Hehe still want to be anonymous but you caught me!! hahaha fine fine fine. I will listen to my teacher even if his styles are a bit harder and I complain that I can't do it!!
I guess, that's why I need to empty my cup. Or maybe, to think that there is no cup but a lot of possibilities. And hopefully, at some point in time I will be as confident as my teacher is and I'll figure out my flow.