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Women are more Yin as compared to men who are more Yang. As I am a man, I am now being instructed to be as Yin extremely Yin as possible to balance out the over excessive Yang energies in me. If you are not happy with my threads, feel free to put me on ignore. You putting down a legit request for information is trolling not me.

I AM A CHINESE CITIZEN IN WUHAN WHO OCCUPIES — OR PERHAPS OCCUPIED — A HIGH-RANKING POSITION IN MILITARY INTELLIGENCE. I AM ALSO A MEMBER OF THE CHINESE COMMUNIST PARTY. AS A SENIOR OFFICIAL NEAR THE TOP OF THE PARTY, I HAVE ACCESS TO A GREAT DEAL OF CLASSIFIED INFORMATION AND I HAVE BEEN INVOLVED IN MANY TOP SECRET GOVERNMENT PROJECTS. I HAVE A DOCTORATE FROM A LEADING UNIVERSITY IN A WESTERN COUNTRY, WHICH IS WHY I AM ABLE TO WRITE MY ACCOUNT IN ENGLISH. I HAVE INFORMATION THAT I BELIEVE COULD LEAD TO THE OVERTHROW OF MY GOVERNMENT. IT IS ALSO RELEVANT TO BILLIONS OF PEOPLE OUTSIDE OF CHINA, ALL OF WHOM ARE NOW IN EXISTENTIAL PERIL. IT WILL NOT SURPRISE YOU TO HEAR THAT IF MY IDENTITY WERE TO BE REVEALED, MY LIFE WOULD BE IN GRAVE DANGER, AS WOULD THOSE OF MY WIFE AND SON. I ASK YOU TO RESPECT THE FACT THAT I HAVE STRIPPED OUT OF THIS ACCOUNT ALL FACTS THAT WOULD MAKE IT EASY TO IDENTIFY ME. BY NOW YOU WILL BE FAMILIAR WITH THE RECENT OUTBREAK OF 2019-NCOV, ALSO KNOWN AS NCP, OR SIMPLY “CORONAVIRUS”. YOU WILL HAVE HEARD THAT IT ORIGINATED IN WUHAN, AN INDUSTRIAL CITY IN CHINA, AND THAT IT CAME FROM AN ANIMAL — MOST LIKELY A BAT OR A PANGOLIN — THAT WAS SOLD IN A WILD ANIMAL MARKET. YOU WILL HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT IT IS AN INFLUENZA-LIKE ILLNESS THAT CAN IN SEVERE CASES CAUSE PNEUMONIA, RESPIRATORY FAILURE AND DEATH. FINALLY, YOU MAY HAVE HEARD THAT ALTHOUGH THE DISEASE IS HIGHLY INFECTIOUS, IT IS DANGEROUS ONLY TO THE ELDERLY OR TO THOSE WHO HAVE A COMPROMISED IMMUNE SYSTEM. THE OFFICIAL LETHALITY RATE IS APPROXIMATELY 2% OR SO. ALL OF THAT IS A BUNCH OF LIES CONCOCTED BY THE CHINESE STATE WITH THE TACIT SUPPORT OF THE U.S. DEEP STATE AND ITS FRIENDS IN THE EUROPEAN UNION, RUSSIA AND AUSTRALIA, AND SPREAD BY THE DOCILE MEDIA IN ALL OF THOSE COUNTRIES. LET ME START BY TELLING YOU THAT THE WORLD DOES NOT OPERATE THE WAY YOU THINK IT DOES. ALTHOUGH COUNTRIES LIKE THE US AND CHINA VIE FOR GLOBAL DOMINANCE, THAT COMPETITION IS RESTRICTED TO CERTAIN LIMITED AREAS. IN MOST WAYS, THE TWO COUNTRIES ARE MORE INTERESTED IN COOPERATION SO THAT THEY CAN STOP OTHER COMPETING COUNTRIES FROM GAINING MORE POWER. THEY ALSO HAVE A SHARED INTEREST IN KEEPING REAL POWER OUT OF THE HANDS OF THEIR “ORDINARY” CITIZENS. TO THIS END, THEY HAVE MANY DIFFERENT MECHANISMS BY WHICH THEY CONTROL THE OVERWHELMING MAJORITY OF THEIR MEDIA OUTLETS. THE AMERICANS IN PARTICULAR HAVE PERFECTED THE ART OF CREATING MADE-UP “DIVISIONS” BETWEEN THEIR TWO MAIN PARTIES WHICH ARE DESIGNED TO HIDE THE FACT THAT BOTH SERVE THE SAME MASTERS. THESE SAME NATIONS ALSO POSSES TECHNOLOGY THAT IS FAR MORE ADVANCED THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE AND WHICH IS KEPT CAREFULLY HIDDEN FROM PUBLIC VIEW. THIS INCLUDES ADVANCED ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE CAPABLE OF UNDERMINING AND DECIDING ANY ELECTION IN THE WORLD; BIOLOGICAL AND CHEMICAL AGENTS THAT CAN MANIPULATE AND CONTROL THE THINKING PATTERNS AND BEHAVIOURS OF CITIZENS TO TERRIFYING DEGREES; HIGHLY SOPHISTICATED MANIPULATION TECHNIQUES USING HYPNOTIC PRACTICES ENTIRELY UNKNOWN TO THE PUBLIC; AND OTHER THINGS THAT I WILL NOT GO INTO NOW. MY POINT IS THAT THE GREAT NATIONS DO NOT COMPETE SO MUCH AS WORK TOGETHER. THEIR PRINCIPAL GOAL IS TO SHIELD THE TRUE WORKINGS OF THE WORLD FROM THE “UNINITIATED” PUBLIC. JUST TO GIVE YOU ONE EXAMPLE, THERE AREN’T ACTUALLY ANY NUCLEAR WEAPONS ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD. THE U.S. AND THE SOVIET UNION SCRAPPED THEM ALL IN THE 1970S, AS DID THEIR CLIENT STATES. EVERYONE REALISED THAT THOSE WEAPONS COULD NOT BE USED WITHOUT DESTROYING THE WHOLE WORLD, SO THERE WAS NO NEED FOR THEM; BUT BY PRETENDING THAT THEY STILL HAD THEM, THE BIG PLAYERS WERE ABLE TO KEEP THE NON-NUCLEAR POWERS IN LINE.

