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Normally the mind is weak and we are controlled by our emotions, causing sickness and lack of potential free energy. As Gurdjieff states the West relies on dualism -- whereas he relies on the Law of Three. There is an exception though in the West -- THE TRIODE AMPLIFIER. To turn your mind into a triode amplifier you first need a PRE-AMP. The I-thought -- without visions and without words -- is the pre-amp grid which reverses and amplifies the weak current that normally exists in our brain. 80% of our brain's energy is used for vision but when we are asleep people rely on sound to wake us. Just as Einstein used the Doppler Effect to develop his theory of relativity -- so too does the phase-shift of frequency create a significant increase in amplitude. That's the secret of quantum chaos Brian Goodwin -- a biologist who authored "Temporal Order of Cells" and is now the inspiration for digital biology at M.I.T. Basically Kirkhoff's Law -- harmonic functions -- apply equally to mechanical and electrical systems. So back to your brain -- the pineal gland exists between the ears -- in the center of the head. When we hold onto the I-thought we activate the pineal gland as the pre-amp grid, just like a triode tube amp. So normally there's ALWAYS a weak current between the inner ears -- the grid of the I-thought blocks that current and then amplifies it as a reversed current -- a 180 degree shift. This is just like how pedaling a bike makes you go forward -- but you can't explain this to someone, they just have to learn how to do it. The first time I was lied to, that I remember, was when I was taught how to ride a bike. The mind or talking and seeing is cheap. We learn through experience. Einstein liked to use bike riding as a metaphor -- just keeping moving so we off-set the inertia which normally makes the wheels wobble side to side. You can see this by holding a wheel at the axle and spinning it -- you can't hold it because it wobbles side to side. So gravity is just the velocity and acceleration of the forward motion while the mass causes the inertia. Intensity of energy is actually caused by frequency, not mass as amplitude. So gravity uses logarithmic math while quantum energy uses divide and average statistics but BOTH are dualistic. The triode amp is different -- it uses Gurdjieff's Law of Three whereby the I-thought, as the Pre-Amp, harmonizes the Will and Consciousness. The amplified current is the kidney energy (will), the spinning of the wheel, is the reverse breathing, activated through the I-thought. But remember -- the whole system relies on putting that PRE-AMPLIFIER or grid in place. Gurdjieff emphasized that most Western alchemists just focused on the chemistry - what Taoists call the Jing -- and therefore the energy level was just left at the emotional level. He said the reason is because the West is too materialistic and didn't take into account that alchemy starts with the I-thought. So will power is driven by the I-thought -- the YI or intention in Taoism -- reverses the desire of what our eyes see, so that the weak current between our ears now, with the pre-amp in place -- the grid of the I-thought, is activated, reversed and AMPLIFIED. Welcome to your new triode amplifier system -- enjoy it's hi-fi quality! haha.

And then there's the quantum antennae: http://64.233.167.104/search?q=cache:QQ1JH...lient=firefox-a

Rain -- ok yeah those reports are what I call the Actual Matrix Plan... today's research was inspired by this Native American art work very similar to what you posted -- basically just a square knot. I realized that mass (space expansion) and time (gathering energy) were two ends on the bottom with frequency (energy resolution) and amplitude (contracting space) on the top. Or sonoluminescence (quantum) and "resonant macrosonic synthesis" (classical) combined = sonofusion. That's all science but both quantum and classical use symmetric math whereas alchemy uses complementary opposites. What's fascinating is that the resonant macrosonic synthesis relies on a horn-shape -- (full-lotus) and sonoluminesence also relies on the round-bottom flask (full-lotus) using natural harmonics to increase energy intensity. Of course transistors are based on the same triode tube amp concept but for there to be simultaneous pumping and emission of energy the resonance has to use complementary opposite ratios (from nonwestern music).

And finally we return to the secret of "reversing the tube amps" so that the I-thought pre-amp, the reversed polarity (frequency as amplitude) is now in the base of the resonance chamber. This occurs in the full-lotus position, thereby enabling amplitude to develop consistently. Or to put it in the words of modern science: http://64.233.167.104/search?q=cache:okzl4...lient=firefox-a

