduate school at the U of Minnesota -- part-time school and then I worked in a nonprofit for human rights in Latin America, against U.S. imperialism. I moved into a house with Latinas and one of them, from Venezuela, told me how she had meditated with Chunyi Lin. At this time he was not known much at all. So then I went to Venezuela with my new friend from there -- in 1998 -- and that's when I had a near death vision in the Andes. My life flashed before me - and it was inspired by my love for my friend. My heart chakra had been real hot and so I had to sing at night to calm myself down -- in the Andes -- and then suddenly my brain just switched into this visionary state which I couldn't stop. So my life went before me but it was not chronological -- it was psychological. I was shown how something years later had resolved some other psychological conflict from years before -- and how it was all connected but not in a linear fashion. By that time I had been practicing Yan Xin qigong and I went to see a Tibetan lama -- and when I got home from his lecture which I had listened to with rapt attention -- I noticed that I thought I had a headache. Only it wasn't a headache -- it was a pressure just exactly in the center of my forehead! That really intrigued me -- activated from listening to the lama. So for my graduate research I was doing tons of activism still and I got the University of Minnesota to divest $1.5 million of stock from Total Oil, the French company using slave labor in Burma. That issue is still going through the courts in Europe today. And then in 1999 Chunyi Lin gave a presentation to my graduate studies class in spiritual healing. Since I had studied qigong already -- particularly David Eisenberg's book on Encounters with Qi -- and since I could feel his energy as I sat right up in front and I could feel this strong heat coming from him. I knew Chunyi Lin was the real deal. He still wasn't very well known at this time -- 1999. Now I was writing an activist op-ed column for the U of MN Daily newspaper read by 50,000 a day. I was now getting professor support and I was debating the lawyer who runs the University -- the presidents come and go but the lawyer stays the same. So the issue was the University's multi-million dollar contracts with apparel companies (Nike) using young female sweatshop labor -- people working in horrible conditions, barely paid -- in the third world. So finally after a year of meetings the University joined the Workers Rights Consortium -- I had organized a coalition of student groups and I had organized protests and then the President of the University emailed me asking me not to go on hunger strike. haha. Well I got to see the corruption of the University leaders directly -- and so I knew that the elite of society were fakes -- were parasites and thugs. So I dropped out of my graduate degree out of disgust. My parents wanted me to finish my degree. At this point I was working part-time at an environmental nonprofit. So I said I would finish my graduate degree if I focused on just taking the qigong classes from Chunyi Lin. I did a self-directed study in nonwestern African philosophy from the perspective of nondualism -- using the book "the Racial Contract" as the pretext. 6 months later I had achieved the Dharmakaya state described in chapters 9 to 11 in the book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality." The energy was too intense. I saw dead spirits, I had precognition, telepathy, telekinesis. I accidentally pulled this old lady's spirit out of the top of her skull and she immediately bawled nonstop for at least 15 minutes. I healed my mom of a serious case of "smoker's legs" so she no longer needed surgical stockings -- and that was the cumulation of me going 8 days on just half a glass of water. My mom freaked out as I was doing a spirit exorcism of her from my energy. A friend of mine also freaked out when we were hanging out and just chatting about stupid stuff -- but then even though he was 10 feet from me -- he suddenly say: "Hey what are you doing to me!" haha. He also took classes from Chunyi Lin later on but then he got married, worked full time and didn't keep up the practice, moved to California. Anyway once I had finished my degree I just kept working part-time at the environmental nonprofit because I supported the work -- but the place was taken over by the corrupt politicians due to the new campaign finance reform law. I still kept at it since there were really no other better jobs in terms of the type of working getting done. We got some laws passed at the state level -- working on clean water focus -- but the place got more and more automated and yuppified and sold-out. So the workers formed a union which pissed off the nonprofit and a corporate lawyer was brought in from New Jersey. haha. Then the working conditions got real bad and everyone was getting fired and the workers left were real paranoid and always fighting. So I just kept sitting in full lotus all the time at work. But ever since I had done my bigu fasting training for the third eye opening I had to be on a really pure diet. During my training I had been vegan and then I had gone salt-free. But after I got to the Nirvikalpa Samadhi state with the spacetime vortex spinning around my full lotus meditation -- then I was totally detached from body and mind. I had come back from the dead and I knew experientially that the body and physical reality were not real -- just a temporary shell. The true emptiness was neither healthy nor unhealthy -- beyond dualism. The Tao could not been seen. So after that I just ate whatever food, even though it caused energy blockages -- because people had been pushing bad food on me -- my boss would walk around the office giving everyone crap candy which I felt obliged to eat to kiss ass, etc. haha. Since I wasn't making any money I just said -- whatever -- people have no idea what is really going on so I'm just going to scavenge food. I was friends with homeless people who ate out of dumpsters and people all over the world have to survive off trash scavenging. Meanwhile in the U.S. everyone is trying to be all materialistic and yuppie without considering the effects of using so many resources. I was living in this real cheap room and my housemate was this old perv dude who would stare at me and then every night he would masturbate in our common shared bathroom -- which was right behind this paper-thin wall so I could hear him. More importantly I could feel his nasty energy as he was always trying to suck me off -- but that's reality. Evil is real - and so I just sat in full lotus as much as possible during the night to try to prevent him from sucking me off in my sleep. He would wait for me to fall asleep then prey off my energy. I lived there for 8 years -- again because I was making next to no money at a place I supported for the most part -- it was the best choice of bad choices. But things