Will.i.am

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  1. Need insight. What’s happening to me

    I do not meditate at all. Never have. It was a lil scary at first but once i relaxed i felt a lot better.
  2. Need insight. What’s happening to me

    It was just so strange. Foreign to me. It felt great tho
  3. Hey all. Sorry if i don’t know the rules here but i have some questions. I recently have been having very sexual feelings before sleep. But not physical. I have found myself focusing on the actual feeling of orgasm instead of touching myself. I have been googling trying to find out what happens to me and I’ve ended up here. I recently layed in bed in sillence. Only thinking about the feelings i have during sex. Visualizing myself ejaculating. Remembering the feeling and where i feel them. I was concentrated and was feeling my self about to ejaculate when suddenly my whole body started shaking. Head to toe. I felt like i was lifting out of my body. Eyes were rolling in my head. I was coherent and if tried hard enough i could’ve probably stopped it but i just kept thinking about the orgasm. The feelings kept getting stronger and stronger. This is the first time i have ever experienced something like this. Am i ok? Am i going to hurt myself or my mind/body of i continue this? Any insight would be greatly appreciated