Here's a new Harvard study demonstrating EXTERNAL QI successfully treating cancer: External Qi of Yan Xin Qigong induces G2/M arrest and apoptosis of androgen-independent prostate cancer cells by inhibiting Akt and NF-kappa B pathways Context Sensitive Lilnks Context Sensitive Lilnks more options Author(s): Yan X (Yan, Xin), Shen H (Shen, Hua), Jiang HJ (Jiang, Hongjian), Zhang CS (Zhang, Chengsheng), Hu D (Hu, Dan), Wang J (Wang, Jun), Wu XQ (Wu, Xinqi) Source: MOLECULAR AND CELLULAR BIOCHEMISTRY Volume: 310 Issue: 1-2 Pages: 227-234 Published: MAR 2008 Times Cited: 0 References: 52 Abstract: Long-term clinical observations and ongoing studies have shown antitumor effects of external Qi of Yan Xin Qigong (YXQG-EQ) that originated from traditional Chinese medicine (TCM). In order to understand the molecular mechanisms underlying the antitumor effects of YXQG-EQ, we investigate the effects of YXQG-EQ on growth and apoptosis in androgen-independent prostate cancer PC3 cells. We found that exposure to YXQG-EQ led to G2/M arrest associated with reduced cyclin B1 expression and apoptosis in PC3 cells. YXQG-EQ treatment inhibited constitutive and epidermal growth factor-induced Akt phosphorylation, basal and TNF-alpha-induced NF-kappa B activation, and downregulated anti-apoptotic Bcl-2 and Bcl-xL expression. In contrast, exposure to YXQG-EQ increased phosphorylation of Akt and Erk1/2 in human umbilical vein endothelial cells (HUVEC), and had no cytotoxic effect on either HUVEC or peripheral blood mononuclear cells (PBMC). These results indicate that YXQG-EQ has profound effects on growth and apoptosis of prostate cancer cells by targeting survival pathways including the Akt and NF-kappa B pathways. Document Type: Article Language: English Author Keywords: Akt; NF-kappa B; prostate cancer; G2; M arrest; apoptosis; external Qi of Yan Xin Qigong KeyWords Plus: SIGNALING PATHWAY; CARCINOMA-CELLS; 3-KINASE/AKT PATHWAY; TRANSCRIPTION FACTOR; CASPASE ACTIVATION; GROWTH ARREST; PC3 CELLS; BCL-XL; KINASE; SURVIVAL Addresses: Wu, XQ (reprint author), Harvard Univ, Sch Med, Brigham & Womens Hosp, Boston, MA 02115 USA Harvard Univ, Sch Med, Brigham & Womens Hosp, Boston, MA 02115 USA Inst Chongqing Tradit Chinese Med, Chongqing, Peoples R China New Med Sci Res Inst, New York, NY USA McMaster Univ, Hamilton, ON Canada Harvard Univ, Sch Med, Dana Farber Canc Inst, Boston, MA 02115 USA E-mail Addresses: [email protected] Publisher: SPRINGER, VAN GODEWIJCKSTRAAT 30, 3311 GZ DORDRECHT, NETHERLANDS IDS Number: 267SE ISSN: 0300-8177 DOI: 10.1007/s11010-007-9684-2

Ok here's the skinny on DNA and Gurdjieff: Today's NY Times op-ed is about will power capacity and blood sugar, but sugar is a right-hand asymmetric molecule according to science, while all ecology (carbon-based life) is based on left-hand asymmetric molecules. LIGHT is polarized differently as DNA biophotons based on the asymmetric handedness of the molecule -- this is called racemization in chemistry. But measuring the molecules relies on the technology used to measure -- so sugar as a right-hand asymmetric molecule is based on the sugar being refined. Refined sugar totally messes up the DNA biophoton polarization of the pineal gland. For alchemy to work the right-brain must be activated but science relies on left-brain dominance for analysis and right-hand technology, while ecology relies on left-hand molecules and right-brain dominance. So, just like a telescope, light gathering ability of the body increases with the square of the diameter -- so that left-hand unrefined sugars enable right-brain pineal gland activation thereby increasing the will power gathering capacity of the body (connecting the kidney Moving Center with the Intelligence Center). The Moving Center having a squared-increase proportional diameter through the full-lotus. A laser works just like the light gathering ability of a telescope except that frequency synchronization increases the energy intensity with the square of the amplitude. So left-brain logical inference creates right-brain amplitude synchronization of polarized light based on left-hand asymmetric molecules, thereby connecting DNA with alchemical biophotons.

Here's this thread as a newly published article: http://www.mind-energy.net/archives/283-Gu...-Amplifier.html

Well I followed Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality when I practiced seriously. No Salt. so you have to rely on lets of vegetables to get sodium naturally. Then you go to the bigu state -- which means free energy with no food and next to no water. Right now I'm eating a bunch of cilantro after eating maybe 5 cloves of garlic after eating a fish sandwich after drinking some o.j. This morning I had spirulina. Garlic is cheap and kills the e. coli which is transduced along with the serotonin up into the brain. Garlic is also the best source for hydrogen sulfide which the military is now using as alchemy -- it doubles endurance and strength, creating a natural suspended animation, recently proven on mice.