were getting worse. I was also reading one book a day, posting my research online and sitting in full lotus. I continued to take qigong classes off and on up till 2005. Meanwhile Chunyi Lin got a healing center in a suburb but then got another healing center in a really far out surburb. He had started out teaching in the city -- but now he was way out in the far suburb and I didn't have a car. Nor did I have the money for the classes. I was biking all winter in the cold -- and I wasn't maintaing the ascetic vegan diet anymore. In 2006 I was hanging with a book friend in McDonalds and I was in full lotus. I took to sitting in full lotus in public because otherwise females were chasing me down and hitting on me real strong -- sucking off my energy. So at night I would always have to try to reverse their damage but sometimes I wouldn't be able to since I was too tired or I had ate too much food. You have to reverse the sex fluids -- burn it off -- ionize it back into jing eneryg and then the jing energy has to go into chi energy in order to sleep safely. Anyway so I'm with my friend and were chatting away and I'm in full lotus and suddenly this young female stands with her backside right in front of me -- in front of my full lotus position. So she's 5 feet in front of me with her backside to me and when I look at her - she's a McDonald's worker -- anyway suddenly she lets out this cry and her back arches as this energy shoots up her back and at the same time I have an internal climax shoot up my back. So I just keep sitting in full lotus and try to pretend nothing happened -- but I knew what had happened. We had just had a mutual climax at a distance! The next day I returned to see my friend and this young female was behind the counter but not at the register. She was giggling in bliss when she saw me and she pushed her coworker off the register so she could serve me. At that point I knew for sure what had happened. So then I decided to test this out to see if it was real. I sat in full lotus somewhere else across from a female -- and sure enough we had THREE mutual climaxes together. After the first one she just put her head down on the table across from me as if she was going to take a nap. After the second mutual climax she raised her head and looked at me and then put her head back down. At the third climax she looked up at me but she had tears in her eyes. So I felt really bad about that -- but at the same time it confirmed what had happened. We had three mutual climaxes together. Anyway now I'm kind of freaked out but the next day I'm at a coffeehouse using their computer and I'm sitting in full lotus. So then this dad and his young daughter sit at the table right next to me. His daughter sits so she's facing me but I just keep typing and sitting in full lotus. Still I realized that my chi energy was shooting into her and then as the energy built up suddenly the girl threw her leg over the arm of the chair -- so that she was spread eagle facing me. Then she pumped her leg a couple times and then we had a mutual climax. And then she immediately threw her leg back over the arm of the chair and as far as I could tell her dad didn't know what had happened. Now I'm shocked at this but at the same time I'm thinking -- look I was here first. All I'm doing is sitting in full lotus and typing at the computer -- it's my body -- I'm not moving. But then the same thing happened again -- the energy built up and she threw her leg over the arm of the chair, pumped her leg and we climaxed together. Then it happened a third time -- but I'm thinking now hold on. This female is young yet she knows exactly what to do -- she's working me like a pro or something. Strange but twisted. So I'm pondering this -- and the next day I'm reading at BK in full lotus. Same thing happens. A dad and his daughter sit across from me and the daughter sits facing me. My energy shoots into her -- only now she and her dad are speaking spanish. Well I'll spare you the details but at this point I'm feeling kind of sick about the whole thing because I now realize I've entered into this secret world of female internal climaxes in public that I didn't know about -- at a distance -- mutual climaxes. O.K. so that was four years ago. Since then I continued to sit in full lotus in public -- reading a book a day -- and having mutual climaxes -- chi going out my third eye and jing going into my perineum - with several different females a day. Some females I had several mutual climaxes with at a time. A few females I had several sessions of mutual climaxes with. In those later cases then I realized the heart chakra really opened up and it was true love -- which was wild because I wasn't necessarily physically attracted to these females. I had some female stalkers but then I also started to get the Perv Attack as well. Finally I realized it wasn't just sexual energy that was transmitted -- I could read if a person was really sad and I knew it was from lung damage -- I could read this even from a block away if I had eye contact with the person. I would heal the person from a block away if I was in full lotus. I could do healings of liver anger blockages. Also pancreatic worry energy -- and also fear of the kidneys. So I was sitting in full lotus for hours every day -- usually in hour or half hour stints. I was doing healings but my diet was terrible. So I was also constantly leaching toxins out of my brain -- off-gasing bacteria from my lower body. I had to be on a really pure diet -- next to no food, vegetarian -- and here I was eating out of dumpsters or eating fast food! haha. I ate garlic as an anti-septic. I was biking everywhere and so I used up too much physical energy and so I had to eat too much to compensate for it. My coworkers would get regular healings from me and would come to me to get charged up. haha. Yeah it was out of control -- I would sleep in full lotus sometimes as well since my cheap room was contaminated by the perv attacks. Finally I had to quit my job because I smelled too bad from my diet and my whole department had been destroyed due to the office getting a speed dialer supercomputer deal. I was given a new job but it was a bad position and the office had been automated -- and the nonprofit wasn't really doing any activism anymore -- in fact it was rapidly losing money from having to lease the speed dialer and pissing off people from automated calling too much. Besides my dad was now a bad alcoholic and he needed my help -- he was also chain smoking -- in his mid-70s. I tried moving into the monastery -- it didn't work. So I biked up to my parents and have been doing full lotus healing and helping them out for the past year. It's been fascinating to see some pretty deep energy changes in my parents -- but it takes a while to clear out some serious deep blockages. Slowly my diet is better -- I finally did a 4 day fast which helped cleaned out my system from years of bad diet.

