Shadow_self

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  1. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Heres a comprehensive assessment of it Its a shame. Very distorted perception. I kind of felt a sense of he's young, try to steer him right. It is sad to see that kind of thing One can see the glaring manipulation of a teacher in his words That one should be ashamed of himself. To call him scum would be a compliment Hopefully time can steer him right...None of us will anyway
  2. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Im sorry my friend, you must be disappointed. Allow me to spice things up Perhaps I should use my siddhi you over the internet and make the read worth your while Are you ready? Tell me what you truly desire
  3. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    It works just fine and Ill show you why We are not in the ancient era, so this is irrelevant and dismissible In the modern world we do this by spending money. You live in the modern world You fantasies about time travelling to a simpler time have no practical application This is also irrelevant and dismissible I have no interest in being a Daoist, Teachers can do as they wish. It is not up to you to decide what any person does with their knowledge, skills and expertise You are not positioned to make such a statement, as evidenced above, it is neither realistic nor practical That is not materialistic at all. Materialism is a philosophy based on the existence only being material, which I do not share What I know is we need to live in the material world in order to survive in the physical form, and the way society has developed, that requires monetary exchange for the vast majority of the worlds population Actually if teachers didnt have money, and didnt charge and couldn't afford food and had no alternative means, they could die..and with them, spiritual knowledge So you just proved my point, not only is it permissible, it is necessary because of how the world works Your fantasies hold no place in reality, young man See above I am not a Daoist, and clearly neither are you Actually it is It is our consciousness that defies materialism So you have none...great we can dismiss this claim then Well no I am not defining evidence, I am telling you what constitutes evidence according to the worlds shared definition I do not need to be anything to see what you are saying is basically, not backed up by evidence and therefore unsubstantiated and worthy of dismissal You are not in the ancient times, so we can dismiss this too I hope you're done now..
  4. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Yes Yes, this is how you are behaving. You have no right to convince anyone of anything. You are entitled to your opinion. You should respect othres I am not scared at all. I But you do not. You live on the other side of the world to your teacher and communicate with him via technology If you have evidence, we can make that assessment So far you haven't provided any, So we can dismiss claims without any evidence by default Provide evidence other than your words, and we can talk about it for sure, in good faith If you have evidence, we can make that assessment So far you haven't provided any, So we can dismiss claims without any evidence by default Provide evidence other than your words, and we can talk about it for sure, in good faith If you have evidence, we can make that assessment So far you haven't provided any, So we can dismiss claims without any evidence by default Provide evidence other than your words, and we can talk about it for sure, in good faith If you have evidence, we can make that assessment So far you haven't provided any, So we can dismiss claims without any evidence by default Provide evidence other than your words, and we can talk about it for sure, in good faith If you have evidence., we can make that assessment So far you haven't provided any, So we can dismiss claims without any evidence by default Provide evidence other than your words, and we can talk about it for sure, in good faith It is up to you to prove the claims you are making. Do you understand? Your words are not evidence No you are not. You need actual evidence If you went to court, and presented any of these arguments you would be dismissed based on a lack of evidence Everything you are saying is anecdotal, you need actual evidence to substantiate anything you are saying No you are not correct, Because no two people are identical, nor are their circumstances That decision is up to whomever is teaching it It is not for you to say, demand, dictate or preach what others should do with their knowledge and skills They invested their time, money and effort to learn. Whatever they chose to teach it for free, or charge 10k per year is their decision You don't get an opinion on what others should do (thats the egocentricity talking) Ive already explained to you, you need to provide evidence for a claim in order for me to agree or dismiss it You still have not done that, when you make claims, the onus is on you to provide the evidence. Your words do not qualify as anything other than anecdote This is a logical fallacy known as the argument from anecdote Please see here