OK so last night I was reading at Hard Times, the local anarchist cafe (for Mpls. readers). I left there at 3 a.m. or so, after shooting energy into a friend of mine who is really into Algernon Blackwood and his "cosmic horror" buddies (previously he was into Crowley). We shared garlic cloves as I recovered from that 75% discounted Easter candy at Walgreens. haha. Anyway then I had 3 mutual climaxes with this young well-endowed female who sat across from me. Of course I was sitting in full-lotus as I do all day long. Oh yeah I was reading Richard Feynman's autobiography and he was the Triode Amplifier master of western science. That's how he started his career -- fixing tube amps in the depression in NYC. What's fascinating is that he wondered about "streamless consciousness" and so focused his mind when sleeping to see if it slowed down or just smeared into gibberish. He broke his sleep into two intervals so that he would double his dream mind yoga practice. He figured out that it was the latter (the mind turned to gibberish) but then he also developed lucid dreaming. Finally he realized his dreams were symbolic and took advice from a Freudian analyst about it. But Feynman stopped just when things were getting interesting: He dreamt that the back of his skull was getting soft and that an metal rod had penetrated the back of his skull. For anyone steeped in studies of alchemy it's clear that he had developed his astral body for spirit travel. For example the skull DOES become soft when the body is filled with electromagnetic fields -- as detailed in the book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" and as I experienced and as detailed by qigong master Chunyi Lin -- http://springforestqigong.com. Feynman already was dreaming in color (DMT-pineal gland) and was young, healthy -- so his emotional ethereal body was already strong. He was developing his Higher Emotional consciousness but he stopped. Anyway Feynman just assumed that his brain was "bored" with lucid dreaming and therefore was making up new gibberish -- he didn't want to analyze it and of course Freudian psychology didn't provide any answers. The subconscious answer though lies in his Triode Tube Amp work - Feynman focused on one particular problem which first gave him the "genius" reputation. A radio had really strong noise -- and Feynman figured out that the tube amps had to be reversed because the preamp was getting to hot to fast. As I've stated the I-thought is the Pre-amp and Feynman, by relying soley on mind yoga, ALSO heated up his brain too fast, without grounding the energy in his lower tan tien of Taoist alchemy. Gurdjieff states very clearly that the problem with the West is that the sex energy remains undeveloped -- and clearly Christianity doesn't develop the sex energy (not CONSCIOUSLY that is). Most people consider Gurdjieff a Sufi but he stated that he relied on Pythagorean teachings -- the original gnostic Logos of the Bible. The Logos goes back to the time of tantra in Buddhism and in fact Gurdjieff's teaching is most closely related to mahayana buddhism, as detailed in Professor and yoga master Nan, Huai-chin's books (best-sellers in Asia, but unknown in the West, precisely because Nan focuses on grounding the energy in the body, instead of relying on mind yoga). The connection between the Taoist lower tan tien -- or what Gurdjieff called the Moving Center -- and the Intellectual Center (the upper tan tien, the brain) is the middle tan tien or the Emotional Center (the heart). What happens is that the heart emotion is over-excitement as the alchemical transformation of sex energy -- and the love energy is shot out of the eyes as love-light. That's how tantra works -- you shoot the heart energy out of the eyes, through the pineal gland, but at the same time you take in the Moving center energy from where you shot the Love energy. It's just yin-yang or negative-postive harmonics. As Gurdjieff states, the Moving Center is NEUTRALIZED or grounded by the sex energy and this is why it's so important to develop the sex center. It's detailed how Gurdjieff also practiced what I call "O at a D" -- in Colin Wilson's book The Occult. So in Taoism the meditation practice always focuses on the lower tan tien -- in order to take the electromagnetic love energy of the heart-mind -- and ground it in the stomach (so that the energy doesn't just stay at the electrochemical level of over-excitement). But this grounding also entails replacing the moving energy with the love energy -- and this is why Gurdjieff always ate very little food. That was his tantric secret. I assure you that the western diet is totally against alchemy (whether it's lack of omega-3, too much omega-6 or sugar and salt, etc.) Gurdjieff practiced what in Taoism is called a "modified bigu" diet. Ramana Maharshi, for example, insists that even mind yoga, what he teaches, must rely on vegetarianism. So anyway as the heart energy increases then the higher emotional consciousness is achieved -- but only when this is grounded in the stomach -- through pure logic as the source of the I-thought -- will Higher Intelligence be achieved (what's called Nirvikalpi Samadhi or the Emptiness in Taoism). Just as Richard Feynman reversed the amp tubes so that the radio wouldn't overheat -- so too must the pre-amp, the I-thought, be reversed so that it's stored in the stomach, thereby causing the final level of alchemy described by Gurdjieff in a chart in the end of "In Search of the Miraculous" -- the heart-mind has now been completely filled with the sex energy converted into pure consciousness and, just as Ramana Maharshi achieved and Gurdjieff describes: the WILL (kidney reproductive energy of the moving center) and the I-thought are merged or united back into pure consciousness (the Number 8 person of Gurdjieff or the Level 8 consciousness of Mahayana Buddhism). Just like Christ, Ramana Maharshi literally stopped his heart for over 10 minutes, but did so with total self-awareness, the I-thought as the Pre-Amp. This is the goal of Advaita Vedanta, the secret of the Gnostics, etc.

