Abzu

I think it's $50 a month right now. it was free when I was using the forum. there's a few rules. felt like a cult. i don't know how much was meant to be ironic. some parts I took as a joke, or blatantly disrespected. other parts were cool.

another possibility rather than us being reincarnations of OLD alchemists and masters, is it likely we are siphoning or downloading the current and paths they left behind? like a library of maps or a library in general

those are nice sounds

oh it's been my second mp3 player for years, before I started doing this even that got annoying to me its helpful to a point

as someone who prefers to not hear my self think, I like to opt for it's service functions and informational capabilities without the internal dialogue exchange, when possible

HA! I knew there was something I was forgetting to do

only good way to train the mind is to remove it. every thought that causes the body to suffer. the good techniques are only good if you're willing to shed your entire ego and point of view I can go to sleep and have whatever siddhis I want. I can also induce a permanent hallucination in which this is the case, and never know the difference. and yes, impossible to decompress the zip drive without having the disk space, which is why the mind must be removed. if one cannot directly access the zip drive from someone, a master, for whatever reason, then I guess they'd need to sit down and see what is being transmitted, and see what can be discerned from it, piece by piece. faster to format your entire disk, and have a master download it all to you. but, just as feasible to empty out completely and do it yourself. the human body itself is "open source." both require the entire shedding of the ego. we all know what thoughts are hurting us. releasing them is the difficult part. and, if one sheds enough, I gather it'd be required for them to have SOME zip drive from some master, because otherwise, there is no balance. ie, if the ego of the master is even somewhat existent, it will fill in the empty disk that is available. between all the 7 billion humans on this planet, surely we have all that we need

alright. pros: >enhanced dreams, lucid, vivid, inception style >dreams that are all black but still have things happening (this is called something in one practice but I forget what it is. I found it later in a book on dream yoga) - happened to me but may not happen to everyone >enhanced awareness of what you're doing to your own body >getting a look at your subconscious in a very mechanic way >faster self-progression, enhancements to the energetic system even when not using the techs >got better at breathing >increased manual control of bioelectricity (nervous system) >electrical disturbances >more logical thinking and reading of other people's emotions >more visceral experience >I feel like I own the body I reside in more than I did before starting it. I can radically shift what i'm feeling emotionally, chemically, and sensationally with very little effort, but it isn't loose enough to where it is troublesome. >insanely strong with celibacy >gets the body hot. good for the dantian things I didn't like: >some of things which may have had a practical truth were written in ways which I did not interpret well, or rather, were abused by my subconscious. one man's woo is no more sane than anyone else's just because it's more logical woo. I prefer things in gross technical physical terms. this is why personally, I enjoy the techs, but find that having no philosophy is the best thought system warnings: take the warnings seriously. use what works for you.

it isn't even what to do as much as it is doing it. start breathing right,NOW, you know how. don't be needy with your energy. don't be needy with your thoughts. any one technique will become THE technique with time the body is smarter than the one thing you tune in to

look cook the egg, let it set, be the egg the shell is destroyed I have chanted mantras just to see why I felt weird about chanting them. a great practice, but, it is a trick, to distract one part of the mind, so that the other may take over, as all things are

rather, the source you are expecting to come to you delivering this information, is the being inside of you you are currently staring at

you miss my point. the things that are hidden are probably not able to be translated orally or written, because they are specific to the practitioners body. the things that aren't, everyone knows. mulha locks, holding the diaghram down, non-thought, relaxing in the dantian, allowing a microcosmic orbit. everyone does these things. I suspect, because I am the same way, your body wants to do things, and you are suppressing it no practice will stop you from being a burden to your self. the body already knows how it works.

there are only so many ways to think and breath and see. there are many more to distract yourself. which do you think is more damaging. not knowing, or self-distracting.

there's no real good way to phrase this, but I feel like if you are looking for someone else's version of immortality, you are attempting to serve. either the person or the idea. there is nothing wrong with this, and we are conditioned this way. however, it is only a reroute of the underlying drive that brought you there. you are wishing to stop conforming to one ego, and meld to another. you can lready do this on your own, and be more independent that way. that is why it is probably best to not read, not think much, and practice the basics. then you will find what you need, piece by piece. why take on more. if you found yourself complacent with what you know and feel now, you would have no reason to look for more. since you do, have reason to be moved, there is something amiss in your current frame of mind. only you can fix that. in fixing it, you will find what you are looking for.

repair the shitty car build a new car from scratch

yes. you can be anywhere but if your thoughts are hurting you, you will suffer. once you get past that, which I am not claiming to have finished, none of the other stuff really matters.

how long can you run from yourself until it is no longer possible? for some, eternity. if they enjoy it, more power to them

see, I missed the nuance here. not changing ourselves as much as seeing how "we" look in this specific environment. the data itself

precisely, what good would it be to jump locations but not have changed yourself. new visuals for the same internal scenario? pointless. but, the way in which one approaches it (in, or up, or across), determines what you need, and Is probably determined by what you really want. there's a lot of options and it's really up to the individual. but the actual physical body itself, most of the things we do to it are an across the board type of thing.

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an outsider would think we're being sarcastic. everyone who knows knows we are being dead serious.

these all sound exceptionally do-able I have found easier ways to "slip-through," but where you land and what you end up experiencing is a bit tricky like, if your goal was to simply exit, this would not be that hard to do, for even the untrained, with a few tecniques. however, I think most of us want exit + a set of conditions that appeal to us. which is why I say, going in could be a simpler way to achieve this, or, at least a more unique way

G Herbo - Big Body Whips

>be immortal >get bored >descend to 3D earth CIRCA 2019 sun revolutions post-jesus catastrophe, to flex >it's just other immortals, larpers, and clueless >post to daobums welcome

the fact that this entire life could literally just be maintenance for another body of mine that is ALREADY immortal is what keeps me from tying into anything. we live with too many assumptions and suffer for it. not to mention, if time is truly nonlinear as many of us suspect, the physical body is already immortal by default. "just respawn lol." so what am I really doing experiencing from inside of it?