  5. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    You are wrong. Happy? He's not part of this conversation, and hes not interested in it. He already told you this Contrary to the fact you might think you are worthy of everyone's attention, you are not Its bad enough you have no peace in your head or heart. Why disturb that of others who have already told you they aren't interested? Are you that self entitled? Unfortunately as a guy who apparently has an educational background in logic, you seem to be sorely lacking in it Anyone making claims or an argument, the burden of proof always lays with them to substantiate the claims, of which you cannot do, will not do, nor have the capability to do You are the one coming in here making claims, statements, accusations about teachers, claiming superior practices, demanding people conform to your keyhole view of the world I've provided more information about the things you are talking about than you...and you are the one making the bloody arguments So please stop making false arguments and talking about things you've not substantiated. Its becoming a joke at this point Nobody owes you an explanation, their time, attention or respect. Is there something wrong with you? Has that hurt you feelings or something? Goodness me, take a good hard look at yourself. You egocentricity is astounding. Leave others alone if they are not interested in your pettiness
  6. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Its not hard to examine you I've already laid out a fairly accurate representation of your behavior since you arrived It is not too late to change that You're 22 my friend. You should in theory have more ahead of you than behind you But if you face life, as emotional as you are here, expect frequent visits to that self created hell Hence my prompt for you to find peace This will do you far more favours than any neidan I think he made it abundantly clear earlier. This conversation isn't worth his time, or something that interests him Im not sure he does. But I do (as do others) you literally left your name out there for everyone to read Most are choosing not to engage because they have already been exposed to your ways either here or before you arrived Allow me to reveal the nature of your ways, in one nutshell. You do not like to be told you are wrong, This is why you are where you are, behaving as you are. Understandable, as that is basically the defining feature of your generation unfortunately I had a bit of hope there might be a iota of a chance to reach you and undo some of the damage Kostya and his crew have done. Oh well, if you wont listen to someone who knows better than you, wasted time, wasted money, wasted effort and more hurt can be your teacher instead Seems your beyond reason and sense right now In which case I reiterate, find peace please
  7. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    This would be the case. Such methods do not lead to said result Indeed, there are always dangers with these things...better to sort out ones mind first, before trying to do anything
  8. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    The comment I made in the blocking user section applies here A one way conversation gets old pretty fast
  9. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    I'm going to try this one last time, out of a hope that you just might see sense Young man, You are 22, as you stated. Honestly, you are still an adolescent by todays metrics I've seen everything from your arguments to your educational background (thanks to your own error) You have so much to learn, and on your current trajectory, that's going to take a while. I spent a large degree of time working in a university as a lecturer and researcher. Your type is not uncommon. I've seen more of your template than you'd care to know. This is a trap so many people fall into after a few years intellectualizing But continue like this, and it will take you in one direction and that wont be anywhere useful (despite you thinking it will) The good news is that's not fixed (unless you want it to be) You've burned a more important bridge in Damo Mitchell than you realise, but that's your own mistake to own, and there's no point in going over it. It is done. Your anger, frustration and wounds need to heal, no constantly be reopened by discussions of the kind you are actively promoting. There is a reason I picked up emotional instability off you. You are radiating it. You may not understand this, but all those things you keep saying. If you are that invested in them, you are dragging yourself further and further away from spirituality than you realise. No standing practices, Neidan or teacher will be able to help you if you are clinging that strongly to your sense of self. You can just point blank forget it, it wont work None of it will take that away, and you'll forever be circling a roundabout People here could actually help you...but if you continue as you are, people are just going to want to ignore you. Don't be that person. Like I said before, find peace. You are in need of it
  10. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    You are wasting your time trying to talk with this one my friend Better to water the seeds that will flower, than to waste it on mulch He needs a few more years, and a few more lessons
  11. Experiences with sexual qigong and daoist lovemaking