OK what I really meant to say was VACUUM POLARIZATION due to brain changes from puberty causing poltergeists or similar processes as in Taoist Alchemy as per this new paper in the journal Neuroquantology: http://arxiv.org/PS_cache/arxiv/pdf/0801/0801.0382v2.pdf

Yes Yogananda in his Autobiography of a Yogi was told that the full-lotus BURNS KARMA and so this is a no brainer! haha. Now for something completely different....

Yeah I read Leonard Horowitz' book -- he relies on gematria or "one-to-one correspondence" of letter and number, therefore he's no different than anything Western civilization cranks out. As for using up energy -- sickness is caused by EXTRA energy in the body but it's just not harmonized. So to shoot energy out the pineal gland while in full-lotus you actually heal yourself because you transform lower emotions (lust, anger, fear, worry) into bliss-light or love-light, healing energy. You also take in the lower emotions of the people around you -- so if a person is an alcoholic and angry then you feel your liver get hot, sadness, you feel the lungs, fear the kidneys, worry, the pancreas. As for lust -- well since this energy exchange works on complementary opposites then it's a matter of connecting the life-force energy of the reproductive organs with the heart energy whereas the left-brain dominance of the West cuts off that connection causing fear, anger, worry and sadness to dominate. At first I wasn't sure if I was just losing energy or not -- but then I realized that if I do this too much then I also have to convert the lust energy I've taken in from females (or male perverts) and make sure it gets ionized into heart energy again, or else in sleep, subconsiously, it will convert back into water. So normal loss of sex energy is not harmonized with the mind -- it's separated from the brain through left-brain dominance and therefore it's separated from the other organs and emotions and the connection between sex and love is lost.

http://www.wunderkabinett.co.uk/damndata/i...ng-with-Qi.html

OK well if you read NISA -- the Bushmen female healer -- she states that she stopped healing because the pain was too great. This is true -- the pain of a BROKEN HEART! Actually NISA states that females can take the pain of child birth so therefore males take the pain of healing -- how the N/UM -- the boiling heat -- works its way through the body, enabling stronger healing energy. Gurdjieff states the same thing and you'll find this in Autobiography of a Yogi, as well as Master Nan, Huai-chin's books. The body is inversely proportional to the level of energy or spirit that a person creates -- so the deeper samadhi the deeper it works on the body. Advaita Vedanta uses left-brain logic -- inference -- to just focus the energy straight to its source, until the heart actually stops for over 10 minutes and then restarts. After that "eternal liberation" is achieved -- meaning that all pain immediately empties out to pure consciousness, with each breath/thought.