http://projectcamelotportal.com/2020/02/20/latest-news-re-coronavirus/ Poor people do not go to doctors. Number of uninsured people in the US is huge — well over 27 million and that number does not include people who don’t show up on any census. Targeted communities that do not want official oversite or undue interference by authorities which may also contain large numbers of illegal immigrants will not report cases and will not go to hospitals. The purposeful gray area between symptoms associated with seasonal flu and colds easy cover for cornovirus. There is a much more sinister virus in China that is not being reported…depending on whether there is any truth to Chinese Party whistleblower testimony. Far East rollout of Huawei 5G facilitated virus spread at the very least as it is known to weaken the immune system in humans —See Mark Steele testimony. Huawei is finished as a company if this gets out… and so is 5G. No one is talking about any DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FLU/COLD SYMPTOMS AND CORONAVIRUS… TOP ILLUMINATI INSIDER CLAIMS OXYGEN WILL CURE IT. Countries operating under totalitarian regimes/run by dictators like Iran, Egypt, Many African countries, and military-run governments like Iraq and Syria will never report the truth about the outbreak or spread in their communities. Any country that depends on travel / Tourism for its income will under-report cases. No clear cut reporting on whether the virus is racially targeted or whether it has mutated and what one country reports is the same virus as another. Any sick person asking to be tested by authorities is asking to be put in quarantine and locked in a hospital or worse. For over 10 years chemtrails have been releasing various toxins to lower human immune systems… Population reduction is a primary drive of the Illuminati/secret governments Chinese Illuminati are working with mainstream Illuminati on a population reduction program. All officially reported numbers of cases/deaths will be lies— worldwide!! Ongoing investigation… Update: Scroll down for 2 added reports… Note: it would appear the only conclusion is that there are two viruses. The coronavirus which is respiratory and can be healed through the use of O2 (see link below) and/or the Jim Humble Mineral Supplement (see link below) and a much more sinister virus unleashed specifically and perhaps only in China that one does not recover from. As mentioned by the Chinese Communist Party Whistleblower below, the coronavirus is a COVER for the other. Added note: re Dean Koontz book from 1981: ….the Chinese Wuhan lab was built in 1956. Top Writers are often given insider info to inspire their work by gov insiders. This happened to Arthur C. Clarke. They have to sign non-disclosure agreements.–Kerry Cassidy The above patent list was sent to me by an undisclosed source. *** Hi all, I just interviewed Captain Mark Richards and he says the following about Coronavirus: As of right now: 100,000 people in China involved in the virus: 30% have died, 30% are infected and 40% are taken off-world by Reptilians assisting China in their drive to eliminate approx. 500 million people as reported by Mark Richards several months ago before the announcement of coronavirus. Those humans taken off-world, according to Mark, by Reptilians, are sold to other races for food and used as sex slaves. This virus will mutate and other governments are using it to facilitate eliminating some of their populations as well. One-quarter of a million people will die of the virus this year. ***

