HELLO IM STILL HERE! Actually found my way back. Nice decor! It's been awhile since I have shared much at all. My father's death last year has completely altered my plans. In retrospect making plans seems so silly now. I just wanted to point out, A-I'm still alive! B.-I got depressed! YES I thought it was BS, to be honest, I thought depression was never going to be one of my problems, wow was I wrong! I feel in a deep deep hole. I am kind of glad it was so deep or I wouldn't have worked so hard climbing back out.
Now I have realized what an experience these years have been and all the wisdom I have aquired! I thank each and every one involved in my kung fu journey as I was very juvenile when I first joined (lol as if im "more civilized" now) and posted some silly stuff, but all of my posts here have been from the heart.
There is no secret to the Ng Wuji system, but it's simple and it works!
I am sticking with what works. I also have two other routine meditations that are not bagua related but in my opinion they are bagua too, I am only slighly veering from a genuine unothrodox baguazhang system.
With all that said, I remember wondering if I would still be posting honetstly and if I could maintain a balance in the ebb and flow of life. Well, I could have done FAR better. ...but I didn't do worse, so I still strive to improve each and every day!