The BioMusic Conspiracy: Secrets of the Rainbow Serpent Flute Goddess by drew hempel, MA Elizabeth Marshall Thomas, the esteemed anthropology expert on the Bushmen, the culture representing 90% of human history, gives the secrets of the Eland Bull ritual in her new book, "The Old Way." The Eland Bull ritual is considered the oldest Bushmen ritual, is practiced by the women, and also similarly found among the closely related forest peoples misnomered as the pygmies. What distinguishes the ritual is the music used -- an old pentatonic or 5 note scale. This simple 5 note scale is considered the most universal scale, found in most human cultures, and it is built on the 1-4-5 music intervals, considered to be used in all human cultures. My music philosophy masters thesis research, linked at nonduality.com/hempel.htm, details how the 1-4-5 music intervals are also the basis for yin and yang principles in Taoist philosophy. In other words, the oldest ritual of humanity uses the same ratios that are the secret meaning for Taoist paranormal healing. Anthropology professor Chris Knight connects the Eland Bull ritual with the Rainbow Serpent ritual of the Australian aborigines. These two ancient rituals parallel the "flute cults" found in both Amazonia and Melanesia. The basic story of these universal rituals, much like the Garden of Eden story, is that the females used to control the power for healing and the power for paranormal creation. The men have taken this healing power but secretly know it comes from the females and the men have to be very careful not to lose this ability -- the ability to create "rainbow snakes" for paranormal reality. Amazingly Dr. Andrew Parker's recent book on the Cambrian Explosion of life, some 500 million years ago, argues that "quantum diffraction gradients" were the secret behind evolution. In other words the same "rainbow snake" that you see when looking at the back of a compact disc is also how early sea bioluminscence worked in developing neurons that became brains for cognition. The quantum diffraction gradients look evenly spaced but because of asymmetric resonance the grooves enable self-organizing of ionized energy -- into mass -- and back again into spacetime communication. This self-organizing through a higher holographic dimension is called "hidden correspondance" in quantum chaos science and also called "ghost resonance." Science makes all this seem complicated but that's because of the biomusic conspiracy. Biomusic is a new science discipline based on the discovery that nature -- protozoa, whales, birds, mice, etc., use the same type of harmonics found in human music for communication. In other words the 1-4-5 music intervals are not just limited to humans, but are the secret behind all evolution. Dr. Daniel Levitin speculates on this possible music-evolution connection in his new book "This is your Brain on Music." Music connects with the cerebellum which recently has been discovered to connect with our emotions via the electrochemicals of our autonomic nervous system. Previously the cerebellum was thought to be mainly for motion but it turns out that motion is a means to regulate our emotions! While nonwestern music sounds unsophisticated to the modern ear there is a timeless secret to its apparent monotony. The chanting and single-note singing is based on the concept of sound transducing into ultrasound which creates heat, called N/um by the Bushmen, which then ionizes our electrochemicals, and creates electromagnetic fields for healing. When Daniel Bournelli "disproved" the shamanic Law of Pythagoras, based on the Tetrad of the 1-4-5 music intervals, he lost this timeless and very advanced concept of total energy-mass and spacetime transduction -- this is the Biomusic conspiracy. In nonwestern cultures sex roles are intertwined into all aspects of culture with the understanding that the complimentary opposites can resonate with formless awareness to create strong healing energy. So in the Bushmen culture, traditionally, 90% of the men were healers, while the females sang all night so the men could dance for 10 hours straight. The men would go into a trance state, after the N/um was very strong -- "boiling heat" in the belly -- and then the men would put one hand on the front chest of the female and one hand on the back of the female. This trance state would, through electromagnetic light vision, suck the sickness out of the females. The men would suck in the sickness and then send the sickness back to the spirits of the dead which feed off this extra energy. The "rainbow snake" is the undulating "love-current" of this timeless healing energy. There are 12 harmonic nodes along the front and back of the human that resonate just like the 12 notes of the music scale, created by the overtones of the 1-4-5 harmonics -- the Tai Chi symbol or "rainbow snake flute cult" symbol. The Perfect 5th harmonic is the ratio 2:3 as yang, male energy, which resonates as the infinite spiral of fifths -- the Law of Pythagoras -- back into the formless awareness or eternal feminine consciousness. This practice, of sitting in a chair and focusing the mind along the 12 "notes" of the body, can be done by anyone, so that blissful, electromagnetic energy is created for healing. This natural resonance practice is called the "small universe" or "microcosmic orbit" and guidance c.d.s can be found at springforestqigong.com The 12 notes practice is also detailed in Professor Mircea Eliade's book on Indian yoga. The ancient tradition of this biomusic practice is the focus of the book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality," translated by Charles Luk. Once the energy channels are opened then a person can sit in full-lotus, which is a tetrahedron, made up of 4 equilateral triangles, each made up of two 2-3-4 triangles, resonating as yin (3:4) and yang (2:3). The full-lotus is a very quick and powerful means to harmonize the electrochemicals of the body. Eventually light can be shot out of the eyes, via the 3rd Eye or the pineal gland, so that healing of others can be achieved. This is a natural resonance revolution from the formless awareness. More details can be found on my old blog, drewhempel.gnn.tv.

