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  1. Hey everyone, I've been observing people for quite some time now, and I've come to the conclusion that definitely the seventh, the third, the second, and the sixth have to be ranked among the most blocked chakras in this society. The other three however: the heart, the throat and the root chakra always seem to stand out for me when I look at people, especially the root and the throat. If you can't talk and don't have the energy to do things in life you won't make it very far, so I guess that's why people would give priority to those two in particular. Makes sense really. But I have to say the heart chakra hasn't struck me as being one of the more closed chakras at all. In fact, I find it quite open. Don't get me wrong it problably could be more open in many of us, as is the case for most chakras. But compared to the ones I just mentionned above I find, maybe contrary to popular belief, that lots of humans actually have relatively open hearts. Your thoughts on that?
  2. Commonly Closed Chakras

    There are people on this forum who could tell you if someone's heart chakra is open just by looking at a photo of that person.
  3. Commonly Closed Chakras

    I am curious. Who'd be a heart chakra opened person in your view? And, maybe more difficult: which famous person has a strong 3rd chakra?
  4. Black Mark on Solar Plexus

    It was Apeiron, it was. I took this photo with my cellphone and as you can see the quality isn't the best. For one thing, the colors seem pretty dull here, as opposed to how it looks in real life. And if you think this doesn't look like much, than that means I've done a good job because this is all there is left. Just imagine those three marks (Which, if linked, would form the corners of an invisible triangle. I'm not saying this is important but it helps to locate them, especially the black mark closer to my belly), as much darker--to the point of appearing black. I suspect there has been some black magic going on, maybe not intentional, but something definitely obscur has happened in my life. It seems so obvious to me now. I noted that everytime the marks would dissipate, the more these people would experience a sense of weakness--their drive would be gone, their determination would evaporate, and their self-confidence would vanish. There was a conexion between my weakness and their strength. In my later years, I realized that they were using me as some sort of battery, and I suspect this is the case in many homes, where parents feel they're lacking something in their lives, and thus have children for the singular purpose of feeding off of them. I realized my mother was only happy when I wasn't, and only strong when I wasn't. My life had no meaning. I was a tool. I've never seen anyone so attentive at how my energy levels fluctuated throughout the day: as soon as they went up, there she was to bring them back down again; as soon as I discovered life, there she was trying to deny me that possibility. The thing to understand is that I wasn't just tired all the time; I was exhausted. For two weeks I even entertained the possibility that my own mother could be poisoning my food, drugging me to keep me subservient. I could not explain such unexplained exhaustion. Of course, that wasn't the case. She did it in a much more sophisticated way; one I couldn't see with my own two eyes but knew deep down it was happening. It's dificult to talk about these things, since we're entering in the realm of the unverifiable. But the need to share this experience was strong and I figured that on a forum like this it would be easier since no one actually knows who you are. I thought the distance might help.
  5. Black Mark on Solar Plexus

    Here's a photo of the black mark I was talking about (Two others appear as well). Those marks only appeared when I started doing bioenergetic work. Also the mark that finds itself closer to my belly (I was lying down in that photo) was 2 times bigger and was much darker before I started my practice than after. It gradually became smaller as I kept on doing my exercises. And "coincidentally" the lower dark dots emerge right on top of the solar plexus chakra, completely covering it. Of course, the solar plexus chakra is where energy vampires like to feed off of us because that's where kundalini rises. It's our energy center afterall. My thoughts is that someone has drained me for so long (by fixing his energy cord onto my plexus) that in the process of getting that energy cord out of my system I was left scarred, litteraly.
  6. Drawn to the Occult

    Hey everyone, I've got a black mark on my third chakra and I need some answers lol. Let me put it into context: I've been seeing a bioenergetic therapist for about 2 years now and as time has gone by I couldn't help but notice a strange black mark on my solar plexus chakra. It came to my attention because that is precisely the chakra I've been working on lately. And what has made itself obvious to me as I progressed through my energy work is that the more I moved forward with what I was doing the more the black mark became increasingly smaller. My therapist says it now has the shape of an "S" or a snake (Kundalini serpent?). What possibly could have happened to me--and it seems more and more likely the more I go into this stuff--is that I have been a victim of black magic, where some individual (Or individuals) have targeted my solar plexus chakra, the seat of your energetic system, and litteraly sucked the life out of me for all these years. Is it a coincidence that the more my energetic levels go up, the less visible the black symbol becomes; and the stronger I become, the less I attract those people who drain my energy levels. It's no coincidence. I've come to the point where I feel the need to discuss this with somebody (Other than with my therapist). I hope I've come to the right place. Thank you for your time. Best regards
  7. Commonly Closed Chakras

