Seeker91

Hello, first off all I'm sorry if I posted this in the wrong place I'm not sure where ot belong , so I have 2 big questions that really scare me about my future prospects with cultivation first I have aphantasia for the people that don't know what is it , i cannot see think when i close my eyes i don't have the mind eyes I cannot even represent a simple form when I close my eyes and it's really scare me because in almost every practice they say that you need to visualise is it a problem for me ? My second question is that I had 8 month ago a big injury on my finger it was crush between 2 oil barrel I didn't lose it but still I had operation and I know that finger have meridians did I lose mine ? Or is someway crippled my finger meridians and my future prospects with qi and cultivation? Sorry for the spelling I am French and English is not the language I write the best

Me too I am a very avid reader I can spend an awfully amount of time reading , I don't get imagery but I'll have as you say the feeling , it's not easy to explain because I really cannot compare it with any sensation that you have awake

Thanks to all of you , you all really cheered me up for a long time these 2 issue were scaring me , I still don't know what path I'm going to chose so I will be looking where I can to decide, don't hesitate if you have any advice for me I'll happily listen to them thanks you all again 🙂

Thanks you for your response , what do you mean it may be better to not visualize can you explain me ? I always though that it was an handicap

Hello I'm new here and in the world of cultivation, qigong, ect ... I'm very glad to join you and I hope I could learn something , I'm open to everything because I don't think one can detain an universal truth but I'd say I'm principally interested with neidan the way of the golden elixir I am completely new is this universe so maybe I'm telling a lot of stupid thing so please be indulgent thanks you