Thanks for inviting me to your blog. High-weirdness is a very appropriate term for me. In first grade this girl kept on picking on me, teasing me, because she liked me. I remember that I used to breathe in such a way so that my chest was always puffed out, thinking this made me look better. She kept saying that my name, "drew," spelled backwards was "weird." So I asked the teacher and she informed me that the girl was wrong. haha. Then, without me knowing it, apparently the girl's mom arranged with my mom to make me go out on a date. Certainly I hadn't told anyone else about this girl, so it definitely wasn't arranged by anyone I knew. So my oldest sister made me go ice-skating with the girl, without anyone asking me!! Then the girl took me to her apartment where we ate little goldfish crackers with her mom looking on. I hated it all because I had no choice in the matter and felt like a piece of meat. Of course I had no way to express these feelings, much less process the reasons which caused them -- until -- the boys in my first grade class had a contest who could hold their breath the longest, while walking across the school to the bathroom for handwashing before lunch. Long after all the other first grade boys had started breathing again, for some "unknown" reason I was determined not only to win but to keep holding my breath. I knew I had won the contest but I kept holding my breath. I guess it felt good. I was woken up by this taller African-American student in my grade who was very nice. I had hit two cement walls in the corner and then the cement bathroom floor and a trail of blood streamed out of the back of my head while I returned to the room, screaming and also pondering my bright orange school t-shirt, now ruined. Our school motto on my t-shirt was: Aim Sky High -- with a rocket shooting to the sky. High-weirdness had started early. It wasn't until a couple years ago that I had even connected the events of my breath holding and this forced date with a girl. I had come across several different, totally unrelated references to the medical fact that it's impossible to hold your breath until you pass out. The anterior cingulate gyrus or something overcomes your will power, as noted by psychologist Stan Gooch; by a medical doctor for a global explorers club, author of "Extreme Medicine;" and also in some other neuroscience book. I'm thinking, wow, I disproved western science in first grade! Then I started pondering, why the hell did I hold my breath till I passed out anyway -- especially since three different sources say it's impossible? Finally after meditating on it, suddenly it hit me that I had actually been really pissed off because my sister had, without even asking me, taken me to go on a date with this girl who had blatantly been attracted to me but with whom I didn't want to be involved physically. It had been humilitating and my repressed anger had been projected through this otherwise innocent contest with my fellow classmates. Anyway I was telling this recently to a friend of mine, this old man who has worked in the best used bookstore in Minneapolis for some 25 years. He told me that there's a "Rituals of the Sherpa" book which states that the first Western expedition of Mt. Everest required the sherpas to hold their breath until they passed out, in order to qualify to be guides. haha. The "Extreme Medicine" book also includes a climb of Mt. Everest where the sherpas save a climber from what the Western doctor assumed would have caused death. The sherpas chanted around the climber's body -- all night long -- shooting energy into the injured body. For me my High Weirdness healing started with observing my mom's use of music for psychological escape. My music teacher was young and beautiful and so in first grade I also started music lessons -- piano -- and kept practicing until I performed a senior concert, my final year of high school, with my own compositions and many advanced classical pieces played by memory: Bach, Mozart, Brahms. I had studied with her husband, a music professor at the University of Minnesota, and when he showed me the natural overtones of the piano harmonics, I suddenly realized that music enabled creation of the whole energy spectrum. He, of course, dismissed my insight but he had no logical reason to argue. And so my level of High Weirdness become even higher. haha. I told my piano teacher that I thought music connected everything. At this point I had been playing punk hardcore music mixed with all styles of rock, blues, country, jazz. I was singing in a church choir, and in school choirs, and then I started playing free jazz. I was in several bands -- reggae, folk, a classical string quartet, etc. But I realized that my interest in music was more philosophical and my teacher in music composition taught me ear training and orchestration and he also gave me two fascinating books: "Mind and Nature" by Gregory Bateson and the "Tao Te Ching." Off I went to an experimental college with no grades, and my hallmates had a clothing optional nude policy and when ever it was someone's birthday they all dropped acid. I chose to immerse myself in avant-garde film and books, all the while taking classes from Leftist professors. One year was enough at that Ivy League experimental school -- Hampshire College -- and its surrounding colleges. I then moved to Alaska where I worked for six months out in the wilderness. I lived with a high school sweetheart, two years older than me, and we were in a cabin owned by a mercernary or professional soldier in Africa. He was also a mountain climber who fled the U.S. in the 1960s after being caught selling L.S.D. His dad had been a prominent Jewish grocer and he didn't want to threaten his respectibility. So Alaska was really High Weirdness. We were just south of Denali, or Mt. McKinley, the steepest mountain in the world -- going from the ground to 20,000 feet, with no plateaus. There were tons of people escaping society -- former Vietnam Veterans, oil workers from the south of the U.S., workers from Hawaii, Phillipines, Japan, Haiti, Russia, Mormons, big drug dealers, etc. Things got too crazy and too dangerous and so we left when the snow was six feet deep, before Christmas -- after living in a cabin with no running water, no electricity, no phone for miles -- bear tracks had covered the area around our cabin. I told my old music professor recently that I'm feral because of that Alaska experience. I had read Ken Kesey up there -- one of the beat writers experimenting with psychedelics, and I had read Ulysses -- both great books to read in a place so isolated from civilization. Since then I got heavy into Leftist activism, living in a hippy commune cooperative, working and supporting local, organic farming, doing civil disobedience and achieving new policies for divesting from slave labor in the Third World. The intensity to get these things done was enough to cause paranoia and mass confusion and finally to lead into real conspiracy politics -- just from running into High Weirdness, for example a professor who praised Nazi SS major Werner von Braun as his greatest personal mentor. I got censored from my University job as a political writer because I had exposed this professor praising Werner von Braun but no mention of the Werner von Braun personally supervising mass slave labor, testing rockets on civilians, or even being an S.S. major. At this point the University administration had sabotaged my email because I had exposed the lawyer running the University threatening the tenure of the professors helping me to stop sweatshop labor. After I confronted Al Gore, then vice-president of the U.S., about how "everyone know's the CIA controls the drug trade," his secret service got nervous and I had a cop take down my identification on that same night -- no reason given. Leftist analysis was just too limiting at this point. Slavoj Zizek had responded to my critique of his work, stating my music philosophy was "very fascinating" but his book in 1997 had only dismissed my analysis without dealing with the information on its own radical ecology terms. Zizek just wasn't being honest. At this point I had already explored qigong and even had experienced qigong master Effie P. Chow. I was amazed that a security guard reported that the fuses had been blown in the room adjacent to qigong master Effie P. Chow's lecture. I felt the strong magnetic fields between the palms of my hands, but my girlfriend who was with me at the qigong presentation was skeptical of qigong. So I kept doing research and even went to San Francisco in 1996, staying with a A.B.C. friend from highschool -- American-Born Chinese James T. Hong, the film-maker. In 1999 I finally met qigong master Chunyi Lin and knew right away that he was the real thing. The first class he went around us and without touching us he shook his fingers and even though my eyes were closed my body immediately filled with bliss and I saw bright light. My girlfriend at that time was this really beautiful blonde, several years younger than me, but the deep happiness I experienced from qigong master Chunyi Lin was way better. By the end of 2000 I had already gone a week with no food and even just half a glass of water -- just living off the free energy of Taoist alchemy. I had never been hungry and my energy just got stronger, with less sleep needed. Really strong electromagnetic fields permeated my body and freaked out my friends. I healed my mom of a serious disease, I pulled this old lady's spirit out of her head, I saw dead people as floating orbs of light, I had telepathy, precognition and telekinesis. When a vortex of electromagnetic energy spun around me, causing the whole room to spin, I knew that was going too deep, too fast -- and waking reality had truly become a dream. After that qigong master Chunyi Lin touched my forehead with his fingertip and this intense blissful light permanently magnetized my pineal gland. I even stopped practicing qigong for a couple months and the same magnetic bliss in my pineal gland remained. Now I have about ten orgasms a day -- internal climaxes which cause my vagus nerve on the right side of my neck to pulsate, thereby shooting out electromagnetic fields into females around me, creating a mutual climax. This happens when I sit in full-lotus which I do as much as possible. Last summer I went three days without any food and I was never hungry -- I just kept having what I call "O at a Ds" or orgasms at a distance with females. The females suck up my yang electromagnetic energy, with my vagus nerve pulsating and my pineal gland shooting out the energy, while the full-lotus sucks up their yin electrochemical energy. This creates a real feeling of true love in the heart chakra. It's definitely High Weirdness.