    Oh I've seen this my friend This has to do with something different, something a bit more "esoteric", It is related to transmigration Sometimes you hear something phrased in just the right way and certain bits of knowledge are pulled together into a much more coherent understanding
  12. Experiences with sexual qigong and daoist lovemaking

    Damn it @freeform, Im trying not to post Even when I know what you're talking about, You always somehow find a way to slip a nugget in there that sets off a chain reaction of understanding You managed to give the missing piece of the puzzle with this and this (which I do understand) I wont say what you just taught me, because it may cause you to have to delve into something you aren't allowed discuss.. You've already been overly generous But thank you! That was an important lesson I didnt expect to learn today
  13. Blocking a user?

    I meant pay close attention to what others are doing in response
  14. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Nothing about this is funny. Its dawning on me just how sad it is to see your mental state crumble over something so small. I feel sorry for you, and I mean that in the most genuine way But I don't fully blame you for your outbursts...I know its your teacher who's done the real damage Yes I do, because you left a nice big paper trail behind you. I seen everything, did you forget? You are here because you have A bruise on your ego from pride A pain in your heart from rejection A serious chip on your shoulder, from anger A Machiavellian teacher, who's using your pain as his tool (which is absolutely disgusting and telling of his ethics) A tendency for dishonesty, out of an unfortunate lust for revenge based on a fabricated story by your teacher Unsteady emotional stability Distorted ethics (based on all of the above) Your business was to come here and unjustifiably slander someone, all because of something that happened through nobody's fault but your own. (I seen this) Your ego is tripping you up sadly, and your teacher has tied your shoelaces together to make sure you fall. Every time they come loose, he's going to tie them again, and the knot will be tighter each time I even reached out to you via PM to try and reason some sense...your answer was telling, you have no care for consequences, and ironically, that's why you are in the position you are I'm done doing this with you, you're beyond help or reasoning with at I'm not the cause of your suffering, and I'll be damned if I'm going to add any more to it Find peace, please you're in serious need of it
  15. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Yes, as you already discerned from my PM, I'm under no illusions You however.... Ok (Sighs with relief) Yes, I have No its not that My mind is quite ok thanks I help people all the time No, its not that Oh, right in the feelings Of the two of us, Im not so sure Im the one who needs good luck I mean, you are the one having an emotional meltdown, in public. I know its that time of the month and all...the moon is particularly powerful right now as well. A bit of sitting would help I wish your suffering would end, but honestly, you're creating it yourself Good luck to you too
  16. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Are they all on tiktok or just this guy? Listen to yourself man Eh, a quick search of your post history gives me all the answers I need Including your own details Except you are just talking rubbish at this point now Im certianly not the one being fooled here Cup of hot water?? Come on, its a superpower
  17. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Well lets see Generally when someone claims that another person psychically abused them, with zero evidence and then they want to report it to the higher up immortals, some of which are on tiktok by the way Yeah I think the repercussions are usually a trip the psych ward and a lot of medication unfortunately
  18. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Siddhi abuser Is there a form you can fill in for this? A report you can file? You mean the evidence Ive been asking you for all night that you cannot give me? Ohhh batten down the hatches, hes going to the higher ups Do they use tiktok too?
  19. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    You are trying to degrade someone, and doing an awful job of it I do, A self admitted emotionally damaged person with a serious chip on their shoulder, and a seriously worrying delusional belief that they were abused "siddhily" Like I said, im not giving him the publicity, you adoration of Mr Tiktok is all I needed for confirmation Well that plus you sound like a recording of him Well ive not been wrong thus far Plus if im not telling the truth, how did I know Mr high level tiktok star was his teacher (and your idol apparently) Explain that one away please? Di Xian with grey hair in a few yearsJFC Well so far, you've succeeded in doing absolutely none of that Unsurprising though...your arguments are about as strong as a house of cards in a hurricane
  20. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Listen, you might have some other people fooled, but not me I see through you, your nonsense, your teachers nonsense, and your teachers teacher as well I've words here in front of me from your teacher before you even knew who he was Earth immortal with grey hair within a few years. mental siddhi rape...listen to what you are saying honestly The only reason I havent completely outed him is because I know some poor soul looking for help will be sucked in by your nonsense and make a nice addition to his pocket money... But you can deny it all you wish, you know I know who he is, and I know who his teachers are too And he is a complete and utter fraud. He actually thinks drinking hot water is a siddhi...i wont even mention the other things he's said, they are just laughable Unlike you, ive no reason to lie about him, but the truth is the truth,and its staring be in face the form of facebook messages Honestly its beyond sad what you are trying to do.
  21. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Oh you do...that's the first letter of his name How did I know your teachers teacher by the way? You never answered me that The problem is you don't know how much I've interacted with him, for how long or what I know about him Long before You came along Mr self proclaimed "first year" Here's the second letter of his name You still sure you want to keep him anonymous?
  22. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Ah he is your teacher then Look at that, I was right (again) Damn that mind reading siddhi is on point today right Oh wait, did I access your mind without your consent? Why don't you tell special K to bring himself over here and we can have this neidan discussion instead of hiding behind you Or is he too busy with the zoom calls and hot water Indeed, look at all the things ive said that you've confirmed, I agree, it isnt hard to tell at all
  23. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Noticing that a person you are claiming to be an earth immortal has grey hair growing by the year, when he shouldn't is neither crude nor insulting its pointing out the very obvious truth that he is not what you're saying he is Telling the truth is horrible? I thought you liked the truth? Oh wait no, you just like YOUR truth You know, that subjective thing tinted by your own biases I thought you didnt understand Buddhism, you did say that Buddha tended to like the truth Yep, Im sure they wont mind me calling out inconsistencies where I see it Helps with that discernment thing...kind of important for meditation
  24. What exactly is neidan/internal alchemy?

    Well would you look at that, I was right (Of course I was) I guess my mind reading Siddhi was on point today By the way, my BS detector siddhi is a hell of a lot stronger Id quit now while I was ahead If i was you...the next step is I start spilling out stuff Mr "special K's" words...and I have the pictures so save yourself (and him) the embarrassment and just stop