Hi everybody, this my first post here. Nice to meet you guys!
I have a serious question about whether or not, is there any change that my skull gonna crack or I'm going to die from drawing sexual energy from my sexual region to my head.
I'm been practicing drawing sexual energy from my sexual region to my head, and it's working really well for me. If I draw the energy up properly my urge to ejaculate will go away, I get waves of goosebumps and things will look, sounds really better (like I'm on some kind of drugs) for a period of time (5-40 mins).
The reason I ask this question is when I draw up my sexual energy, the top of my head (the Pai Hui) gets more and more pressure each time I draw more and more energy up. I can draw the energy away from it, but I afraid that someday I will like 'over draw' and crack my skull or something like that. I heard in Taoism ancient people want to open the Pai Hui too soon and then they die. I have to intention to open the Pai Hui right now (because I don't know jack sh..)
Anyway is it save to just draw / pump the sexual energy up? Maybe 'over pump' a little? When my head feels full I can draw the energy away from my head to my navel. I just afraid that I might 'over draw' and stuffs...