What do you know about the red dragons vs the green dragons? I like to learn from you.

I hate to say this but does anyone ever consider the fact that the virus isn’t solely being transmitted by Chinese citizen? There are so many cases now of local transmissions who have had no contact at all with anyone Chinese that you can’t help but wonder if certain parties are releasing the virus on purpose.

What’s wrong with choosing Siddhis over materialism including sex? Given a choice between being a Siddha like Osho or being a tall hunky TOP 100 actor like Liam Neeson, wouldn’t you choose being a Siddha anytime? Why would anyone want to have sexual relationships with unevolved beings anyway no matter how beautiful their made up faces are?

I just googled china labs sell infected animals and all google came up with are articles about the coronavirus. If you can post some links about china labs selling infected animals as foodstock, that would be much appreciated. I have lived in two different china cities as an business expat wannabe during two 1 year periods of my life. The energies are extremely bad, people spit and shit on the streets all the time. Yeah standards of living are low and all that but what's the point of cheap costs of living when your energetic auras get infected by negativities all the time. Plus I fail to add that there's no access to Youtube. My chinese isn't that good but live in asia long enough and you get to differentiate between different types of chinese people living in different chinese countries and all that. I have always felt that Taiwanese and HongKies are much better more evolved countries and people to live in and with. Luckily or unluckily, I have never ate dog meat in China which seems to be the most common form of non-staple meats or any other imaginable animal.

The purpose of my thread is this. For many years I have been meditating and practicing very little. Not consistent and not disciplined at all in my approach to enlightenment and samadhi. Lately, my inner voice is shouting at me why am I still chasing after materialism including money and sex. Why am I still trying to join the local meetup parties in my city? Why am I still chasing after women? Why am I not shaving off my head hair completely as a sign of renunciation to the material world without necessarily being a monk? Why not become a city monk? You can become a monk anywhere without officially joining a temple. So my bottom line is .. do you want siddhis or do you want materialism? How much time in the world do you have each day to focus on non-siddhis stuff like work and sex and socializing and networking and all that? My inner guru is screaming at me that there is not much time and opportunities left in the world for me to chase after siddhis so that I can complete my soul evolution in order to attain enlightenment. I am suppose to meditate for many hours a day.

Any english articles on this? I didn't know about the extent of chinese corruption in the world. To sell lab animals as foodstock to the common populace is sheer madness.

What are you talking about? The Order of the Green Dragons is the main culprit behind all the sufferings in the Universe. Why would I join suffering?