Well if by flexibility you mean bending the top of your skull?! Then the two -- internal and external -- go together. When the energy is strong then the body is supple like a baby, with the skull opening back up, creating a soft spot. The hands and feet -- the acupressure points -- BREATHE electromagnetic energy. So I stopped practicing just as I was achieving EMPTINESS (nirvikalpi samadhi) which is actually just the BEGINNING of true meditation. Emptiness means achieving awareness of deep sleep so that the body is filled full of electromagnetic energy as bliss -- which means sitting in full-lotus for over 2 hours straight without experiencing any pain at all -- on your own, with no reliance on energy exchanges. As that experience builds then the body fills with light and you can see inside other peoples' bodies. For me to stay in full-lotus I rely on internal climaxes and to achieve these I rely on female electrochemical energy sucking in and being attracted to my built up male electromagnetic energy. This is what I call the O at a D or orgasm at a distance -- mutual climaxes as energy exchanges. So I'm not building up my energy but if I did then my body would increase in flexibility so that in the morning I would not have to start out in half lotus for 10 minutes or so. Once I go into full-lotus I keep going into full-lotus all day long with maybe just 20 minute breaks -- or else the energy channels start closing up again. So because I no longer live close to work I spend too much time in transportation. That's just one factor -- another is diet and another is -- the main one -- emotions or the electrochemical energy exchanges with people around me. So I now live with an old male pervert who sucks off my electromagnetic energy and so if I sit in full-lotus I can then make sure he's sucking it out of my third eye -- instead of pulling my electromagnetic energy down to the awareness stored in his lower chakras (his tailbone and sex center). Otherwise he converts my electrochemical energy back into fluid and I lose my alchemical agent, causing me to have to rebuild my energy. So those are just some of the obstacles and dynamics in storing up and increasing the energy versus just cycling the energy while in full-lotus.

To be honest the full-lotus needs to be approached from an ENERGY issue -- not a flexibility issue. So I would recommend the simple active exercises -- simple tai chi -- and then lots of SMALL UNIVERSE and then half lotus and THEN the full-lotus. Blissful heat, electromagnetic fields and then light. http://springforestqigong.com

I want to repeat that I can sit in full-lotus for as long as I want -- hours on end -- as long as there are young females able to suck up my yang electromagnetic energy while I take in their yin electrochemical energy. Last summer I went 3 days never hungry because of the full-lotus -- just living off "collecting the N/um of young maidens" as the Bushmen call it -- a practice going back to 80,000 BCE.