Kali -- let's put things into perspective. It's just common sense that if you studying Taoism then you use as your guide models the energy masters of Taoism. So Yan Xin, and Wang, Liping and Chunyi Lin and Master Zhang -- http://qigongmaster.com -- they all sit in full lotus for long periods of time. Not just them but also Muktananda, Yogandanda, Sri Yukteswar, Master Nan, Huai-chin, the most famous Buddha master of Thailand, etc. So Chunyi Lin says that 20 minutes of full lotus is worth 4 hours of any other meditation. That's why I rely on full lotus -- it quickly exorcises energy blockages -- or as Yogananda states -- full lotus burns karma. The question is why? The answer is impersonal -- the answer is become of complementary opposite resonance. My research discovered that yin and yang are music ratios -- 3:4 and 2:3 -- and these harmonic ratios are represented in the mind-body dynamics. Basic tai chi utilizes this harmonic yin yang dynamics of the body and mind -- so upper body is yang, lower body is yin, one hand is yin, the other hand is yang -- so put one hand in front of the upper body, another in front of the lower body -- slowly rotate them. What do you have -- the basic resonance of complementary opposites. It turns the body into a harmonic oscillator. Then the "small universe" exercise is based on the same complementary opposites -- if you study "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" -- this is made clear. The 12 energy nodes along the outside of the body are based on yin and yang dynamics -- just as there's 12 notes to the music scale based on the resonance of 2:3 turning into the complementary opposite of 3:4. O.K. so then in the central channel of the body there's 7 to 9 chakras -- just as there's 7 to 9 notes for the diatonic music scale -- with the octave at 8 notes. It depends if you're counting the notes within the octave as 7 or the notes where the new scale starts -- at 9. But the diatonic scale is built from the basic principles of complementary opposite resonance - yin/yang/emptiness. The same principles apply to the oldest philosophy of India -- the three gunas are the same as yin/yang/emptiness. But originally this comes from the Bushmen San trance dance healing culture -- using music for creating the healing energy as alchemy -- and the Bushmen are the original humans from 100,000 BCE to 10,000 BCE. So that's were all this stuff comes from -- Indian yoga, Chinese Taoism, indigenous shamanism. Again the principles are impersonal -- but if a person is practicing full lotus then the other aspects of practice also have to be strictly adhered to -- the "modified bigu" diet for example. Full lotus is a tetrahedron made up of 8 triangles using the ratios 2:3:4. So full lotus quickly clears out the emotional blockages by creating a vortex in the body-mind -- rotating the lower organ energy up through the heart and out the third eye via the vagus nerve pulsations. After emotional blockages, nutrition is the 2nd cause of blockages. The third is the environment for practice space -- the feng shui. So ideally would be a meditation cave supervised by an energy master -- like http://qigongmaster.com Qigong master Chunyi Lin did a 49 day full lotus cave meditation session there -- nonstop full lotus for 49 days -- no sleep, no water and no food. So obviously me sitting in full lotus at half hour to hour sessions several times a day is nothing compared to what the energy masters do. Wang Liping was tied down into full lotus for 4 hour nonstop sessions at the age of 9 - supervised by two other energy masters. Just read http://www.amazon.com/Opening-Dragon-Gate-Making-Modern/dp/0804831858 for details.

