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so to heal i have to think less
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what kind of desires other then sexual ones should i stop, like even thinking about things i want to do in life? im motivated to completely restore my body so ill do anything thag must be done
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i thought sleep doesnt replenish jing though only qi?
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buddy you are stupid. you don't read clearly. go pay your two prostitues a week and have your sex. seriously. i was on some medications when i was younger and weened off them. i only added that to elaborate how long i was suffering. by the time all this energy stuff happened i was mostly off the medication and well on my way to health. i took some anti seizure meds after a head injury. ALL of that was basically healed by the time this energy stuff happened. i am not " confused" about the timeline of my own life
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yep im screwed im going to thrownthis body in the trash soon. my life was ruined by kundalini and my life force ran out. its not just sexual energy, my sexual organs are damaged. the pudendal nerve in the colon is what is needed for sexual function and mine is destroyed. i cant get an erection or have sex ever again. im useless . oh well this world sucks and we are all going to die anyway. waste of time having experiences here
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ive literally been resting in bed for four years, eat healthy, sleep, NO spiritual practices but this stupid shit will NOT go away. thats the problem, and the ONLY problem which causes me stress then i get sicker. my eyes have deep circles, i have. no energy, all my joints ache. and my colon is so damaged it cannot hold my seed as they are the nerves that deal with sexual function. my semen leaks and i get even weaker. then if you read the article " when kundalini breaks the last block" you will see exactly what happens to me. this stupid fucking shit keeps coming up over and over. i cannot rest, because it will not leave me alone whenever i do try to heal
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also i cant restore jing because my colon is damaged and that affects sexual health, my semen just leans constantly in my sleep, my body is useless and cant do anythi g right so i just get sicker and darker circles in my eyes
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this is what exaxtly happens to me, rest and sleep more and save my seed and then i get stuck in sleep paralysis and a strange ball goes flying up and down. this guys has EXACTLY to the T of what happens to me. i cant believe i found someone else who experieced what i do. it just wakes up durong sleep and i get stuck in paralysis
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I have a question @eden @Kubba this person @freeform says that kundalini does not do these things. as two people that have had an awakening could you confirm if this is true. im fairly certain kundalini causes bliss sensations in the body. he doesnt seem to believe anything about kundalini and is adamant that its not possible for most to have it . this is what he has stated Kundalini doesn’t cause kriyas, spontaneous movements, mudras, breath changes (but Yang Qi does) Kundalini doesn’t cause dreams or give you visions in that manner (but Yang Qi can). Kundalini doesn’t feel blissful or orgasmic (but Yang Qi can).
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thank you ive been doing what he mentioned already but the energy has continued to raise regardless but they arent understanding that. i will definitrly check out earl grey
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what happened to me was i was doing very deep states of meditation jsut relaxing for over a year. during one of these i felt a stirring in the base of my body, it moved like a snake, and i had dreams of snakes during this time. when it rose my body did weird pranayama breathing on its own, like my chest was pushing in and out, i had waves of bliss, and it went up a coiled path in my body, igna or pinala or whatever, then a ball went flying up and down a central channel. during this time my body did spontanoues mudras, and weird yogic poses, it also had waves of bliss. but for some people they dont believe spontanous awakenings can happen, and being in the groups and seeing its definitely rare but can happen to people.
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you saying if a kundalini awakening might be soontaneous but wouldnt last long doesnt make sense. the thing about kundalini is once the serpent awakes there is no stopping it. thats the difference between kundalini and yang qi rising
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well i had a few kundalini teachers who are renowned believe me, one is marklefool who runs the kundalini reddit and met me i. person. i had kriyas and bliss and all sorts of phenonmema happen to me. im not sure if you are understand many people are going through spontanoeus awakening in the world right now. it is a hard thing to awake, but also many people also do go through it on accident like me
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i was doing extremely deep meditation , breath of fire and yoga when this awoke, i didnt know what i was doing. but please believe me it was insane and the symptoms were crazy and spiritual phenonmema was theough the rough. one reason some people believed me is because i was doing the pranayama breathing when it awoke, my chest and body was pushing out breath on its own and i experienced intense kriyas and shaking as the energy fly around in my body