The Order of the Green Dragon is an ancient organization dedicated to its own evolution and growth. It is the greatest threat to human growth and enlightenment in the universe. The Order of the Red Dragon is devoted to man's growth and protection. Each aspect of the universe that we live in is shrouded in secrecy and protection for a reason. There are forces all around us that seek to kill, maim, enslave and subvert everything that we do. Evil is not an adequate term for the forces that control your lives. We will introduce you to the major players in the organization known as The Order of the Green Dragon. You will learn how it was formed, how it grew, and how it affects your life on a daily basis. In order to understand and defend yourselves properly, you need to know more about who you are fighting. Hurricanes, earthquakes, disease, volcanoes, mass murder, war, drugs, gambling, slavery are only a few of the tools that this organization uses to subvert the human race. You need to know more about them. You need to know why they hate you.

There are a lot of government officials working for dark forces who have a most vested interest in seeing their own people suffer. I don’t mean just the US government alone. Do you believe that government officials working for the dark forces in the Chinese Government & the US government are working hand in hand to bring about suffering to mankind? Not that mankind doesn’t deserve it.

Can anyone please teach me how to use Shielding Warding Protection Magick while Meditating or Sleeping? I am being attacked by negative entities who are hell bent on making my life miserable especially when I’m meditating or sleeping.

Just an update. As I was immersed in yet another 2 hour meditation session just now, I was prompted to make peace with the negative entities via Hoʻoponopono. Step 1: Repentance – I’M SORRY Step 2: Ask Forgiveness – PLEASE FORGIVE ME Step 3: Gratitude – THANK YOU Step 4: Love – I LOVE YOU Because the negative entities are able to channel vulgarities through my voice, I was able to tune into their energy signature and make peace with them through the above steps. Especially Repentance and Forgiveness. To my surprise, I was able to suffer lesser negative energy attacks than before and I was able to get into somewhat deeper meditation states more easily.

Thank you Riversnake I will look them up!

They are both internal and external in fact too many of them are beyond space and time.

There are gods goddesses aliens Buddhas bodhisattvas elves dwarves dragons demons devils etc. using all sorts of powers and technologies to masquerade as humans. Where are the daoist immortals? Is Ralis gonna claim that other dimensional beings do not exist? How many temples exist which pray to non-human entities? All those who claim I am suffering from paranoia and egomania are merely blind to the hidden spiritual reality hidden beneath the physical samsaric illusion.

Thanks Nungali this is what I am looking for.

Just woke up from a dream where a female entity demoness or dark goddess was laughing in a dark twisted sort of way. I am already chanting lotsa spiritual mantras. Looking to boost my defences with spiritual shielding warding magick.

I Apologise To The Universe For Not Being Sincere Enough In My Endeavours To Become Enlightened. Over the past week, I have been attacked countless times by “unknown parties” during my meditations and prayers leading to severely lethargic unconcentration lack of focus. During the end of my 2 hours meditation, my kundalini shaking and vulgarities channelling by unknown entities become so severe that I had to scream and beg silently to the Universe Creator for help. That’s when it hit me. I see prayers and meditation as work as a chore as a duty of responsibility. I was really bored with the monotony of long sessions of prayers and meditations so this is why I was attacked. I am simply not Sincere enough in my efforts to reach and communicate and embrace our God the Universe Source Creator. I Sincerely Apologise To You My Father.

A weaker body has lesser sexual power than a strong body. Why do cultivators need such a strong body anyway? You ever heard of vegetarian sportsmen? Go google. https://www.google.com.sg/amp/s/www.cnbc.com/amp/2018/01/31/why-nfl-players-and-other-athletes-are-going-vegan.html

My views do not deviate from your views regarding the above points. My name is not Mike btw.

Without Siddhis Powers how can anyone reach Samadhi Enlightenment? I don’t think just Quiet Sitting is going to be enough to reach Samadhi Enlightenment.

That is one of the biggest lies ever fathomed by the powers that be. One needs to develop powers to walk out of the prison to be free. You see there are implants and other highly advanced super technologies inside us and outside us inhibiting our higher motivations blocking our powers forcing us to live in fear instead of in love. Freedom and powers come hand in hand. Without powers like astral travel and higher spiritual senses, how can one ever develop their soul blindfolded? Just literally impossible.