That's the title of an amazing essay by Professor George Mentor who studies the Waiwai of Guyana and Brazil. It's found in the book "In Darkness and Secrecy: The anthropology of assault sorcery and witchcraft in Amazonia," edited by Neil L. Whitehead and Robin Wright (Duke University Press, 2004) His argument is that up till now people like Mircea Eliade have focused on the "good" shaman as sort of a magician-king without recognizing the balancing effect of the "evil" shaman. This imbalance has to do with the West's definition of being or self based on our desire to speak and how silence is equated with horror and tyranny or lack of presence. The dark shaman operates through "erem" or silent predatory chanting while the tribal village relies on group chanting in the open and this chanting also works through dialog tonal chants between good shaman heads of households. He states that the Waiwai believe that children are still more spirit than matter but without the conscious knowledge of this, in contrast to shamans. Because of this parents of children do not eat spirit-strong foods, like heavy meat, because the child may then suck the spirit of the parents, through that heavy food, causing the parent's sickness or death. This is similar to the Bushmen "collecting the N/um of the young maidens" while the parents do not allow young females to eat fat-protein rich nuts. The dark shamans then take the extra energy of the "good" shamans (be they males or young females) and then redistribute this energy to the weak (or whoever suffers from emotional illness, like anger or fear) -- this process is seen as a form of psychotic eating, using stalking skills, like what a jaguar does. As Mentor states: "The community depends on the peculiar placement that the mystic vitalities maintain in the body of the shaman. It is, however, also perturbed by the hold these vitalities have on the shaman, for they can send the shamanic body into 'seizures of small deaths' where momentarily the local community can no longer communicate with its privileged member. It would be fair to say that while the effect of shamanic power depends on working through the body, the individual shamanic body places no direct claim on such an effect.... Much of the literature suggests that the individual bodies of shamans and those of their patients or victims have little if any choice in the matter of being occupied or vacated by their vitalities (Crocker 1985; Levi-Strauss 1972)." And so if a person dies, the head of the family then questions, through a ritual chant tonal dialog, each head of every village household, "to jettison the dark shaman beyond the boundaries of the village community." (p. 146) Then ritual chanting is practiced to further solidify the good healing magic of the village against the dark shaman secret words. If this is not accomplished suspects of dark shamanism are considered guilty based on the visual evidence of expressing bad emotions, like anger and fear and so each individual has the responsibility for self-discipline of their bodies in order to maintain emotional tranquility.

Demonstration of power is contextual and the result of two parties both subjectively experiencing something which they themselves think is a personal perception. In fact the full-lotus is totally impersonal and the powers issued from it (telepathy, telekinesis, precognition, healing, etc.) are resonating from female formless awareness. Formless awareness is FEMALE and it creates MALE light-electromagnetic energy which in turn harmonizes FEMALE electrochemical energy of sadness, fear, anger and worry, into a female blissful peace. And so what I practice and experience is simply the creation of bliss in everyday life -- sitting in full-lotus while the female formless awareness pulls my male electromagnetic energy into other females' electrochemical energy, thereby transforming their worry, fear, anger and sadness into orgasmic bliss and this process also translates my fear, anger, worry, sadness into orgasmic bliss as well. So I do that as much as possible and after about 7 mutual climaxes I see light around people's heads and the electromagnetic fields get stronger. Also a feeling of love develops in the heart chakra. With love also comes the feeling of heart-break as well -- which when both emotions are impersonal, is experienced as a sadness for the world. As for stronger healing powers like telepathy, telekinesis and precognition -- that entails storing up the male electromagnetic energy into my own female electrochemical energy -- in the lower dan tien. So the electrochemical energy (food and sex) must be minimized so that the electromagnetic energy can be increased. This means not sending out my male electromagnetic energy into female energy around me and also decreasing my intake of female energy (food and sex energy). I've done that and after an 8 day "energy feast" just relying on harmonics and half a glass of water, I used my built-up energy to heal my mom of a serious leg debilitation so that she no longer needs surgical stockings, etc. I also accidently pulled this old lady's spirit out of her head without touching her. So stronger healing powers are harder to develop in modern society and also more dangerous. At that time I had telepathy and precognition and telekinesis, etc. It's the same process just more intense. So if I have say 20 mutual orgasmic climaxes in a day -- which I've been doing the past week or so -- then I also have to convert my "collecting of young maiden's N/um" as the Bushmen call it -- female electrochemical bliss -- back into male electromagnetic energy. Or else that electrochemical energy would turn into externalized fluid and I would have to rebuild the alchemical agent. All our electrochemical perceptions during the day have a subconscious electromagnetic element which needs to be "played back" at night -- either during sleep, causing loss of the alchemical agent, or in full-lotus, as R.E.M.-samadhi internal climaxes, recycling the electrochemical energy back into the body as electromagnetic energy. If the latter is done, then only about 5 hours of sleep is needed, besides the extra two hours of full-lotus. The central point is that no one is doing anything -- it's all just harmonics of female formless awareness, energy flowing in and out of it based on asymmetric number ratios that can not be lined up with form. So you just practice the harmonics since extra energy in the body, if it's not harmonized, becomes repressed lower emotions that creates sickness or creates civilization, if you prefer.

I prefer the lap of my mother.

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