    You mean hard and painful to open? No one has actually answered to my initial question: Which chakras are the most closed in people from your observations. I already said mine: 2, 3, 6, 7 chakras.
  8. Commonly Closed Chakras

    Like the others said, I'm not the one who used Oprah Winfrey and Ellen Degeneres as examples. However I do have to back the guy who said it. I do see Oprah as having an open heart. That doesn't mean she's perfect or above material greed. But I do see her like a heart person. Again, someone might put the bar higher and say she's not giving out "true" love or her love is not unconditional. Perhaps, that may be the case. What you can't deny, however, is that she's pretty good at connecting with people on a heart to heart level and getting them to open up. That's why she became so successful in the first place, because people would tell her things on camera they wouldn't on other tv shows. On Ellen I can't say much, since I have never watched her, or even if I did I wasn't paying attention. But she's meant to be really good at what she does, a white Oprah if you will. I should've specified maybe and said "somewhat open," instead of just open. I think many people do have their heart chakra somewhat open and they try to use it. But with the chakras 2, 3, 6, and 7 I don't even see them somewhat open, or anything-open in the majority of people. It's none existent. Or shall I say somewhat non-existent, since I have to be careful with how I say things. On the subject of opening chakras I've read once that opening even a single chakra fully was insanely difficult, even for people who actively try to open their chakras. It's always possible to open it more it seems.
  9. Commonly Closed Chakras

    I'm sure there is. Would people in Africa have more chakras open? Since modern society isn't as strong over there as it is here. Also without being too insensitive, suffering at times seems like a pre-requisite for great spiritual progress.
  10. Drawn to the Occult

    I don't know. I don't know what you thought. Someone with a dark side? I think I have to apologize for almost killing you then.
  11. Drawn to the Occult

    I definitely have some dark elements. And I understand why the idea of integrating this kind of energy might seem crazy to you, because you're able to feel it, but I do believe in the idea. You must get along great with Jeff. From the short interactions that I've had with him, I can see that he's a very skilled energy reader just like yourself. And you both sound like very good people. But tell me more about the dark wisps. I find it fascinating. Or maybe we could chat?
  12. Drawn to the Occult

    Yeah, but still. I see black energy as just intensity. Some might see it as negative. I think it's only negative if you can't handle it.
  13. Drawn to the Occult

    That's what you feel with me?
  14. Hey guys, A truly beautiful experience happened to me yesterday. I was with a friend. And as we were talking and getting to know each other, I let the idea that I wanted to meditate slide into the conversation. The reason bringing that up wasn't weird was because we were discussing spiritual subjets, and one of those happened to be meditation. So it wasn't outside the theme of the converstation. Anyway, I can drive energy from my head to my toes, I told her. She looked at me puzzled and curious at the same time. I interpreted the silence as an invitation to show her what I was talking about so I reduced the distance between the two of us and sat in front of her, a few centimetres away. I extended my hand. She grabbed it And I said, "I'm going to send you my energy now. You're going to feel electricity (That's the best way I could describe it)." The technique I use to meditate, without going into how I'm able to do it, is to squeeze a part of my brain using my willpower. The effect of this is the same as when you squeeze a sponge and water comes out. Obviously instead of water energy would come out. The way you percieve it is like a rain of white energy that massages your whole body and relaxes you. So I began meditating and she started having all kinds of sensations: crawling sensations on the skin, strange visions about birds and lakes, etc. Another person, on another day, in a whole diferent set of circumstances, told me that she saw a white aura around me and felt electric-like sensations on her face after I had meditated. I have to mentionne that both these individuals are extremely sensitive to energies around them. I doubt "normal" people would've noticed anything. Do any of you have any explanation for all of this? Truly apreciated Regards
  15. Control Vital Energy

    Oh right. Thanks for the video. I was thinking about healing someone but working with their bodies, not their energy fields.
  16. Control Vital Energy

    I thought that was what I was doing: drawing energy from the atmosphere above my head. It's interesting that you mentionne "impersonal healing energy" because from my understanding that 's what white energy is. The fact my aura becomes white when I do this made me think I was drawing this energy from above and acting as a medium like you said.
  17. Control Vital Energy

