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i did 8 brocades for couple of months, i was expecting something to relieve chronic fatigue, but this did not do the thing... so, now my qigong is just move arms, legs and torso the way i feel good... for example, i was stressed today and i did take a walk and did meditate in silence... and the benefit was instant. be well and good luck with your practice, Robert

also, what is the function of the mind? i mean, do mind operates by itself? i have read that sometimes a body lives without a soul...

thank you for a detailed answer, i miss this type of messages very much here. can you fill the gap for me - what is ego? you know, it is sad, because i do not have any emotions

i am thinking, do a human being is "one-whole" or is he a system of some sort? for example, people say "computer", but i reality, computer is a system of parts and those parts are system of smaller parts and so on... to infinity. is there a human or person at all? edit 1: i mean, who is now writing? is it me? am i the consciousness or the personality? edit 2: does observer observes himself? what a silly question...

hi Robert, if you do not feel benefit isntantly with the practice, how can you feel it after 5 months?

thank you, dwai, i do not understand, can you expand the term "find" with more detail? to find something online, one opens browser, then go to google, then type keyword and so on... to find a bug in application, i go to error code line and print the algorithm variables to console and so on... in addition, what is ego to you?

thank you Apech, can you define what ego is?

hey friends, can you help me? i want to get rid the feeling of "superiority" over other people from myself, i contemplate, but i do not find logical premises to this, some people to me seem like children, i find it amusing to read that they cultivate various schools, have many teachers and read lot of the books, i need to use willpower to read these things, you will probably call this "ego", but how to remove this ego?

i want a teacher, who has technical understanding to achieve the goals which i do strive and who i can trust fully, if there is only one thing of the two, i would pass this teacher.

thank you for all the people in this community, i did clear myself very much, from contemplation, i do realize that i have conflicting desires, for example, i want to write in the forum, but think that this is waste of time, i was searching inside myself how to change the attitude, and did found, that to change the attitude one has to change the premises, on which the attitude is based, for example, the premise that to write in the forum is interfering with my meditation practice, change to "i do not know the way to tap into energy, how can i know what interfere with the goal?" so i think i have to throw away one thing, to remove the conflicting of desires, which tear me apart.

i do not know how to answer, i do bow to you,

thank you, i was contacted by some persons here, but i hesitate to become a formal student, i feel that i can handle myself "spiritually", whatever this means, i lack technical understanding how to manipulate energy, still,

thank you, the community is very helpful, i am really sorry, should i write this? there is a possibility, that i work not from a daoist viewpoint, the thread was, to attract people who want to humiliate me, and exercise my abilities to lie, in other words, i did want to manipulate people here,

hey, Limahong, i had thoughts about you and questions to ask, but i did hesitate to write pm to you, and here you came and answered them, there is possibility that you did not realize this consciously, interesting the life is, isn't it?

hey, forest, could you explain?

thank you, dwai, i was too shy to tell this to people here, same words from different mouths do differ, don't they?

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oh, i was called, also, a child tarot in another place. god to know. tahnk you. and deep bows to you.

yeah i do agree, i am such a fool, deep bows to you

i thought i was the troll here

hello, Hannes, in essence i am writing to myself here, state the perspective which is most of use to me now, but, maybe you will find something of use in it, i feel tired, but not in the body, today i did sleep all day, i feel some good physical changes in my heart, the community in this forum helped me achieve a calmer state, this is what i did, i tried to look at being here in the forum as an exercise, i think other-selve is the main catalyst in learning, i tried and wanted to attract as much negativity i could handle, i did learn many lessions in the proccess, i do now realize that the lessions did come to me when i was ready to proceed with them, the forum is still the catalyst, because i am writing now, the experience here did lead me to one method to achieve some state of peace, that is, do what you want in your imagination, i am calmer now, because i did what i did want to do, and it does not look that spectacular, when done, so, i do reevaluate my reality, nothing is that bad as i thought, so, wish you be well, AL.

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i am impatient, i want to get instantly the things i desire. when will i know that i am mature enough?