http://www.realitysandwich.com/ccby_step_belated_future The CIA-Google collaboration -- be it WiFi wire-tapping using CIA start-up technology (Keyhole) which became GoogleEarth -- or the new Recording the Future CIA-Google web monitoring -- that's the realissue about "copyright" etc. -- Big Brother is literally chasing down and controlling individual freedom. Monsanto is doing this with farmers -- hundreds of farmers have Monsanto suing them for property law violation because the farmer was contaminated with Monsanto seeds -- patents that can not be controlled. So it's totally Orwellian. But that's how the Big Brother system works - brainwashes the masses by using a "bait and switch" tactic -- in this case it's under the guise of protecting the author, etc. As I already posted -- in fact free distribution is now considered a great means for people to get increased interest for "in-person" trainings, etc. Even authors are now considered required to go on book tours -- have their photo on their book (because a book is now judged by its cover!!) -- People are dumbed down. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vuM_dfUS7g&feature=player_embedded

http://coasttocoastam.com -- Dr. Bengston is going to town on his healing intention experiments -- fascinating! Just pick a radio affiliate and listen live online. O.K. here's one of Bengston's students talking about the healing method of Bengston -- very fascinating. http://bioenergyandcancer.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2009-04-24T20%3A28%3A00-04%3A00&max-results=7

Thanks for sharing.

Well I recommend watching this video of a healing master out of the Taoist tradition -- I think you'll have a better perspective on Taoism, etc.

Yeah I'm into free speech which is why I've been banned from at least half a dozen websites. haha. Personally I'm anti-copyright. I've also been arrested at least half a dozen times for civil disobedience.

Yeah check out http://springforestqigong.com for lots of healing testimonies -- and new healing research at the Mayo Clinic.

Mal umm glad you mentioned it because you might want to look into that more. I stated previously I never register for anything -- nor save files -- I don't even have my own computer. Still there is new software that can track the IP addresses of people using bit-torrent, etc. and then those people can be held legally responsible -- they can be sued, etc. I'm not sure all the details but you might want to look into it.