    No they didn't smoke marijuana, at least one of them I know for a fact she doesn't smoke. The other I have no idea. The one that definitely doesn't smoke talked about seeing a white aura around me and feeling electric-like sensations on her face while I was meditating, and also feeling very calm and at peace next to me. When I meditate a lot I see a bright and vibrant red surrounded by black. I was wondering: if I develop this ability couldn't I be some sort of healer?
  18. I was thinking that apart from being able to defend yourself, cruelty and sadism might paradoxically be signs that an individual is, or at least was, in extreme attunement to the most intimate parts of the human condition and that's why he can be an effective sadist, because he understands. I remember a quote from somebody saying that only someone who understands people on a deeply profound level could possibly be a sadist. And isn't understanding people the same as understanding life? Wouldn't that make sadism a symptom of enlightenment? In our upside down world there are upside down people, who do upside down things, in an upside down manner, to at the end get back at this upside down society. And isn't enlightenment, in the same way, an upside down manifestation of what society wants?
  19. The importance of Cruelty

    What you say gives me the strong impression that you're referring to the solar plexus chakra's power to transform, especially when you mention "fires of alchemical transmutation." Maybe the word integrate shouldn't be the word, although I kinda like it. Transform, perhaps, would be a better word. I think the goal shouldn't be to become evil, of course not. But to be able to use the energy of evil for a greater good, yes I think that's what we want. I see it this way: the shadow as unrefined black petrol and the solar plexus as the best petrol refinery out there. I found this quote that you might like:
  20. The importance of Cruelty

    I meant spiritualy. It's what we're supposed to aim at as a society.
  21. The importance of Cruelty

    I'm so sorry if I made it sound like I was defending or glorifying sadistic or cruel behavior. Of course I'm not doing that. But, like in everything, extremes do look alike, and sometimes not only look alike but are very alike in not so un-meaningful ways. And this fact of life might bother some. Let me ask you: aren't the alt right similar in more ways than one to the alt left? Haven't many extreme leftists gone to the extreme right and vice-versa? I study psychology. So my objective is always to understand and uncover. You have to condemn bad behavior, always, without hesitation. But condemning alone doesn't change the fact that this society and the way it thinks and discriminates helps create those very same behaviors we supposedly try to discourage in people. Sadists aren't closer to enlightenment, but in a way they just might be. If sadists are the low-lives of this society, and enlightened people the best of this society, then both finish the circle of life. If there's a begining and an end, doesn't it mean that the enlightened and the sadist are within touching distance? Matter and anti-matter; light and darkness; right and left; life, death; extreme spiritual devopment, and low spiritual development. To fall into a deep hole you must be standing on something big. If you're in a deep hole and you get out, you become an expert rock climber. You still have to climb. It's so close, yet so far at the same time right?. But the possibility is presented to you: get out of the hole and you become a god. If you're just in a normal place the idea of reaching new plateaus would never even occur to you. The sadist, on the other hand, knows he's in a hole. He wants to get out of the hole. He knows that if he gets out of the hole he is god. But he doesn0t know how to climb. He never gets out. So close yet so far. That's what I mean. He sees things but he cannot change his condition regardless, which puts him in the furthest position from enlightenment because he is in a hole; but at the same time the fact that he's able to see he's in a hole makes him more aware than all those people who believe where they are is how things are. So close, yet so far at the same time. The sadist sees Russia from Alaska but has to walk in the opposite direction because the water is too cold. And the fact that he's bottom of the barrel becomes painfully clear to him. I want to share the following quote with you guys: I feel this strongly. However it's not my intention to hurt or offend anyone. Take care everyone
  22. The importance of Cruelty

    I understand that cruelty is not enlightenment. But lets think out of the box for a minute, and consider. Instead of seeing the sadist or the cruel individual as sub-human or underneath anything that begins to resemble anything spiritual, it might help to see them in another light. The exercise is to see in what they ARE enlightened. Most of you will disagree with me, saying that they are as far from it as can be. But I beg to difer. My intuition tells me there is something here, something we might not understand. For me, the "dark side" in the movie star wars is only the dark side because those who use it can't quite handle the elevated intensity that comes with it. In my opinion the light side users are only better at self-control because they deliberately choose to avoid the emtions that would challenge theirself- control. Negative emotions have one thing in common: they are intense. And intensity is needed in order to transend. If you are a big enough container, you won't experiment "negative" emotions as negative, only as intensity. They only start to feel "negative" once you cannot contain them . Cruel and sadistic people are just eternally spilling over. They are small people (Small containers) with too much inside. They look to dominate but are paradoxically themselves dominated by their own intensity. Could it be that sadistic people possess the intensity required for enlightenment but only lack the space to channel it? Instead of rising like a serprent, if your energy just bursts out in all directions it might not result in enlightenment but in something else entirely.